第50章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4259更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“ThenletherremaininthechargeoftheCaptainJodd,“Iexclaimedangrily,“andinyourcharge,Martina,whoareaccustomedtoattendinguponher,andknowthatyouarebothanswerableforhersafetywithyourlives。Sendthecaptainoftheshiptomeandprepareadischargeforhim。Iwillnotseethiswomantillhehassailed,sinceuntilthenIamcommandedtokeepallsecret。Sendalsotheheadofficeroftheguard。“ Threedayswentby。TheImperialshiphadsailed,takingwithhermyformalacknowledgmentoftheEmperor’sletter,andthetimehadcomewhenoncemoreImustmeetIrenefacetoface。 IsatintheaudiencechamberofmyGreatHouse,andtherewaspresentwithmeonlyJodd,mylieutenantinoffice。Beingblind,Idarednotreceiveadesperatewomanalone,fearinglestshemightstabmeordoherselfsomemischief。AtthedoorofthechamberJoddtookherfromtheguards,whomhebaderemainwithincall,andconductedhertowhereIsat。Hetoldmeafterwardsthatshewasdressedasanun,awhitehoodhalfhidingherstillbeautifulfaceandasilvercrucifixhanginguponherbreast。 AsIheardhercomeIroseandbowedtoher,andmyfirstwordstoherweretoprayhertobeseated。 “Nay,“sheansweredinthatrich,well-rememberedvoiceofhers,“aprisonerstandsbeforethejudge。Igreetyou,GeneralOlaf,Iprayyourpardon——Michael——afterlongyearsofseparation。Youhavechangedbutlittle,andIrejoicetoseethatyourhealthisgoodandthattherankandprosperitywhichIgavehavenotbeentakenfromyou。“ “Igreetyou,Madam,“(almosthadIsaidAugusta),Ianswered,thencontinuedhurriedly:“LadyIrene,IhavereceivedcertaincommandsconcerningyoufromtheEmperorNicephoruswhichitisbestthatyoushouldhear,sothatyoushallholdmequitofblameinaughtthatitmaybemydutytoinflictuponyou。Readthem,CaptainJodd。Nay,I forgot,youcannot。GivethecopyofthelettertotheLadyIrene;theoriginalshecanseeafterwardsifshewills。“ SothepaperwasgiventoherbyJodd,andshereaditaloud,weighingeachwordcarefully。 “Oh,whatadogisthis!“shesaidwhenitwasfinished。“Know,Olaf,thatofmyfreewillIsurrenderedthethronetohim,yes,andallmyprivatetreasure,heswearingupontheGospelsthatIshouldliveinpeaceandhonourtillmylife’send。Andnowhesendsmetoyoutobeblindedandthendonetodeath,forthatiswhathemeans。Oh!mayGodavengemeuponhim!Mayhebecomeabywordandascorn,andmayhisownendbeevenworsethanthatwhichhehaspreparedforme。Mayshamewraphismemoryasinagarment,mayhisbonesbedishonouredandhisburying-placeforgotten。Aye,andsoitshallbe。“[*] [*]TheskullofthisNicephorusissaidtohavebeenusedasadrinkingcupbyhisvictoriousenemy,theKingKrum——Editor。 Shepausedinherfearfulcurse,thensaidinanewvoice,thatvoiceinwhichshewaswonttoplead,“Youwillnotblindme,Olaf。You’llnottakefrommemylastblessing,thelightofday。Thinkwhatitmeans——“ “TheGeneralOlafshouldknowwellenough,“interruptedJodd,butI wavedhimtobesilent,andanswered,“Tellme,Madam,howcanIdootherwise?Itseemstomethatmylifeandthatofmywifeandchildrenhanguponthisdeed。Moreover,whyshouldIdootherwisenowthatbyGod’sjusticethewheelhascomeroundatlast?“Iadded,pointingtothehollowsbeneathmybrowswheretheeyesoncehadbeen。 “Oh!Olaf,“shesaid,“ifIharmedyou,youknowwellitwasbecauseI lovedyou。“ “ThenGodsendthatnowomaneverlovesmeinsuchafashion,“brokeinJodd。 “Olaf,“shecontinued,takingnonoteofhim,“onceyouwentveryneartolovingmealso,onthatnightwhenyouwouldhaveeatenthepoisonedfigstosavemyson,theEmperor。Atleast,youkissedme。Ifyouforget,Icannot。Olaf,canyoublindawomanwhomyouhavekissed?“ “Kissingtakestwo,andIknowthatyoublindedhim,“mutteredJodd,“forIcrucifiedthebrutesyoucommandedtodothedeedtowhichtheyconfessed。“ “Olaf,IadmitthatItreatedyouill;IadmitthatIwouldhavekilledyou;but,believeme,itwasjealousyandnaughtbutjealousywhichdrovemeon。AlmostassoonwouldIhavekilledmyself;indeed,Ithoughtofit。“ “Andtherethematterended,“saidJodd。“ItwasOlafwhowalkedtheHallofthePit,notyou。Wefoundhimonthebrinkofthehole。“ “Olaf,afterIregainedmypower——“ “Byblindingyourownson,“saidJodd,“forwhichyouwillhaveanaccounttosettleoneday。“ “——Idealtwellwithyou。Knowingthatyouhadmarriedmyrival,forIkeptmyselfinformedofallyoudid,stillIliftednohandagainstyou——“ “WhatgoodwasamaimedmantoyouwhenyouwerecourtingtheEmperorCharlemagne?“askedJodd。 Nowatlastsheturnedonhim,saying,“Wellisitforyou,Barbarian,thatifonlyforawhileFatehasreftpowerfrommyhands。Oh!thisisthebitterestdropinallmycup,thatIwhoforascoreofyearsruledtheworldmustlivetosuffertheinsultsofsuchasyou。“ “Thenwhynotdieandhavedone?“askedtheimperturbableJodd。“Or,ifyoulackthecourage,whynotsubmittothedecreeoftheEmperor,assomanyhavesubmittedtoyourdecree,insteadoftroublingthegeneralherewithprayersformercy?Itwouldserveaswell。“ “Jodd,“Isaid,“Icommandyoutobesilent。Thisladyisintrouble; attackthoseinpower,ifyouwill,notthosewhohavefallen。“ “TherespeaksthemanIloved,“saidIrene。“Whatperversefatekeptusapart,Olaf?HadyoutakenwhatIoffered,bynowyouandIwouldhaveruledtheworld。“ “Perhaps,Madam;yetitisrightIshouldsaythatIdonotregretmychoice,althoughbecauseofitIcannolonger——lookupontheworld。“ “Iknow,Iknow!Sheofthataccursednecklace,whichIseeyoustillwear,camebetweenusandspoiledeverything。NowI’mruinedforlackofyouandyouarenobodyforlackofme,asoldierwhowillrunhispettycourseanddepartintotheuniversaldarkness,leavingneveranamebehindhim。IntheagestobewhatmanwilltakecountofoneofascoreofgovernorsofthelittleIsleofLesbos,whomightyethaveheldtheearthinthehollowofhishandandshoneasecondC鎠arinitsannals?Oh!whatmarplotofadevilrulesourdestinies?Hewhofashionedthosegoldenshellsuponyourbreast,orsoIthink。Well,well,itissoandcannotbealtered。TheAugustaoftheEmpireoftheEastmustpleadwiththemanwhorejectedher,forsight,orratherforherlife。Youunderstand,doyounot,Olaf,thatletterisacommandtoyoutomurderme?“ “JustsuchacommandasyougavetothosewhoblindedyoursonConstantine,“mutteredJoddbeneathhisbreath。 “Thatiswhatismeant。Youaretomurderme,and,Olaf,I’mnotfittodie。Greatplacebringsgreattemptations,andIadmitthatIhavegreatlysinned;IneedtimeupontheearthtomakemypeacewithHeaven,andifyouslaymybodynow,youwillslaymysoulaswell。 Oh!bepitiful!Bepitiful!Olaf,youcannotkillthewomanwhohaslainuponyourbreast,itisagainstnature。Ifyoudidsuchathingyou’dneversleepagain;youwouldshudderyourselfovertheedgeoftheworld!Beingwhatyouare,nopomporpowerwouldeverpayyouforthedeed。Betruetoyourownhighheartandspareme。See,Iwhoforsolongwastherulerofmanykingdoms,kneeltoyouandprayyoutospareme,“and,castingherselfdownuponherknees,shelaidherheaduponmyfeetandwept。 Allthatscenecomesbacktomewithastrangeandterriblevividness,althoughIhadnosighttoaidmeinitsdetails,savethesightofmysoul。Irememberthatthewonderandhorrorofitpiercedmethroughandthrough;thestabofthedaggerinmyeyeswasnotmoresharp。 TherewasI,Olaf,ameregentlemanoftheNorth,seatedinmychairofoffice,andtherebeforeme,hermightyheadboweduponmyfeet,knelttheEmpressoftheEarthpleadingforherlife。Intruthallhistorycouldshowfewstrangerscenes。WhatwasItodo?IfIyieldedtoherpiteousprayers,itwasprobablethatmyownlifeandthoseofmywifeandchildrenwouldpaytheprice。YethowcouldIclapmyhandsintheirEasternfashionandsummontheexecutionerstopiercethosestreamingeyesofhers?“Rise,Augusta,“Isaid,forinthisextremityofhershameIgaveherbackhertitle,“andtellme,youwhoareaccustomedtosuchmatters,howIcanspareyouwhodealwiththelivesofothersaswellaswithmyown?“ “Ithankyouforthatname,“shesaidasshestruggledtoherfeet。 “I’vehearditshoutedbytensofthousandsinthecircusandfromthethroatsofarmies,butneveryethasitbeenhalfsosweettomeasnowfromlipsthathavenoneedtoutterit。IntimesbygoneI’dhavepaidyouforthisservicewithaprovince,butnowIreneissopoorthat,likesomehumblebeggar-woman,shecanbutgiveherthanks。 Still,repeatitnomore,fornexttimeitwillsoundbitter。Whatdidyouask?Howyoucouldsaveme,wasitnot?Well,thethingseemssimple。InallthatletterfromNicephorusthereisnodirectcommandthatyoushouldblindme。ThefellowsaysthatyouaretotreatmeasItreatedyou,andasItreatedConstantine,theEmperor——becauseI must。Well,Iimprisonedbothofyou。Imprisonmeandyoufulfilthemandate。HesaysthatifIdieyouaretoreportit,whichshowsthathedoesnotmeanthatI/must/die。Oh!theroadofescapeiseasy,shouldyoudesiretotravelit。Ifyoudonotsodesire,then,Olaf,I prayyouasalastfavournottohandmeovertocommonmen。IseethatbyyoursidestillhangsthatredswordofyourswherewithonceI threatenedyouwhenyourefusedmeatByzantium。Drawit,Olaf,andthistimeI’llguideitsedgeacrossmythroat。SoyouwillpleaseNicephorusandwintherewardsthatIrenecannolongergive。Baptisedinherblood,whatearthlygloryistheretowhichyoumightnotyetattain,youwhohaddaredtolayhandsupontheanointedfleshthatevenherworstfoeshavefearedtotouchlestGod’ssuddencurseshouldstrikethemdead?“