第2章

类别:其他 作者:Frank L。 Packard字数:3687更新时间:18/12/27 08:17:11
Therewasnohallwayhereattheheadoftheladder-likestairs,justasortofnarrowplatforminfrontoftheatticdoor。RhodaGray,gropingoutwithherhandsagain,feltforthedoor,andknockedsoftlyuponit。Therewasnoanswer。Sheknockedagain。 Stillreceivingnoreply,shetriedthedoor,founditunlocked,and,openingit,stoodforaninstantonthethreshold。Alamp,almostempty,ill-trimmedandsmokingbadly,stoodonachairbesideacheapironbed;itthrewadull,yellowglowaboutitsimmediatevicinity,andthrewtheremainderofthegarretintodeep,impenetrableshadows;butalsoitdisclosedthemotionlessformofawomanonthebed。 RhodaGray’seyesdarkened,assheclosedthedoorbehindher,andsteppedquicklyforwardtothebedside。Foramomentshestoodlookingdownattherecumbentfigure;atthemattedtangleofgray-streakedbrownhairthatstraggledacrossapillowwhichwasnonetooclean;attheheavy-lensed,old-fashioned,steel-bowedspectacles,awrynow,thatwerestillgrotesquelyperchedonthewoman’snose;atthesallowface,streakedwithgrimeanddirt,asthoughithadnotbeenwashedformonths;atahand,asill-caredfor,whichlayexposedonthetornblanketthatdiddutyforacounterpane;atthedirtyshawlthatenvelopedthewoman’sshoulders,andwhichwastightlyfastenedaroundGypsyNan’sneck-andfromthewomanhereyesshiftedtoanemptybottleonthefloorthatprotrudedfromunderthebed。 “Nan!“shecalledsharply;and,stoopingover,shookthewoman’sshoulder。“Nan!“sherepeated。Therewassomethingaboutthewoman’sbreathingthatshedidnotlike,somethinginthequeer,pinchedconditionoftheother’sfacethatsuddenlyfrightenedher。“Nan!“shecalledagain。 GypsyNanopenedhereyes,staredforamomentdully,then,inacuriouslyquick,desperateway,jerkedherselfuponherelbow。 “Yousegett’hellouterhere!“shecroaked。“Getout!“ “Iamgoingto,“saidRhodaGrayevenly。“AndI’mgoingatonce。“ Sheturnedabruptlyandwalkedtowardthedoor。“I’mgoingtogetadoctor。You’vegonetoofarthistime,Nan,and-“ “No,yousedon’t!“GypsyNansvoiceroseinasuddenscream。Shesatboltuprightinbed,andpulledarevolveroutfromunderthecoverings。“Yousedon’tbringnodoctorhere!See!Youseputafingerondatdoor,an’itwon’tbededooryouse’1lgooutby!“ RhodaGraydidnotmove。 “Nan,putthatrevolverdown!“sheorderedquietly。“Youdon’tknowwhatyouaredoing。“ “Don’t!?“leeredGypsyNan。Therevolverheld,swayingalittleunsteadily,onRhodaGray。Therewassilenceforamoment;thenGypsyNanspokeagain,evidentlythroughdrylips,forshewetthemagainandagainwithhertongue:“Say,yousearedeWhiteMoll,ain’tyouse?“ “Yes,“saidRhodaGray。 GypsyNanappearedtoponderthisforaninstant。 “Wellden,comebackherean’sitdownondefootofdebed,“ shecommandedfinally。 RhodaGrayobeyedwithouthesitation。Therewasnothingtodobuthumorthewomaninherpresentstate,astatethatseemedoneborderingondeliriumandcompletecollapse。 “Nan,“shesaid,“you-“ “DeWhiteMoll!“mumbledGypsyNan。“Iwonderifdedopedeyhandsoutaboutyouseisallondelevel?MyGawd,Iwonderifwotdeysaysistrue?“ “Whatdotheysay?“askedRhodaGraygently。 GypsyNanlaybackonherpillowasthoughherstrength,over-taxed,hadfailedher;herhand,thoughitstillclutchedtherevolver,seemedtohavebeendraggeddownbytheweapon’sweight,andnowrestedupontheblanket。 “Deysay,“saidGypsyNanslowly,“datyouseknowsmoreondeinsideheredananybodyelse-t’ingsyousegotfromdespacers’ molls,an’fromdedipsdemselveswhenyousewaslendin’demahand;deysaydereain’tmanyyousecouldn’tsendupderiverjustbyliftin’yerfinger,butdatyouse’restraight,an’datyouse’vekeptyermapclosed,an’datyouse’resafe。“ RhodaGray’sdarkeyessoftened,assheleanedforwardandlaidahandgentlyovertheoneofGypsyNanthatheldtherevolver。 “Itcouldn’tbeanyotherway,couldit,Nan?“shesaidsimply。 “Wotyerafter?“demandedGypsyNan,withsuddenmockery。“Degun? Well,takeit!“Sheletgoherholdoftheweapon。“Butdon’tkidyerselfdatyouse’rekiddin’meintogivin’ittoyousebecauseyousehavegotaprettysmilean’asweetvoice!Savvy?I“-shechokedsuddenly,andcaughtatherthroat-“Iguessyouse’redeonlychanceIgot-dat’sall。“ “That’sbetter,“saidRhodaGrayencouragingly。“Andnowyou’llletmegoandgetadoctor,won’tyou,Nan?“ “Wait!“saidGypsyNanhoarsely。“Youse’redeonlychanceIgot。 Willyouseswearyousewon’tt’rowmedownifItellsyousesomet’ing?Iain’tgotnootherway。Willyouseswearyouse’llseemethrough?“ “Ofcourse,Nan,“saidRhodaGraysoothingly。“Ofcourse,Iwill,Nan。Ipromise。 GypsyNancameuponherelbow。 “Datain’tgoodenough!“shecriedout。“Apromiseain’tgoodenough!ForGawd’ssake,comeacrossalldeway!Swearyouse’llkeepmuman’seemethrough!“ “Yes,Nan“-RhodaGray’seyessmiledreassurance-“Iswearit。 Butyouwillbeallrightagaininthemorning。“ “WillI?Youthinkso,doyou?Well,IcanonlysaythatIwishIdid!“ RhodaGrayleanedsharplyforward,staringinamazementatthefigureonthebed。Thewoman’svoicewasthesame,itwasstillhoarse,stillheavy,andthewordscamewithpainfuleffort;buttheEnglishwassuddenlyperfectnow。 “Nan,whatisit?Idon’tunderstand!“shesaidtensely。“Whatdoyoumean?“ “Youthinkyouknowwhat’sthematterwithme。“Therewasacuriousmockeryintheweakvoice。“YouthinkI’vedrunkmyselfintothisstate。YouthinkI’monthevergeoftheD。T。’snow。 Thatemptybottleunderthebedprovesit,doesn’tit?AndanybodyaroundherewilltellyouthatGypsyNanhasthrownenoughemptiesoutofthewindowtheretostockabottlefactoryforyears,someofthemontheflatroofjustoutsidethewindow,someofthemontheroofoftheshedbelow,andsomeofthemdownintotheyard,justdependingonhowdrunkshewasandhowfarshecouldthrow。 Andthatprovesit,too,doesn’tit?Well,maybeitdoes,that’swhatIdiditfor;butInevertouchedthestuff,notadropofit,fromthedayIcamehere。Ididn’tdaretouchit。Ihadtokeepmywits。LastnightyouthoughtIwasdrunkwhenyoufoundmeinthedoorwaydownstairs。Iwasn’t。Iwastoosickandweaktogetuphere。Ialmosttoldyouthen,onlyIwasafraid,and-andI thoughtthatperhapsI’dbeallrightto-day。“ “Oh,Ididn’tknow!“RhodaGraywasonherkneesbesidethebed。 Therewasnoroomtoquestionthetruthofthewoman’swords,itwasinGypsyNan’seyes,inthestruggling,laboredvoice。 “Yes。“GypsyNanclutchedattheshawlaroundherneck,andshivered。“IthoughtImightbeallrightto-day,andthatI’dgetbetter。ButIdidn’t。AndnowI’vegotaboutachanceinahundred。Iknow。It’smyheart。“ “Youmeanyou’vebeenalonehere,sick,sincelastnight?“Therewasanxiety,perplexity,inRhodaGray’sface。“Whydidn’tyoucallsomeone?Whydidyouevenholdmebackafewminutesago,whenyouadmityourselfthatyouneedimmediatemedicalassistancesobadly?“ “Because,“saidGypsyNan,“ifI’vegotachanceatall,I’dfinishitforkeepsifadoctorcamehere。I-I’drathergooutthiswaythaninthathorriblethingtheycallthe’chair。’Oh,myGod,don’tyouunderstandthat!I’veseenpicturesofit!It’sahorriblething-ahorriblething-horrible!“ “Nan“-RhodaGraysteadiedhervoice-youredelirious。Youdonotknowwhatyouaresaying。Thereisn’tanyhorriblethingtofrightenyou。Nowyoujustliequietlyhere。I’llonlybeafewminutes,and-“Shestoppedabruptlyasherwristsweresuddenlyimprisonedinafranticgrip。 “Yousworeit!“GypsyNanwaswhisperingfeverishly。“Yousworeit!TheysaytheWhiteMollneversnitched。That’stheonechanceI’vegot,andI’mgoingtotakeit。I’mnotdelirious-notyet。 IwishtoGoditwasnothingmorethanthat!Look!“ Withalow,startledcry,RhodaGraywasonherfeet。GypsyNanwasgone。Asweepofthewoman’shand,andthespectacleswereoff,thegray-streakedhairatangledwiguponthepillow-andRhodaGrayfoundherselfstaringinanumbedsortofwayatadark-hairedwomanwhocouldnothavebeenmorethanthirty,butwhoseface,withitsstreaksofgrimeanddirt,lookedgrotesquelyandincongruouslyold。