Therewasnohallwayhereattheheadoftheladder-likestairs,justasortofnarrowplatforminfrontoftheatticdoor。RhodaGray,gropingoutwithherhandsagain,feltforthedoor,andknockedsoftlyuponit。Therewasnoanswer。Sheknockedagain。
Stillreceivingnoreply,shetriedthedoor,founditunlocked,and,openingit,stoodforaninstantonthethreshold。Alamp,almostempty,ill-trimmedandsmokingbadly,stoodonachairbesideacheapironbed;itthrewadull,yellowglowaboutitsimmediatevicinity,andthrewtheremainderofthegarretintodeep,impenetrableshadows;butalsoitdisclosedthemotionlessformofawomanonthebed。
RhodaGray’seyesdarkened,assheclosedthedoorbehindher,andsteppedquicklyforwardtothebedside。Foramomentshestoodlookingdownattherecumbentfigure;atthemattedtangleofgray-streakedbrownhairthatstraggledacrossapillowwhichwasnonetooclean;attheheavy-lensed,old-fashioned,steel-bowedspectacles,awrynow,thatwerestillgrotesquelyperchedonthewoman’snose;atthesallowface,streakedwithgrimeanddirt,asthoughithadnotbeenwashedformonths;atahand,asill-caredfor,whichlayexposedonthetornblanketthatdiddutyforacounterpane;atthedirtyshawlthatenvelopedthewoman’sshoulders,andwhichwastightlyfastenedaroundGypsyNan’sneck-andfromthewomanhereyesshiftedtoanemptybottleonthefloorthatprotrudedfromunderthebed。
“Nan!“shecalledsharply;and,stoopingover,shookthewoman’sshoulder。“Nan!“sherepeated。Therewassomethingaboutthewoman’sbreathingthatshedidnotlike,somethinginthequeer,pinchedconditionoftheother’sfacethatsuddenlyfrightenedher。“Nan!“shecalledagain。
GypsyNanopenedhereyes,staredforamomentdully,then,inacuriouslyquick,desperateway,jerkedherselfuponherelbow。
“Yousegett’hellouterhere!“shecroaked。“Getout!“
“Iamgoingto,“saidRhodaGrayevenly。“AndI’mgoingatonce。“
Sheturnedabruptlyandwalkedtowardthedoor。“I’mgoingtogetadoctor。You’vegonetoofarthistime,Nan,and-“
“No,yousedon’t!“GypsyNansvoiceroseinasuddenscream。Shesatboltuprightinbed,andpulledarevolveroutfromunderthecoverings。“Yousedon’tbringnodoctorhere!See!Youseputafingerondatdoor,an’itwon’tbededooryouse’1lgooutby!“
RhodaGraydidnotmove。
“Nan,putthatrevolverdown!“sheorderedquietly。“Youdon’tknowwhatyouaredoing。“
“Don’t!?“leeredGypsyNan。Therevolverheld,swayingalittleunsteadily,onRhodaGray。Therewassilenceforamoment;thenGypsyNanspokeagain,evidentlythroughdrylips,forshewetthemagainandagainwithhertongue:“Say,yousearedeWhiteMoll,ain’tyouse?“
“Yes,“saidRhodaGray。
GypsyNanappearedtoponderthisforaninstant。
“Wellden,comebackherean’sitdownondefootofdebed,“
shecommandedfinally。
RhodaGrayobeyedwithouthesitation。Therewasnothingtodobuthumorthewomaninherpresentstate,astatethatseemedoneborderingondeliriumandcompletecollapse。
“Nan,“shesaid,“you-“
“DeWhiteMoll!“mumbledGypsyNan。“Iwonderifdedopedeyhandsoutaboutyouseisallondelevel?MyGawd,Iwonderifwotdeysaysistrue?“
“Whatdotheysay?“askedRhodaGraygently。
GypsyNanlaybackonherpillowasthoughherstrength,over-taxed,hadfailedher;herhand,thoughitstillclutchedtherevolver,seemedtohavebeendraggeddownbytheweapon’sweight,andnowrestedupontheblanket。
“Deysay,“saidGypsyNanslowly,“datyouseknowsmoreondeinsideheredananybodyelse-t’ingsyousegotfromdespacers’
molls,an’fromdedipsdemselveswhenyousewaslendin’demahand;deysaydereain’tmanyyousecouldn’tsendupderiverjustbyliftin’yerfinger,butdatyouse’restraight,an’datyouse’vekeptyermapclosed,an’datyouse’resafe。“
RhodaGray’sdarkeyessoftened,assheleanedforwardandlaidahandgentlyovertheoneofGypsyNanthatheldtherevolver。
“Itcouldn’tbeanyotherway,couldit,Nan?“shesaidsimply。
“Wotyerafter?“demandedGypsyNan,withsuddenmockery。“Degun?
Well,takeit!“Sheletgoherholdoftheweapon。“Butdon’tkidyerselfdatyouse’rekiddin’meintogivin’ittoyousebecauseyousehavegotaprettysmilean’asweetvoice!Savvy?I“-shechokedsuddenly,andcaughtatherthroat-“Iguessyouse’redeonlychanceIgot-dat’sall。“
“That’sbetter,“saidRhodaGrayencouragingly。“Andnowyou’llletmegoandgetadoctor,won’tyou,Nan?“
“Wait!“saidGypsyNanhoarsely。“Youse’redeonlychanceIgot。
Willyouseswearyousewon’tt’rowmedownifItellsyousesomet’ing?Iain’tgotnootherway。Willyouseswearyouse’llseemethrough?“
“Ofcourse,Nan,“saidRhodaGraysoothingly。“Ofcourse,Iwill,Nan。Ipromise。
GypsyNancameuponherelbow。
“Datain’tgoodenough!“shecriedout。“Apromiseain’tgoodenough!ForGawd’ssake,comeacrossalldeway!Swearyouse’llkeepmuman’seemethrough!“
“Yes,Nan“-RhodaGray’seyessmiledreassurance-“Iswearit。
Butyouwillbeallrightagaininthemorning。“
“WillI?Youthinkso,doyou?Well,IcanonlysaythatIwishIdid!“
RhodaGrayleanedsharplyforward,staringinamazementatthefigureonthebed。Thewoman’svoicewasthesame,itwasstillhoarse,stillheavy,andthewordscamewithpainfuleffort;buttheEnglishwassuddenlyperfectnow。
“Nan,whatisit?Idon’tunderstand!“shesaidtensely。“Whatdoyoumean?“
“Youthinkyouknowwhat’sthematterwithme。“Therewasacuriousmockeryintheweakvoice。“YouthinkI’vedrunkmyselfintothisstate。YouthinkI’monthevergeoftheD。T。’snow。
Thatemptybottleunderthebedprovesit,doesn’tit?AndanybodyaroundherewilltellyouthatGypsyNanhasthrownenoughemptiesoutofthewindowtheretostockabottlefactoryforyears,someofthemontheflatroofjustoutsidethewindow,someofthemontheroofoftheshedbelow,andsomeofthemdownintotheyard,justdependingonhowdrunkshewasandhowfarshecouldthrow。
Andthatprovesit,too,doesn’tit?Well,maybeitdoes,that’swhatIdiditfor;butInevertouchedthestuff,notadropofit,fromthedayIcamehere。Ididn’tdaretouchit。Ihadtokeepmywits。LastnightyouthoughtIwasdrunkwhenyoufoundmeinthedoorwaydownstairs。Iwasn’t。Iwastoosickandweaktogetuphere。Ialmosttoldyouthen,onlyIwasafraid,and-andI
thoughtthatperhapsI’dbeallrightto-day。“
“Oh,Ididn’tknow!“RhodaGraywasonherkneesbesidethebed。
Therewasnoroomtoquestionthetruthofthewoman’swords,itwasinGypsyNan’seyes,inthestruggling,laboredvoice。
“Yes。“GypsyNanclutchedattheshawlaroundherneck,andshivered。“IthoughtImightbeallrightto-day,andthatI’dgetbetter。ButIdidn’t。AndnowI’vegotaboutachanceinahundred。Iknow。It’smyheart。“
“Youmeanyou’vebeenalonehere,sick,sincelastnight?“Therewasanxiety,perplexity,inRhodaGray’sface。“Whydidn’tyoucallsomeone?Whydidyouevenholdmebackafewminutesago,whenyouadmityourselfthatyouneedimmediatemedicalassistancesobadly?“
“Because,“saidGypsyNan,“ifI’vegotachanceatall,I’dfinishitforkeepsifadoctorcamehere。I-I’drathergooutthiswaythaninthathorriblethingtheycallthe’chair。’Oh,myGod,don’tyouunderstandthat!I’veseenpicturesofit!It’sahorriblething-ahorriblething-horrible!“
“Nan“-RhodaGraysteadiedhervoice-youredelirious。Youdonotknowwhatyouaresaying。Thereisn’tanyhorriblethingtofrightenyou。Nowyoujustliequietlyhere。I’llonlybeafewminutes,and-“Shestoppedabruptlyasherwristsweresuddenlyimprisonedinafranticgrip。
“Yousworeit!“GypsyNanwaswhisperingfeverishly。“Yousworeit!TheysaytheWhiteMollneversnitched。That’stheonechanceI’vegot,andI’mgoingtotakeit。I’mnotdelirious-notyet。
IwishtoGoditwasnothingmorethanthat!Look!“
Withalow,startledcry,RhodaGraywasonherfeet。GypsyNanwasgone。Asweepofthewoman’shand,andthespectacleswereoff,thegray-streakedhairatangledwiguponthepillow-andRhodaGrayfoundherselfstaringinanumbedsortofwayatadark-hairedwomanwhocouldnothavebeenmorethanthirty,butwhoseface,withitsstreaksofgrimeanddirt,lookedgrotesquelyandincongruouslyold。