第3章

类别:其他 作者:Frank L。 Packard字数:4706更新时间:18/12/27 08:17:11
Foramomentneitherspoke,thenGypsyNanbrokethesilencewithabitterlaugh。Shethrewbackthebedclothes,and,grippingattheedgeofthebed,satup。 “TheWhiteMoll!Thewordsrattledinherthroat。Afleckofbloodshowedonherlips。“Well,youknownow!You’regoingtohelpme,aren’tyou?I-I’vegottogetoutofhere-gettoahospital。“ RhodaGraylaidherhandsfirmlyontheother’sshoulders。 “Getbackintobed,“shesaidsteadily。“Doyouwanttomakeyourselfworse?You’llkillyourself!“ GypsyNanpushedheraway。 “Don’tmakemeuseupwhatlittlestrengthI’vegotleftintalking,“ shecriedoutpiteously,andsuddenlywrungherhandstogether。 “I’mwantedbythepolice。IfI’mcaught,it’s-it’sthat’chair。’ Icouldn’thaveadoctorbroughthere,couldI?HowlongwoulditbebeforehesawthatGypsyNanwasafake?Ican’tletyougoandhaveanambulance,say,comeandgetme,canI,evenwiththedisguisehiddenaway?They’dsaythisiswhereGypsyNanlives。 There’ssomethingqueerhere。WhereisGypsyNan?I’vegottogetawayfromhere-awayfromGypsyNan-don’tyouunderstand?It’sdeathoneway;maybeitistheother,maybeit’llfinishmetogetoutofhere,butit’stheonlythinglefttodo。Ithoughtsomeone,someonethatIcouldtrust,nevermindwho,wouldhavecometo-day,but-butnoonecame,and-andmaybenowitstoolate,butthere’sjusttheonechance,andI’vegottotakeit。“GypsyNantoreattheshawlaroundherthroatasthoughitchokedher,andflungitfromhershoulders。Hereyesweregleamingwithanunhealthy,feverishlight。“Don’tyousee?Wegetoutonthestreet。Icollapsethere。Youfindme。ItellyoumynameisCharlotteGreen。That’sallyouknow。Thereisn’tmuchchancethatanybodyatthehospitalwouldrecognizeme。I’vegotmoney。 Itakeaprivateroom。Don’tyouunderstand?“ RhodaGray’sfacehadgonealittlewhite。Therewasnodoubtaboutthewoman’sseriouscondition,andyet-andyet-Shestoodtherehesitant。Theremustbesomeotherway!Itwasnotlikelyeventhatthewomanhadstrengthenoughtowalkdownthestairstobeginwith。Strangethingshadcometoherinthisworldofshadow,butnonebeforelikethis。Ifthelawgotthewomanitwouldcostthewomanherlife;ifthewomandidnotreceiveimmediateandadequatemedicalassistanceitwouldcostthewomanherlife。Overandoverinherbrain,likeajanglingrefrain,thatthoughtrepeateditself。 Itwasnotlikehertostandhesitantbeforeanyemergency,nomatterwhatthatemergencymightbe。Shehadneverdoneitbefore,butnow…… “ForGod’ssake,“GypsyNanimplored,“don’tstandtherelookingatme!Can’tyouunderstand?IfI’mcaught,Igoout。DoyouthinkI’dhavelivedinthisfilthyholeiftherehadbeenanyotherwaytosavemylife?Areyougoingtoletmedieherelikeadog?Getmemyclothes;oh,forGod’ssake,getthem,andgivemetheonechancethat’sleft!“ AqueerlittlesmilecametoRhodaGray’slips,andhershouldersstraightenedback。 “Whereareyourclothes?“sheasked。 “Godblessyou!“Thetearsweresuddenlystreamingdownthegrimyface。“GodblesstheWhiteMoll!It’strue!It’strue-alltheysaidabouther!“Thewomanhadlostcontrolofherself。 “Nan,keepyournerve!“orderedRhodaGrayalmostbrutally。ItwastheWhiteMollinanotherlightnow,cool,calm,collected,efficient。HereyessweptGypsyNan。Thewoman,whohadobviouslyflungherselfdownonthebedfullydressedthenightbefore,wasgarbedincoarse,heavyboots,thecheapestofstockingswhichwerealsosadlyinneedofrepair,atatteredandcrumpledskirtofsomeroughmaterial,and,previouslyhiddenbytheshawl,asoiled,greasyandspottedblackblouse。RhodaGray’sforeheadpuckeredintoafrown。“Whataboutyourhandsandface-theygowiththeclothes,don’tthey?“ “It’llwashoff,“whisperedGypsyNan。“It’sjustsomestuffIkeepinabox-overthere-theceiling-“Hervoicetrailedoffweakly,thenwithadesperateeffortstrengthenedagain。“Thedoor!I forgotthedoor!Itisn’tlocked!Lockthedoorfirst!Lockthedoor!Thenyoutakethecandleoverthereonthewashstand,and-andI’llshowyou。You-yougetthethingswhileI’mundressing。 I-Icanhelpmyselfthatmuch。“ RhodaGraycrossedquicklytothedoor,turnedthekeyinthelock,andretracedherstepstothewashstandthatstoodintheshadowsagainstthewallontheoppositesidefromthebed,andnearthefarendofthegarret。Hereshefoundtheshortstubofacandlethatwasstuckinthemouthofaginbottle,andmatcheslyingbesideit。 Shelightedthecandle,andturnedinquiringlytoGypsyNan。 Thewomanpointedtotheendofthegarretwheretheroofslopedsharplydownuntil,atthewallitself,itwasscarcelyfourfeetabovethefloor。 “Godownthere。Righttothewall-inthecenter,“instructedGypsyNanweakly。Andthen,asRhodaGrayobeyed:“Nowpushuponthatwideboardintheceiling。“ RhodaGray。alreadyinastoopedposition,reachedup,andpushedatarough,unplanedboard。Itswungbackwithoutasound,likeanarrowtrap-door,untilitrestedinanuprightpositionagainsttheouterframeofthehouse,disclosinganaperturethroughwhich,bystandingerect,RhodaGrayeasilythrustherheadandshoulders。 Sheraisedthecandlethenthroughtheopening-andsuddenlyherdarkeyeswidenedinamazement。Itwasahidingplace,notonlyingenious,butexceedinglygenerousinexpanse。Asfarasonecouldreachtheceilingmetamorphoseditselfintoamostconvenientshelf。Andithadbeenwellutilized!Itheldamostastoundingcollectionofthings。Therewasacashbox,butthecashboxwasapparentlywhollyinadequate-theremusthavebeenthousandsofdollarsinthosepilesofbanknotesthatwerestackedbesideit! Therewasalargetinbox,thecoveroff,containingsomeblack,pastelikesubstance-the“stuff,“presumably,thatGypsyNanusedonherfaceandhands。Therewasabunchofcuriouslyformedkeys,severalboxesofrevolvercartridges,anelectricflashlight,andagreatquantityofthechoicestbrandsoftinnedandbottledfruitsandprovisions-andalittletooneside,evidentlykeptreadyforinstantuse,asuitofexcellentmaterial,underclothing,silkstockingsshoesandhatwereneatlypiledtogether。 RhodaGraytooktheclothing,andwentbacktothebedside。GypsyNanhadmadelittleprogressindisrobing。Itseemedaboutallthewomancoulddotoclingtotheedgeofthecotandsitupright。 “Whatdoesallthismean,Nan,“sheaskedtensely;“allthosethingsupthere-thatmoney?“ GypsyNanforcedatwistedsmile。 “ItmeansIknowhowbadIam,orIwouldn’thaveletyouseewhatyouhave,“sheansweredheavily。“Itmeansthatthereisn’tanyotherway。Hurry!Getthesethingsoff!Getmedressed!“ Butittookalongtime。GypsyNanseemedwitheverymomenttogrowweaker。Thelamponthechairwentoutforwantofoil。Therewasonlythegutteringcandleintheginbottletogivelight。Itthrewweird,flickeringshadowsaroundthegarret;itseemedtoenhancethealreadydeathlikepallorofthewoman,as,usingthepitcherofwaterandthebasinfromthewashstandnow,RhodaGrayremovedthegrimefromGypsyNan’sfaceandhands。 Itwasdoneatlast-andwheretherehadoncebeenGypsyNan,haglikeandrepulsive,therewasnowastylishly,evenelegantly,dressedwomanofwellundermiddleage。ThetransformationseemedtohaveactedasastimulantuponGypsyNan。Shelaughedwithnervoushilaritysheeventriedvaliantlytoputonapairofnewblackkidgloves,but,failinginthis,pushedthemunsteadilyintothepocketofhercoat。 “I’m-I’mallright,“sheassertedfiercely,asRhodaGray,pausingintheactofgatheringupthediscardedgarments,regardedheranxiously。“Bringmeapackageofthatmoneyafteryou’veputthosethingsaway-yes,andyou’llfindaflashlightthere。We’llneeditgoingdownthestairs。“ RhodaGraymadenoanswer。Therewasnohesitationnowinheractions,as,tothepileofclothinginherarms,sheaddedtherevolverthatlayontheblanket,and,returningtothelittletrap-doorintheceiling,hidthemaway;butherbrainwaswhirlingagaininaturmoilofdoubt。Thiswasmadness,utter,stark,blindmadness,thisthingthatshewasdoing!Itwassuicide,literallythat,nothinglessthansuicideforoneinGypsyNan’sconditiontoattemptthisthing。Butthewomanwouldcertainlydiehere,too,withoutmedicalassistance-onlytherewasthepolice!RhodaGray’sface,asshestooduprightinthelittleapertureagain,throwingthewaveringcandle-raysaroundher,seemedsuddenlytohavegrownpinchedandwan。Thepolice!Thepolice!Itwasherconscience,then,thatwasgnawingather-becauseofthepolice! Wasthatit?Well,therewasalso,then,anotherside。Couldsheturninformer,traitor,becomeafemaleJudastoadyingwoman,whohadsobbedandthankedherMakerbecauseshehadfoundsomeonewhomshebelievedshecouldtrust?Thatwasahideousandanabominablethingtodo!“Yousworeit!Yousworeyou’dseemethrough!“-thewordscameandranginsistentlyinherears。Thesweet,piquantlittlefacesetinhard,determinedlines。Mechanicallyshepickeduptheflashlightandapackageofthebanknotes,loweredtheboardintheceilingintoplace,andreturnedtoGypsyNan。 “I’mready,ifthereisnootherway,“shesaidsoberly,asshewatchedtheothertuckthemoneyawayinsideherwaist。“IsaidI wouldseeyouthrough,andIwill。ButIdoubtifyouarestrongenough,evenwithwhathelpIcangiveyou,togetdownthestairs,andevenifyoucan,Iamafraidwithallmysouloftheconsequencestoyou,and-“ GypsyNanblewoutthecandle,andstaggeredtoherfeet。 “Thereisn’tanyotherway。“SheleanedheavilyonRhodaGray’sarm。“Can’tyouseethat?Don’tyouthinkIknow?Haven’tyouseenenoughheretoconvinceyouofthat?I-I’mjustspillingthedicefor-forperhapsthelasttime-butit’stheonlychance-theonlychance。Goon!“sheurgedtremulously。“Shoottheglim,andgetmetothedoor。And-andfortheloveofGod,don’tmakeasound!It’sallupifwe’reseengoingout!“ Theflashlight’sraydancedincrazygyrationsasthetwofiguresswayedandcreptacrossthegarret。RhodaGrayunlockedthedoor,and,astheypassedout,lockeditagainontheoutside。 “Hidethekey!“whisperedGypsyNan。“See-thatcrackinthefloorunderthepartition!Slipitinthere!“ Theflashlightguidingher,RhodaGraystoopeddowntowhere,betweentheroughatticflooringandtheequallyroughboardingofthegarretpartition,therewasanarrowspace。Shepushedthekeyinoutofsight;andthen,withherarmaroundGypsyNan’swaist,andwiththeflashlightatcautiousintervalswinkingaheadofherthroughthedarkness,shebegantodescendthestairs。