Foramomentneitherspoke,thenGypsyNanbrokethesilencewithabitterlaugh。Shethrewbackthebedclothes,and,grippingattheedgeofthebed,satup。
“TheWhiteMoll!Thewordsrattledinherthroat。Afleckofbloodshowedonherlips。“Well,youknownow!You’regoingtohelpme,aren’tyou?I-I’vegottogetoutofhere-gettoahospital。“
RhodaGraylaidherhandsfirmlyontheother’sshoulders。
“Getbackintobed,“shesaidsteadily。“Doyouwanttomakeyourselfworse?You’llkillyourself!“
GypsyNanpushedheraway。
“Don’tmakemeuseupwhatlittlestrengthI’vegotleftintalking,“
shecriedoutpiteously,andsuddenlywrungherhandstogether。
“I’mwantedbythepolice。IfI’mcaught,it’s-it’sthat’chair。’
Icouldn’thaveadoctorbroughthere,couldI?HowlongwoulditbebeforehesawthatGypsyNanwasafake?Ican’tletyougoandhaveanambulance,say,comeandgetme,canI,evenwiththedisguisehiddenaway?They’dsaythisiswhereGypsyNanlives。
There’ssomethingqueerhere。WhereisGypsyNan?I’vegottogetawayfromhere-awayfromGypsyNan-don’tyouunderstand?It’sdeathoneway;maybeitistheother,maybeit’llfinishmetogetoutofhere,butit’stheonlythinglefttodo。Ithoughtsomeone,someonethatIcouldtrust,nevermindwho,wouldhavecometo-day,but-butnoonecame,and-andmaybenowitstoolate,butthere’sjusttheonechance,andI’vegottotakeit。“GypsyNantoreattheshawlaroundherthroatasthoughitchokedher,andflungitfromhershoulders。Hereyesweregleamingwithanunhealthy,feverishlight。“Don’tyousee?Wegetoutonthestreet。Icollapsethere。Youfindme。ItellyoumynameisCharlotteGreen。That’sallyouknow。Thereisn’tmuchchancethatanybodyatthehospitalwouldrecognizeme。I’vegotmoney。
Itakeaprivateroom。Don’tyouunderstand?“
RhodaGray’sfacehadgonealittlewhite。Therewasnodoubtaboutthewoman’sseriouscondition,andyet-andyet-Shestoodtherehesitant。Theremustbesomeotherway!Itwasnotlikelyeventhatthewomanhadstrengthenoughtowalkdownthestairstobeginwith。Strangethingshadcometoherinthisworldofshadow,butnonebeforelikethis。Ifthelawgotthewomanitwouldcostthewomanherlife;ifthewomandidnotreceiveimmediateandadequatemedicalassistanceitwouldcostthewomanherlife。Overandoverinherbrain,likeajanglingrefrain,thatthoughtrepeateditself。
Itwasnotlikehertostandhesitantbeforeanyemergency,nomatterwhatthatemergencymightbe。Shehadneverdoneitbefore,butnow……
“ForGod’ssake,“GypsyNanimplored,“don’tstandtherelookingatme!Can’tyouunderstand?IfI’mcaught,Igoout。DoyouthinkI’dhavelivedinthisfilthyholeiftherehadbeenanyotherwaytosavemylife?Areyougoingtoletmedieherelikeadog?Getmemyclothes;oh,forGod’ssake,getthem,andgivemetheonechancethat’sleft!“
AqueerlittlesmilecametoRhodaGray’slips,andhershouldersstraightenedback。
“Whereareyourclothes?“sheasked。
“Godblessyou!“Thetearsweresuddenlystreamingdownthegrimyface。“GodblesstheWhiteMoll!It’strue!It’strue-alltheysaidabouther!“Thewomanhadlostcontrolofherself。
“Nan,keepyournerve!“orderedRhodaGrayalmostbrutally。ItwastheWhiteMollinanotherlightnow,cool,calm,collected,efficient。HereyessweptGypsyNan。Thewoman,whohadobviouslyflungherselfdownonthebedfullydressedthenightbefore,wasgarbedincoarse,heavyboots,thecheapestofstockingswhichwerealsosadlyinneedofrepair,atatteredandcrumpledskirtofsomeroughmaterial,and,previouslyhiddenbytheshawl,asoiled,greasyandspottedblackblouse。RhodaGray’sforeheadpuckeredintoafrown。“Whataboutyourhandsandface-theygowiththeclothes,don’tthey?“
“It’llwashoff,“whisperedGypsyNan。“It’sjustsomestuffIkeepinabox-overthere-theceiling-“Hervoicetrailedoffweakly,thenwithadesperateeffortstrengthenedagain。“Thedoor!I
forgotthedoor!Itisn’tlocked!Lockthedoorfirst!Lockthedoor!Thenyoutakethecandleoverthereonthewashstand,and-andI’llshowyou。You-yougetthethingswhileI’mundressing。
I-Icanhelpmyselfthatmuch。“
RhodaGraycrossedquicklytothedoor,turnedthekeyinthelock,andretracedherstepstothewashstandthatstoodintheshadowsagainstthewallontheoppositesidefromthebed,andnearthefarendofthegarret。Hereshefoundtheshortstubofacandlethatwasstuckinthemouthofaginbottle,andmatcheslyingbesideit。
Shelightedthecandle,andturnedinquiringlytoGypsyNan。
Thewomanpointedtotheendofthegarretwheretheroofslopedsharplydownuntil,atthewallitself,itwasscarcelyfourfeetabovethefloor。
“Godownthere。Righttothewall-inthecenter,“instructedGypsyNanweakly。Andthen,asRhodaGrayobeyed:“Nowpushuponthatwideboardintheceiling。“
RhodaGray。alreadyinastoopedposition,reachedup,andpushedatarough,unplanedboard。Itswungbackwithoutasound,likeanarrowtrap-door,untilitrestedinanuprightpositionagainsttheouterframeofthehouse,disclosinganaperturethroughwhich,bystandingerect,RhodaGrayeasilythrustherheadandshoulders。
Sheraisedthecandlethenthroughtheopening-andsuddenlyherdarkeyeswidenedinamazement。Itwasahidingplace,notonlyingenious,butexceedinglygenerousinexpanse。Asfarasonecouldreachtheceilingmetamorphoseditselfintoamostconvenientshelf。Andithadbeenwellutilized!Itheldamostastoundingcollectionofthings。Therewasacashbox,butthecashboxwasapparentlywhollyinadequate-theremusthavebeenthousandsofdollarsinthosepilesofbanknotesthatwerestackedbesideit!
Therewasalargetinbox,thecoveroff,containingsomeblack,pastelikesubstance-the“stuff,“presumably,thatGypsyNanusedonherfaceandhands。Therewasabunchofcuriouslyformedkeys,severalboxesofrevolvercartridges,anelectricflashlight,andagreatquantityofthechoicestbrandsoftinnedandbottledfruitsandprovisions-andalittletooneside,evidentlykeptreadyforinstantuse,asuitofexcellentmaterial,underclothing,silkstockingsshoesandhatwereneatlypiledtogether。
RhodaGraytooktheclothing,andwentbacktothebedside。GypsyNanhadmadelittleprogressindisrobing。Itseemedaboutallthewomancoulddotoclingtotheedgeofthecotandsitupright。
“Whatdoesallthismean,Nan,“sheaskedtensely;“allthosethingsupthere-thatmoney?“
GypsyNanforcedatwistedsmile。
“ItmeansIknowhowbadIam,orIwouldn’thaveletyouseewhatyouhave,“sheansweredheavily。“Itmeansthatthereisn’tanyotherway。Hurry!Getthesethingsoff!Getmedressed!“
Butittookalongtime。GypsyNanseemedwitheverymomenttogrowweaker。Thelamponthechairwentoutforwantofoil。Therewasonlythegutteringcandleintheginbottletogivelight。Itthrewweird,flickeringshadowsaroundthegarret;itseemedtoenhancethealreadydeathlikepallorofthewoman,as,usingthepitcherofwaterandthebasinfromthewashstandnow,RhodaGrayremovedthegrimefromGypsyNan’sfaceandhands。
Itwasdoneatlast-andwheretherehadoncebeenGypsyNan,haglikeandrepulsive,therewasnowastylishly,evenelegantly,dressedwomanofwellundermiddleage。ThetransformationseemedtohaveactedasastimulantuponGypsyNan。Shelaughedwithnervoushilaritysheeventriedvaliantlytoputonapairofnewblackkidgloves,but,failinginthis,pushedthemunsteadilyintothepocketofhercoat。
“I’m-I’mallright,“sheassertedfiercely,asRhodaGray,pausingintheactofgatheringupthediscardedgarments,regardedheranxiously。“Bringmeapackageofthatmoneyafteryou’veputthosethingsaway-yes,andyou’llfindaflashlightthere。We’llneeditgoingdownthestairs。“
RhodaGraymadenoanswer。Therewasnohesitationnowinheractions,as,tothepileofclothinginherarms,sheaddedtherevolverthatlayontheblanket,and,returningtothelittletrap-doorintheceiling,hidthemaway;butherbrainwaswhirlingagaininaturmoilofdoubt。Thiswasmadness,utter,stark,blindmadness,thisthingthatshewasdoing!Itwassuicide,literallythat,nothinglessthansuicideforoneinGypsyNan’sconditiontoattemptthisthing。Butthewomanwouldcertainlydiehere,too,withoutmedicalassistance-onlytherewasthepolice!RhodaGray’sface,asshestooduprightinthelittleapertureagain,throwingthewaveringcandle-raysaroundher,seemedsuddenlytohavegrownpinchedandwan。Thepolice!Thepolice!Itwasherconscience,then,thatwasgnawingather-becauseofthepolice!
Wasthatit?Well,therewasalso,then,anotherside。Couldsheturninformer,traitor,becomeafemaleJudastoadyingwoman,whohadsobbedandthankedherMakerbecauseshehadfoundsomeonewhomshebelievedshecouldtrust?Thatwasahideousandanabominablethingtodo!“Yousworeit!Yousworeyou’dseemethrough!“-thewordscameandranginsistentlyinherears。Thesweet,piquantlittlefacesetinhard,determinedlines。Mechanicallyshepickeduptheflashlightandapackageofthebanknotes,loweredtheboardintheceilingintoplace,andreturnedtoGypsyNan。
“I’mready,ifthereisnootherway,“shesaidsoberly,asshewatchedtheothertuckthemoneyawayinsideherwaist。“IsaidI
wouldseeyouthrough,andIwill。ButIdoubtifyouarestrongenough,evenwithwhathelpIcangiveyou,togetdownthestairs,andevenifyoucan,Iamafraidwithallmysouloftheconsequencestoyou,and-“
GypsyNanblewoutthecandle,andstaggeredtoherfeet。
“Thereisn’tanyotherway。“SheleanedheavilyonRhodaGray’sarm。“Can’tyouseethat?Don’tyouthinkIknow?Haven’tyouseenenoughheretoconvinceyouofthat?I-I’mjustspillingthedicefor-forperhapsthelasttime-butit’stheonlychance-theonlychance。Goon!“sheurgedtremulously。“Shoottheglim,andgetmetothedoor。And-andfortheloveofGod,don’tmakeasound!It’sallupifwe’reseengoingout!“
Theflashlight’sraydancedincrazygyrationsasthetwofiguresswayedandcreptacrossthegarret。RhodaGrayunlockedthedoor,and,astheypassedout,lockeditagainontheoutside。
“Hidethekey!“whisperedGypsyNan。“See-thatcrackinthefloorunderthepartition!Slipitinthere!“
Theflashlightguidingher,RhodaGraystoopeddowntowhere,betweentheroughatticflooringandtheequallyroughboardingofthegarretpartition,therewasanarrowspace。Shepushedthekeyinoutofsight;andthen,withherarmaroundGypsyNan’swaist,andwiththeflashlightatcautiousintervalswinkingaheadofherthroughthedarkness,shebegantodescendthestairs。