第4章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:4573更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
Theygotintoconversation。Thestrangerseemedtobeamanfondoftalkingandreadyofspeech,andDyudyalearnedfromhimthathewasfromthetown,wasofthetradesmanclass,andhadahouseofhisown,thathisnamewasMatveySavitch,thathewasonhiswaynowtolookatsomegardensthathewasrentingfromsomeGermancolonists,andthattheboy’snamewasKuzka。Theeveningwashotandclose,noonefeltinclinedforsleep。Whenitwasgettingdarkandpalestarsbegantotwinklehereandthereinthesky,MatveySavitchbegantotellhowhehadcomebyKuzka。 AfanasyevnaandSofyastoodalittlewayoff,listening。Kuzkahadgonetothegate。 “It’sacomplicatedstory,oldman,“beganMatveySavitch,“andifIweretotellyoualljustasithappened,itwouldtakeallnightandmore。Tenyearsagoinalittlehouseinourstreet,nextdoortome,wherenowthere’satallowandoilfactory,therewaslivinganoldwidow,MarfaSemyonovnaKapluntsev,andshehadtwosons:onewasaguardontherailway,buttheother,Vasya,whowasjustmyownage,livedathomewithhismother。 OldKapluntsevhadkeptfivepairofhorsesandsentcarriersalloverthetown;hiswidowhadnotgivenupthebusiness,butmanagedthecarriersaswellasherhusbandhaddone,sothatsomedaystheywouldbringinasmuchasfiveroublesfromtheirrounds。 “Theyoungfellow,too,madeatrifleonhisownaccount。Heusedtobreedfancypigeonsandsellthemtofanciers;attimeshewouldstandforhoursontheroof,wavingabroomintheairandwhistling;hispigeonswererightupintheclouds,butitwasn’tenoughforhim,andhe’dwantthemtogohigheryet。Siskinsandstarlings,too,heusedtocatch,andhemadecagesforsale。Alltrifles,but,mindyou,he’dpickupsometenroublesamonthoversuchtrifles。Well,astimewenton,theoldladylosttheuseofherlegsandtooktoherbed。Inconsequenceofwhicheventthehousewasleftwithoutawomantolookafterit,andthat’sforalltheworldlikeamanwithoutaneye。TheoldladybestirredherselfandmadeuphermindtomarryVasya。Theycalledinamatchmakeratonce,thewomengottotalkingofonethingandanother,andVasyawentofftohavealookatthegirls。HepickedoutMashenka,awidow’sdaughter。Theymadeuptheirmindswithoutlossoftimeandinaweekitwasallsettled。Thegirlwasalittleslipofathing,seventeen,butfair-skinnedandpretty-looking,andlikealadyinallherways; andadecentdowrywithher,fivehundredroubles,acow,abed。 Well,theoldlady——itseemedasthoughshehadknownitwascoming——threedaysafterthewedding,departedtotheHeavenlyJerusalemwhereisneithersicknessnorsighing。Theyoungpeoplegaveheragoodfuneralandbegantheirlifetogether。Forjustsixmonthstheygotonsplendidly,andthenallofasuddenanothermisfortune。Itneverrainsbutitpours: Vasyawassummonedtotherecruitingofficetodrawlotsfortheservice。Hewastaken,poorchap,forasoldier,andnotevengrantedexemption。TheyshavedhisheadandpackedhimofftoPoland。ItwasGod’swill;therewasnothingtobedone。Whenhesaidgood-byetohiswifeintheyard,heboreitallright;butasheglancedupatthehay-loftandhispigeonsforthelasttime,heburstoutcrying。Itwaspitifultoseehim。 “AtfirstMashenkagothermothertostaywithher,thatshemightn’tbedullallalone;shestayedtillthebaby——thisveryKuzkahere——wasborn,andthenshewentofftoOboyantoanothermarrieddaughter’sandleftMashenkaalonewiththebaby。 Therewerefivepeasants——thecarriers——adrunkensaucylot; horses,too,anddray-cartstoseeto,andthenthefencewouldbebrokenorthesootafireinthechimney——jobsbeyondawoman,andthroughourbeingneighbours,shegotintothewayofturningtomeforeverylittlething。Well,I’dgoover,setthingstorights,andgiveadvice。Naturally,notwithoutgoingindoors,drinkingacupofteaandhavingalittlechatwithher。Iwasayoungfellow,intellectual,andfondoftalkingonallsortsofsubjects;she,too,waswell-bredandeducated。Shewasalwaysneatlydressed,andinsummershewalkedoutwithasunshade。SometimesIwouldbeginuponreligionorpoliticswithher,andshewasflatteredandwouldentertainmewithteaandjam。Inaword,nottomakealongstoryofit,Imusttellyou,oldman,ayearhadnotpassedbeforetheEvilOne,theenemyofallmankind,confoundedme。IbegantonoticethatanydayIdidn’tgotoseeher,Iseemedoutofsortsanddull。AndI’dbecontinuallymakingupsomethingthatImustseeherabout:’It’shightime,’I’dsaytomyself,’toputthedoublewindowsinforthewinter,’andthewholedayI’didleawayoveratherplaceputtinginthewindowsandtakegoodcaretoleaveacoupleofthemoverforthenextdaytoo。 “’IoughttocountoverVasya’spigeons,toseenoneofthemhavestrayed,’andsoon。Iusedalwaystobetalkingtoheracrossthefence,andintheendImadealittlegateinthefencesoasnottohavetogosofarround。Fromwomankindcomesmuchevilintotheworldandeverykindofabomination。Notwesinnersonly;eventhesaintsthemselveshavebeenledastraybythem。Mashenkadidnottrytokeepmeatadistance。Insteadofthinkingofherhusbandandbeingonherguard,shefellinlovewithme。Ibegantonoticethatshewasdullwithoutme,andwasalwayswalkingtoandfrobythefencelookingintomyyardthroughthecracks。 “Mybrainsweregoingroundinmyheadinasortoffrenzy。OnThursdayinHolyWeekIwasgoingearlyinthemorning——itwasscarcelylight——tomarket。Ipassedclosebyhergate,andtheEvilOnewasbyme——atmyelbow。Ilooked——shehadagatewithopentrellisworkatthetop——andthereshewas,upalready,standinginthemiddleoftheyard,feedingtheducks。I couldnotrestrainmyself,andIcalledhername。Shecameupandlookedatmethroughthetrellis。Herlittlefacewaswhite,hereyessoftandsleepy-looking。Ilikedherlooksimmensely,andIbeganpayinghercompliments,asthoughwewerenotatthegate,butjustasonedoesonnamedays,whilesheblushed,andlaughed,andkeptlookingstraightintomyeyeswithoutwinking。Ilostallsenseandbegantodeclaremylovetoher。Sheopenedthegate,andfromthatmorningwebegantoliveasmanandwife。“ ThehunchbackAlyoshkacameintotheyardfromthestreetandranoutofbreathintothehouse,notlookingatanyone。Aminutelaterheranoutofthehousewithaconcertina。Jinglingsomecoppersinhispocket,andcrackingsunflowerseedsasheran,hewentoutatthegate。 “Andwho’sthat,pray?“askedMatveySavitch。 “MysonAlexey,“answeredDyudya。“He’soffonaspree,therascal。Godhasafflictedhimwithahump,sowearenotveryhardonhim。“ “Andhe’salwaysdrinkingwiththeotherfellows,alwaysdrinking,“sighedAfanasyevna。“BeforeCarnivalwemarriedhim,thinkinghe’dbesteadier,butthere!he’sworsethanever。“ “It’sbeennouse。Simplykeepinganotherman’sdaughterfornothing,“saidDyudya。 Somewherebehindthechurchtheybegantosingaglorious,mournfulsong。Thewordstheycouldnotcatchandonlythevoicescouldbeheard——twotenorsandabass。Allwerelistening; therewascompletestillnessintheyard。Twovoicessuddenlybrokeoffwithaloudroaroflaughter,butthethird,atenor,stillsangon,andtooksohighanotethateveryoneinstinctivelylookedupwards,asthoughthevoicehadsoaredtoheavenitself。 Varvaracameoutofthehouse,andscreeninghereyeswithherhand,asthoughfromthesun,shelookedtowardsthechurch。 “It’sthepriest’ssonswiththeschoolmaster,“shesaid。 Againallthethreevoicesbegantosingtogether。MatveySavitchsighedandwenton: “Well,that’showitwas,oldman。TwoyearslaterwegotaletterfromVasyafromWarsaw。Hewrotethathewasbeingsenthomesick。Hewasill。BythattimeIhadputallthatfoolishnessoutofmyhead,andIhadafinematchpickedoutallreadyforme,onlyIdidn’tknowhowtobreakitoffwithmysweetheart。EverydayI’dmakeupmymindtohaveitoutwithMashenka,butIdidn’tknowhowtoapproachhersoasnottohaveawoman’sscreechingaboutmyears。Theletterfreedmyhands。I readitthroughwithMashenka;sheturnedwhiteasasheet,whileIsaidtoher:’ThankGod;now,’saysI,’you’llbeamarriedwomanagain。’Butsaysshe:’I’mnotgoingtolivewithhim。’ ’Why,isn’theyourhusband?’saidI。’Isitaneasything? IneverlovedhimandImarriedhimnotofmyownfreewill。Mymothermademe。’’Don’ttrytogetoutofit,silly,’saidI,’buttellmethis:wereyoumarriedtohiminchurchornot?’’I wasmarried,’shesaid,’butit’syouthatIlove,andIwillstaywithyoutothedayofmydeath。Folksmayjeer。Idon’tcare。’’You’reaChristianwoman,’saidI,’andhavereadtheScriptures;whatiswrittenthere?’ “Oncemarried,withherhusbandshemustlive,“saidDyudya。 “’Manandwifeareoneflesh。Wehavesinned,’Isaid,’youandI,anditisenough;wemustrepentandfearGod。WemustconfessitalltoVasya,’saidI;’he’saquietfellowandsoft——hewon’tkillyou。Andindeed,’saidI,’bettertosuffertormentsinthisworldatthehandsofyourlawfulmasterthantognashyourteethatthedreadSeatofJudgment。’Thewenchwouldn’tlisten;shestucktohersilly,’It’syouIlove!’andnothingmorecouldIgetoutofher。 “VasyacamebackontheSaturdaybeforeTrinity,earlyinthemorning。FrommyfenceIcouldseeeverything;heranintothehouse,andcamebackaminutelaterwithKuzkainhisarms,andhewaslaughingandcryingallatonce;hewaskissingKuzkaandlookingupatthehay-loft,andhadn’tthehearttoputthechilddown,andyethewaslongingtogotohispigeons。Hewasalwaysasoftsortofchap——sentimental。Thatdaypassedoffverywell,allquietandproper。Theyhadbegunringingthechurchbellsfortheeveningservice,whenthethoughtstruckme: ’To-morrow’sTrinitySunday;howisittheyarenotdeckingthegatesandthefencewithgreen?Something’swrong,’Ithought。I wentovertothem。Ipeepedin,andtherehewas,sittingonthefloorinthemiddleoftheroom,hiseyesstaringlikeadrunkenman’s,thetearsstreamingdownhischeeksandhishandsshaking; hewaspullingcracknels,necklaces,gingerbreadnuts,andallsortsoflittlepresentsoutofhisbundleandflingingthemonthefloor。Kuzka——hewasthreeyearsold——wascrawlingonthefloor,munchingthegingerbreads,whileMashenkastoodbythestove,whiteandshiveringallover,muttering:’I’mnotyourwife;Ican’tlivewithyou,’andallsortsoffoolishness。I