第5章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:4367更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
boweddownatVasya’sfeet,andsaid:’Wehavesinnedagainstyou,VassilyMaximitch;forgiveus,forChrist’ssake!’ThenI gotupandspoketoMashenka:’You,MaryaSemyonovna,oughtnowtowashVassilyMaximitch’sfeetanddrinkthewater。Doyoubeanobedientwifetohim,andpraytoGodforme,thatHeinHismercymayforgivemytransgression。’ItcametomelikeaninspirationfromanangelofHeaven;Igavehersolemncounselandspokewithsuchfeelingthatmyowntearsflowedtoo。AndsotwodayslaterVasyacomestome:’Matyusha,’sayshe,’Iforgiveyouandmywife;Godhavemercyonyou!Shewasasoldier’swife,ayoungthingallalone;itwashardforhertobeonherguard。 She’snotthefirst,norwillshebethelast。Only,’hesays,’I begyoutobehaveasthoughtherehadneverbeenanythingbetweenyou,andtomakenosign,whileI,’sayshe,’willdomybesttopleaseherineveryway,sothatshemaycometolovemeagain。’ Hegavemehishandonit,drankacupoftea,andwentawaymorecheerful。 “’Well,’thoughtI,’thankGod!’andIdidfeelgladthateverythinghadgoneoffsowell。ButnosoonerhadVasyagoneoutoftheyard,whenincameMashenka。Ah!WhatIhadtosuffer!Shehungonmyneck,weepingandpraying:’ForGod’ssake,don’tcastmeoff;Ican’tlivewithoutyou!’“ “Thevilehussy!“sighedDyudya。 “Isworeather,stampedmyfoot,anddraggingherintothepassage,Ifastenedthedoorwiththehook。’Gotoyourhusband,’Icried。’Don’tshamemebeforefolks。FearGod!’Andeverydaytherewasasceneofthatsort。 “OnemorningIwasstandinginmyyardnearthestablecleaningabridle。AllatonceIsawherrunningthroughthelittlegateintomyyard,withbarefeet,inherpetticoat,andstraighttowardsme;sheclutchedatthebridle,gettingallsmearedwiththepitch,andshakingandweeping,shecried:’Ican’tstandhim;Iloathehim;Ican’tbearit!Ifyoudon’tloveme,betterkillme!’Iwasangry,andIstruckhertwicewiththebridle,butatthatinstantVasyaraninatthegate,andinadespairingvoiceheshouted:’Don’tbeather!Don’tbeather!’Butheranuphimself,andwavinghisarms,asthoughheweremad,heletflywithhisfistsatherwithallhismight,thenflungheronthegroundandkickedher。Itriedtodefendher,buthesnatchedupthereinsandthrashedherwiththem,andallthewhile,likeacolt’swhinny,hewent:’He——he——he!’“ “I’dtakethereinsandletyoufeelthem,“mutteredVarvara,movingaway;“murderingoursister,thedamnedbrutes!“ “Holdyourtongue,youjade!“Dyudyashoutedather。 “’He——he——he!’“MatveySavitchwenton。“Acarrierranoutofhisyard;Icalledtomyworkman,andthethreeofusgotMashenkaawayfromhimandcarriedherhomeinourarms。Thedisgraceofit!ThesamedayIwentoverintheeveningtoseehowthingswere。Shewaslyinginbed,allwrappedupinbandages,nothingbuthereyesandnosetobeseen;shewaslookingattheceiling。Isaid:’Good-evening,MaryaSemyonovna!’ Shedidnotspeak。AndVasyawassittinginthenextroom,hisheadinhishands,cryingandsaying:’BrutethatIam!I’veruinedmylife!OGod,letmedie!’IsatforhalfanhourbyMashenkaandgaveheragoodtalking-to。Itriedtofrightenherabit。’Therighteous,’saidI,’afterthislifegotoParadise,butyouwillgotoaGehennaoffire,likealladulteresses。 Don’tstriveagainstyourhusband,goandlayyourselfathisfeet。’Butneverawordfromher;shedidn’tsomuchasblinkaneyelid,foralltheworldasthoughIweretalkingtoapost。ThenextdayVasyafellillwithsomethinglikecholera,andintheeveningIheardthathewasdead。Well,sotheyburiedhim,andMashenkadidnotgotothefuneral;shedidn’tcaretoshowhershamelessfaceandherbruises。AndsoontherebegantobetalkalloverthedistrictthatVasyahadnotdiedanaturaldeath,thatMashenkahadmadeawaywithhim。Itgottotheearsofthepolice;theyhadVasyadugupandcutopen,andinhisstomachtheyfoundarsenic。Itwasclearhehadbeenpoisoned;thepolicecameandtookMashenkaaway,andwithhertheinnocentKuzka。 Theywereputinprison。Thewomanhadgonetoofar——Godpunishedher。Eightmonthslatertheytriedher。Shesat,I remember,onalowstool,withalittlewhitekerchiefonherhead,wearingagreygown,andshewassothin,sopale,sosharp-eyeditmadeonesadtolookather。Behindherstoodasoldierwithagun。Shewouldnotconfessherguilt。Someinthecourtsaidshehadpoisonedherhusbandandothersdeclaredhehadpoisonedhimselfforgrief。Iwasoneofthewitnesses。Whentheyquestionedme,Itoldthewholetruthaccordingtomyoath。 ’Hers,’saidI,’istheguilt。It’snogoodtoconcealit;shedidnotloveherhusband,andshehadawillofherown。 Thetrialbeganinthemorningandtowardsnighttheypassedthissentence:tosendhertohardlabourinSiberiaforthirteenyears。AfterthatsentenceMashenkaremainedthreemonthslongerinprison。Iwenttoseeher,andfromChristiancharityItookheralittleteaandsugar。Butassoonassheseteyesonmeshebegantoshakeallover,wringingherhandsandmuttering:’Goaway!goaway!’AndKuzkasheclaspedtoherasthoughshewereafraidIwouldtakehimaway。’See,’saidI,’whatyouhavecometo!Ah,Masha,Masha!youwouldnotlistentomewhenIgaveyougoodadvice,andnowyoumustrepentit。Youareyourselftoblame,’saidI;’blameyourself!’Iwasgivinghergoodcounsel,butshe:’Goaway,goaway!’huddlingherselfandKuzkaagainstthewall,andtremblingallover。 “Whentheyweretakingherawaytothechieftownofourprovince,Iwalkedbytheescortasfarasthestationandslippedaroubleintoherbundleformysoul’ssalvation。ButshedidnotgetasfarasSiberia。Shefellsickoffeveranddiedinprison。“ “Livelikeadogandyoumustdieadog’sdeath,“saidDyudya。 “Kuzkawassentbackhome。Ithoughtitoverandtookhimtobringup。Afterall——thoughaconvict’schild——stillhewasalivingsoul,aChristian。Iwassorryforhim。I shallmakehimmyclerk,andifIhavenochildrenofmyown,I’llmakeamerchantofhim。WhereverIgonow,Itakehimwithme;lethimlearnhiswork。“ AllthewhileMatveySavitchhadbeentellinghisstory,Kuzkahadsatonalittlestonenearthegate。Hisheadproppedinbothhands,hegazedatthesky,andinthedistancehelookedinthedarklikeastumpofwood。 “Kuzka,cometobed,“MatveySavitchbawledtohim。 “Yes,it’stime,“saidDyudya,gettingup;heyawnedloudlyandadded: “Folkswillgotheirownway,andthat’swhatcomesofit。“ Overtheyardthemoonwasfloatingnowintheheavens;shewasmovingoneway,whilethecloudsbeneathmovedtheotherway;thecloudsweredisappearingintothedarkness,butstillthemooncouldbeseenhighabovetheyard。 MatveySavitchsaidaprayer,facingthechurch,andsayinggood-night,helaydownonthegroundnearhiscart。Kuzka,too,saidaprayer,laydowninthecart,andcoveredhimselfwithhislittleovercoat;hemadehimselfalittleholeinthehaysoastobemorecomfortable,andcurledupsothathiselbowslookedlikeknees。FromtheyardDyudyacouldbeseenlightingacandleinhisroombelow,puttingonhisspectaclesandstandinginthecornerwithabook。Hewasalongwhilereadingandcrossinghimself。 Thetravellersfellasleep。AfanasyevnaandSofyacameuptothecartandbeganlookingatKuzka。 “Thelittleorphan’sasleep,“saidtheoldwoman。“He’sthinandfrail,nothingbutbones。Nomotherandnoonetocareforhimproperly。“ “MyGrishutkamustbetwoyearsolder,“saidSofya。“Upatthefactoryheliveslikeaslavewithouthismother。Theforemanbeatshim,Idaresay。WhenIlookedatthispoormitejustnow,IthoughtofmyownGrishutka,andmyheartwentcoldwithinme。“ Aminutepassedinsilence。 “Doesn’trememberhismother,Isuppose,“saidtheoldwoman。 “Howcouldheremember?“ AndbigtearsbegandroppingfromSofya’seyes。 “He’scurledhimselfuplikeacat,“shesaid,sobbingandlaughingwithtendernessandsorrow。“Poormotherlessmite! Kuzkastartedandopenedhiseyes。Hesawbeforehimanugly,wrinkled,tear-stainedface,andbesideitanother,agedandtoothless,withasharpchinandhookednose,andhighabovethemtheinfiniteskywiththeflyingcloudsandthemoon。Hecriedoutinfright,andSofya,too,utteredacry;bothwereansweredbytheecho,andafaintstirpassedoverthestiflingair;awatchmantappedsomewherenear,adogbarked。MatveySavitchmutteredsomethinginhissleepandturnedoverontheotherside。 LateatnightwhenDyudyaandtheoldwomanandtheneighbouringwatchmanwereallasleep,Sofyawentouttothegateandsatdownonthebench。Shefeltstifledandherheadachedfromweeping。 Thestreetwasawideandlongone;itstretchedfornearlytwomilestotherightandasfartotheleft,andtheendofitwasoutofsight。Themoonwasnownotovertheyard,butbehindthechurch。Onesideofthestreetwasfloodedwithmoonlight,whiletheothersidelayinblackshadow。Thelongshadowsofthepoplarsandthestarling-cotesstretchedrightacrossthestreet,whilethechurchcastabroadshadow,blackandterriblethatenfoldedDyudya’sgatesandhalfhishouse。Thestreetwasstillanddeserted。Fromtimetotimethestrainsofmusicfloatedfaintlyfromtheendofthestreet——Alyoshka,mostlikely,playinghisconcertina。 Someonemovedintheshadownearthechurchenclosure,andSofyacouldnotmakeoutwhetheritwereamanoracow,orperhapsmerelyabigbirdrustlinginthetrees。Butthenafiguresteppedoutoftheshadow,halted,andsaidsomethinginaman’svoice,thenvanisheddowntheturningbythechurch。Alittlelater,notthreeyardsfromthegate,anotherfigurecameintosight;itwalkedstraightfromthechurchtothegateandstoppedshort,seeingSofyaonthebench。 “Varvara,isthatyou?“saidSofya。 “Andifitwere?“ ItwasVarvara。Shestoodstillaminute,thencameuptothebenchandsatdown。 “Wherehaveyoubeen?“askedSofya。 Varvaramadenoanswer。