第6章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:3500更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
“You’dbettermindyoudon’tgetintotroublewithsuchgoings-on,mygirl,“saidSofya。“DidyouhearhowMashenkawaskickedandlashedwiththereins?You’dbetterlookout,orthey’lltreatyouthesame。“ “Well,letthem!“ Varvaralaughedintoherkerchiefandwhispered: “Ihavejustbeenwiththepriest’sson。“ “Nonsense!“ “Ihave!“ “It’sasin!“whisperedSofya。 “Well,letitbe。WhatdoIcare?Ifit’sasin,thenitisasin,butbetterbestruckdeadbythunderthanlivelikethis。 I’myoungandstrong,andI’veafilthycrookedhunchbackforahusband,worsethanDyudyahimself,cursehim!WhenIwasagirl,Ihadn’tbreadtoeat,orashoetomyfoot,andtogetawayfromthatwretchednessIwastemptedbyAlyoshka’smoney,andgotcaughtlikeafishinanet,andI’dratherhaveaviperformybedfellowthanthatscurvyAlyoshka。Andwhat’syourlife?Itmakesmesicktolookatit。YourFyodorsentyoupackingfromthefactoryandhe’stakenupwithanotherwoman。Theyhaverobbedyouofyourboyandmadeaslaveofhim。Youworklikeahorse,andneverhearakindword。I’dratherpineallmydaysanoldmaid,I’drathergethalfaroublefromthepriest’sson,I’dratherbegmybread,orthrowmyselfintothewell。 “It’sasin!“whisperedSofyaagain。 “Well,letitbe。“ Somewherebehindthechurchthesamethreevoices,twotenorsandabass,begansingingagainamournfulsong。Andagainthewordscouldnotbedistinguished。 “Theyarenotearlytobed,“Varvarasaid,laughing。 Andshebegantellinginawhisperofhermidnightwalkswiththepriest’sson,andofthestorieshehadtoldher,andofhiscomrades,andofthefunshehadwiththetravellerswhostayedinthehouse。Themournfulsongstirredalongingforlifeandfreedom。Sofyabegantolaugh;shethoughtitsinfulandterribleandsweettohearabout,andshefeltenviousandsorrythatshe,too,hadnotbeenasinnerwhenshewasyoungandpretty。 Inthechurchyardtheyheardtwelvestrokesbeatenonthewatchman’sboard。 “It’stimewewereasleep,“saidSofya,gettingup,“or,maybe,weshallcatchitfromDyudya。“ Theybothwentsoftlyintotheyard。 “IwentawaywithouthearingwhathewastellingaboutMashenka,“ saidVarvara,makingherselfabedunderthewindow。 “Shediedinprison,hesaid。Shepoisonedherhusband。“ VarvaralaydownbesideSofyaawhile,andsaidsoftly: “I’dmakeawaywithmyAlyoshkaandneverregretit。“ “Youtalknonsense;Godforgiveyou。“ WhenSofyawasjustdroppingasleep,Varvara,comingclose,whisperedinherear: “LetusgetridofDyudyaandAlyoshka!“ Sofyastartedandsaidnothing。Thensheopenedhereyesandgazedalongwhilesteadilyatthesky。 “Peoplewouldfindout,“shesaid。 “No,theywouldn’t。Dyudya’sanoldman,it’stimehediddie; andthey’dsayAlyoshkadiedofdrink。“ “I’mafraidGodwouldchastiseus。“ “Well,letHim。 Bothlayawakethinkinginsilence。 “It’scold,“saidSofya,beginningtoshiverallover。“Itwillsoonbemorning。Areyouasleep?“ “No。Don’tyoumindwhatIsay,dear,“whisperedVarvara; “Igetsomadwiththedamnedbrutes,Idon’tknowwhatIdosay。 Gotosleep,oritwillbedaylightdirectly。Gotosleep。“ Bothwerequietandsoontheyfellasleep。 Earlierthanallwoketheoldwoman。ShewakedupSofyaandtheywenttogetherintothecowshedtomilkthecows。ThehunchbackAlyoshkacameinhopelesslydrunkwithouthisconcertina;hisbreastandkneeshadbeeninthedustandstraw——hemusthavefallendownintheroad。Staggering,hewentintothecowshed,andwithoutundressingherolledintoasledgeandbegantosnoreatonce。Whenfirstthecrossesonthechurchandthenthewindowswereflashinginthelightoftherisingsun,andshadowsstretchedacrosstheyardoverthedewygrassfromthetreesandthetopofthewell,MatveySavitchjumpedupandbeganhurryingabout: “Kuzka!getup!“heshouted。“It’stimetoputinthehorses! Looksharp!“ Thebustleofmorningwasbeginning。AyoungJewessinabrowngownwithflouncesledahorseintotheyardtodrink。Thepulleyofthewellcreakedplaintively,thebucketknockedasitwentdown。 Kuzka,sleepy,tired,coveredwithdew,satupinthecart,lazilyputtingonhislittleovercoat,andlisteningtothedripofthewaterfromthebucketintothewellasheshiveredwiththecold。 “Auntie!“shoutedMatveySavitchtoSofya,“tellmyladtohurryupandtoharnessthehorses!“ AndDyudyaatthesameinstantshoutedfromthewindow: “Sofya,takeafarthingfromtheJewessforthehorse’sdrink! They’realwaysinhere,themangycreatures! Inthestreetsheepwererunningupanddown,baaing;thepeasantwomenwereshoutingattheshepherd,whileheplayedhispipes,crackedhiswhip,oransweredtheminathicksleepybass。Threesheepstrayedintotheyard,andnotfindingthegateagain,pushedatthefence。 Varvarawaswakedbythenoise,andbundlingherbeddingupinherarms,shewentintothehouse。 “Youmightatleastdrivethesheepout!“theoldwomanbawledafterher,“mylady!“ “Idaresay!AsifIweregoingtoslaveforyouHerods!“ mutteredVarvara,goingintothehouse。 Dyudyacameoutofthehousewithhisaccountsinhishands,satdownonthestep,andbeganreckoninghowmuchthetravellerowedhimforthenight’slodging,oats,andwateringhishorses。 “Youchargeprettyheavilyfortheoats,mygoodman,“saidMatveySavitch。 “Ifit’stoomuch,don’ttakethem。There’snocompulsion,merchant。“ Whenthetravellerswerereadytostart,theyweredetainedforaminute。Kuzkahadlosthiscap。 “Littleswine,wheredidyouputit?“MatveySavitchroaredangrily。“Whereisit?“ Kuzka’sfacewasworkingwithterror;heranupanddownnearthecart,andnotfindingitthere,rantothegateandthentotheshed。TheoldwomanandSofyahelpedhimlook。 “I’llpullyourearsoff!“yelledMatveySavitch。“Dirtybrat!“ Thecapwasfoundatthebottomofthecart。 Kuzkabrushedthehayoffitwithhissleeve,putiton,andtimidlyhecrawledintothecart,stillwithanexpressionofterroronhisfaceasthoughhewereafraidofablowfrombehind。 MatveySavitchcrossedhimself。Thedrivergaveatugatthereinsandthecartrolledoutoftheyard。 ITwasthreeo’clockinthenight。Thepostman,readytosetoff,inhiscapandhiscoat,witharustyswordinhishand,wasstandingnearthedoor,waitingforthedrivertofinishputtingthemailbagsintothecartwhichhadjustbeenbroughtroundwiththreehorses。Thesleepypostmastersatathistable,whichwaslikeacounter;hewasfillingupaformandsaying: “Mynephew,thestudent,wantstogotothestationatonce。Solookhere,Ignatyev,lethimgetintothemailcartandtakehimwithyoutothestation:thoughitisagainsttheregulationstotakepeoplewiththemail,what’sonetodo?It’sbetterforhimtodrivewithyoufreethanformetohirehorsesforhim。“ “Ready!“theyheardashoutfromtheyard。 “Well,gothen,andGodbewithyou,“saidthepostmaster。“Whichdriverisgoing?“ “SemyonGlazov。“ “Come,signthereceipt。“ Thepostmansignedthereceiptandwentout。Attheentranceofthepost-officetherewasthedarkoutlineofacartandthreehorses。Thehorseswerestandingstillexceptthatoneofthetracehorseskeptuneasilyshiftingfromonelegtotheotherandtossingitshead,makingthebellclangfromtimetotime。Thecartwiththemailbagslookedlikeapatchofdarkness。Twosilhouettesweremovinglazilybesideit:thestudentwithaportmanteauinhishandandadriver。Thelatterwassmokingashortpipe;thelightofthepipemovedaboutinthedarkness,dyingawayandflaringupagain;foraninstantitlightedupabitofasleeve,thenashaggymoustacheandbigcopper-rednose,thenstern-looking,overhangingeyebrows。Thepostmanpresseddownthemailbagswithhishands,laidhisswordonthemandjumpedintothecart。Thestudentclamberedirresolutelyinafterhim,andaccidentallytouchinghimwithhiselbow,saidtimidlyandpolitely:“Ibegyourpardon。“