“Iliketheriverandtheforestandthevillage,“ElenaIvanovnawenton;“Icouldlivehereallmylife,andIfeelasthoughhereIshouldgetstrongandfindmyplace。Iwanttohelpyou——
Iwanttodreadfully——tobeofuse,tobearealfriendtoyou。
Iknowyourneed,andwhatIdon’tknowIfeel,myheartguesses。
Iamsick,feeble,andformeperhapsitisnotpossibletochangemylifeasIwould。ButIhavechildren。Iwilltrytobringthemupthattheymaybeofusetoyou,mayloveyou。I
shallimpressuponthemcontinuallythattheirlifedoesnotbelongtothem,buttoyou。OnlyIbegyouearnestly,Ibeseechyou,trustus,liveinfriendshipwithus。Myhusbandisakind,goodman。Don’tworryhim,don’tirritatehim。Heissensitivetoeverytrifle,andyesterday,forinstance,yourcattlewereinourvegetablegarden,andoneofyourpeoplebrokedownthefencetothebee-hives,andsuchanattitudetousdrivesmyhusbandtodespair。Ibegyou,“shewentoninanimploringvoice,andsheclaspedherhandsonherbosom——“Ibegyoutotreatusasgoodneighbours;letusliveinpeace!Thereisasaying,youknow,thatevenabadpeaceisbetterthanagoodquarrel,and,’Don’tbuyproperty,butbuyneighbours。’Irepeatmyhusbandisakindmanandgood;ifallgoeswellwepromisetodoeverythinginourpowerforyou;wewillmendtheroads,wewillbuildaschoolforyourchildren。Ipromiseyou。“
“Ofcoursewethankyouhumbly,lady,“saidLytchkovthefather,lookingattheground;“youareeducatedpeople;itisforyoutoknowbest。Only,yousee,Voronov,arichpeasantatEresnevo,promisedtobuildaschool;he,too,said,’Iwilldothisforyou,’’Iwilldothatforyou,’andheonlyputuptheframeworkandrefusedtogoon。Andthentheymadethepeasantsputtheroofonandfinishit;itcostthemathousandroubles。Voronovdidnotcare;heonlystrokedhisbeard,butthepeasantsfeltitabithard。“
“Thatwasacrow,butnowthere’sarook,too,“saidKozov,andhewinked。
Therewasthesoundoflaughter。
“Wedon’twantaschool,“saidVolodkasullenly。“OurchildrengotoPetrovskoe,andtheycangoongoingthere;wedon’twantit。“
ElenaIvanovnaseemedsuddenlyintimidated;herfacelookedpalerandthinner,sheshrankintoherselfasthoughshehadbeentouchedwithsomethingcoarse,andwalkedawaywithoututteringanotherword。Andshewalkedmoreandmorequickly,withoutlookinground。
“Lady,“saidRodion,walkingafterher,“lady,waitabit;hearwhatIwouldsaytoyou。“
Hefollowedherwithouthiscap,andspokesoftlyasthoughbegging。
“Lady,waitandhearwhatIwillsaytoyou。“
Theyhadwalkedoutofthevillage,andElenaIvanovnastoppedbesideacartintheshadeofanoldmountainash。
“Don’tbeoffended,lady,“saidRodion。“Whatdoesitmean?Havepatience。Havepatienceforacoupleofyears。Youwilllivehere,youwillhavepatience,anditwillallcomeround。Ourfolksaregoodandpeaceable;there’snoharminthem;it’sGod’struthI’mtellingyou。Don’tmindKozovandtheLytchkovs,anddon’tmindVolodka。He’safool;helistenstothefirstthatspeaks。Theothersarequietfolks;theyaresilent。Somewouldbeglad,youknow,tosayawordfromtheheartandtostandupforthemselves,butcannot。Theyhaveaheartandaconscience,butnotongue。Don’tbeoffendedhavepatience。Whatdoesitmatter?“
ElenaIvanovnalookedatthebroad,tranquilriver,pondering,andtearsfloweddownhercheeks。AndRodionwastroubledbythosetears;healmostcriedhimself。
“Nevermind“hemuttered。“Havepatienceforacoupleofyears。Youcanhavetheschool,youcanhavetheroads,onlynotallatonce。Ifyouwent,letussay,tosowcornonthatmoundyouwouldfirsthavetoweeditout,topickoutallthestones,andthentoplough,andworkandworkandwiththepeople,yousee,itisthesameyoumustworkandworkuntilyouovercomethem。“
ThecrowdhadmovedawayfromRodion’shut,andwascomingalongthestreettowardsthemountainash。Theybegansingingsongsandplayingtheconcertina,andtheykeptcomingcloserandcloser。
“Mamma,letusgoawayfromhere,“saidthelittlegirl,huddlinguptohermother,paleandshakingallover;“letusgoaway,mamma!
“Where?“
“ToMoscow。Letusgo,mamma。“
Thechildbegancrying。
Rodionwasutterlyovercome;hisfacebrokeintoprofuseperspiration;hetookoutofhispocketalittlecrookedcucumber,likeahalf-moon,coveredwithcrumbsofryebread,andbeganthrustingitintothelittlegirl’shands。
“Come,come,“hemuttered,scowlingseverely;“takethelittlecucumber,eatitup。Youmustn’tcry。Mammawillwhipyou。
She’lltellyourfatherofyouwhenyougethome。Come,come。“
Theywalkedon,andhestillfollowedbehindthem,wantingtosaysomethingfriendlyandpersuasivetothem。Andseeingthattheywerebothabsorbedintheirownthoughtsandtheirowngriefs,andnotnoticinghim,hestoppedand,shadinghiseyesfromthesun,lookedafterthemforalongtimetilltheydisappearedintotheircopse。
Theengineerseemedtogrowirritableandpetty,andineverytrivialincidentsawanactofrobberyoroutrage。Hisgatewaskeptboltedevenbyday,andatnighttwowatchmenwalkedupanddownthegardenbeatingaboard;andtheygaveupemployinganyonefromObrutchanovoasalabourer。Asill-luckwouldhaveitsomeone(eitherapeasantoroneoftheworkmen)tookthenewwheelsoffthecartandreplacedthembyoldones,thensoonafterwardstwobridlesandapairofpincerswerecarriedoff,andmurmursaroseeveninthevillage。PeoplebegantosaythatasearchshouldbemadeattheLytchkovs’andatVolodka’s,andthenthebridlesandthepincerswerefoundunderthehedgeintheengineer’sgarden;someonehadthrownthemdownthere。
Ithappenedthatthepeasantswerecominginacrowdoutoftheforest,andagaintheymettheengineerontheroad。Hestopped,andwithoutwishingthemgood-dayhebegan,lookingangrilyfirstatone,thenatanother:
“Ihavebeggedyounottogathermushroomsintheparkandneartheyard,buttoleavethemformywifeandchildren,butyourgirlscomebeforedaybreakandthereisnotamushroomleft……Whetheroneasksyouornotitmakesnodifference。Entreaties,andfriendliness,andpersuasionIseearealluseless。“
HefixedhisindignanteyesonRodionandwenton:
“MywifeandIbehavedtoyouashumanbeings,astoourequals,andyou?Butwhat’stheuseoftalking!Itwillendbyourlookingdownuponyou。Thereisnothingleft!“
Andmakinganefforttorestrainhisanger,nottosaytoomuch,heturnedandwenton。
OngettinghomeRodionsaidhisprayer,tookoffhisboots,andsatdownbesidehiswife。
“Yes“hebeganwithasigh。“Wewerewalkingalongjustnow,andMr。Kutcherovmetus。Yes。Hesawthegirlsatdaybreak’Whydon’ttheybringmushrooms,’hesaid’tomywifeandchildren?’hesaid。Andthenhelookedatmeandhesaid:’Iandmywifewilllookafteryou,’hesaid。I
wantedtofalldownathisfeet,butIhadn’tthecourage。
GodgivehimhealthGodblesshim!“
Stephaniacrossedherselfandsighed。
“Theyarekind,simple-heartedpeople,“Rodionwenton。“’Weshalllookafteryou。’Hepromisedmethatbeforeeveryone。
Inouroldageitwouldn’tbeabadthing。Ishouldalwaysprayforthem。HolyMother,blessthem。“
TheFeastoftheExaltationoftheCross,thefourteenthofSeptember,wasthefestivalofthevillagechurch。TheLytchkovs,fatherandson,wentacrosstheriverearlyinthemorningandreturnedtodinnerdrunk;theyspentalongtimegoingaboutthevillage,alternatelysingingandswearing;thentheyhadafightandwenttotheNewVillatocomplain。FirstLytchkovthefatherwentintotheyardwithalongashenstickinhishands。Hestoppedirresolutelyandtookoffhishat。Justatthatmomenttheengineerandhisfamilyweresittingontheverandah,drinkingtea。
“Whatdoyouwant?“shoutedtheengineer。
“Yourhonour“Lytchkovbegan,andburstintotears。“ShowtheDivinemercy,protectmemysonmakesmylifeamiseryyourhonour。“
Lytchkovthesonwalkedup,too;he,too,wasbareheadedandhadastickinhishand;hestoppedandfixedhisdrunkensenselesseyesontheverandah。
“Itisnotmybusinesstosettleyouraffairs,“saidtheengineer。“Gototheruralcaptainorthepoliceofficer。“
“Ihavebeeneverywhere。Ihavelodgedapetition“
saidLytchkovthefather,andhesobbed。“WherecanIgonow?Hecankillmenow,itseems。Hecandoanything。Isthatthewaytotreatafather?Afather?“
Heraisedhisstickandhithissononthehead;thesonraisedhisstickandstruckhisfatherjustonhisbaldpatchsuchablowthatthestickbouncedback。Thefatherdidnotevenflinch,buthithissonagainandagainonthehead。Andsotheystoodandkepthittingoneanotheronthehead,anditlookednotsomuchlikeafightassomesortofagame。Andpeasants,menandwomen,stoodinacrowdatthegateandlookedintothegarden,andthefacesofallweregrave。Theywerethepeasantswhohadcometogreetthemfortheholiday,butseeingtheLytchkovs,theywereashamedanddidnotgoin。
ThenextmorningElenaIvanovnawentwiththechildrentoMoscow。
Andtherewasarumourthattheengineerwassellinghishouse。