The“noblegentleman“utteredallthisinasoft,sugarytenor,wrinklinguphisnarrowforeheadandemittingcreakingsoundsfromhisred,frozenlittlenose。Ptahalistenedandlookedaskanceathiminwonder,continuallyshrugginghisshoulders。
Aftergoingnearlyfivemilestheconstablesandthetrampsatdownonamoundtorest。
“Evenadogknowshisname,“Ptahamuttered。“MynameisAndryushka,hisisNikandr;everymanhashisholyname,anditcan’tbeforgotten。Nohow。“
“Whohasanyneedtoknowmyname?“sighedthetramp,leaninghischeekonhisfist。“Andwhatadvantagewoulditbetomeiftheydidknowit?IfIwereallowedtogowhereIwould——butitwouldonlymakethingsworse。Iknowthelaw,Christianbrothers。
NowIamatrampwhodoesn’trememberhisname,andit’stheverymostiftheysendmetoEasternSiberiaandgivemethirtyorfortylashes;butifIweretotellthemmyrealnameanddescriptiontheywouldsendmebacktohardlabour,Iknow!“
“Why,haveyoubeenaconvict?“
“Ihave,dearfriend。ForfouryearsIwentaboutwithmyheadshavedandfettersonmylegs。“
“Whatfor?“
“Formurder,mygoodman!WhenIwasstillaboyofeighteenorso,mymammaaccidentallypouredarsenicinsteadofsodaandacidintomymaster’sglass。Therewereboxesofallsortsinthestoreroom,numbersofthem;itwaseasytomakeamistakeoverthem。“
Thetrampsighed,shookhishead,andsaid:
“Shewasapiouswoman,but,whoknows?anotherman’ssoulisaslumberingforest!Itmayhavebeenanaccident,ormaybeshecouldnotenduretheaffrontofseeingthemasterpreferanotherservant。Perhapssheputitinonpurpose,Godknows!Iwasyoungthen,anddidnotunderstanditallnowIrememberthatourmasterhadtakenanothermistressandmammawasgreatlydisturbed。Ourtriallastednearlytwoyears。Mammawascondemnedtopenalservitudefortwentyyears,andI,onaccountofmyyouth,onlytoseven。“
“Andwhywereyousentenced?“
“Asanaccomplice。Ihandedtheglasstothemaster。Thatwasalwaysthecustom。MammapreparedthesodaandIhandedittohim。OnlyItellyouallthisasaChristian,brothers,asI
wouldsayitbeforeGod。Don’tyoutellanybody。“
“Oh,nobody’sgoingtoaskus,“saidPtaha。“Soyou’verunawayfromprison,haveyou?“
“Ihave,dearfriend。Fourteenofusranaway。Somefolks,Godblessthem!ranawayandtookmewiththem。Nowyoutellme,onyourconscience,goodman,whatreasonhaveItodisclosemyname?Theywillsendmebacktopenalservitude,youknow!AndI
amnotfitforpenalservitude!Iamarefinedmanindelicatehealth。Iliketosleepandeatincleanliness。WhenIpraytoGodIliketolightalittlelamporacandle,andnottohaveanoisearoundme。WhenIbowdowntothegroundIlikethefloornottobedirtyorspatupon。AndIbowdownfortytimeseverymorningandevening,prayingformamma。“
Thetramptookoffhiscapandcrossedhimself。
“AndletthemsendmetoEasternSiberia,“hesaid;“Iamnotafraidofthat。“
“Surelythat’snobetter?“
“Itisquiteadifferentthing。Inpenalservitudeyouarelikeacrabinabasket:crowding,crushing,jostling,there’snoroomtobreathe;it’sdownrighthell——suchhell,maytheQueenofHeavenkeepusfromit!Youarearobberandtreatedlikearobber——worsethananydog。Youcan’tsleep,youcan’teatorevensayyourprayers。Butit’snotlikethatinasettlement。InasettlementIshallbeamemberofacommunelikeotherpeople。
Theauthoritiesareboundbylawtogivememyshareye-es!
Theysaythelandcostsnothing,nomorethansnow;youcantakewhatyoulike!Theywillgivemecornlandandbuildinglandandgarden。Ishallploughmyfieldslikeotherpeople,sowseed。Ishallhavecattleandstockofallsorts,bees,sheep,anddogs。ASiberiancat,thatratsandmicemaynotdevourmygoods。Iwillputupahouse,Ishallbuyikons。
PleaseGod,I’llgetmarried,Ishallhavechildren。“
Thetrampmutteredandlooked,notathislisteners,butawayintothedistance。Naiveashisdreamswere,theywereutteredinsuchagenuineandheartfelttonethatitwasdifficultnottobelieveinthem。Thetramp’slittlemouthwasscrewedupinasmile。Hiseyesandlittlenoseandhiswholefacewerefixedandblankwithblissfulanticipationofhappinessinthedistantfuture。Theconstableslistenedandlookedathimgravely,notwithoutsympathy。They,too,believedinhisdreams。
“IamnotafraidofSiberia,“thetrampwentonmuttering。
“SiberiaisjustasmuchRussiaandhasthesameGodandTsarashere。TheyarejustasorthodoxChristiansasyouandI。Onlythereismorefreedomthereandpeoplearebetteroff。Everythingisbetterthere。Taketheriversthere,forinstance;theyarefarbetterthanthosehere。There’snoendoffish;andallsortsofwildfowl。Andmygreatestpleasure,brothers,isfishing。
Givemenobreadtoeat,butletmesitwithafishhook。Yes,indeed!Ifishwithahookandwithawireline,andsetcreels,andwhentheicecomesIcatchwithanet。Iamnotstrongtodrawupthenet,soIshallhireamanforfivekopecks。And,Lord,whatapleasureitis!Youcatchaneel-poutoraroachofsomesortandareaspleasedasthoughyouhadmetyourownbrother。Andwouldyoubelieveit,there’saspecialartforeveryfish:youcatchonewithalivebait,youcatchanotherwithagrub,thethirdwithafrogoragrasshopper。Onehastounderstandallthat,ofcourse!Forexample,taketheeel-pout。
Itisnotadelicatefish——itwilltakeaperch;andapikelovesagudgeon,the_shilishper_likesabutterfly。Ifyoufishforaroachinarapidstreamthereisnogreaterpleasure。Youthrowthelineofseventyfeetwithoutlead,withabutterflyorabeetle,sothatthebaitfloatsonthesurface;youstandinthewaterwithoutyourtrousersandletitgowiththecurrent,andtug!theroachpullsatit!Onlyyouhavegottobeartfulthathedoesn’tcarryoffthebait,thedamnedrascal。Assoonashetugsatyourlineyoumustwhipitup;it’snogoodwaiting。It’swonderfulwhatalotoffishI’vecaughtinmytime。Whenwewererunningawaytheotherconvictswouldsleepintheforest;Icouldnotsleep,butIwasofftotheriver。Theriverstherearewideandrapid,thebanksaresteep——awfully!
It’sallslumberingforestsonthebank。Thetreesaresotallthatifyoulooktothetopitmakesyoudizzy。Everypinewouldbeworthtenroublesbythepriceshere。“
Intheoverwhelmingrushofhisfancies,ofartisticimagesofthepastandsweetpresentimentsofhappinessinthefuture,thepoorwretchsankintosilence,merelymovinghislipsasthoughwhisperingtohimself。Thevacant,blissfulsmileneverlefthislips。Theconstablesweresilent。Theywereponderingwithbentheads。Intheautumnstillness,whenthecold,sullenmistthatrisesfromtheearthlieslikeaweightontheheart,whenitstandslikeaprisonwallbeforetheeyes,andremindsmanofthelimitationofhisfreedom,itissweettothinkofthebroad,rapidrivers,withsteepbankswildandluxuriant,oftheimpenetrableforests,oftheboundlesssteppes。Slowlyandquietlythefancypictureshowearlyinthemorning,beforetheflushofdawnhasleftthesky,amanmakeshiswayalongthesteepdesertedbanklikeatinyspeck:theancient,mast-likepinesriseupinterracesonbothsidesofthetorrent,gazesternlyatthefreemanandmurmurmenacingly;rocks,hugestones,andthornybushesbarhisway,butheisstronginbodyandboldinspirit,andhasnofearofthepine-trees,norstones,norofhissolitude,norofthereverberatingechowhichrepeatsthesoundofeveryfootstepthathetakes。
Thepeasantscalledupapictureofafreelifesuchastheyhadneverlived;whethertheyvaguelyrecalledtheimagesofstoriesheardlongagoorwhethernotionsofafreelifehadbeenhandeddowntothemwiththeirfleshandbloodfromfar-offfreeancestors,Godknows!
ThefirsttobreakthesilencewasNikandrSapozhnikov,whohadnottillthenletfallasingleword。Whetherheenviedthetramp’stransparenthappiness,orwhetherhefeltinhisheartthatdreamsofhappinesswereoutofkeepingwiththegreyfogandthedirtybrownmud——anyway,helookedsternlyatthetrampandsaid:
“It’sallverywell,tobesure,onlyyouwon’treachthoseplenteousregions,brother。Howcouldyou?Beforeyou’dgonetwohundredmilesyou’dgiveupyoursoultoGod。Justlookwhataweaklingyouare!Hereyou’vehardlygonefivemilesandyoucan’tgetyourbreath。“
ThetrampturnedslowlytowardNikandr,andtheblissfulsmilevanishedfromhisface。Helookedwithascaredandguiltyairatthepeasant’sstaidface,apparentlyrememberedsomething,andbenthishead。Asilencefollowedagain。Allthreewerepondering。ThepeasantswererackingtheirbrainsintheefforttograspintheirimaginationwhatcanbegraspedbynonebutGod——thatis,thevastexpansedividingthemfromthelandoffreedom。Intothetramp’smindthrongedclearanddistinctpicturesmoreterriblethanthatexpanse。Beforehimrosevividlythepictureofthelonglegaldelaysandprocrastinations,thetemporaryandpermanentprisons,theconvictboats,thewearisomestoppagesontheway,thefrozenwinters,illnesses,deathsofcompanions。
Thetrampblinkedguiltily,wipedthetinydropsofsweatfromhisforeheadwithhissleeve,drewadeepbreathasthoughhehadjustleaptoutofaveryhotbath,thenwipedhisforeheadwiththeothersleeveandlookedroundfearfully。
“That’strue;youwon’tgetthere!“Ptahaagreed。“Youarenotmuchofawalker!Lookatyou——nothingbutskinandbone!
You’lldie,brother!“
“Ofcoursehe’lldie!Whatcouldhedo?“saidNikandr。“He’sfitforthehospitalnow。Forsure!“
Themanwhohadforgottenhisnamelookedatthestern,unconcernedfacesofhissinistercompanions,andwithouttakingoffhiscap,hurriedlycrossedhimself,staringwithwide-openeyes。Hetrembled,hisheadshook,andhebegantwitchingallover,likeacaterpillarwhenitissteppedupon。
“Well,it’stimetogo,“saidNikandr,gettingup;“we’vehadarest。“
Aminutelatertheyweresteppingalongthemuddyroad。Thetrampwasmorebentthanever,andhethrusthishandsfurtheruphissleeves。Ptahawassilent。