第14章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:3636更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
“Butpeoplehavegrownbetter,“observedthebailiff。 “Inwhatwaybetter?“ “Cleverer。“ “Cleverer,maybe,that’strue,youngman;butwhat’stheuseofthat?Whatearthlygoodisclevernesstopeopleonthebrinkofruin?Onecanperishwithoutcleverness。What’sthegoodofclevernesstoahuntsmanifthereisnogame?WhatIthinkisthatGodhasgivenmenbrainsandtakenawaytheirstrength。 Peoplehavegrownweak,exceedinglyweak。Takeme,forinstance。Iamnotworthahalfpenny,Iamthehumblestpeasantinthewholevillage,andyet,youngman,Ihavestrength。Mindyou,I aminmyseventies,andItendmyherddayinanddayout,andkeepthenightwatch,too,fortwentykopecks,andIdon’tsleep,andIdon’tfeelthecold;mysonisclevererthanIam,butputhiminmyplaceandhewouldaskforaraisenextday,orwouldbegoingtothedoctors。Thereitis。Ieatnothingbutbread,for’Giveusthisdayourdailybread,’andmyfatheratenothingbutbread,andmygrandfather;butthepeasantnowadaysmusthaveteaandvodkaandwhiteloaves,andmustsleepfromsunsettodawn,andhegoestothedoctorandpampershimselfinallsortsofways。Andwhyisit?Hehasgrownweak;hehasnotthestrengthtoendure。Ifhewantstostayawake,hiseyesclose—— thereisnodoinganything。“ “That’strue,“Melitonagreed;“thepeasantisgoodfornothingnowadays。“ “It’snogoodhidingwhatiswrong;wegetworsefromyeartoyear。Andifyoutakethegentryintoconsideration,they’vegrownfeeblerevenmorethanthepeasantshave。Thegentlemannowadayshasmasteredeverything;heknowswhatheoughtnottoknow,andwhatisthesenseofit?Itmakesyoufeelpitifultolookathim。Heisathin,punylittlefellow,likesomeHungarianorFrenchman;thereisnodignitynorairabouthim; it’sonlyinnameheisagentleman。Thereisnoplaceforhim,poordear,andnothingforhimtodo,andthereisnomakingoutwhathewants。Eitherhesitswithahookcatchingfish,orhelollsonhisbackreading,ortrotsaboutamongthepeasantssayingallsortsofthingstothem,andthosethatarehungrygoinforbeingclerks。Sohespendshislifeinvain。Andhehasnonotionofdoingsomethingrealanduseful。Thegentryinolddayswerehalfofthemgenerals,butnowadaystheyare——apoorlot。“ “Theyarebadlyoffnowadays,“saidMeliton。 “TheyarepoorerbecauseGodhastakenawaytheirstrength。Youcan’tgoagainstGod。“ Melitonstaredatafixedpointagain。Afterthinkingalittleheheavedasighasstaid,reasonablepeopledosigh,shookhishead,andsaid: “Andallbecauseofwhat?Wehavesinnedgreatly,wehaveforgottenGodanditseemsthatthetimehascomeforalltoend。And,afterall,theworldcan’tlastforever——it’stimetoknowwhentotakeleave。“ Theshepherdsighedand,asthoughwishingtocutshortanunpleasantconversation,hewalkedawayfromthebirch-treeandbegansilentlyreckoningoverthecows。 “Hey-hey-hey!“heshouted。“Hey-hey-hey!Botheryou,theplaguetakeyou!Thedevilhastakenyouintothethicket。Tu-lu-lu!“ Withanangryfacehewentintothebushestocollecthisherd。 Melitongotupandsaunteredslowlyalongtheedgeofthewood。 Helookedatthegroundathisfeetandpondered;hestillwantedtothinkofsomethingwhichhadnotyetbeentouchedbydeath。 Patchesoflightcreptupontheslantingstreaksofrainagain; theydancedonthetopsofthetreesanddiedawayamongthewetleaves。Damkafoundahedgehogunderabush,andwantingtoattracthermaster’sattentiontoit,barkedandhowled。 “Didyouhaveaneclipseornot?“theshepherdcalledfromthebushes。 “Yes,wehad,“answeredMeliton。 “Ah!Folksarecomplainingallaboutthattherewasone。Itshowsthereisdisorderevenintheheavens!It’snotfornothing……Hey-hey-hey!Hey!“ Drivinghisherdtogethertotheedgeofthewood,theshepherdleanedagainstthebirch-tree,lookedupatthesky,withouthastetookhispipefromhisbosomandbeganplaying。Asbefore,heplayedmechanicallyandtooknomorethanfiveorsixnotes; asthoughthepipehadcomeintohishandsforthefirsttime,thesoundsfloatedfromituncertainly,withnoregularity,notblendingintoatune,buttoMeliton,broodingonthedestructionoftheworld,therewasasoundinitofsomethingverydepressingandrevoltingwhichhewouldmuchrathernothaveheard。Thehighest,shrillestnotes,whichquiveredandbroke,seemedtobeweepingdisconsolately,asthoughthepipeweresickandfrightened,whilethelowestnotesforsomereasonremindedhimofthemist,thedejectedtrees,thegreysky。Suchmusicseemedinkeepingwiththeweather,theoldmanandhissayings。 Melitonwantedtocomplain。Hewentuptotheoldmanand,lookingathismournful,mockingfaceandatthepipe,muttered: “Andlifehasgrownworse,grandfather。Itisutterlyimpossibletolive。Badcrops,want。Cattleplaguecontinually,diseasesofallsorts。Wearecrushedbypoverty。“ Thebailiff’spuffyfaceturnedcrimsonandtookadejected,womanishexpression。Hetwirledhisfingersasthoughseekingwordstoconveyhisvaguefeelingandwenton: “Eightchildren,awifeandmymotherstillliving,andmywholesalarytenroublesamonthandtoboardmyself。MywifehasbecomeaSatanfrompoverty。Igooffdrinkingmyself。Iamasensible,steadyman;Ihaveeducation。Ioughttositathomeinpeace,butIstrayaboutalldaywithmygunlikeadogbecauseitismorethanIcanstand;myhomeishatefultome!“ Feelingthathistonguewasutteringsomethingquitedifferentfromwhathewantedtosay,thebailiffwavedhishandandsaidbitterly: “Iftheworld’sgoingtoendIwishitwouldmakehasteaboutit。 There’snoneedtodragitoutandmakefolksmiserablefornothing。“ Theoldmantookthepipefromhislipsand,screwinguponeeye,lookedintoitslittleopening。Hisfacewassadandcoveredwiththickdropsliketears。Hesmiledandsaid: “It’sapity,myfriend!Mygoodness,whatapity!Theearth,theforest,thesky,thebeastsofallsorts——allthishasbeencreated,youknow,adapted;theyallhavetheirintelligence。Itisallgoingtoruin。AndmostofallIamsorryforpeople。“ Therewasthesoundinthewoodofheavyraincomingnearer。 Melitonlookedinthedirectionofthesound,didupallhisbuttons,andsaid: “Iamgoingtothevillage。Good-bye,grandfather。Whatisyourname?“ “LukathePoor。“ “Well,good-bye,Luka!Thankyouforyourgoodwords。Damka,ici!“ AfterpartingfromtheshepherdMelitonmadehiswayalongtheedgeofthewood,andthendownhilltoameadowwhichbydegreesturnedintoamarsh。Therewasasquelchofwaterunderhisfeet,andtherustymarshsedge,stillgreenandjuicy,droopeddowntotheearthasthoughafraidofbeingtrampledunderfoot。Beyondthemarsh,onthebankofthePestchanka,ofwhichtheoldmanhadspoken,stoodarowofwillows,andbeyondthewillowsabarnlookeddarkblueinthemist。Onecouldfeeltheapproachofthatmiserable,utterlyinevitableseason,whenthefieldsgrowdarkandtheearthismuddyandcold,whentheweepingwillowseemsstillmoremournfulandtearstrickledownitsstem,andonlythecranesflyawayfromthegeneralmisery,andeventhey,asthoughafraidofinsultingdispiritednaturebytheexpressionoftheirhappiness,filltheairwiththeirmournful,drearynotes。 Melitonploddedalongtotheriver,andheardthesoundsofthepipegraduallydyingawaybehindhim。Hestillwantedtocomplain。Helookeddejectedlyabouthim,andhefeltinsufferablysorryfortheskyandtheearthandthesunandthewoodsandhisDamka,andwhenthehighestdrawn-outnoteofthepipefloatedquiveringintheair,likeavoiceweeping,hefeltextremelybitterandresentfuloftheimproprietyintheconductofnature。 Thehighnotequivered,brokeoff,andthepipewassilent。 AGAFYA DURINGmystayinthedistrictofS。IoftenusedtogotoseethewatchmanSavvaStukatch,orsimplySavka,inthekitchengardensofDubovo。Thesekitchengardensweremyfavoriteresortforso-called“mixed“fishing,whenonegoesoutwithoutknowingwhatdayorhouronemayreturn,takingwithoneeverysortoffishingtackleaswellasastoreofprovisions。Totellthetruth,itwasnotsomuchthefishingthatattractedmeasthepeacefulstroll,themealsatnosettime,thetalkwithSavka,andbeingforsolongfacetofacewiththecalmsummernights。