第19章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:4090更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
Thefirstoutlinevisibleinthedarknesswasabluecircle—— thelittleroundwindow;thenlittlebylittleGusevcoulddistinguishhisneighbourinthenexthammock,PavelIvanitch。 Themansleptsittingup,ashecouldnotbreathelyingdown。Hisfacewasgrey,hisnosewaslongandsharp,hiseyeslookedhugefromtheterriblethinnessofhisface,histemplesweresunken,hisbeardwasskimpy,hishairwaslong。Lookingathimyoucouldnotmakeoutofwhatclasshewas,whetherhewereagentleman,amerchant,orapeasant。Judgingfromhisexpressionandhislonghairhemighthavebeenahermitoralaybrotherinamonastery——butifonelistenedtowhathesaiditseemedthathecouldnotbeamonk。Hewaswornoutbyhiscoughandhisillnessandbythestiflingheat,andbreathedwithdifficulty,movinghisparchedlips。NoticingthatGusevwaslookingathimheturnedhisfacetowardshimandsaid: “Ibegintoguess。Yes。Iunderstanditallperfectlynow。“ “Whatdoyouunderstand,PavelIvanitch?“ “I’lltellyou。Ithasalwaysseemedtomestrangethatterriblyillasyouareyoushouldbehereinasteamerwhereitissohotandstiflingandwearealwaysbeingtossedupanddown,where,infact,everythingthreatensyouwithdeath;nowitisallcleartome。Yes。Yourdoctorsputyouonthesteamertogetridofyou。Theygetsickoflookingafterpoorbruteslikeyou。Youdon’tpaythemanything,theyhaveabotherwithyou,andyoudamagetheirrecordswithyourdeaths—— so,ofcourse,youarebrutes!It’snotdifficulttogetridofyou。Allthatisnecessaryis,inthefirstplace,tohavenoconscienceorhumanity,and,secondly,todeceivethesteamerauthorities。Thefirstconditionneedhardlybeconsidered,inthatrespectweareartists;andonecanalwayssucceedinthesecondwithalittlepractice。Inacrowdoffourhundredhealthysoldiersandsailorshalfadozensickonesarenotconspicuous; well,theydroveyouallontothesteamer,mixedyouwiththehealthyones,hurriedlycountedyouover,andintheconfusionnothingamisswasnoticed,andwhenthesteamerhadstartedtheysawthattherewereparalyticsandconsumptivesinthelaststagelyingaboutonthedeck。“ GusevdidnotunderstandPavelIvanitch;butsupposinghewasbeingblamed,hesaidinself-defence: “IlayonthedeckbecauseIhadnotthestrengthtostand;whenwewereunloadedfromthebargeontotheshipIcaughtafearfulchill。“ “It’srevolting,“PavelIvanitchwenton。“Theworstofitistheyknowperfectlywellthatyoucan’tlastoutthelongjourney,andyettheyputyouhere。SupposingyougetasfarastheIndianOcean,whatthen?It’shorribletothinkofit。 Andthat’stheirgratitudeforyourfaithful,irreproachableservice!“ PavelIvanitch’seyeslookedangry;hefrownedcontemptuouslyandsaid,gasping: “Thosearethepeoplewhooughttobepluckedinthenewspaperstillthefeathersflyinalldirections。“ Thetwosicksoldiersandthesailorwereawakeandalreadyplayingcards。Thesailorwashalfreclininginhishammock,thesoldiersweresittingnearhimonthefloorinthemostuncomfortableattitudes。Oneofthesoldiershadhisrightarminasling,andthehandwasswathedupinaregularbundlesothatheheldhiscardsunderhisrightarmorinthecrookofhiselbowwhileheplayedwiththeleft。Theshipwasrollingheavily。Theycouldnotstandup,nordrinktea,nortaketheirmedicines。 “Wereyouanofficer’sservant?“PavelIvanitchaskedGusev。 “Yes,anofficer’sservant。“ “MyGod,myGod!“saidPavelIvanitch,andheshookhisheadmournfully。“Totearamanoutofhishome,draghimtwelvethousandmilesaway,thentodrivehimintoconsumptionand。 andwhatisitallfor,onewonders?ToturnhimintoaservantforsomeCaptainKopeikinormidshipmanDirka!Howlogical!“ “It’snothardwork,PavelIvanitch。Yougetupinthemorningandcleantheboots,getthesamovar,sweeptherooms,andthenyouhavenothingmoretodo。Thelieutenantisallthedaydrawingplans,andifyoulikeyoucansayyourprayers,ifyoulikeyoucanreadabookorgooutintothestreet。Godgranteveryonesuchalife。“ “Yes,verynice,thelieutenantdrawsplansallthedayandyousitinthekitchenandpineforhome。Plansindeed! Itisnotplansthatmatter,butahumanlife。Lifeisnotgiventwice,itmustbetreatedmercifully。“ “Ofcourse,PavelIvanitch,abadmangetsnomercyanywhere,neitherathomenorinthearmy,butifyouliveasyououghtandobeyorders,whohasanyneedtoinsultyou?Theofficersareeducatedgentlemen,theyunderstand。InfiveyearsIwasneveronceinprison,andIwasneverstruckablow,sohelpmeGod,butonce。“ “Whatfor?“ “Forfighting。Ihaveaheavyhand,PavelIvanitch。FourChinamencameintoouryard;theywerebringingfirewoodorsomething,I don’tremember。Well,IwasboredandIknockedthemaboutabit,one’snosebeganbleeding,damnthefellow。Thelieutenantsawitthroughthelittlewindow,hewasangryandgavemeaboxontheear。“ “Foolish,pitifulman“whisperedPavelIvanitch。“Youdon’tunderstandanything。“ Hewasutterlyexhaustedbythetossingoftheshipandclosedhiseyes;hisheadalternatelyfellbackanddroppedforwardonhisbreast。Severaltimeshetriedtoliedownbutnothingcameofit;hisdifficultyinbreathingpreventedit。 “AndwhatdidyouhitthefourChinamenfor?“heaskedalittlewhileafterwards。 “Oh,nothing。TheycameintotheyardandIhitthem。“ Andastillnessfollowed。Thecard-playershadbeenplayingfortwohourswithenthusiasmandloudabuseofoneanother,butthemotionoftheshipovercamethem,too;theythrewasidethecardsandlaydown。AgainGusevsawthebigpond,thebrickbuilding,thevillage。Againthesledgewascomingalong,againVankawaslaughingandAkulka,sillylittlething,threwopenherfurcoatandstuckherfeetout,asmuchastosay: “Look,goodpeople,mysnowbootsarenotlikeVanka’s,theyarenewones。“ “Fiveyearsold,andshehasnosenseyet,“Gusevmutteredindelirium。“Insteadofkickingyourlegsyouhadbettercomeandgetyoursoldieruncleadrink。Iwillgiveyousomethingnice。“ ThenAndronwithaflintlockgunonhisshoulderwascarryingaharehehadkilled,andhewasfollowedbythedecrepitoldJewIsaitchik,whoofferstobarterthehareforapieceofsoap; thentheblackcalfintheshed,thenDomnasewingatashirtandcryingaboutsomething,andthenagainthebull’sheadwithouteyes,blacksmoke。 Overheadsomeonegavealoudshout,severalsailorsranby,theyseemedtobedraggingsomethingbulkyoverthedeck,somethingfellwithacrash。Againtheyranby。Hadsomethinggonewrong?Gusevraisedhishead,listened,andsawthatthetwosoldiersandthesailorwereplayingcardsagain;PavelIvanitchwassittingupmovinghislips。Itwasstifling,onehadn’tstrengthtobreathe,onewasthirsty,thewaterwaswarm,disgusting。Theshipheavedasmuchasever。 Suddenlysomethingstrangehappenedtooneofthesoldiersplayingcards。Hecalledheartsdiamonds,gotmuddledinhisscore,anddroppedhiscards,thenwithafrightened,foolishsmilelookedroundatallofthem。 “Ishan’tbeaminute,mates,I’ll“hesaid,andlaydownonthefloor。 Everybodywasamazed。Theycalledtohim,hedidnotanswer。 “Stephan,maybeyouarefeelingbad,eh?“thesoldierwithhisarminaslingaskedhim。“Perhapswehadbetterbringthepriest,eh?“ “Haveadrinkofwater,Stepan“saidthesailor。“Here,lad,drink。“ “Whyareyouknockingthejugagainsthisteeth?“saidGusevangrily。“Don’tyousee,turniphead?’ “What?“ “What?“Gusevrepeated,mimickinghim。“Thereisnobreathinhim,heisdead!That’swhat!Whatnonsensicalpeople,Lordhavemercyonus!“ TheshipwasnotrockingandPavelIvanitchwasmorecheerful。Hewasnolongerill-humoured。Hisfacehadaboastful,defiant,mockingexpression。Helookedasthoughhewantedtosay:“Yes,inaminuteIwilltellyousomethingthatwillmakeyousplityoursideswithlaughing。“ThelittleroundwindowwasopenandasoftbreezewasblowingonPavelIvanitch。Therewasasoundofvoices,oftheplashofoarsinthewater。Justunderthelittlewindowsomeonebegandroninginahigh,unpleasantvoice: nodoubtitwasaChinamansinging。 “Hereweareintheharbour,“saidPavelIvanitch,smilingironically。“OnlyanothermonthandweshallbeinRussia。Well,worthygentlemenandwarriors!IshallarriveatOdessaandfromtheregostraighttoHarkov。InHarkovIhaveafriend,aliteraryman。Ishallgotohimandsay,’Come,oldman,putasideyourhorridsubjects,ladies’amoursandthebeautiesofnature,andshowuphumandepravity。’“ Foraminutehepondered,thensaid: “Gusev,doyouknowhowItookthemin?“ “Tookinwhom,PavelIvanitch?“ “Why,thesefellows。Youknowthatonthissteamerthereisonlyafirst-classandathird-class,andtheyonlyallowpeasants——thatistherift-raft——togointhethird。Ifyouhavegotonareeferjacketandhavethefaintestresemblancetoagentlemanorabourgeoisyoumustgofirst-class,ifyouplease。Youmustforkoutfivehundredroublesifyoudieforit。 Why,Iask,haveyoumadesucharule?DoyouwanttoraisetheprestigeofeducatedRussiansthereby?Notabitofit。Wedon’tletyougothird-classsimplybecauseadecentpersoncan’tgothird-class;itisveryhorribleanddisgusting。Yes,indeed。I