第21章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:3922更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
“Allright,“assentedthesoldierwiththesling。“I’llcarryyou,youcan’twalk,holdontomyneck。“ Gusevputhisarmroundthesoldier’sneck,thelatterputhisunhurtarmroundhimandcarriedhimup。Onthedecksailorsandtime-expiredsoldierswerelyingasleepsidebyside;thereweresomanyofthemitwasdifficulttopass。 “Standdown,“thesoldierwiththeslingsaidsoftly。“Followmequietly,holdontomyshirt。“ Itwasdark。Therewasnolightondeck,noronthemasts,noranywhereontheseaaround。Atthefurthestendoftheshipthemanonwatchwasstandingperfectlystilllikeastatue,anditlookedasthoughhewereasleep。Itseemedasthoughthesteamerwereabandonedtoitselfandweregoingatitsownwill。 “NowtheywillthrowPavelIvanitchintothesea,“saidthesoldierwiththesling。“Inasackandthenintothewater。“ “Yes,that’stherule。“ “Butit’sbettertolieathomeintheearth。Anyway,yourmothercomestothegraveandweeps。“ “Ofcourse。“ Therewasasmellofhayandofdung。Therewereoxenstandingwithdroopingheadsbytheship’srail。One,two,three;eightofthem!Andtherewasalittlehorse。Gusevputouthishandtostrokeit,butitshookitshead,showeditsteeth,andtriedtobitehissleeve。 “Damnedbrute“saidGusevangrily。 Thetwoofthem,heandthesoldier,threadedtheirwaytotheheadoftheship,thenstoodattherailandlookedupanddown。 Overheaddeepsky,brightstars,peaceandstillness,exactlyasathomeinthevillage,belowdarknessanddisorder。Thetallwaveswereresounding,noonecouldtellwhy。Whicheverwaveyoulookedateachonewastryingtorisehigherthanalltherestandtochaseandcrushthenextone;afteritathirdasfierceandhideousflewnoisily,withaglintoflightonitswhitecrest。 Theseahasnosenseandnopity。Ifthesteamerhadbeensmallerandnotmadeofthickiron,thewaveswouldhavecrushedittopieceswithouttheslightestcompunction,andwouldhavedevouredallthepeopleinitwithnodistinctionofsaintsorsinners。 Thesteamerhadthesamecruelandmeaninglessexpression。Thismonsterwithitshugebeakwasdashingonwards,cuttingmillionsofwavesinitspath;ithadnofearofthedarknessnorthewind,norofspace,norofsolitude,caringfornothing,andiftheoceanhaditspeople,thismonsterwouldhavecrushedthem,too,withoutdistinctionofsaintsorsinners。 “Wherearewenow?“askedGusev。 “Idon’tknow。Wemustbeintheocean。“ “Thereisnosightofland。“ “Noindeed!Theysayweshan’tseeitforsevendays。“ Thetwosoldierswatchedthewhitefoamwiththephosphoruslightonitandweresilent,thinking。Gusevwasthefirsttobreakthesilence。 “Thereisnothingtobeafraidof,“hesaid,“onlyoneisfullofdreadasthoughoneweresittinginadarkforest;butif,forinstance,theyletaboatdownontothewaterthisminuteandanofficerorderedmetogoahundredmilesovertheseatocatchfish,I’dgo。Or,let’ssay,ifaChristianweretofallintothewaterthisminute,I’dgoinafterhim。AGermanoraChinamanI wouldn’tsave,butI’dgoinafteraChristian。“ “Andareyouafraidtodie?“ “Yes。Iamsorryforthefolksathome。Mybrotherathome,youknow,isn’tsteady;hedrinks,hebeatshiswifefornothing,hedoesnothonourhisparents。Everythingwillgotoruinwithoutme,andfatherandmyoldmotherwillbebeggingtheirbread,I shouldn’twonder。Butmylegswon’tbearme,brother,andit’shothere。Let’sgotosleep。“ Gusevwentbacktothewardandgotintohishammock。Hewasagaintormentedbyavaguecraving,andhecouldnotmakeoutwhathewanted。Therewasanoppressiononhischest,athrobbinginhishead,hismouthwassodrythatitwasdifficultforhimtomovehistongue。Hedozed,andmurmuredinhissleep,and,wornoutwithnightmares,hiscough,andthestiflingheat,towardsmorninghefellintoasoundsleep。Hedreamedthattheywerejusttakingthebreadoutoftheoveninthebarracksandheclimbedintothestoveandhadasteambathinit,lashinghimselfwithabunchofbirchtwigs。Hesleptfortwodays,andatmiddayonthethirdtwosailorscamedownandcarriedhimout。 Hewassewnupinsailclothandtomakehimheaviertheyputwithhimtwoironweights。Sewnupinthesailclothhelookedlikeacarrotoraradish:broadattheheadandnarrowatthefeet……Beforesunsettheybroughthimuptothedeckandputhimonaplank;oneendoftheplanklayonthesideoftheship,theotheronabox,placedonastool。Roundhimstoodthesoldiersandtheofficerswiththeircapsoff。 “BlessedbetheNameoftheLord“thepriestbegan。“Asitwasinthebeginning,isnow,andevershallbe。“ “Amen,“chantedthreesailors。 Thesoldiersandtheofficerscrossedthemselvesandlookedawayatthewaves。Itwasstrangethatamanshouldbesewnupinsailclothandshouldsoonbeflyingintothesea。Wasitpossiblethatsuchathingmighthappentoanyone? TheprieststrewedearthuponGusevandboweddown。Theysang“EternalMemory。“ Themanonwatchdutytilteduptheendoftheplank,Gusevslidoffandflewheadforemost,turnedasomersaultintheairandsplashedintothesea。Hewascoveredwithfoamandforamomentlookedasthoughhewerewrappedinlace,buttheminutepassedandhedisappearedinthewaves。 Hewentrapidlytowardsthebottom。Didhereachit?Itwassaidtobethreemilestothebottom。Aftersinkingsixtyorseventyfeet,hebeganmovingmoreandmoreslowly,swayingrhythmically,asthoughhewerehesitatingand,carriedalongbythecurrent,movedmorerapidlysidewaysthandownwards。 Thenhewasmetbyashoalofthefishcalledharbourpilots。 Seeingthedarkbodythefishstoppedasthoughpetrified,andsuddenlyturnedroundanddisappeared。InlessthanaminutetheyflewbackswiftasanarrowtoGusev,andbeganzig-zaggingroundhiminthewater。 Afterthatanotherdarkbodyappeared。Itwasashark。ItswamunderGusevwithdignityandnoshowofinterest,asthoughitdidnotnoticehim,andsankdownuponitsback,thenitturnedbellyupwards,baskinginthewarm,transparentwaterandlanguidlyopeneditsjawswithtworowsofteeth。Theharbourpilotsaredelighted,theystoptoseewhatwillcomenext。Afterplayingalittlewiththebodythesharknonchalantlyputsitsjawsunderit,cautiouslytouchesitwithitsteeth,andthesailclothisrentitsfulllengthfromheadtofoot;oneoftheweightsfallsoutandfrightenstheharbourpilots,andstrikingthesharkontheribsgoesrapidlytothebottom。 Overheadatthistimethecloudsaremassedtogetheronthesidewherethesunissetting;onecloudlikeatriumphalarch,anotherlikealion,athirdlikeapairofscissors。Frombehindthecloudsabroad,greenshaftoflightpiercesthroughandstretchestothemiddleofthesky;alittlelateranother,violet-coloured,liesbesideit;nextthat,oneofgold,thenonerose-coloured。Theskyturnsasoftlilac。Lookingatthisgorgeous,enchantedsky,atfirsttheoceanscowls,butsoonit,too,takestender,joyous,passionatecoloursforwhichitishardtofindanameinhumanspeech。 ATfirsttheweatherwasfineandstill。Thethrusheswerecalling,andintheswampsclosebysomethingalivedronedpitifullywithasoundlikeblowingintoanemptybottle。Asnipeflewby,andtheshotaimedatitrangoutwithagay,resoundingnoteinthespringair。Butwhenitbegantogetdarkintheforestacold,penetratingwindblewinappropriatelyfromtheeast,andeverythingsankintosilence。Needlesoficestretchedacrossthepools,anditfeltcheerless,remote,andlonelyintheforest。Therewasawhiffofwinter。 IvanVelikopolsky,thesonofasacristan,andastudentoftheclericalacademy,returninghomefromshooting,walkedallthetimebythepathinthewater-sidemeadow。Hisfingerswerenumbandhisfacewasburningwiththewind。Itseemedtohimthatthecoldthathadsuddenlycomeonhaddestroyedtheorderandharmonyofthings,thatnatureitselffeltillatease,andthatwaswhytheeveningdarknesswasfallingmorerapidlythanusual。 Allarounditwasdesertedandpeculiarlygloomy。Theonlylightwasonegleaminginthewidows’gardensneartheriver;thevillage,overthreemilesaway,andeverythinginthedistanceallroundwasplungedinthecoldeveningmist。Thestudentrememberedthat,ashewentoutfromthehouse,hismotherwassittingbarefootonthefloorintheentry,cleaningthesamovar,whilehisfatherlayonthestovecoughing;asitwasGoodFridaynothinghadbeencooked,andthestudentwasterriblyhungry。Andnow,shrinkingfromthecold,hethoughtthatjustsuchawindhadblowninthedaysofRurikandinthetimeofIvantheTerribleandPeter,andintheirtimetherehadbeenjustthesamedesperatepovertyandhunger,thesamethatchedroofswithholesinthem,ignorance,misery,thesamedesolationaround,thesamedarkness,thesamefeelingofoppression——allthesehadexisted,didexist,andwouldexist,andthelapseofathousandyearswouldmakelifenobetter。Andhedidnotwanttogohome。