第25章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:4339更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
Theirtonguesbegantofalter。 Thelocalclergy,theclerksfromthefactorieswiththeirwives,thetradesmenandtavern-keepersfromtheothervillageswerepresent。Theclerkandtheelderoftheruraldistrictwhohadservedtogetherforfourteenyears,andwhohadduringallthattimeneversignedasingledocumentforanybodynorletasinglepersonoutofthelocalcourtwithoutdeceivingorinsultinghim,weresittingnowsidebyside,bothfatandwell-fed,anditseemedasthoughtheyweresosaturatedininjusticeandfalsehoodthateventheskinoftheirfaceswassomehowpeculiar,fraudulent。Theclerk’swife,athinwomanwithasquint,hadbroughtallherchildrenwithher,andlikeabirdofpreylookedaslantattheplatesandsnatchedanythingshecouldgetholdoftoputinherownorherchildren’spockets。 Lipasatasthoughturnedtostone,stillwiththesameexpressionasinchurch。Anisimhadnotsaidasinglewordtohersincehehadmadeheracquaintance,sothathedidnotyetknowthesoundofhervoice;andnow,sittingbesideher,heremainedmuteandwentondrinkingbitters,andwhenhegotdrunkhebegantalkingtotheauntwhowassittingopposite: “IhaveafriendcalledSamorodov。Apeculiarman。Heisbyrankanhonorarycitizen,andhecantalk。ButIknowhimthroughandthrough,auntie,andhefeelsit。PrayjoinmeindrinkingtothehealthofSamorodov,auntie!“ Varvara,wornoutanddistracted,walkedroundthetablepressingthegueststoeat,andwasevidentlypleasedthatthereweresomanydishesandthateverythingwassolavish——noonecoulddisparagethemnow。Thesunset,butthedinnerwenton:theguestswerebeyondknowingwhattheywereeatingordrinking,itwasimpossibletodistinguishwhatwassaid,andonlyfromtimetotimewhenthebandsubsidedsomepeasantwomancouldbeheardshouting: “Theyhavesuckedthebloodoutofus,theHerods;apestonthem!“ Intheeveningtheydancedtotheband。TheHryminJuniorscame,bringingtheirwine,andoneofthem,whendancingaquadrille,heldabottleineachhandandawineglassinhismouth,andthatmadeeveryonelaugh。Inthemiddleofthequadrilletheysuddenlycrookedtheirkneesanddancedinasquattingposition;Aksinyaingreenflewbylikeaflash,stirringupawindwithhertrain。 SomeonetrodonherflounceandCrutchshouted: “Aie,theyhavetornoffthepanel!Children!“ Aksinyahadnaivegreyeyeswhichrarelyblinked,andanaivesmileplayedcontinuallyonherface。Andinthoseunblinkingeyes,andinthatlittleheadonthelongneck,andinherslendernesstherewassomethingsnake-like;allingreenbutfortheyellowonherbosom,shelookedwithasmileonherfaceasaviperlooksoutoftheyoungryeinthespringatthepassers-by,stretchingitselfandliftingitshead。TheHryminswerefreeintheirbehaviourtoher,anditwasverynoticeablethatshewasonintimatetermswiththeelderofthem。Butherdeafhusbandsawnothing,hedidnotlookather;hesatwithhislegscrossedandatenuts,crackingthemsoloudlythatitsoundedlikepistolshots。 But,behold,oldTsybukinhimselfwalkedintothemiddleoftheroomandwavedhishandkerchiefasasignthathe,too,wantedtodancetheRussiandance,andalloverthehouseandfromthecrowdintheyardrosearoarofapprobation: “_He’s_goingtodance!_He_himself!“ Varvaradanced,buttheoldmanonlywavedhishandkerchiefandkickeduphisheels,butthepeopleintheyard,proppedagainstoneanother,peepinginatthewindows,wereinraptures,andforthemomentforgavehimeverything——hiswealthandthewrongshehaddonethem。 “Welldone,GrigoryPetrovitch!“washeardinthecrowd。“That’sright,doyourbest!Youcanstillplayyourpart!Ha-ha!“ Itwaskeptuptilllate,tilltwoo’clockinthemorning。 Anisim,staggering,wenttotakeleaveofthesingersandbandsmen,andgaveeachofthemanewhalf-rouble。Hisfather,whowasnotstaggeringbutstillseemedtobestandingononeleg,sawhisguestsoff,andsaidtoeachofthem: “Theweddinghascosttwothousand。“ Asthepartywasbreakingup,someonetooktheShikalovoinnkeeper’sgoodcoatinsteadofhisownoldone,andAnisimsuddenlyflewintoarageandbeganshouting: “Stop,I’llfinditatonce;Iknowwhostoleit,stop。“ Heranoutintothestreetandpursuedsomeone。Hewascaught,broughtbackhomeandshoved,drunken,redwithanger,andwet,intotheroomwheretheauntwasundressingLipa,andwaslockedin。 Fivedayshadpassed。Anisim,whowaspreparingtogo,wentupstairstosaygood-byetoVarvara。Allthelampswereburningbeforetheikons,therewasasmellofincense,whileshesatatthewindowknittingastockingofredwool。 “Youhavenotstayedwithuslong,“shesaid。“You’vebeendull,Idaresay。Oh,tut,tut。Welivecomfortably;wehaveplentyofeverything。Wecelebratedyourweddingproperly,ingoodstyle; yourfathersaysitcametotwothousand。Infactwelivelikemerchants,onlyit’sdreary。Wetreatthepeopleverybadly。Myheartaches,mydear;howwetreatthem,mygoodness!Whetherweexchangeahorseorbuysomethingorhirealabourer——it’scheatingineverything。Cheatingandcheating。TheLentenoilintheshopisbitter,rancid,thepeoplehavepitchthatisbetter。 Butsurely,tellmepray,couldn’twesellgoodoil?“ “Everymantohisjob,mamma。“ “Butyouknowweallhavetodie?Oy,oy,reallyyououghttotalktoyourfather!“ “Why,youshouldtalktohimyourself。“ “Well,well,Ididputinmyword,buthesaidjustwhatyoudo: ’Everymantohisownjob。’Doyousupposeinthenextworldthey’llconsiderwhatjobyouhavebeenputto?God’sjudgmentisjust。“ “Ofcoursenoonewillconsider,“saidAnisim,andheheavedasigh。“ThereisnoGod,anyway,youknow,mamma,sowhatconsideringcantherebe?“ Varvaralookedathimwithsurprise,burstoutlaughing,andclaspedherhands。Perhapsbecauseshewassogenuinelysurprisedathiswordsandlookedathimasthoughhewereaqueerperson,hewasconfused。 “PerhapsthereisaGod,onlythereisnofaith。WhenIwasbeingmarriedIwasnotmyself。Justasyoumaytakeaneggfromunderahenandthereisachickenchirpinginit,somyconsciencewasbeginningtochirpinme,andwhileIwasbeingmarriedIthoughtallthetimetherewasaGod!ButwhenIleftthechurchitwasnothing。Andindeed,howcanItellwhetherthereisaGodornot?Wearenottaughtrightfromchildhood,andwhilethebabeisstillathismother’sbreastheisonlytaught’everymantohisownjob。’FatherdoesnotbelieveinGod,either。YouweresayingthatGuntorevhadsomesheepstolen。Ihavefoundthem;itwasapeasantatShikalovostolethem;hestolethem,butfather’sgotthefleecessothat’sallhisfaithamountsto。“ Anisimwinkedandwaggedhishead。 “TheelderdoesnotbelieveinGod,either,“hewenton。“Andtheclerkandthedeacon,too。Andasfortheirgoingtochurchandkeepingthefasts,thatissimplytopreventpeopletalkingillofthem,andincaseitreallymaybetruethattherewillbeaDayofJudgment。Nowadayspeoplesaythattheendoftheworldhascomebecausepeoplehavegrownweaker,donothonourtheirparents,andsoon。Allthatisnonsense。Myidea,mamma,isthatallourtroubleisbecausethereissolittleconscienceinpeople。Iseethroughthings,mamma,andIunderstand。IfamanhasastolenshirtIseeit。Amansitsinatavernandyoufancyheisdrinkingteaandnomore,buttometheteaisneitherherenorthere;Iseefurther,hehasnoconscience。Youcangoaboutthewholedayandnotmeetonemanwithaconscience。Andthewholereasonisthattheydon’tknowwhetherthereisaGodornot。Well,good-bye,mamma,keepaliveandwell,don’trememberevilagainstme。“ AnisimboweddownatVarvara’sfeet。 “Ithankyouforeverything,mamma,“hesaid。“Youareagreatgaintoourfamily。Youareaveryladylikewoman,andIamverypleasedwithyou。“ Muchmoved,Anisimwentout,butreturnedagainandsaid: “Samorodovhasgotmemixedupinsomething:Ishalleithermakemyfortuneorcometogrief。Ifanythinghappens,thenyoumustcomfortmyfather,mamma。“ “Oh,nonsense,don’tyouworry,tut,tut,tutGodismerciful。And,Anisim,youshouldbeaffectionatetoyourwife,insteadofgivingeachothersulkylooksasyoudo;youmightsmileatleast。“ “Yes,sheisratheraqueerone,“saidAnisim,andhegaveasigh。“Shedoesnotunderstandanything,sheneverspeaks。Sheisveryyoung,lethergrowup。“ Atall,sleekwhitestallionwasalreadystandingatthefrontdoor,harnessedtothechaise。 OldTsybukinjumpedinjauntilywitharunandtookthereins。 AnisimkissedVarvara,Aksinya,andhisbrother。OnthestepsLipa,too,wasstanding;shewasstandingmotionless,lookingaway,anditseemedasthoughshehadnotcometoseehimoffbutjustbychanceforsomeunknownreason。Anisimwentuptoherandjusttouchedhercheekwithhislips。 “Good-bye,“hesaid。 Andwithoutlookingathimshegaveastrangesmile;herfacebegantoquiver,andeveryoneforsomereasonfeltsorryforher。 Anisim,too,leapedintothechaisewithaboundandputhisarmsjauntilyakimbo,forheconsideredhimselfagood-lookingfellow。 WhentheydroveupoutoftheravineAnisimkeptlookingbacktowardsthevillage。Itwasawarm,brightday。Thecattlewerebeingdrivenoutforthefirsttime,andthepeasantgirlsandwomenwerewalkingbytheherdintheirholidaydresses。Thedun-colouredbullbellowed,gladtobefree,andpawedthegroundwithhisforefeet。Onallsides,aboveandbelow,thelarksweresinging。Anisimlookedroundattheelegantwhitechurch——ithadonlylatelybeenwhitewashed——andhethoughthowhehadbeenprayinginitfivedaysbefore;helookedroundattheschoolwithitsgreenroof,atthelittleriverinwhichheusedoncetobatheandcatchfish,andtherewasastirofjoyinhisheart,andhewishedthatwallsmightriseupfromthegroundandpreventhimfromgoingfurther,andthathemightbeleftwithnothingbutthepast。