第29章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:3792更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
Clotheswerehangingonlinesstretchedacrosstheyard;shesnatchedoffherpetticoatsandblousesstillwetandflungthemintothedeafman’sarms。Theninherfuryshedashedabouttheyardbythelinen,toredownallofit,andwhatwasnothersshethrewonthegroundandtrampledupon。 “HolySaints,takeheraway,“moanedVarvara。“Whatawoman!GiveherButyokino!Giveither,fortheLord’ssake! “Well!Wha-atawoman!“peopleweresayingatthegate。“She’sawo-oman!She’sgoingit——somethinglike!“ Aksinyaranintothekitchenwherewashingwasgoingon。Lipawaswashingalone,thecookhadgonetotherivertorinsetheclothes。Steamwasrisingfromthetroughandfromthecaldrononthesideofthestove,andthekitchenwasthickandstiflingfromthesteam。Onthefloorwasaheapofunwashedclothes,andNikifor,kickinguphislittleredlegs,hadbeenputdownonabenchnearthem,sothatifhefellheshouldnothurthimself。 JustasAksinyawentinLipatooktheformer’schemiseoutoftheheapandputitinthetrough,andwasjuststretchingoutherhandtoabigladleofboilingwaterwhichwasstandingonthetable。 “Giveithere,“saidAksinya,lookingatherwithhatred,andsnatchingthechemiseoutofthetrough;“itisnotyourbusinesstotouchmylinen!Youareaconvict’swife,andoughttoknowyourplaceandwhoyouare。“ Lipagazedather,takenaback,anddidnotunderstand,butsuddenlyshecaughtthelookAksinyaturneduponthechild,andatoncesheunderstoodandwentnumballover。 “You’vetakenmyland,sohereyouare!“SayingthisAksinyasnatcheduptheladlewiththeboilingwaterandflungitoverNikifor。 AfterthistherewasheardascreamsuchashadneverbeenheardbeforeinUkleevo,andnoonewouldhavebelievedthatalittleweakcreaturelikeLipacouldscreamlikethat。Anditwassuddenlysilentintheyard。 Aksinyawalkedintothehousewithheroldnaivesmile。Thedeafmankeptmovingabouttheyardwithhisarmsfulloflinen,thenhebeganhangingitupagain,insilence,withouthaste。Anduntilthecookcamebackfromtherivernooneventuredtogointothekitchenandseewhatwasthere。 Nikiforwastakentothedistricthospital,andtowardseveninghediedthere。Lipadidnotwaitforthemtocomeforher,butwrappedthedeadbabyinitslittlequiltandcarriedithome。 Thehospital,anewonerecentlybuilt,withbigwindows,stoodhighuponahill;itwasglitteringfromthesettingsunandlookedasthoughitwereonfirefrominside。Therewasalittlevillagebelow。Lipawentdownalongtheroad,andbeforereachingthevillagesatdownbyapond。Awomanbroughtahorsedowntodrinkandthehorsedidnotdrink。 “Whatmoredoyouwant?“saidthewomantoitsoftly。“Whatdoyouwant?“ Aboyinaredshirt,sittingatthewater’sedge,waswashinghisfather’sboots。Andnotanothersoulwasinsighteitherinthevillageoronthehill。 “It’snotdrinking,“saidLipa,lookingatthehorse。 Thenthewomanwiththehorseandtheboywiththebootswalkedaway,andtherewasnooneleftatall。Thesunwenttobedwrappedinclothofgoldandpurple,andlongclouds,redandlilac,stretchedacrossthesky,guardeditsslumbers。Somewherefarawayabitterncried,ahollow,melancholysoundlikeacowshutupinabarn。Thecryofthatmysteriousbirdwasheardeveryspring,butnooneknewwhatitwaslikeorwhereitlived。 Atthetopofthehillbythehospital,inthebushesclosetothepond,andinthefieldsthenightingalesweretrilling。Thecuckookeptreckoningsomeone’syearsandlosingcountandbeginningagain。Inthepondthefrogscalledangrilytooneanother,strainingthemselvestobursting,andonecouldevenmakeoutthewords:“That’swhatyouare!That’swhatyouare!“ Whatanoisetherewas!Itseemedasthoughallthesecreaturesweresingingandshoutingsothatnoonemightsleeponthatspringnight,sothatall,eventheangryfrogs,mightappreciateandenjoyeveryminute:lifeisgivenonlyonce。 Asilverhalf-moonwasshininginthesky;thereweremanystars。 Lipahadnoideahowlongshesatbythepond,butwhenshegotupandwalkedoneverybodywasasleepinthelittlevillage,andtherewasnotasinglelight。Itwasprobablyaboutninemiles’ walkhome,butshehadnotthestrength,shehadnotthepowertothinkhowtogo:themoongleamednowinfront,nowontheright,andthesamecuckookeptcallinginavoicegrownhusky,withachuckleasthoughgibingather:“Oy,lookout,you’llloseyourway!“Lipawalkedrapidly;shelostthekerchieffromherhead。shelookedattheskyandwonderedwhereherbaby’ssoulwasnow:wasitfollowingher,orfloatingaloftyonderamongthestarsandthinkingnothingnowofhismother?Oh,howlonelyitwasintheopencountryatnight,inthemidstofthatsingingwhenonecannotsingoneself;inthemidstoftheincessantcriesofjoywhenonecannotoneselfbejoyful,whenthemoon,whichcaresnotwhetheritisspringorwinter,whethermenarealiveordead,looksdownaslonely,too。Whenthereisgriefintheheartitishardtobewithoutpeople。Ifonlyhermother,Praskovya,hadbeenwithher,orCrutch,orthecook,orsomepeasant! “Boo-oo!“criedthebittern。“Boo-oo!“ Andsuddenlysheheardclearlythesoundofhumanspeech:“Putthehorsesin,Vavila!“ Bythewaysideacampfirewasburningaheadofher:theflameshaddieddown,therewereonlyredembers。Shecouldhearthehorsesmunching。Inthedarknessshecouldseetheoutlinesoftwocarts,onewithabarrel,theother,aloweronewithsacksinit,andthefiguresoftwomen;onewasleadingahorsetoputitintotheshafts,theotherwasstandingmotionlessbythefirewithhishandsbehindhisback。Adoggrowledbythecarts。Theonewhowasleadingthehorsestoppedandsaid: “Itseemsasthoughsomeonewerecomingalongtheroad。“ “Sharik,bequiet!“theothercalledtothedog。 Andfromthevoiceonecouldtellthatthesecondwasanoldman。 Lipastoppedandsaid: “Godhelpyou。“ Theoldmanwentuptoherandanswerednotimmediately: “Good-evening!“ “Yourdogdoesnotbite,grandfather?“ “No,comealong,hewon’ttouchyou。“ “Ihavebeenatthehospital,“saidLipaafterapause。“Mylittlesondiedthere。HereIamcarryinghimhome。“ Itmusthavebeenunpleasantfortheoldmantohearthis,forhemovedawayandsaidhurriedly: “Nevermind,mydear。It’sGod’swill。Youareveryslow,lad,“ headded,addressinghiscompanion;“lookalive! “Youryoke’snowhere,“saidtheyoungman;“itisnottobeseen。“ “YouarearegularVavila。“ Theoldmanpickedupanember,blewonit——onlyhiseyesandnosewerelightedup——then,whentheyhadfoundtheyoke,hewentwiththelighttoLipaandlookedather,andhislookexpressedcompassionandtenderness。 “Youareamother,“hesaid;“everymothergrievesforherchild。“ Andhesighedandshookhisheadashesaidit。Vavilathrewsomethingonthefire,stampedonit——andatonceitwasverydark;thevisionvanished,andasbeforetherewereonlythefields,theskywiththestars,andthenoiseofthebirdshinderingeachotherfromsleep。Andthelandrailcalled,itseemed,intheveryplacewherethefirehadbeen。 Butaminutepassed,andagainshecouldseethetwocartsandtheoldmanandlankyVavila。Thecartscreakedastheywentoutontheroad。 “Areyouholymen?“Lipaaskedtheoldman。 “No。WearefromFirsanovo。“ “Youlookedatmejustnowandmyheartwassoftened。Andtheyoungmanissogentle。Ithoughtyoumustbeholymen。“ “Areyougoingfar?“ “ToUkleevo。“ “Getin,wewillgiveyoualiftasfarasKuzmenki,thenyougostraightonandweturnofftotheleft。“ VavilagotintothecartwiththebarrelandtheoldmanandLipagotintotheother。Theymovedatawalkingpace,Vavilainfront。 “Mybabywasintormentallday,“saidLipa。“Helookedatmewithhislittleeyesandsaidnothing;hewantedtospeakandcouldnot。HolyFather,QueenofHeaven!InmygriefIkeptfallingdownonthefloor。Istoodupandfelldownbythebedside。Andtellme,grandfather,whyalittlethingshouldbetormentedbeforehisdeath?Whenagrown-upperson,amanorwoman,areintormenttheirsinsareforgiven,butwhyalittlething,whenhehasnosins?Why?“ “Whocantell?“answeredtheoldman。 Theydroveonforhalfanhourinsilence。 “Wecan’tknoweverything,howandwherefore,“saidtheoldman。 “Itisordainedforthebirdtohavenotfourwingsbuttwobecauseitisabletoflywithtwo;andsoitisordainedformannottoknoweverythingbutonlyahalforaquarter。Asmuchasheneedstoknowsoastolive,somuchheknows。“ “Itisbetterformetogoonfoot,grandfather。Nowmyheartisallofatremble。“ “Nevermind,sitstill。“ Theoldmanyawnedandmadethesignofthecrossoverhismouth。