第30章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:3420更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
“Nevermind,“herepeated。“Yoursisnottheworstofsorrows。 Lifeislong,therewillbegoodandbadtocome,therewillbeeverything。GreatismotherRussia,“hesaid,andlookedroundoneachsideofhim。“IhavebeenalloverRussia,andIhaveseeneverythinginher,andyoumaybelievemywords,mydear。Therewillbegoodandtherewillbebad。IwentasadelegatefrommyvillagetoSiberia,andIhavebeentotheAmurRiverandtheAltaiMountainsandIsettledinSiberia;Iworkedthelandthere,thenIwashomesickformotherRussiaandIcamebacktomynativevillage。WecamebacktoRussiaonfoot;andIrememberwewentonasteamer,andIwasthinasthin,allinrags,barefoot,freezingwithcold,andgnawingacrust,andagentlemanwhowasonthesteamer——thekingdomofheavenbehisifheisdead——lookedatmepitifully,andthetearscameintohiseyes。’Ah,’hesaid,’yourbreadisblack,yourdaysareblack。’AndwhenIgothome,asthesayingis,therewasneithersticknorstall;Ihadawife,butIleftherbehindinSiberia,shewasburiedthere。SoIamlivingasadaylabourer。 AndyetItellyou:sincethenIhavehadgoodaswellasbad。 HereIdonotwanttodie,mydear,Iwouldbegladtoliveanothertwentyyears;sotherehasbeenmoreofthegood。AndgreatisourmotherRussia!“andagainhegazedtoeachsideandlookedround。 “Grandfather,“Lipaasked,“whenanyonedies,howmanydaysdoeshissoulwalktheearth?“ “Whocantell!AskVavilahere,hehasbeentoschool。Nowtheyteachthemeverything。Vavila!“theoldmancalledtohim。 “Yes!“ “Vavila,whenanyonedieshowlongdoeshissoulwalktheearth? Vavilastoppedthehorseandonlythenanswered: “Ninedays。MyuncleKirilladiedandhissoullivedinourhutthirteendaysafter。“ “Howdoyouknow?“ “Forthirteendaystherewasaknockinginthestove。“ “Well,that’sallright。Goon,“saidtheoldman,anditcouldbeseenthathedidnotbelieveawordofallthat。 NearKuzmenkithecartturnedintothehighroadwhileLipawentstraighton。Itwasbynowgettinglight。AsshewentdownintotheravinetheUkleevohutsandthechurchwerehiddeninfog。Itwascold,anditseemedtoherthatthesamecuckoowascallingstill。 WhenLipareachedhomethecattlehadnotyetbeendrivenout; everyonewasasleep。Shesatdownonthestepsandwaited。Theoldmanwasthefirsttocomeout;heunderstoodallthathadhappenedfromthefirstglanceather,andforalongtimehecouldnotarticulateaword,butonlymovedhislipswithoutasound。 “Ech,Lipa,“hesaid,“youdidnottakecareofmygrandchild。 Varvarawasawakened。Sheclaspedherhandsandbrokeintosobs,andimmediatelybeganlayingoutthebaby。 “Andhewasaprettychild“shesaid。“Oh,dear,dear……Youonlyhadtheonechild,andyoudidnottakecareenoughofhim,yousillygirl。“ Therewasarequiemserviceinthemorningandtheevening。Thefuneraltookplacethenextday,andafterittheguestsandthepriestsateagreatdeal,andwithsuchgreedthatonemighthavethoughtthattheyhadnottastedfoodforalongtime。Lipawaitedattable,andthepriest,liftinghisforkonwhichtherewasasaltedmushroom,saidtoher: “Don’tgrieveforthebabe。Forofsuchisthekingdomofheaven。“ AndonlywhentheyhadallseparatedLiparealizedfullythattherewasnoNikiforandneverwouldbe,sherealizeditandbrokeintosobs。Andshedidnotknowwhatroomtogointotosob,forshefeltthatnowthatherchildwasdeadtherewasnoplaceforherinthehouse,thatshehadnoreasontobehere,thatshewasintheway;andtheothersfeltit,too。 “Nowwhatareyoubellowingfor?“Aksinyashouted,suddenlyappearinginthedoorway;inhonourofthefuneralshewasdressedallinnewclothesandhadpowderedherface。“Shutup!“ Lipatriedtostopbutcouldnot,andsobbedlouderthanever。 “Doyouhear?“shoutedAksinya,andshestampedherfootinviolentanger。“WhoisitIamspeakingto?Gooutoftheyardanddon’tsetfoothereagain,youconvictswife。Getaway。“ “There,there,there,“theoldmanputinfussily。“Aksinya,don’tmakesuchanoutcry,mygirl。Sheiscrying,itisonlynaturalherchildisdead。“ “’It’sonlynatural,’“Aksinyamimickedhim。“Letherstaythenighthere,anddon’tletmeseeatraceofherhereto-morrow! ’It’sonlynatural!’“shemimickedhimagain,and,laughing,shewentintotheshop。 EarlythenextmorningLipawentofftohermotheratTorguevo。 Atthepresenttimethestepsandthefrontdooroftheshophavebeenrepaintedandareasbrightasthoughtheywerenew,therearegaygeraniumsinthewindowsasofold,andwhathappenedinTsybukin’shouseandyardthreeyearsagoisalmostforgotten。 GrigoryPetrovitchislookeduponasthemasterashewasinolddays,butinrealityeverythinghaspassedintoAksinya’shands; shebuysandsells,andnothingcanbedonewithoutherconsent。 Thebrickyardisworkingwell;andasbricksarewantedfortherailwaythepricehasgoneuptotwenty-fourroublesathousand; peasantwomenandgirlscartthebrickstothestationandloadthemupinthetrucksandearnaquarter-roubleadayforthework。 AksinyahasgoneintopartnershipwiththeHryminJuniors,andtheirfactoryisnowcalledHryminJuniorsandCo。Theyhaveopenedatavernnearthestation,andnowtheexpensiveconcertinaisplayednotatthefactorybutatthetavern,andtheheadofthepostofficeoftengoesthere,andhe,too,isengagedinsomesortoftraffic,andthestationmaster,too。 HryminJuniorshavepresentedthedeafmanStepanwithagoldwatch,andheisconstantlytakingitoutofhispocketandputtingittohisear。 PeoplesayofAksinyathatshehasbecomeapersonofpower;anditistruethatwhenshedrivesinthemorningtoherbrickyard,handsomeandhappy,withthenaivesmileonherface,andafterwardswhensheisgivingordersthere,oneisawareofgreatpowerinher。Everyoneisafraidofherinthehouseandinthevillageandinthebrickyard。Whenshegoestotheposttheheadofthepostaldepartmentjumpsupandsaystoher: “Ihumblybegyoutobeseated,AksinyaAbramovna!“ Acertainlandowner,middle-agedbutfoppish,inatunicoffineclothandpatentleatherhighboots,soldherahorse,andwassocarriedawaybytalkingtoherthatheknockeddownthepricetomeetherwishes。Heheldherhandalongtimeand,lookingintohermerry,sly,naiveeyes,said: “Forawomanlikeyou,AksinyaAbramovna,Ishouldbereadytodoanythingyouplease。Onlysaywhenwecanmeetwherenoonewillinterferewithus?“ “Why,whenyouplease。“ Andsincethentheelderlyfopdrivesuptotheshopalmosteverydaytodrinkbeer。Andthebeerishorrid,bitteraswormwood。 Thelandownershakeshishead,buthedrinksit。 OldTsybukindoesnothaveanythingtodowiththebusinessnowatall。Hedoesnotkeepanymoneybecausehecannotdistinguishbetweenthegoodandthefalse,butheissilent,hesaysnothingofthisweakness。Hehasbecomeforgetful,andiftheydon’tgivehimfoodhedoesnotaskforit。Theyhavegrownusedtohavingdinnerwithouthim,andVarvaraoftensays: “Hewenttobedagainyesterdaywithoutanysupper。“ Andshesaysitunconcernedlybecausesheisusedtoit。Forsomereason,summerandwinteralike,hewearsafurcoat,andonlyinveryhotweatherhedoesnotgooutbutsitsathome。Asaruleputtingonhisfurcoat,wrappingitroundhimandturninguphiscollar,hewalksaboutthevillage,alongtheroadtothestation,orsitsfrommorningtillnightontheseatnearthechurchgates。Hesitstherewithoutstirring。Passers-bybowtohim,buthedoesnotrespond,forasofoldhedislikesthepeasants。Ifheisaskedaquestionheanswersquiterationallyandpolitely,butbriefly。 Thereisarumourgoingaboutinthevillagethathisdaughter-in-lawturnshimoutofthehouseandgiveshimnothingtoeat,andthatheisfedbycharity;someareglad,othersaresorryforhim。