第32章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:3654更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
“Iunderstand,YegorVlassitch。“ “Youdon’tunderstandifyouaregoingtocry。“ “II’mnotcrying,“saidPelagea,turningaway。“It’sasin,YegorVlassitch!Youmightstayadaywithlucklessme,anyway。It’stwelveyearssinceIwasmarriedtoyou,and andtherehasneveroncebeenlovebetweenus!I。Iamnotcrying。“ “Love“mutteredYegor,scratchinghishand。“Therecan’tbeanylove。It’sonlyinnamewearehusbandandwife;wearen’treally。InyoureyesIamawildman,andinmineyouareasimplepeasantwomanwithnounderstanding。Arewewellmatched? Iamafree,pampered,profligateman,whileyouareaworkingwoman,goinginbarkshoesandneverstraighteningyourback。ThewayIthinkofmyselfisthatIamtheforemostmanineverykindofsport,andyoulookatmewithpity。Isthatbeingwellmatched?“ “Butwearemarried,youknow,YegorVlassitch,“sobbedPelagea。 “Notmarriedofourfreewill。Haveyouforgotten?YouhavetothankCountSergeyPaylovitchandyourself。Outofenvy,becauseIshotbetterthanhedid,theCountkeptgivingmewineforawholemonth,andwhenaman’sdrunkyoucouldmakehimchangehisreligion,letalonegettingmarried。TopaymeouthemarriedmetoyouwhenIwasdrunk。Ahuntsmantoaherd-girl!YousawIwasdrunk,whydidyoumarryme?Youwerenotaserf,youknow;youcouldhaveresisted。Ofcourseitwasabitofluckforaherd-girltomarryahuntsman,butyououghttohavethoughtaboutit。Well,nowbemiserable,cry。It’sajokefortheCount,butacryingmatterforyou。Beatyourselfagainstthewall。“ Asilencefollowed。Threewildducksflewovertheclearing。 Yegorfollowedthemwithhiseyestill,transformedintothreescarcelyvisibledots,theysankdownfarbeyondtheforest。 “Howdoyoulive?“heasked,movinghiseyesfromtheduckstoPelagea。 “NowIamgoingouttowork,andinthewinterItakeachildfromtheFoundlingHospitalandbringituponthebottle。Theygivemearoubleandahalfamonth。“ “Oh。“ Againasilence。Fromthestripthathadbeenreapedfloatedasoftsongwhichbrokeoffattheverybeginning。Itwastoohottosing。 “TheysayyouhaveputupanewhutforAkulina,“saidPelagea。 Yegordidnotspeak。 “Sosheisdeartoyou。“ “It’syourluck,it’sfate!“saidthehuntsman,stretching。“Youmustputupwithit,poorthing。Butgood-bye,I’vebeenchatteringlongenough。ImustbeatBoltovobytheevening。“ Yegorrose,stretchedhimself,andslunghisgunoverhisshoulder;Pelageagotup。 “Andwhenareyoucomingtothevillage?“sheaskedsoftly。 “Ihavenoreasonto,Ishallnevercomesober,andyouhavelittletogainfrommedrunk;IamspitefulwhenIamdrunk。 Good-bye!“ “Good-bye,YegorVlassitch。“ Yegorputhiscaponthebackofhisheadand,clickingtohisdog,wentonhisway。Pelageastoodstilllookingafterhim……Shesawhismovingshoulder-blades,hisjauntycap,hislazy,carelessstep,andhereyeswerefullofsadnessandtenderaffection。Hergazeflittedoverherhusband’stall,leanfigureandcaressedandfondledit。He,asthoughhefeltthatgaze,stoppedandlookedround。Hedidnotspeak,butfromhisface,fromhisshruggedshoulders,Pelageacouldseethathewantedtosaysomethingtoher。Shewentuptohimtimidlyandlookedathimwithimploringeyes。 “Takeit,“hesaid,turninground。 Hegaveheracrumpledroublenoteandwalkedquicklyaway。 “Good-bye,YegorVlassitch,“shesaid,mechanicallytakingtherouble。 Hewalkedbyalongroad,straightasatautstrap。She,paleandmotionlessasastatue,stood,hereyesseizingeverystephetook。Buttheredofhisshirtmeltedintothedarkcolourofhistrousers,hisstepcouldnotbeseen,andthedogcouldnotbedistinguishedfromtheboots。Nothingcouldbeseenbutthecap,andsuddenlyYegorturnedoffsharplyintotheclearingandthecapvanishedinthegreenness。 “Good-bye,YegorVlassitch,“whisperedPelagea,andshestoodontiptoetoseethewhitecaponcemore。 HAPPINESS AFLOCKofsheepwasspendingthenightonthebroadstepperoadthatiscalledthegreathighway。Twoshepherdswereguardingit。 One,atoothlessoldmanofeighty,withatremulousface,waslyingonhisstomachattheveryedgeoftheroad,leaninghiselbowsonthedustyleavesofaplantain;theother,ayoungfellowwiththickblackeyebrowsandnomoustache,dressedinthecoarsecanvasofwhichcheapsacksaremade,waslyingonhisback,withhisarmsunderhishead,lookingupwardsatthesky,wherethestarswereslumberingandtheMilkyWaylaystretchedexactlyabovehisface。 Theshepherdswerenotalone。Acoupleofyardsfromthemintheduskthatshroudedtheroadahorsemadeapatchofdarkness,and,besideit,leaningagainstthesaddle,stoodamaninhighbootsandashortfull-skirtedjacketwholookedlikeanoverseeronsomebigestate。Judgingfromhisuprightandmotionlessfigure,fromhismanners,andhisbehaviourtotheshepherdsandtohishorse,hewasaserious,reasonablemanwhoknewhisownvalue;eveninthedarknesssignscouldbedetectedinhimofmilitarycarriageandofthemajesticallycondescendingexpressiongainedbyfrequentintercoursewiththegentryandtheirstewards。 Thesheepwereasleep。Againstthegreybackgroundofthedawn,alreadybeginningtocovertheeasternpartofthesky,thesilhouettesofsheepthatwerenotasleepcouldbeseenhereandthere;theystoodwithdroopingheads,thinking。Theirthoughts,tediousandoppressive,calledforthbyimagesofnothingbutthebroadsteppeandthesky,thedaysandthenights,probablyweigheduponthemthemselves,crushingthemintoapathy;and,standingthereasthoughrootedtotheearth,theynoticedneitherthepresenceofastrangernortheuneasinessofthedogs。 Thedrowsy,stagnantairwasfullofthemonotonousnoiseinseparablefromasummernightonthesteppes;thegrasshopperschirrupedincessantly;thequailscalled,andtheyoungnightingalestrilledlanguidlyhalfamileawayinaravinewhereastreamflowedandwillowsgrew。 Theoverseerhadhaltedtoasktheshepherdsforalightforhispipe。Helighteditinsilenceandsmokedthewholepipe;then,stillwithoututteringaword,stoodwithhiselbowonthesaddle,plungedinthought。Theyoungshepherdtooknonoticeofhim,hestilllaygazingattheskywhiletheoldmanslowlylookedtheoverseerupanddownandthenasked: “Why,aren’tyouPanteleyfromMakarov’sestate?“ “That’smyself,“answeredtheoverseer。 “Tobesure,Iseeitis。Ididn’tknowyou——thatisasignyouwillberich。WherehasGodbroughtyoufrom?“ “FromtheKovylyevskyfields。“ “That’sagoodway。Areyoulettingthelandonthepart-cropsystem?“ “Partofit。Somelikethat,andsomewearelettingonlease,andsomeforraisingmelonsandcucumbers。Ihavejustcomefromthemill。“ Abigshaggyoldsheep-dogofadirtywhitecolourwithwoollytuftsaboutitsnoseandeyeswalkedthreetimesquietlyroundthehorse,tryingtoseemunconcernedinthepresenceofstrangers,thenallatoncedashedsuddenlyfrombehindattheoverseerwithanangryagedgrowl;theotherdogscouldnotrefrainfromleapinguptoo。 “Liedown,youdamnedbrute,“criedtheoldman,raisinghimselfonhiselbow;“blastyou,youdevil’screature。“ Whenthedogswerequietagain,theoldmanresumedhisformerattitudeandsaidquietly: “ItwasatKovylionAscensionDaythatYefimZhmenyadied。Don’tspeakofitinthedark,itisasintomentionsuchpeople。Hewasawickedoldman。Idaresayyouhaveheard。“ “No,Ihaven’t“ “YefimZhmenya,theuncleofStyopka,theblacksmith。Thewholedistrictroundknewhim。Aye,hewasacursedoldman,hewas!I knewhimforsixtyyears,eversinceTsarAlexanderwhobeattheFrenchwasbroughtfromTaganrogtoMoscow。WewenttogethertomeetthedeadTsar,andinthosedaysthegreathighwaydidnotruntoBahmut,butfromEsaulovkatoGorodishtche,andwhereKovyliisnow,therewerebustards’nests——therewasabustard’snestateverystep。EventhenIhadnoticedthatYefimhadgivenhissoultodamnation,andthattheEvilOnewasinhim。Ihaveobservedthatifanymanofthepeasantclassisapttobesilent,takesupwitholdwomen’sjobs,andtriestoliveinsolitude,thereisnogoodinit,andYefimfromhisyouthupwasalwaysonetoholdhistongueandlookatyousideways,healwaysseemedtobesulkyandbristlinglikeacockbeforeahen。