第38章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:4193更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
GrannyputSashabyherkitchen-gardenandtoldhertokeepwatchthatthegeesedidnotgoin。ItwasahotAugustday。Thetavernkeeper’sgeesecouldmaketheirwayintothekitchen-gardenbythebacksofthehuts,butnowtheywerebusilyengagedpickingupoatsbythetavern,peacefullyconversingtogether,andonlythegandercranedhisheadhighasthoughtryingtoseewhethertheoldwomanwerecomingwithherstick。Theothergeesemightcomeupfrombelow,buttheywerenowgrazingfarawaytheothersideoftheriver,stretchedoutinalongwhitegarlandaboutthemeadow。Sashastoodaboutalittle,grewweary,and,seeingthatthegeesewerenotcoming,wentawaytotheravine。 ThereshesawMarya’seldestdaughterMotka,whowasstandingmotionlessonabigstone,staringatthechurch。Maryahadgivenbirthtothirteenchildren,butsheonlyhadsixliving,allgirls,notoneboy,andtheeldestwaseight。Motkainalongsmockwasstandingbarefootedinthefullsunshine;thesunwasblazingdownrightonherhead,butshedidnotnoticethat,andseemedasthoughturnedtostone。Sashastoodbesideherandsaid,lookingatthechurch: “Godlivesinthechurch。Menhavelampsandcandles,butGodhaslittlegreenandredandbluelampslikelittleeyes。AtnightGodwalksaboutthechurch,andwithHimtheHolyMotherofGodandSaintNikolay,thud,thud,thud!Andthewatchmanisterrified,terrified!Aye,aye,dearie,“sheadded,imitatinghermother。“Andwhentheendoftheworldcomesallthechurcheswillbecarrieduptoheaven。“ “Withthe-irbe-ells?“Motkaaskedinherdeepvoice,drawlingeverysyllable。 “Withtheirbells。AndwhentheendoftheworldcomesthegoodwillgotoParadise,buttheangrywillburninfireeternalandunquenchable,dearie。TomymotheraswellastoMaryaGodwillsay:’Youneveroffendedanyone,andforthatgototherighttoParadise’;buttoKiryakandGrannyHewillsay:’Yougototheleftintothefire。’AndanyonewhohaseatenmeatinLentwillgointothefire,too。“ Shelookedupwardsatthesky,openingwidehereyes,andsaid: “Lookattheskywithoutwinking,youwillseeangels。“ Motkabeganlookingatthesky,too,andaminutepassedinsilence。 “Doyouseethem?“askedSasha。 “Idon’t,“saidMotkainherdeepvoice。 “ButIdo。Littleangelsareflyingabouttheskyandflap,flapwiththeirlittlewingsasthoughtheyweregnats。“ Motkathoughtforalittle,withhereyesontheground,andasked: “WillGrannyburn?“ “Shewill,dearie。“ Fromthestoneanevengentlesloperandowntothebottom,coveredwithsoftgreengrass,whichonelongedtoliedownonortotouchwithone’shandsSashalaydownandrolledtothebottom。Motkawithagrave,severeface,takingadeepbreath,laydown,too,androlledtothebottom,andindoingsotorehersmockfromthehemtotheshoulder。 “Whatfunitis!“saidSasha,delighted。 Theywalkeduptothetoptorolldownagain,butatthatmomenttheyheardashrill,familiarvoice。Oh,howawfulitwas! Granny,atoothless,bony,hunchbackedfigure,withshortgreyhairwhichwasflutteringinthewind,wasdrivingthegeeseoutofthekitchen-gardenwithalongstick,shouting。 “Theyhavetrampledallthecabbages,thedamnedbrutes!I’dcutyourthroats,thriceaccursedplagues!Badlucktoyou!“ Shesawthelittlegirls,flungdownthestickandpickedupaswitch,and,seizingSashabytheneckwithherfingers,thinandhardasthegnarledbranchesofatree,beganwhippingher。Sashacriedwithpainandterror,whilethegander,waddlingandstretchinghisneck,wentuptotheoldwomanandhissedather,andwhenhewentbacktohisflockallthegeesegreetedhimapprovinglywith“Ga-ga-ga!“ThenGrannyproceededtowhipMotka,andinthisMotka’ssmockwastornagain。Feelingindespair,andcryingloudly,Sashawenttothehuttocomplain。Motkafollowedher;she,too,wascryingonadeepernote,withoutwipinghertears,andherfacewasaswetasthoughithadbeendippedinwater。 “HolySaints!“criedOlga,aghast,asthetwocameintothehut。 “QueenofHeaven!“ Sashabegantellingherstory,whileatthesametimeGrannywalkedinwithastormofshrillcriesandabuse;thenFyoklaflewintoarage,andtherewasanuproarinthehut。 “Nevermind,nevermind!“Olga,paleandupset,triedtocomfortthem,strokingSasha’shead。“Sheisyourgrandmother;it’sasintobeangrywithher。Nevermind,mychild。“ Nikolay,whowaswornoutalreadybytheeverlastinghubbub,hunger,stiflingfumes,filth,whohatedanddespisedthepoverty,whowasashamedforhiswifeanddaughtertoseehisfatherandmother,swunghislegsoffthestoveandsaidinanirritable,tearfulvoice,addressinghismother: “Youmustnotbeather!Youhavenorighttobeather!“ “Youlierottingonthestove,youwretchedcreature!“Fyoklashoutedathimspitefully。“Thedevilbroughtyouallonus,eatingusoutofhouseandhome。“ SashaandMotkaandallthelittlegirlsinthehuthuddledonthestoveinthecornerbehindNikolay’sback,andfromthatrefugelistenedinsilentterror,andthebeatingoftheirlittleheartscouldbedistinctlyheard。Wheneverthereissomeoneinafamilywhohaslongbeenill,andhopelesslyill,therecomepainfulmomentswhenalltimidly,secretly,atthebottomoftheirheartslongforhisdeath;andonlythechildrenfearthedeathofsomeonenearthem,andalwaysfeelhorrifiedatthethoughtofit。Andnowthechildren,withbatedbreath,withamournfullookontheirfaces,gazedatNikolayandthoughtthathewassoontodie;andtheywantedtocryandtosaysomethingfriendlyandcompassionatetohim。 HepressedclosetoOlga,asthoughseekingprotection,andsaidtohersoftlyinaquaveringvoice: “Olyadarling,Ican’tstayherelonger。It’smorethanIcanbear。ForGod’ssake,forChrist’ssake,writetoyoursisterKlavdiaAbramovna。Lethersellandpawneverythingshehas;lethersendusthemoney。Wewillgoawayfromhere。Oh,Lord,“hewentonmiserably,“tohaveonepeepatMoscow!IfIcouldseeitinmydreams,thedearplace! Andwhentheeveningcameon,anditwasdarkinthehut,itwassodismalthatitwashardtoutteraword。Granny,veryill-tempered,soakedsomecrustsofryebreadinacup,andwasalongtime,awholehour,suckingatthem。Marya,aftermilkingthecow,broughtinapailofmilkandsetitonabench;thenGrannypoureditfromthepailintoajugjustasslowlyanddeliberately,evidentlypleasedthatitwasnowtheFastoftheAssumption,sothatnoonewoulddrinkmilkanditwouldbeleftuntouched。AndsheonlypouredoutaverylittleinasaucerforFyokla’sbaby。WhenMaryaandshecarriedthejugdowntothecellarMotkasuddenlystirred,clambereddownfromthestove,andgoingtothebenchwherestoodthewoodencupfullofcrusts,sprinkledintoitsomemilkfromthesaucer。 Granny,comingbackintothehut,satdowntohersoakedcrustsagain,whileSashaandMotka,sittingonthestove,gazedather,andtheyweregladthatshehadbrokenherfastandnowwouldgotohell。Theywerecomfortedandlaydowntosleep,andSashaasshedozedofftosleepimaginedtheDayofJudgment:ahugefirewasburning,somewhatlikeapotter’skiln,andtheEvilOne,withhornslikeacow’s,andblackallover,wasdrivingGrannyintothefirewithalongstick,justasGrannyherselfhadbeendrivingthegeese。 OnthedayoftheFeastoftheAssumption,betweentenandelevenintheevening,thegirlsandladswhoweremerrymakinginthemeadowsuddenlyraisedaclamourandoutcry,andraninthedirectionofthevillage;andthosewhowereaboveontheedgeoftheravinecouldnotforthefirstmomentmakeoutwhatwasthematter。 “Fire!Fire!“theyhearddesperateshoutsfrombelow。“Thevillageisonfire!“ Thosewhoweresittingabovelookedround,andaterribleandextraordinaryspectaclemettheireyes。Onthethatchedroofofoneoftheendcottagesstoodacolumnofflame,sevenfeethigh,whichcurledroundandscatteredsparksinalldirectionsasthoughitwereafountain。Andallatoncethewholeroofburstintobrightflame,andthecracklingofthefirewasaudible。 Thelightofthemoonwasdimmed,andthewholevillagewasbynowbathedinaredquiveringglow:blackshadowsmovedovertheground,therewasasmellofburning,andthosewhoranupfrombelowwereallgaspingandcouldnotspeakfortrembling;theyjostledagainsteachother,felldown,andtheycouldhardlyseeintheunaccustomedlight,anddidnotrecognizeeachother。Itwasterrible。Whatseemedparticularlydreadfulwasthatdoveswereflyingoverthefireinthesmoke;andinthetavern,wheretheydidnotyetknowofthefire,theywerestillsingingandplayingtheconcertinaasthoughtherewerenothingthematter。 “UncleSemyon’sonfire,“shoutedaloud,coarsevoice。 Maryawasfussingaboutroundherhut,weepingandwringingherhands,whileherteethchattered,thoughthefirewasalongwayoffattheotherendofthevillage。Nikolaycameoutinhighfeltboots,thechildrenranoutintheirlittlesmocks。Nearthevillageconstable’shutanironsheetwasstruck。Boom,boom,boom!floatedthroughtheair,andthisrepeated,persistentsoundsentapangtotheheartandturnedonecold。 Theoldwomenstoodwiththeholyikons。Sheep,calves,cowsweredrivenoutoftheback-yardsintothestreet;boxes,sheepskins,tubswerecarriedout。Ablackstallion,whowaskeptapartfromthedroveofhorsesbecausehekickedandinjuredthem,onbeingsetfreeranonceortwiceupanddownthevillage,neighingandpawingtheground;thensuddenlystoppedshortnearacartandbegankickingitwithhishind-legs。