第17章

类别:其他 作者:Edward Phillips Oppenheim字数:3069更新时间:18/12/27 08:36:27
“Sitdownandtalktome,“shemurmured。“Doyouremembertheolddays,whenyouwereaverytimidyoungsecretaryofSirGeorgeNomsom,andIwasamaid-of-honourattheVienneseCourt?Dearme,howyouhavechanged!“ “Time,“hesaid,“willnotstandstillforallofus。Yetmymemorytellsmehowpossibleitwouldbe-forindeedthosedaysseembutasyesterday。“ Helookedupatherwithasuddenjealousy。Histoneshookwithpassion。NoonewouldhaverecognisedBrottnow。Inhisfiercesthourofdebate,hishourofgreatesttrial,hehadwornhismask,alwaysmasterofhimselfandhisspeech。Andnowhehadcastitoff。Hiseyeswerehungry,hislipstwitched。 “Asyesterday!Lucille,IcouldkillyouwhenIthinkofthosedays。Fortwentyyearsyourkisshaslainuponmylips-andyou-withyou-ithasbeendifferent。“ Shelaughedsoftlyuponhim,laughedmorewithhereyesthanwithherlips。Shewatchedhimcuriously。 “Dearme!“shemurmured,“whatwouldyouhave?Iamawoman-I havebeenawomanallmydays,andthememoryofonekissgrowscold。 SoIwilladmitthatwithme-ithasbeendifferent。Come!Whatthen?“ Hegroaned。 “Iwonder,“hesaid,“whatmiserablefate,whatcursedstrokeoffortunebroughtyouoncemoreintomylife?“ Shethrewherheadbackandlaughedathim,thistimeheartily,unaffectedly。 “Whatadorablecandour!“sheexclaimed。“Mydearfriend,howamiableyouare。“ Helookedathersteadfastly,andsomehowthelaughdiedawayfromherlips。 “Lucille,willyoumarryme?“ “Marryyou?I?Certainlynot。“ “Andwhynot?“ “Forascoreofreasons,ifyouwantthem,“sheanswered。“First,becauseIthinkitisdelightfultohaveyouforafriend。Icanneverquitetellwhatyouaregoingtodoorsay。AsahusbandI amalmostsurethatyouwouldbemonotonous。Butthen,howcouldyouavoidit?Itismadnesstothinkofdestroyingapleasantfriendshipinsuchamanner。“ “Youaremockingme,“hesaidsadly。 “Well,“shesaid,“whynot?Yourownproposalisamockery。 “Amockery!Myproposal!“ “Yes,“sheansweredsteadily。“Youknowquitewellthattheverythoughtofsuchathingbetweenyouandmeisanabsurdity。I abhoryourpolitics,Idetestyourparty。Youareambitious,I know。YouintendtobePrimeMinister,apeople’sPrimeMinister。 Well,formypart,Ihatethepeople。Iamanaristocrat。AsyourwifeIshouldbeinaperfectlyridiculousposition。Howfoolish!Youhaveledmeintotalkingofthisthingseriously。 Letusforgetallthisrubbish。“ Hestoodbeforeher-waitingpatiently,hismouthcloseset,hismannerdoggedwithpurpose。 “Itisnotrubbish,“hesaid。“ItistruethatIshallbePrimeMinister。Itistruealsothatyouwillbemywife。“ Sheshrankbackfromhim-uneasily。Thefireinhiseyes,theringinhistonedistressedher。 “Asformypolitics,youdonotunderstandthem。Butyoushall!I willconvertyoutomywayofthinking。Yes,Iwilldothat。Thecauseofthepeople,offreedom,istheonegreatimpulsewhichbeatsthroughalltheworld。Youtooshallhearit。“ “Thankyou,“shesaid。“Ihavenowishtohearit。Idonotbelieveinwhatyoucallfreedomforthepeople。IhavediscoveredinAmericahowuncomfortableapeople’scountrycanhe。“ “YetyoumarriedanAmerican。YoucallyourselfstilltheCountessRadantz……butyoumarriedMr。JamesB。Peterson!“ “Itistrue,myfriend,“sheanswered。“ButtheAmericaninquestionwasapersonofcultureandintelligence,andathearthewasnomoreademocratthanIam。Further,Iamanextravagantwoman,andhewasamillionaire。“ “Andyou,afterhisdeath,withoutnecessity-wenttoburyyourselfinhiscountry。“ “Whynot?“ “Iamjealousofeveryyearofyourlifewhichlieshiddenfromme,“ hesaidslowly。 “Dearme-howuncomfortable!“ “Beforeyou-reappeared,“hesaid,“Ihadlearnt,yesIhadlearnttodowithoutyou。Ihadsealeduptheonechapterofmylifewhichhadinitanythingtodowithsentiment。Yourcominghasalteredallthat。Youhavedisturbedthefocusofmyambitions。 Lucille!Ihavelovedyouformorethanhalfalifetime。Isn’tittimeIhadmyreward?“ Hetookaquicksteptowardsher。Inhistonewastheringofmastery,thelightinhiseyeswascompelling。Sheshrankback,butheseizedoneofherhands。Itlaybetweenhis,acolddeadthing。 “Whathavemypoliticstodowithit?“heaskedfiercely。“YouarenotanEnglishwoman。BecontentthatIshallsetyoufarabovethesegodsofmylaterlife。Thereismyworktobedone,andI shalldoit。Letmebejudgeofthesethings。Believemethatitisagreatwork。Ifyouareambitious-giveyourambitionsintomykeeping,andIwillgratifythem。OnlyIcannotbearthissuspense-thesechangingmoods。Marryme-nowatonce,orsendmebacktotheoldlife。“ Shedrewherfingersaway,andsankdownintohereasy-chair。Herheadwasburiedinherhands。Wasshethinkingorweeping?Hecouldnotdecide。Whilehehesitatedshelookedup,andhesawthattherewasnotraceoftearsuponherface。 “Youaretoomasterful,“shesaidgently。“Iwillnotmarryyou。 Iwillnotgivemyselfbodyandsoultoanyman。Yetthatiswhatyouask。Iamnotagirl。Myopinionsareasdeartomeintheirwayasyoursaretoyou。Youwantmetoclosemyeyeswhileyoudropsugarplumsintomymouth。Thatisnotmyideaoflife。I thinkthatyouhadbettergoaway。Letusforgetthesethings。“ “Verywell,“heanswered。“Itshallbeasyousay。“Hedidnotwaitforhertoring,nordidheattemptanysortoffarewell。Hesimplytookuphishat,andbeforeshecouldrealisehisintentionhehadlefttheroom。Lucillesatquitestill,lookingintothefire。 “Ifonly,“shemurmured,“ifonlythisweretheend。“ Dusonenteredthesitting-room,noiselessasever,withpale,passionlessface,theabsoluteprototypeoftheperfectFrenchservant,towhomanyexpressionofvigorouslifeseemstosavourofpresumption。Hecarriedasmallsilversalver,onwhichreposedacard。 “Thegentlemanisintheante-room,sir,“heannounced。 Mr。Sabintookupthecardandstudiedit。 “LordRobertFoulkes。“ “DoIknowthisgentleman,Duson?“Mr。Sabinasked。 “Nottomyknowledge,sir,“themananswered。 “Youmustshowhimin,“Mr。Sabinsaid,withasigh。“Inthiscountryonemustneverberudetoalord。“ Dusonobeyed。LordRobertFoulkeswasasmallyoungman,verycarefullygroomed,nondescriptinappearance。HesmiledpleasantlyatMr。Sabinanddrewoffhisgloves。 “Howdoyoudo,Mr。Sabin?“hesaid。“Don’trememberme,Idaresay。 MetyouonceortwicelasttimeyouwereinLondon。IwishIcouldsaythatIwasgladtoseeyouhereagain。“ Mr。Sabin’sforeheadlostitswrinkle。Heknewwherehewasnow。 “Sitdown,LordRobert,“hebegged。“Idonotrememberyou,itistrue,butIamgettinganoldman。Mymemorysometimesplaysmestrangetricks。“ TheyoungmanlookedatMr。Sabinandlaughedsoftly。Indeed,Mr。Sabinhadverylittletheappearanceofanoldman。Hewasleaningwithbothhandsclaspeduponhisstick,hisfacealert,hiseyesbrightandsearching。