“Sitdownandtalktome,“shemurmured。“Doyouremembertheolddays,whenyouwereaverytimidyoungsecretaryofSirGeorgeNomsom,andIwasamaid-of-honourattheVienneseCourt?Dearme,howyouhavechanged!“
“Time,“hesaid,“willnotstandstillforallofus。Yetmymemorytellsmehowpossibleitwouldbe-forindeedthosedaysseembutasyesterday。“
Helookedupatherwithasuddenjealousy。Histoneshookwithpassion。NoonewouldhaverecognisedBrottnow。Inhisfiercesthourofdebate,hishourofgreatesttrial,hehadwornhismask,alwaysmasterofhimselfandhisspeech。Andnowhehadcastitoff。Hiseyeswerehungry,hislipstwitched。
“Asyesterday!Lucille,IcouldkillyouwhenIthinkofthosedays。Fortwentyyearsyourkisshaslainuponmylips-andyou-withyou-ithasbeendifferent。“
Shelaughedsoftlyuponhim,laughedmorewithhereyesthanwithherlips。Shewatchedhimcuriously。
“Dearme!“shemurmured,“whatwouldyouhave?Iamawoman-I
havebeenawomanallmydays,andthememoryofonekissgrowscold。
SoIwilladmitthatwithme-ithasbeendifferent。Come!Whatthen?“
Hegroaned。
“Iwonder,“hesaid,“whatmiserablefate,whatcursedstrokeoffortunebroughtyouoncemoreintomylife?“
Shethrewherheadbackandlaughedathim,thistimeheartily,unaffectedly。
“Whatadorablecandour!“sheexclaimed。“Mydearfriend,howamiableyouare。“
Helookedathersteadfastly,andsomehowthelaughdiedawayfromherlips。
“Lucille,willyoumarryme?“
“Marryyou?I?Certainlynot。“
“Andwhynot?“
“Forascoreofreasons,ifyouwantthem,“sheanswered。“First,becauseIthinkitisdelightfultohaveyouforafriend。Icanneverquitetellwhatyouaregoingtodoorsay。AsahusbandI
amalmostsurethatyouwouldbemonotonous。Butthen,howcouldyouavoidit?Itismadnesstothinkofdestroyingapleasantfriendshipinsuchamanner。“
“Youaremockingme,“hesaidsadly。
“Well,“shesaid,“whynot?Yourownproposalisamockery。
“Amockery!Myproposal!“
“Yes,“sheansweredsteadily。“Youknowquitewellthattheverythoughtofsuchathingbetweenyouandmeisanabsurdity。I
abhoryourpolitics,Idetestyourparty。Youareambitious,I
know。YouintendtobePrimeMinister,apeople’sPrimeMinister。
Well,formypart,Ihatethepeople。Iamanaristocrat。AsyourwifeIshouldbeinaperfectlyridiculousposition。Howfoolish!Youhaveledmeintotalkingofthisthingseriously。
Letusforgetallthisrubbish。“
Hestoodbeforeher-waitingpatiently,hismouthcloseset,hismannerdoggedwithpurpose。
“Itisnotrubbish,“hesaid。“ItistruethatIshallbePrimeMinister。Itistruealsothatyouwillbemywife。“
Sheshrankbackfromhim-uneasily。Thefireinhiseyes,theringinhistonedistressedher。
“Asformypolitics,youdonotunderstandthem。Butyoushall!I
willconvertyoutomywayofthinking。Yes,Iwilldothat。Thecauseofthepeople,offreedom,istheonegreatimpulsewhichbeatsthroughalltheworld。Youtooshallhearit。“
“Thankyou,“shesaid。“Ihavenowishtohearit。Idonotbelieveinwhatyoucallfreedomforthepeople。IhavediscoveredinAmericahowuncomfortableapeople’scountrycanhe。“
“YetyoumarriedanAmerican。YoucallyourselfstilltheCountessRadantz……butyoumarriedMr。JamesB。Peterson!“
“Itistrue,myfriend,“sheanswered。“ButtheAmericaninquestionwasapersonofcultureandintelligence,andathearthewasnomoreademocratthanIam。Further,Iamanextravagantwoman,andhewasamillionaire。“
“Andyou,afterhisdeath,withoutnecessity-wenttoburyyourselfinhiscountry。“
“Whynot?“
“Iamjealousofeveryyearofyourlifewhichlieshiddenfromme,“
hesaidslowly。
“Dearme-howuncomfortable!“
“Beforeyou-reappeared,“hesaid,“Ihadlearnt,yesIhadlearnttodowithoutyou。Ihadsealeduptheonechapterofmylifewhichhadinitanythingtodowithsentiment。Yourcominghasalteredallthat。Youhavedisturbedthefocusofmyambitions。
Lucille!Ihavelovedyouformorethanhalfalifetime。Isn’tittimeIhadmyreward?“
Hetookaquicksteptowardsher。Inhistonewastheringofmastery,thelightinhiseyeswascompelling。Sheshrankback,butheseizedoneofherhands。Itlaybetweenhis,acolddeadthing。
“Whathavemypoliticstodowithit?“heaskedfiercely。“YouarenotanEnglishwoman。BecontentthatIshallsetyoufarabovethesegodsofmylaterlife。Thereismyworktobedone,andI
shalldoit。Letmebejudgeofthesethings。Believemethatitisagreatwork。Ifyouareambitious-giveyourambitionsintomykeeping,andIwillgratifythem。OnlyIcannotbearthissuspense-thesechangingmoods。Marryme-nowatonce,orsendmebacktotheoldlife。“
Shedrewherfingersaway,andsankdownintohereasy-chair。Herheadwasburiedinherhands。Wasshethinkingorweeping?Hecouldnotdecide。Whilehehesitatedshelookedup,andhesawthattherewasnotraceoftearsuponherface。
“Youaretoomasterful,“shesaidgently。“Iwillnotmarryyou。
Iwillnotgivemyselfbodyandsoultoanyman。Yetthatiswhatyouask。Iamnotagirl。Myopinionsareasdeartomeintheirwayasyoursaretoyou。Youwantmetoclosemyeyeswhileyoudropsugarplumsintomymouth。Thatisnotmyideaoflife。I
thinkthatyouhadbettergoaway。Letusforgetthesethings。“
“Verywell,“heanswered。“Itshallbeasyousay。“Hedidnotwaitforhertoring,nordidheattemptanysortoffarewell。Hesimplytookuphishat,andbeforeshecouldrealisehisintentionhehadlefttheroom。Lucillesatquitestill,lookingintothefire。
“Ifonly,“shemurmured,“ifonlythisweretheend。“
Dusonenteredthesitting-room,noiselessasever,withpale,passionlessface,theabsoluteprototypeoftheperfectFrenchservant,towhomanyexpressionofvigorouslifeseemstosavourofpresumption。Hecarriedasmallsilversalver,onwhichreposedacard。
“Thegentlemanisintheante-room,sir,“heannounced。
Mr。Sabintookupthecardandstudiedit。
“LordRobertFoulkes。“
“DoIknowthisgentleman,Duson?“Mr。Sabinasked。
“Nottomyknowledge,sir,“themananswered。
“Youmustshowhimin,“Mr。Sabinsaid,withasigh。“Inthiscountryonemustneverberudetoalord。“
Dusonobeyed。LordRobertFoulkeswasasmallyoungman,verycarefullygroomed,nondescriptinappearance。HesmiledpleasantlyatMr。Sabinanddrewoffhisgloves。
“Howdoyoudo,Mr。Sabin?“hesaid。“Don’trememberme,Idaresay。
MetyouonceortwicelasttimeyouwereinLondon。IwishIcouldsaythatIwasgladtoseeyouhereagain。“
Mr。Sabin’sforeheadlostitswrinkle。Heknewwherehewasnow。
“Sitdown,LordRobert,“hebegged。“Idonotrememberyou,itistrue,butIamgettinganoldman。Mymemorysometimesplaysmestrangetricks。“
TheyoungmanlookedatMr。Sabinandlaughedsoftly。Indeed,Mr。Sabinhadverylittletheappearanceofanoldman。Hewasleaningwithbothhandsclaspeduponhisstick,hisfacealert,hiseyesbrightandsearching。