第19章

类别:其他 作者:Edward Phillips Oppenheim字数:5644更新时间:18/12/27 08:36:27
Nevertheless,Mr。Sabinlunchedwithdiscretion,asusual,butwithnolackofappetite。Itchancedthattheywerealone。LordCamperdownwasdownintheMidlandsforaday’shunting,andHelenehadensuredtheirseclusionfromanyonewhomightdropinbyawhisperedwordtothehailporterastheypassedintothehouse。 ItseemedtoherthatshehadneverfoundMr。Sabinmoreentertaining,hadnevermoreappreciatedhisraregiftofeffortlessandanecdotalconversation。Whatamarvelousmemory!Heknewsomethingofeverycountryfromtheinside。Hehadbeenbroughtatvarioustimesduringhislongdiplomaticcareerintocontactwithmostoftheinterestingpeopleintheworld。Heknewwellhowtoseparatethegrainfromthechaffaccordingtothetastesofhislistener。Thepathosofhispresentpositionappealedtoherirresistibly。Thepossibilitiesofhislifehadbeensogreat,fortunehadtreatedhimalwayssostrangely。Thegreatestofhisschemeshadcomesoneartosuccess,theluckhadturnedagainsthimonlyattheverymomentoffruition。HelenefeltverykindlytowardsherUNCLEassheledhim,afterluncheon,toaquietcornerofthewintergarden,whereaservanthadalreadyarrangedatablewithcoffeeandliqueursandcigarettes。Unscrupulousallhislife,therehadbeenanelementofgreatnessinallhisschemes。Evenhisfailureshadbeenmagnificent,forhissuccesseshehimselfhadseldomreapedthereward。Andnowintheautumnofhisdaysshefeltdimlythathewasthreatenedwithsomeevilthingagainstwhichhestoodatbaysingle-handed,likelyperhapstobeoverpowered。 Fortherewassomethinginhisfacejustnowwhichwasstrangetoher。 “Helene,“hesaidquietly,“Isupposethatyou,whoknewnothingofmetillyouleftschool,havelookeduponmealwaysasaselfish,passionlesscreature-aweaverofplots,perhapssometimesadreamerofdreams,butapersonwhollyself-centred,alwaysself-engrossed?“ Sheshookherhead。 “Notselfish!“sheobjected。“No,Ineverthoughtthat。Itisthewrongword。“ “Atleast,“hesaid,“youwillbesurprisedtohearthatIhavelovedonewomanallmylife。“ Shelookedathimhalfdoubtfully。 “Yes,“shesaid,“Iamsurprisedtohearthat。“ “Iwillsurpriseyoustillmore。IwasmarriedtoherinAmericawithinamonthofmyarrivalthere。Wehavelivedtogethereversince。AndIhavebeenveryhappy。Ispeak,ofcourse,ofLucille!“ “Itisamazing,“shemurmured。“Youmusttellmeallaboutit。“ “Notall,“heansweredsadly。“Onlythis。ImetherfirstatViennawhenIwasthirty-five,andshewaseighteen。Itreatedhershamefully。Marriageseemedtome,withallmydreamsofgreatachievements,anactofmadness。Ibelievedinmyselfandmycareer。 Ibelievedthatitwasmydestinytorestorethemonarchytoourbelovedcountry。AndIwantedtobefree。IthinkthatIsawmyselfasecondNapoleon。SoIwonherlove,tookallthatshehadtogive,andreturnednothing。 “InthecourseofyearsshemarriedthesonoftheAmericanConsulatVienna。Iwasobliged,bythebye,tofightherbrother,andhecarriedhisenmitytomethroughlife。Isawhersometimesinthecourseofyears。Shewasalwaysbeautiful,alwayssurroundedbyahostofadmirers,alwayscold。Whentheendofmygreatplansherecame,andImyselfwasafugitive,herbrotherfoundmeout。HegavemealettertodeliverinAmerica。Ideliveredit-tohissister。 “Shewasasbeautifulasever,andaloneintheworld。ItseemedtomethatIrealisedthenhowgreatmyfollyhadbeen。ForalwaysIhadlovedher,alwaystherehadbeenthatjealouslylockedlittlechamberinmylife。Helene,shepointednofingerofscorntomybrokenlife。Sheutterednoreproaches。ShetookmeasIwas,andforthreeyearsourlifetogetherhasbeentomeonelongunbrokenharmony。Ourtasteswereverysimilar。Shewaswellread,receptive,acharmingcompanion。EnnuiwasawordofwhichIhaveforgottenthemeaning。Anditseemedsowithher,too,forshegrewyoungerandmorebeautiful。“ “Andwhyisshenotwithyou?“Helenecried。“Imustgoandseeher。Howdelightfulitsounds!“ “Oneday,aboutthreemonthsago,“Mr。Sabincontinued,“sheleftmetogotoNewYorkfortwodays。HermillinerinParishadsentover,andtwiceayearLucilleusedtobuyclothes。Ihadsometimesaccompaniedher,butsheknewhowIdetestedNewYork,andthistimeshedidnotpressmetogo。Sheleftmeinthehighestspirits,astenderandgracefullyaffectionateasever。 Sheneverreturned。“ Helenestartedinherchair。 “Oh,UNCLE!“shecried。 “Ihaveneverseenhersince,“herepeated。 “Haveyounoclue?Shecouldnothaveleftyouwillingly。Haveyounoideawheresheis?“ Hebowedhisheadslowly。 “Yes,“hesaid,“Iknowwheresheis。ShecametoEuropewithLadyCarey。SheisstayingwiththeDuchessofDorset。“ “TheCountessRadantz?“Helenecried。 “Itwashermaidenname,“heanswered。 Therewasamoment’ssilence。Helenewasbewildered。 “Thenyouhaveseenher?“ Heshookhisheadslowly。 “No。Ididnotevenknowwhereshewasuntilyoutoldme。“ “Butwhydoyouwaitasinglemoment?“sheasked。“Theremustbesomeexplanation。Letmeorderacarriagenow。IwilldriveroundtoDorsetHousewithyou。“ Shehalfrose。Heheldouthishandandcheckedher。 “Thereareotherthingstobeexplained,“hesaidquickly。“Sitdown,Helene。“ Sheobeyedhim,mystified。 “Foryourownsake,“hecontinued,“therearecertainfactsinconnectionwiththismatterwhichImustwithhold。AllIcantellyouisthis。TherearepeoplewhohaveacquiredaholduponLucillesogreatthatsheisforcedtoobeytheirbidding。LadyCareyisone,theDuchessofDorsetisanother。Theyarenofriendsofmine,andapparentlyLucillehasbeentakenawayfrommebythem。“ “A-aholduponher?“Helenerepeatedvaguely。 “ItisallIcantellyou。Youmustsupposeanextremecase。YoumaytakemywordforitthatundercertaincircumstancesLucillewouldhavenopowertodenythemanything。“ “But-withoutawordoffarewell。Theycouldnotinsistuponherleavingyoulikethat!Itisincredible!“ “Itisquitepossible,“Mr。Sabinsaid。 Helenecaughtherselflookingathimstealthily。Wasitpossiblethatthiswonderfulbrainhadgivenwayatlast?Therewerenosignsofitinhisfaceorexpression。ButtheDuchessofDorset! LadyCarey!Thesewerewomenofherowncircle-Londoners,andtheDuchess,atanyrate,awomanoftheveryhighestsocialpositionandunimpeachedconventionality。 “Thissounds-veryextraordinary,UNCLE!“sheremarkedalittlelamely。 “Itisextraordinary,“heanswereddrily。“Idonotwonderthatyoufindithardtobelieveme。I-“ “Nottobelieve-tounderstand!“ Hesmiled。 “Wewillnotdistinguish!Afterall,whatdoesitmatter?Assume,ifyoucannotbelieve,thatLucille’sleavingmemayhavebeenattheinstigationofthesepeople,andthereforeinvoluntary。IfthisbesoIhavehardbattletofighttowinherback,butintheendIshalldoit。“ Shenoddedsympathetically。 “Iamsure,“shesaid,“thatyouwillnotfinditdifficult。Tellme,cannotIhelpyouinanyway?IknowtheDuchessverywellindeed-wellenoughtotakeyoutocallquiteinformallyifyouplease。SheisagreatsupporterofwhattheycallthePrimroseLeaguehere。Idonotunderstandwhatitisallabout,butitseemsthatImaynotjoinbecausemyhusbandisaRadical。“ Mr。Sabinlookedforamomentoverhisclaspedhandsthroughthefaintbluecloudofcigarettesmoke,andsundrypossibilitiesflashedthroughhismindtobeatoncerejected。Heshookhishead。 “No!“hesaidfirmly。“Idonotwishforyourhelpatpresent,directlyorindirectly。IfyoumeettheCountessIwouldratherthatyoudidnotmentionmyname。Thereisonlyonepersonwhom,ifyoumetatDorsetHouseoranywherewhereLucilleis,Iwouldaskyoutowatch。ThatisMr。Brott!“ ItwastobeaconversationfullofsurprisesforHelene。Mr。 Brott!Herhandwentuptoherforeheadforamoment,andalittlegestureofbewildermentescapedher。 “Willyoutellme,“sheaskedalmostplaintively,“whatonearthMr。Brottcanhavetodowiththisbusiness-with-Lucille-withyou-withanyoneconnectedwithit?“ Mr。Sabinshruggedhisshoulders。 “Mr。Brott,“heremarked,“aCabinetMinisterofmarkedRadicalproclivities,haslatelybeenafrequentvisitoratDorsetHouse,whichistheveryhomeoftheoldaristocraticToryism。Mr。BrottwasacquaintedwithLucillemanyyearsago-inVienna。Atthattimehewas,Ibelieve,deeplyinterestedinher。ImustconfessthatMr。Brottcausesmesomeuneasiness。 “Ithink-thatmenalwaysknow,“Helenesaid,“iftheycareto。 WasLucillehappywithyou?“ “Absolutely。Iamsureofit。“ “Thenyourfirstassumptionmustbecorrect,“shedeclared。“Youcannotexplainthingstome,soIcannothelpyouevenwithmyadvice。Iamsorry。“ Heturnedhisheadtowardsherandregardedhercritically,asthoughmakingsometestofhersincerity。 “Helene,“hesaidgravely,“itisforyourownsakethatIdonotexplainfurther,thatIdonotmakethingsclearertoyou。OnlyIwantedyoutounderstandwhyIoncemoresetfootinEurope。I wantedyoutounderstandwhyIamhere。ItistowinbackLucille。 Itislikethatwithme,Helene。I,whoonceschemedandplottedforanempire,amoncemoreaschemerandaworker,butfornootherpurposethantorecoverpossessionofthewomanwhomIlove。 Youdonotrecogniseme,Helene。Idonotrecognisemyself。 Nevertheless,Iwouldhaveyouknowthetruth。Iamhereforthat,andfornootherpurpose。“ Heroseslowlytohisfeet。Sheheldoutbothherhandsandgraspedhis。 “Letmehelpyou,shebegged。“Do!Thisisnotamatterofpoliticsoranythingcompromising。IamsurethatIcouldbeusefultoyou。“ “Soyoucan,“heansweredquietly。“DoasIhaveaskedyou。WatchMr。Brott!“ Mr。BrottandMr。Sabindinedtogether-not,asithappened,attheHouseofCommons,butattheformer’sclubinPallMall。ForMr。Sabinitwasnotaltogetheranenjoyablemeal。Theclubwaslarge,gloomyandpolitical;thecookingwasexactlyofthatorderwhichsuchsurroundingsseemedtorequire。NorwasMr。Brottaparticularlybrillianthost。Yethisguestderivedacertainamountofpleasurefromtheentertainment,owingtoBrott’sconstantendeavourstobringtheconversationroundtoLucille。 “Ifind,“hesaid,astheylittheircigarettes,“thatIcommittedanindiscretiontheotherdayatCamperdownHouse!“ Mr。Sabinassumedthepuzzledairofoneendeavouringtopindownanelusivememory。 “Letmesee,“hemurmureddoubtfully。“Itwasinconnectionwith-“ “TheCountessRadantz。Ifyouremember,Itoldyouthatitwasherdesirejustnowtoremainincognito。I,however,unfortunatelyforgotthisduringthecourseofourconversation。“ “Yes,Iremember。Youtoldmewhereshewasstaying。ButtheCountessandIareoldacquaintances。Ifeelsurethatshedidnotobjecttoyourhavinggivenmeheraddress。IcouldnotpossiblyleaveLondonwithoutcallinguponher。“ Mr。Brottmovedinhischairuneasily。 “Itseemspresumptiononmyparttomakesuchasuggestionperhaps,“ hesaidslowly,“butIreallybelievethattheCountessisinearnestwithreferencetoherdesireforseclusionjustatpresent。 IbelievethatsheisreallyveryanxiousthatherpresenceinLondon,justnowshouldnotbegenerallyknown。“ “Iamsuchaveryoldfriend,“Mr。Sabinsaid。“Iknewherwhenshewasachild。“ Mr。Brottnodded。 “Itisverystrange,“hesaid,“thatyoushouldhavecometogetheragaininsuchacountryasAmerica,andinasmalltowntoo。“ “Lenox,“Mr。Sabinsaid,“isasmallplace,butagreatcenter。 Bythebye,istherenotsomequestionofanimpendingmarriageonthepartoftheCountess?“ “Ihaveheard-ofnothingofthesort,“Mr。Brottsaid,lookingupstartled。Then,afteramoment’spause,duringwhichhestudiedcloselyhiscompanion’simperturbableface,headdedthequestionwhichforceditswaytohislips。 “Haveyou?“ Mr。Sabinlookedalonghiscigaretteandpincheditaffectionately。 Itwasoneofhisown,whichhehaddexterouslysubstitutedforthosewhichhishosthadplacedathisdisposal。 “TheCountessisaverycharming,averybeautiful,andamostattractivewoman,“hesaidslowly。“Hermarriagehasalwaysseemedtomeamatterofcertainty。“ Mr。Brotthesitated,andwaslost。 “Youareanoldfriendofhers,“hesaid。“YouperhapsknowmoreofherrecenthistorythanIdo。Foratimesheseemedtodropoutofmylifealtogether。NowthatshehascomebackIamveryanxioustopersuadehertomarryme。“ Asinglelightning-likeflashinMr。Sabine’seyesforamomentdisconcertedhishost。But,afterall,itwasgonewithsuchamazingsuddennessthatitleftbehinditasenseofunreality。 Mr。Brottdecidedthatafterallitmusthavebeenfancy。 “MayIask,“Mr。Sabinsaidquietly,“whethertheCountessappearstoreceiveyoursuitwithfavour?“ Mr。Brotthesitated。