第23章

类别:其他 作者:Edward Phillips Oppenheim字数:5307更新时间:18/12/27 08:36:27
Mr。Sabinleanedbackinhiscarriage,andafrownoffaintperplexitycontractedhisforehead。 IfIwereayoungerman,“hemurmuredtohimself,“Imightbelievethatthiswomanwasreallyinearnest,aswellasbeingSaxeLeinitzer’sjackal。WewerefriendlyenoughinParisthatyear。 Sheisunscrupulousenough,ofcourse。Alwayswithsomeoddfancyforthegrotesqueorunlikely。Iwonder-“ Hepulledthecheck-string,andwasdriventoCamperdownHouse。A greatmanypeoplewerecomingandgoing。Mr。SabinfoundHelene’smaid,andlearntthathermistresswasjustgoingtoherroom,andwouldbealoneforafewminutes。Hescribbledafewwordsonthebackofacard,andwasatoncetakenuptoherboudoir。 “MydearUNCLE,“Heleneexclaimed,“youhavearrivedmostopportunely。Wehavejustgotridofafewdinnerpeople,andwearegoingontoCarmarthenHousepresently。Takethateasy-chair,please,and,lightacigarette。Willyouhavealiqueur?Wolfendonhassomeoldbrandywhicheveryoneseemstothinkwonderful。“ “Youareverykind,Helene,“Mr。Sabinsaid。“Icannotrefuseanythingwhichyouofferinsocharmingamanner。ButIshallnotkeepyoumorethanafewminutes。“ “Weneednotleaveforanhour,“Helenesaid,“andIamdressedexceptformyjewels。Tellme,haveyouseenLucille?Iamsoanxioustoknow。“ “IhaveseenLucillethisevening,“Mr。Sabinanswered。 “AtDorsetHouse!“ “Yes。“ Helenesatdown,smiling。 “Dotellmeallaboutit。“ “Thereisverylittletotell,“Mr。Sabinanswered。 “Sheiswithyou-shereturnsatleast!“ Mr。Sabinshookhishead。 “No,“heanswered。“SheremainsatDorsetHouse。“ Helenewassilent。Mr。Sabinsmokedpensivelyamomentortwo,andsippedtheliqueurwhichCamperdown’sownservanthadjustbroughthim。 “Itisveryhard,Helene,“hesaid,“tomakeyoualtogetherunderstandthesituation,fortherearecertainphasesofitwhichIcannotdiscusswithyouatall。IhavemademyfirstefforttoregainLucille,andithasfailed。Itisnotherfault。Ineednotsaythatitisnotmine。Butthestrugglehascommenced,andintheendIshallwin。“ “Lucilleherself-“Helenebeganhesitatingly。 “Lucilleis,Ifirmlybelieve,asanxioustoreturntomeasIamanxioustohaveher,“Mr。Sabinsaid。 Helenethrewupherhands。 “Itisbewildering,“sheexclaimed。 “Itmustseemsotoyou,“Mr。Sabinadmitted。 “IwishthatLucillewereanywhereelse,“Helenesaid。“TheDorsetHouseset,youknow,althoughtheyareverysmartandveryexclusive,haveasomewhatpeculiarreputation。LadyCarey,althoughsheissuchabrilliantwoman,saysanddoesthemostinsolent,themostamazingthings,andthePrinceofSaxeLeinitzergoeseverywhereinEuropebythenameoftheRoyallibertine。Theyarepowerfulenoughalmosttodominatesociety,andwepoorpeoplewhoabidebytheconventionsareabsolutelynowherebesidethem。 Theythinkthatwearebourgeoisbecausewehavevirtue,andprehistoricbecausewearenotdecadent。“ “TheDuke-“Mr。Sabinremarked。 “Oh,theDukeisquitedifferent,ofcourse,“Heleneadmitted。 “HeisafanaticalTory,verystupid,veryblindtoanythingexcepthisbelovedPrimroseLeague。HowhecametolendhimselftothevagariesofsuchasetIcannotimagine。“ Mr。Sabinsmiled。 “C’estlafemmetoujours!“heremarked。“HisGraceis,Ifear,henpecked,andtheDuchessherselfisthesportofclevererpeople。 Andnow,mydearniece,Iseethatthetimeisgoing。IcametoknowifyoucouldgetmeacardfortheballatCarmarthenHouseto-night。“ Helenelaughedsoftly。 “Veryeasily,mydearUNCLE。LadyCarmarthenisWolfendon’scousin,youknow,andaverygoodfriendofmine。Ihavehalfadozenblankcardshere。ShallIreallyseeyouthere?“ “Ibelieveso,“Mr。Sabinanswered。 “AndLucille?“ “Itispossible。“ “ThereisnothingIsupposewhichIcandointhewayofintervention,oranythingofthatsort?“ Mr。Sabinshookhishead。 “LucilleandIarethebestoffriends,“heanswered。“Talktoher,ifyouwill。Bythebye,isthattwelveo’clock?Imusthurry。 Doubtlessweshallmeetagainattheball。“ ButCarmarthenHousesawnothingofMr。Sabinthatnight。 Mr。Sabinfromhisseatbehindagiganticpalmwatchedheregressfromthesupper-roomwithalittlegroupoffriends。 Theycametoahaltinthebroadcarpetedwayonlyafewfeetfromhim。LadyCarey,inawonderfulgreengown,herneckandbosomablazewithjewels,seemedtobemakingherfarewells。 “ImustgoinandseetheDeLausanacs,“sheexclaimed。“TheyareintheblueroomsuppingwiththePortugueseAmbassador。IshallbeatCarmarthenHousewithinhalfanhour-unlessmyheadachebecomesunbearable。Aurevoir,allofyou。Good-bye,Laura!“ Herfriendspassedontowardsthegreatswingdoors。LadyCareyretracedherstepsslowlytowardsthesupper-room,andmadesomelanguidinquiriesoftheheadwaiterastoamissinghandkerchief。 ThenshecameagainslowlydownthebroadwayandreachedMr。Sabin。 Herosetohisfeet。 “Ithankyouverymuchforyournote,“hesaid。“Youhavesomething,Ibelieve,tosaytome。“ Shestoodbeforehimforamomentinsilence,asthoughnotunwillingthatheshouldappreciatethesoftsplendourofhertoilette。Thejewelswhichencircledherneckwerepricelessanddazzling;thesoftmaterialofhergown,themostdelicateshadeofseagreen,seemedtofoamaboutherfeet,awonderfultriumphofallegoricdressmaking。 Shesawthathewasstudyingher,andshelaughedalittleuneasily,lookingallthetimeintohiseyes。 “Shockinglyoverdressed,ain’tI?“shesaid。“WeweregoingstraighttoCarmarthenHouse,youknow。Comeandsitinthiscornerforamoment,andordermesomecoffee。Isupposethereisn’tanylesspublicplace!“ “Ifearnot,“heanswered。“Youwillperhapsbeunobservedbehindthispalm。“ Shesankintoalowchair,andheseatedhimselfbesideher。Shesighedcontentedly。 “Dearme!“shesaid。“Domenlikebeingrunafterlikethis?“ Mr。Sabinraisedhiseyebrows。 “Iunderstood,“hesaid,“thatyouhadsomethingtosaytomeofimportance。“ Sheshotaquicklookupathim。 “Don’tbehorrid,“shesaidinalowtone。“OfcourseIwantedtoseeyou。Iwantedtoexplain。Givemeoneofyourcigarettes。“ Helaidhiscasesilentlybeforeher。Shetookoneandlitit,watchinghimfurtivelyallthetime。Themanbroughttheircoffee。 Theplacewasalmostemptynow,andsomeofthelightswereturneddown。 “Itisverykindofyou,“hesaidslowly,“tohonourmebysomuchconsideration,butifyouhavemuchtosayperhapsitwouldbebetterifyoupermittedmetocalluponyouto-morrow。Iamafraidofdeprivingyouofyourball-andyourfriendswillbegettingimpatient。“ “Bothertheball-andmyfriends,“sheexclaimed,acertainstrainednoteinhertonewhichpuzzledhim。“I’mnotobligedtogotothething,andIdon’twantto。I’veinventedaheadache,andtheywon’tevenexpectme。Theyknowmyheadaches。“ “Inthatcase,“Mr。Sabinsaid,“Iamentirelyatyourservice。“ Shesighed,andlookedupathimthroughalittlecloudoftobaccosmoke。 “Whatawonderfulmanyouare,“shesaidsoftly。“Youacceptdefeatwiththegraceofavictor。Ibelievethatyouwouldtriumphaseasilywithashrugoftheshoulders。Haven’tyouanyfeelingatall?Don’tyouknowwhatitisliketofeel?“ Hesmiled。 “Webothcome,“hesaid,“ofahistoricrace。Ifancestryisworthanythingitshouldatleastteachustogoaboutwithoutpinningourheartsuponoursleeves。“ “Butyou,“shemurmured,“youhavenoheart。“ Helookeddownuponherthenwithstillcoldfaceandsteadyeyes。 “Indeed,“hesaid,“youaremistaken。“ Shemoveduneasilyinherchair。Shewasverypale,exceptforafaintspotofpinkcolourinhercheeks。 “Itisveryhardtofind,then,“shesaid,speakingquickly,herbosomrisingandfalling,hereyesalwaysseekingtoholdhis。 “To-nightyouseewhatIhavedone-Ihave,sentawaymyfriends-andmycarriage。Theymayknowmehere-youseewhatIhaverisked。AndIdon’tcare。Youthoughtto-nightthatIwasyourenemy-andIamnot。Iamnotyourenemyatall。“ Herhandfellasthoughbyaccidentuponhis,andremainedthere。 Mr。Sabinwasverynearlyembarrassed。Heknewquitewellthatifshewerenothisenemyatthatmomentshewouldbeveryshortly。 “Lucille,“shecontinued,“willblamemetoo。Icannothelpit。 Iwanttotellyouthatforthepresentyourseparationfromherisacertainthing。Sheacquiesces。Youheardher。Sheisquitehappy。Sheisattheballto-night,andshehasfriendstherewhowillmakeitpleasantforher。Won’tyouunderstand?“ “No,“Mr。Sabinanswered。 Shebeatthegroundwithherfoot。 “Youmustunderstand,“shemurmured。“YouarenotlikethesefoolsofEnglishmenwhogotosleepwhentheyaremarried,andwakeinthedivorcecourt。ForthepresentatleastyouhavelostLucille。 Youheardherchoose。She’sattheballto-night-andIhavecomeheretobewithyou。Won’tyou,please,“sheadded,withalittlenervouslaugh,“showsomegratitude?“ TheinterruptionwhichMr。Sabinhadprayedforcameatlast。Themusicianshadleft,andmanyofthelightshadbeenturneddown。 Anofficialcameacrosstothem。 “Ibegyourpardon,sir,“hesaid,addressingMr。Sabin,“butweareclosingnow,unlessyouareaguestinthehotel。“ “Iamstayinghere,“Mr。Sabinanswered,rising,“butthelady-“ LadyCareyinterruptedhim。 “Iamstayingherealso,“shesaidtotheman。 Hebowedatonceandwithdrew。Sheroseslowlytoherfeetandlaidherfingersuponhisarm。Helookedsteadilyawayfromher。 “Fortunately,“hesaid,“Ihavenotyetdismissedmyowncarriage。 Permitme。“ Mr。Sabinleanedheavilyuponhisstickasheslowlymadehiswayalongthecorridortohisrooms。Thingsweregoingillwithhimindeed。Hewasnotusedtothefearofanenemy,butthememoryofLadyCarey’swhitecheeksandindrawnlipsasshehadenteredhiscarriagechilledhim。Heronelook,too,wasathreatworsethananywhichherlipscouldhaveuttered。Hewasgettingoldindeed,hethought,wearily,whendisappointmentweighedsoheavilyuponhim。AndLucille?Hadheanyrealfearsofher?Hefeltalittlecatchinhisthroatatthebarethought-inamoment’ssingularclearnessofperceptionherealisedthatifLucillewereindeedlosttheworldwasnolongeraplaceforhim。Sohisfeetfellwearilyuponthethicklycarpetedfloorofthecorridor,andhisfacewasunusuallydrawnandhaggardasheopenedthedoorofhissitting-room。 Andthen-atransformation,amazing,stupefying。ItwasLucillewhowassmilingawelcomeuponhimfromthedepthsofhisfavouriteeasy-chair-Lucillesittingoverhisfire,anovelinherhand,andwearingadelightfulrose-pinkdressing-gown。Someofherbelongingswerescatteredabouthisroom,givingitadelicateairoffemininity。Thefaintodourofherfavouriteandonlyperfumegavetoherundoubtedpresenceawonderfulsenseofreality。 Sheheldoutherhandstohim,andthebroadsleevesofherdressing-gownfellawayfromherwhiteroundedarms。Hereyeswerewonderfullysoft,thepinkuponhercheekswastheblushofagirl。 “Victor,“shemurmured,“donotlooksostupefied。DidyounotbelievethatIwouldriskatleastalittleforyou,whohaveriskedsomuchforme?Onlycometome!Makethemostofme。 AllsortsofthingsaresuretohappendirectlyIamfoundout。“ Hetookherintohisarms。Itwasoneofthemomentsofhislifetime。 “Tellme,“hemurmured,“howhaveyoudaredtodothis?“ Shelaughed。 “YouknowthePrinceandhisset。Youknowthewaytheybribe。 Intrigueseverywhere,newandoldoverlapping。Theyhavereallysomereasonforkeepingyouandmeapart,butasregardsmyothermovements,Iamfreeenough。Andtheythought,Victor-don’tbeangry-butIletthemthinkitwassomeoneelse。AndIstoleawayfromtheball,andtheythink-nevermindwhattheythink。 Butyou,Victor,aremyintrigue,you,mylove,myhusband!“ Thenallthefatigueandalltheweariness,diedawayfromMr。 Sabin’sface。Oncemorethefireofyouthburnedinhisheart。 AndLucillelaughedsoftlyasherlipsmethis,andherheadsankuponhisshoulder。