第27章

类别:其他 作者:Edward Phillips Oppenheim字数:4594更新时间:18/12/27 08:36:27
Grahamelookedathiminwonder,andBrottfacedhimsturdily。 “Itseemsliketreasontoyou,Grahame!“hesaid。“Soitdoestomenow。Iwantnothinginthefuturetocomebetweenus,“hecontinuedmoreslowly,“andIshouldlikeifIcantoexpungethememoryofthisinterview。AndsoIamgoingtotellyouthetruth。“ Grahameheldouthishand。 “Don’t!“hesaid。“Icanforgetwithout。“ I3rottshookhishead。 “No,“hesaid。“Youhadbetterunderstandeverything。Thehalfpennypresstoldthetruth。Yetonlyhalfthetruth。Ihavebeentoalltheseplaces,wastedmytime,wastedtheirtime,fromapurelyselfishreason-tobeneartheonlywomanIhaveevercaredfor,thewoman,Grahame!“ “Iknewit,“Grahamemurmured。“Ifoughtagainstthebelief,I thoughtthatIhadstifledit。ButIknewitallthetime。“ “IfIhaveseemedlukewarmsometimesoflate,“Brottsaid,“thereisthecause。Sheisanaristocrat,andmypoliticsarehatefultoher。Shehastoldmesoseriously,playfully,angrily。Shehasletmefeelitinahundredways。Shehasdrawnmeintodiscussionsandshowntheutmosthorrorofmyviews。Ihavecaredforherallmylife,andsheknowsit。AndIthink,Grahame,thatlatelyshehasbeentryingconstantly,persistently,totonedownmyopinions。Shehasletmeunderstandthattheyareabarbetweenus。Anditisahorribleconfession,Grahame,butIbelievethatIwaswavering。ThisinvitationfromLetheringhamseemedsuchawonderfulopportunityforcompromise。“ “Thismustnevergooutoftheroom,“Grahamesaidhoarsely。“Itwouldruinyourpopularity。Theywouldnevertrustyouagain。 “Ishalltellnooneelse,“Brottsaid。 “Anditisover?“Grahamedemandedeagerly。 “Itisover。“ TheDukeofDorset,whoentertainedforhisparty,gaveagreatdinnerthatnightatDorsetHouse,andtowardsitsclosethePrinceofSaxeLeinitzer,whowasalmosttheonlynon-politicalguest,moveduptohishostinresponsetoaneagersummons。TheDukewasperturbed。 “Youhaveheardthenews,SaxeLeinitzer?“ “Ididnotknowofanynews,“thePrinceanswered。“Whatisit?“ “BrotthasrefusedtojoinwithLetheringhaminformingaministry。 Itisrumouredeventhatacoalitionwasproposed,andthatBrottwouldhavenothingtodowithit。“ ThePrincelookedintohiswineglass。 “Ah!“hesaid。 “Thisisdisturbingnews,“theDukecontinued。Youdonotseemtoappreciateitssignificance。“ ThePrincelookedupagain。 “Perhapsnot,“hesaid。“Youshallexplaintome。“ “Brottrefusestocompromise,“theDukesaid。“Hestandsforaministryofhisownselection。Heavenonlyknowswhatmischiefthismaymean。Hisdoctrinesarethoroughlyrevolutionary。Heisaniconoclastwithageniusfordestruction。Buthehastheearofthepeople。Heisto-daytheirRienzi。“ ThePrincenodded。 “AndLucille?“heremarked。“Whatdoesshesay?“ “Ihavenotspokentoher,“theDukeanswered。“Thenewshasonlyjustcome。“ “Wewillspeaktoher,“thePrincesaid,“together。“ Afterwardsinthelibrarytherewasasortofinformalmeeting,andtheiropportunitycame。 “Soyouhavefailed,Countess,“herhostsaid,knittinghisgreybrowsather。 Shesmilinglyacknowledgeddefeat。 “ButIcanassureyou,“shesaid,“thatIwasverynearsuccess。 OnlyonMondayhehadvirtuallymadeuphismindtoabandontheextremepartyandcastinhislotwithLetheringham。WhathashappenedtochangehimIdonotknow。“ ThePrincecurledhisfairmoustache。 “Itisapity,“hesaid,“thathechangedhismind。Foronethingisverycertain。TheDukeandIareagreeduponit。ABrottministrymustneverbeformed。“ Shelookedupquickly。 “Whatdoyoumean?“ ThePrinceansweredherwithouthesitation。 “Ifonecoursefails,“hesaid,“anothermustbeadopted。Iregrethavingtomakeuseofmeanswhicharesomewhatclumsyandobvious。 Butourpronouncementonthisonepointisfinal。Brottmustnotbeallowedtoformaministry。“ Shelookedathimwithsomethinglikehorrorinhersoftfulleyes。 “Whatwouldyoudo?“shemurmured。 ThePrinceshruggedhisshoulders。 “Well,“hesaid,“wearenotquitemedievalenoughtoadopttheonlyreallysensiblemethodandremoveMr。Brottpermanentlyfromthefaceoftheearth。Weshouldstopalittleshortofthat,butIcanassureyouthatMr。Brott’shealthforthenextfewmonthsisamatterforgraveuncertainty。Itisapityforhissakethatyoufailed。“ Shebitherlip。 “DoyouknowifheisstillinLondon?“sheasked。 “HemustbeonthepointofleavingforScotland,“theDukeanswered。 “IfheoncemountstheplatformatGlasgowtherewillbenofurtherchanceofanycompromise。Hewillbecommittedirretrievablytohiscampaignofanarchy。“ “Andtohisowndisaster,“thePrincemurmured。 Lucilleremainedforamomentdeepinthought。Thenshelookedup。 “IfIcanfindhimbeforehestarts,“shesaidhurriedly,“Iwillmakeonelasteffort。“ Hepeeredforwardoverhisdeskatthetallgracefulfigurewhoseentrancehadbeensonoiseless,andwhosefootstepshadbeensolightthatshestoodalmostwithinafewfeetofhimbeforehewasevenawareofherpresence。Thenhissurprisewassogreatthathecouldonlygaspouthername。 “You!Lucille!“ Shesmileduponhimdelightfully。 “Me!Lucille!Don’tblameyourservant。IassuredhimthatIwasexpected,soheallowedmetoenterunannounced。Hisastonishmentwasadelightfultestimonytoyourreputation,bythebye。Hewasevidentlynotusedtotheseinvasions。“ Brotthadrecoveredhimselfbythistime,andifanyemotionstillremainedhewasmasterofit。 “Youmustforgivemysurprise!“hesaid。“Youhaveofcoursesomethingimportanttosaytome。Willyounotloosenyourcloak?“ Sheunfastenedtheclaspandseatedherselfinhismostcomfortablechair。Thefirelightflashedandglitteredonthesilverornamentsofherdress;herneckandarms,withtheirburdenofjewels,gleamedlikeporcelaininthesemi-darknessoutsidethehaloofhisstudentlamp。Andhesawthatherdarkhairhunglowbehindingracefulfoldsashehadonceadmiredit。Hestoodalittleapart,andshenotedhistravelingclothesandthevarioussignsofajourneyabouttheroom。 “Youmaybegladtoseeme,“sheremarked,lookingathimwithasmile。“Youdon’tlookit。“ “Iamanxioustohearyournews,“heanswered。“Iamconvincedthatyouhavesomethingimportanttosaytome。“ “Supposing,“sheanswered,stilllookingathimsteadily,“supposingIweretosaythatIhadnoobjectincominghereatall-thatitwasmerelyawhim?Whatshouldyousaythen?“ “Ishouldtaketheliberty,“heansweredquietly,“ofdoubtingtheevidenceofmysenses。“ Therewasamoment’ssilence。Shefelthisaloofness。Itawokeinhersomeoftheenthusiasmwithwhichthismissionitselfhadfailedtoinspireher。Thismanwasmeasuringhisstrengthagainsthers。 “Itwasnotaltogetherawhim,“shesaid,hereyesfallingfromhis,“andyet-nowIamhere-itdoesnotseemeasytosaywhatwasinmymind。“ Heglancedtowardstheclock。 “Ifear,“hesaid,“thatitmaysoundungallant,butincasethissomewhatmysteriousmissionofyoursisofanyimportanceIhadbetterperhapstellyouthatintwentyminutesImustleavetocatchtheScotchmail。“ Sheroseatoncetoherfeet,andswepthercloakhaughtilyaroundher。 “Ihavemadeamistake,“shesaid。“Besogoodastopardonmyintrusion。Ishallnottroubleyouagain。“ Shewashalf-wayacrosstheroom。Shewasatthedoor,herhandwasuponthehandle。Hewaswhitetothelips,hiswholeframewasshakingwiththeeffortofintenserepression。Hekeptsilence,tillonlyaflutterofhercloakwastobeseeninthedoorway。 Andthenthecrywhichhehadtriedsohardtostiflebrokefromhislips。 “Lucille!Lucille!“ Shehesitated,andcameback-lookingathim,sohethought,withtremblinglipsandeyessoftwithunshedtears。 “Iwasabrute,“hemurmured。“Ioughttobegratefulforthischanceofseeingyouoncemore,ofsayinggood-byetoyou。“ “Good-bye!“sherepeated。 “Yes,“hesaidgravely。“Itmustbegood-bye。Ihaveagreatworkbeforeme,anditwillcutmeoffcompletelyfromallassociationwithyourworldandyourfriends。Somethingwideranddeeperthananoceanwilldivideus。Somethingsowidethatourhandswillneverreachacross。“ “Youcantalkaboutitverycalmly,“shesaid,withoutlookingathim。 “Ihavebeendiscipliningmyself,“heanswered。 Sherestedherfaceuponherhand,andlookedintothefire。 “Isuppose,“shesaid,“thismeansthatyouhaverefusedMr。 Letheringham’soffer。“ “Ihaverefusedit,“heanswered。 “Iamsorry,“shesaidsimply。 Sherosefromherchairwithasuddenstart,begantodrawonhercloak,andthenletitfallaltogetherfromhershoulders。 “Whydoyoudothis?“sheaskedearnestly。“Isitthatyouaresoambitious?Youusednottobeso-intheolddays。 Helaughedbitterly。 “Youtoo,then,“hesaid,“canremember。Ambitious!Well,whynot? TobePremierofEngland,tostandforthepeople,tocarrythroughtoitslogicalconsummationabloodlessrevolution,surelythisisworthwhile。Isthereanythingintheworldbetterworthhavingthanpower?“ “Yes,“sheanswered,lookinghimfullintheeyes。 “Whatisitthen?Letmeknowbeforeitistoolate。“ “Love!“ Hethrewhisarmsabouther。Foramomentshewaspowerlessinhisgrasp。 “Sobeitthen,“hecriedfiercely。“Givemetheone,andIwilldenytheother。Onlynohalfmeasures!Iwilldrinktothebottomofthecupornotatall。“ Sheshookherselffreefromhim,breathless,consumedwithanangertowhichshedarednotgivevoice。Foramomentortwoshewasspeechless。Herbosomroseandfell,abrightstreakofcolourflaredinhercheeks。Brottstoodawayfromher,whiteandstern。 “You-areclumsy!“shesaid。“Youfrightenme!“ Herwordscarriednoconviction。Helookedatherwithanewsuspicion。 “Youtalklikeachild,“heansweredroughly,“orelseyourwholeconductisafraud。FormonthsIhavebeenyourslave。Ihaveabandonedmyprinciples,givenyoumytime,followedatyourheelslikeatamedog。Andforwhat?Youwillnotmarryme,youwillnotcommityourselftoanything。Youareapastmistressintheartofbindingfoolstoyourchariotwheels。YouknowthatIloveyou-thattherebreathesonthisearthnootherwomanformebutyou。Ihavetoldyouthisinallsavewordsahundredtimes。Andnow-nowitismyturn。Ihavebeenplayedwithlongenough。Youarehereunbidden-unexpected。Youcanconsiderthatdoorlocked。 Nowtellmewhyyoucame。“