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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:5492更新时间:18/12/27 08:43:26
TheOutsetAMidsummer-day’sDreamTheNightBoatADay’sRailroadingTheEnchantedCity,andBeyondNiagaraDowntheSt。LawrenceTheSentimentofMontrealHomewardandHomeNiagaraRevisitedTwelveYearsafterTheirWedding byWilliamDeanHowells TheyfirstmetinBoston,butthematchwasmadeinEurope,wheretheyafterwardssaweachother;whither,indeed,hefollowedher;andtherethematchwasalsobrokenoff。Whyitwasbrokenoff,andwhyitwasrenewedafteralapseofyears,ispartofquitealonglove-story,whichIdonotthinkmyselfqualifiedtorehearse,distrustingmyfitnessforasustainedorinvolvednarration;thoughIampersuadedthataskillfulromancercouldturnthecourtshipofBasil。andIsabelMarchtoexcellentaccount。Fortunatelyforme,however,inattemptingtotellthereaderofthewedding-journeyofanewlymarriedcouple,nolongerveryyoung,tobesure,butstillfreshinthelightoftheirlove,I shallhavenothingtodobuttotalkofsomeordinarytraitsofAmericanlifeastheseappearedtothem,tospeakalittleofwell-knownandeasilyaccessibleplaces,topresentnowabitoflandscapeandnowasketchofcharacter。 Theyhadagreedtomaketheirwedding-journeyinthesimplestandquietestway,andasitdidnottakeplaceatonceaftertheirmarriage,butsomeweekslater,ithadallthedesiredcharmofprivacyfromtheoutset。 “Howmuchbetter,“saidIsabel,“togonow,whennobodycareswhetheryougoorstay,thantohavestartedoffuponawretchedwedding-breakfast,alltearsandtrousseau,andhadpeoplewantingtoseeyouaboardthecars。Nowtherewillnotbeasuspicionofhoney-moonshineaboutus;weshallgojustlikeanybodyelse,——withadifference,dear,withadifference!“andshetookBasil’scheeksbetweenherhands。Inordertodothis,shehadtoranroundthetable;fortheywereatdinner,andIsabel’saunt,withwhomtheyhadbegunmarriedlife,satsubstantialbetweenthem。ItwasratheragirlishthingforIsabel,andsheadded,withaconsciousblush,“Wearepastourfirstyouth,youknow;andweshallnotstrikethepublicasbridal,shallwe?Myonehorrorinlifeisanevidentbride。“ Basillookedatherfondly,asifhedidnotthinkheratalltoooldtobetakenforabride;andformypartIdonotobjecttoawoman’sbeingofIsabel’sage,ifsheisofagoodheartandtemper。Lifemusthavebeenveryunkindtoherifatthatageshehavenotwonmorethanshehaslost。ItseemedtoBasilthathiswifewasquiteasfairaswhentheymetfirst,eightyearsbefore;buthecouldnothelprecurringwithaninextinguishableregrettothelongintervaloftheirbrokenengagement,whichbutforthatfatalitytheymighthavespenttogether,heimagined,injustsuchraptureasthis。Theregretalwayshauntedhim,moreorless;itwaspartofhislove;thelossaccountedirreparablereallyenrichedthefinalgain。 “Idon’tknow,“hesaidpresently,withasmuchgravityasamancanwhosecheeksareclaspedbetweenalady’shands,“youdon’tbeginverywellforabridewhowishestokeephersecret。Ifyoubehaveinthisway,theywillputusintothe’bridalchambers’atallthehotels。Andthecars——they’rebeginningtohavethemonthepalace-cars。“ Justthenashadowfellintotheroom。 “Wasn’tthatthunder,Isabel?“askedheraunt,whohadbeencontentedlysurveyingthetenderspectaclebeforeher。“Odear!you’llneverbeabletogobytheboatto-night,ifitstorms。It’sactuallyrainingnow!“ Infact,itwasthebeginningofthatterriblestormofJune,1870。Allinamoment,outofthehotsunshineofthedayitburstuponusbeforewequiteknewthatitthreatened,evenbeforewehadfairlynoticedtheclouds,anditwentonfrompassiontopassionwithaninexhaustibleviolence。Inthesquareuponwhichourfriendslookedoutoftheirdining-roomwindowsthetreeswhitenedinthegusts,anddarkenedinthedrivingfloodsoftherainfall,andinsomeparoxysmsofthetempestbentthemselvesindesperatesubmission,andthenwithagreatshudderrentawaywholebranchesandflungthemfaroffupontheground。Hailmingledwiththerain,andnowthefewumbrellasthathadbravedthestormvanished,andthehurtlingicecrackleduponthepavement,wherethelightningplayedlikeflamesburningfromtheearth,whilethethunderroaredoverheadwithoutceasing。Therewassomethingsplendidlytheatricalaboutitall;andwhenastreet-car,ladentothelastinchofitscapacity,cameby,withhorsesthatprancedandleapedunderthestingingblowsofthehailstones,ourfriendsfeltasifitwereaneffectiveandverynaturalisticbitofpantomimecontrivedfortheiradmiration。Yetastothemselvestheywereverysensibleofapotentrealityintheaffair,andatintervalsduringthestormtheydebatedaboutgoingatallthatday,anddecidedtogoandnottogo,accordingtothechangingcomplexionoftheelements。BasilhadsaidthatasthiswastheirfirstjourneytogetherinAmerica,hewishedtogiveitatthebeginningaspungentanationalcharacteraspossible,andthatashecouldimaginenothingmorepeculiarlyAmericanthanavoyagetoNewYorkbyaFallRiverboat,theyoughttotakethatroutethither。Somuchupholstery,somuchmusic,suchvarietycfcompany,heunderstood,couldnotbegotinanyotherway,anditmightbethattheywouldevencatchaglimpseoftheinventorofthecombination,whorepresentedtheveryexcessandextremityofacertainkindofAmericanism。Isabelhadeagerlyconsented;buttheseaestheticmotiveswereparalyzedforherbythethoughtofpassingPointJudithinastorm,andshedescendedfromherhighintentsfirsttotheInsideBoats,withoutthemagnificenceandtheorchestra,andthentotheideaofgoingbylandinasleeping-car。 Havingcomfortablyaccomplishedthisfeat,shetreatedBasil’sconsentasamatterofcourse,notbecauseshedidnotregardhim,butbecauseasawomanshecouldnotconceiveofthestepstoherconclusionasunknowntohim,andalwaystreatedherowndecisionsastheproductoftheircommonreasoning。Butherhusbandheldoutfortheboat,andinsistedthatifthestormfellbeforeseveno’clock,theycouldreachitatNewportbythelastexpress;anditwasthisobstinacythat,inproofofIsabel’swisdom,obligedthemtowaittwohoursinthestationbeforegoingbythelandroute。Thestormabatedatfiveo’clock,andthoughtheraincontinued,itseemedwellbyaquarterofseventosetoutfortheOldColonyDepot,insightofwhichasuddenandvividflashoflightningcausedIsabeltoseizeherhusband’sarm,andtoimplorehim,“Odon’tgobytheboat!“Onthis,Basilhadtheincredibleweaknesstoyield;andbadethedrivertakethemtotheWorcesterDepot。Itwasthefirstswervingfromtheidealintheirweddingjourney,butitwasbynomeansthelast;thoughitmustbeconfessedthatitwasearlytobegin。 Theybothfeltmoretranquilwhentheywereirretrievablycommittedbythepurchaseoftheirtickets,andwhentheysatdowninthewaiting。 roomofthestation,withallthetimebetweensevenandnineo’clockbeforethem。Basilwouldhaveekedoutthebusinessofcheckingthetrunksintoanaffairofsomelength,butthebaggage-masterdidhisdutywithpitilesscelerity;andsoBasil,inthemereexcessofhisdisoccupation,boughtanaccident-insuranceticket。Thisemployedhimhalfaminute,andthenhegaveuptheunequalcontest,andwentandtookhisplacebesideIsabel,whosatprettilywrappedinhershawl,perfectlycontent。 “Isn’titcharming,“shesaidgayly,“havingtowaitsolong?Itputsmeinmindofsomeofthoseotherjourneyswetooktogether。ButIcan’tthinkofthosetimeswithanypatience,whenwemightreallyhavehadeachother,anddidn’t!DoyourememberhowlongwehadtowaitatChambery?andthenumbersofmilitarygentlementhatwaitedtoo,withtheirlittlewaists,andtheirkisseswhentheymet?andthatpoormarriedmilitarygentleman,withtheplainwifeandthetwochildren,andatarnisheduniform?Heseemedtobesomehowinmisfortune,andhismustachehungdowninsuchaspiritlessway,whilealltheothermilitarymustachesaboutcurledandbristledwithsomuchboldness。Ithink’sallesd’attente’everywherearedelightful,andthereissuchacommunityofinterestinthemall,thatwhenIcomehereonlytogoouttoBrookline,Ifeelmyselfatravelleroncemore,——ablessedstrangerinastrangeland。Odear,Basil,thosewerehappytimesafterall,whenwemighthavehadeachotheranddidn’t!Andnowwe’rethemorepreciousforhavingbeensolonglost。“ Shedrewcloserandclosertohim,andlookedathiminawaythatthreatenedbetrayalofherbridalcharacter。 “Isabel,youwillbehavingyourheadonmyshoulder,next,“saidhe。 “Never!“sheansweredfiercely,recoveringherdistancewithastart。 “But,dearest,ifyoudoseemegoingto——actabsurdly,youknow,dostopme。“ “I’mverysorry,butI’vegotmyselftostop。Besides,Ididn’tundertaketopreservetheincognitoofthisbridalparty。“ Ifanyaccidentofthesortdreadedhadreallyhappened,itwouldnothavematteredsomuch,forasyettheywerethesoleoccupantsofthewaitingroom。Tobesure,theticket-sellerwasthere,andtheladywhocheckedpackagesleftinhercharge,butthesemusthaveseensomanyendearmentspassbetweenpassengers,——thatafleetingcaressorsowouldscarcelyhavedrawntheirnoticetoourpair。YetIsabeldidnotsomuchevenasputherhandintoherhusband’s;andasBasilafterwardssaid,itwasverygoodpractice。 Ourtemporarystate,whateveritis,isoftenmirroredinallthatcomenearus,andourfriendswerefatedtomeetfrequentparodiesoftheirhappinessfromfirsttolastonthisjourney。Thetravestybeganwiththeveryfirstpeoplewhoenteredthewaiting-roomafterthemselves,andwhowereaveryyoungcouplestartinglikethemselvesuponapleasuretour,whichalsowasevidentlyoneofthefirsttoursofanykindthattheyhadmade。Itwasofmodestextent,andcomprisedgoingtoNewYorkandback;,buttheytalkedofitwithaflutteredandjoyfulexpectationasifitwereavoyagetoEurope。Presentlythereappearedaburlesqueoftheirhappiness(butwithatouchoftragedy)inthatkindofyoungmanwhoiscalledbythefemalesofhisclassafellow,andtwoyoungwomenofthatkindknowntohimasgirls。Hetookaplacebetweenthese,andpresentlybeganarobustflirtationwithoneofthem。Hepossessedhimself,afterabriefstruggle,ofherparasol,andtwirleditabout,asheuttered,withasortoftenderrudenessinconceivablevapidities,suchasyouwouldexpectfromnonebutamanofthehighestfashion。 Thegirlthuscourtedbecameselfishlyunconsciousofeverythingbutherownjoy,andmadenoattempttobringtheothergirlwithinitswarmth,butlefthertolanguishforgottenontheotherside。Thelattersometimesleanedforward,andtriedtodivertalittleoftheflirtationtoherself,buttheflirterssnubbedherwithshortanswers,andpresentlyshegaveupandsatstillinthesadpatienceofuncourtedwomen。InthisattitudeshebecameaburdentoIsabel,whowasgladwhenthethreetookthemselvesaway,andweresucceededbyaverystylishcouple——fromNewYork,sheknewaswellasiftheyhadgivenhertheiraddressonWest999thStreet。Theladywasnotpretty,andshewasnot,Isabelthought,dressedintheperfecttasteofBoston;butsheownedfranklytoherselfthattheNew-Yorkeresswasstylish,undeniablyeffective。ThegentlemanboughtaticketforNewYork,andremainedatthewindowoftheofficetalkingquiteeasilywiththeseller。 “Youcouldn’tdothat,mypoorBasil,“saidIsabel,“you’dbeafraid。“ “Odear,yes;I’monlytoogladtogetoffwithoutbrowbeating;thoughI mustsaythatthisofficerlooksaffableenough。Really,“headded,asanacquaintanceoftheticket-sellercameinandnoddedtohimandsaid“Hot,to-day!““thisisverystrange。Ialwaysfeltasifthesemenhadnoprivatelife,nofriendshipsliketherestofus。Ondutytheyseemsolikesovereigns,setapartfrommankind,andaboveusall,thatit’squiteincredibletheyshouldhavethecommonpersonalrelations。“ Atintervalsoftheirtalkandsilencetherecamevividflashesoflightningandquiteheavyshocksofthunder,veryconsolingtoourfriends,whotookthemassomanycomplimentstotheirprudenceinnotgoingbytheboat,andwhohadsecretdoubtsoftheirwisdomwhenevertheseacknowledgmentswerewithheld。Isabelwentsofarastosaythatshehopednothingwouldhappentotheboat,butIthinkshewouldcheerfullyhavelearntthatthevesselhadbeenobligedtoputbacktoNewport,onaccountofthestorm,oreventhatithadbeendrivenashoreataperfectlysafeplace。