第5章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:5089更新时间:18/12/27 08:43:26
Theybotheducatedthemselvesforcontinuedandtranquilhappinessbytheexampleandpreceptoftheirfriends;andthetimepassedswiftlyinthepleasantlearning,andinthenoveltyofthelifeledbytheLeonards。 Thisindeedmeritsacloserstudythancanbegivenhere,foritisthelifeledbyvastnumbersofprosperousNewYorkerswholoveboththeexcitementofthecityandthereposeofthecountry,andwhoaspiretounitetheenjoymentofbothintheirdailyexistence。Thesuburbsofthemetropolisstretchlandwardfiftymilesineverydirection;andeverywherearehandsomevillaslikeLeonard’s,inhabitedbymenlikehimself,whomstrictstudyofthetime-tableenablestospendalltheirworkinghoursinthecityandalltheirsmokingandsleepinghoursinthecountry。 ThehomeandtheneighborhoodoftheLeonardsputontheirbestlooksforourbridalpair,andtheywerecharmed。Theyallenjoyedthevisit,saidguestsandhosts,theywereallsorrytohaveitcometoanend;yettheyallresignedthemselvestothisconclusion。Practically,ithadnootherresultthantodetainthetravellersintotheveryheartofthehotweather。Inthatweatheritwaseasytodoanythingthatdidnotrequireanactiveeffort,andresignationwassonaturalwiththemercuryatninety,thatIaannotsurebuttherewassomethingsinfulinit。 TheyhadgivenuptheircherishedpurposeofgoingtoAlbanybythedayboat,whichwasrepresentedtothemineveryimpossiblephase。Itwouldbedreadfullycrowded,andwheneveritstoppedtheheatwouldbeinsupportable。BesidesitwouldbringthemtoAlbanyatanhourwhentheymusteitherspendthenightthere,orpushontoNiagarabythenighttrain。“Youhadbettergobytheeveningboat。ItwillbelightalmosttillyoureachWestPoint,andyou’llseeallthebestscenery。 Thenyoucangetagoodnight’srest,andstartfreshinthemorning。“ Sotheywerecounseled,andtheyassented,astheywouldhavedoneiftheyhadbeenadvised:“Youhadbettergobythemorningboat。It’sdeliciouslycool,travelling;youseethewholeoftheriver,youreachAlbanyforsupper,andyoupushthroughtoNiagarathatnightandaredonewithit。 TheytookleaveofLeonardatbreakfastandofhiswifeatnoon,andfifteenminuteslatertheywererushingfromtheheatofthecountryintotheheatofthecity,wheresomeaffairsandpleasuresweretoemploythemtilltheeveningboatshouldstart。 Theirspiritswerelow,fortheterriblespellofthegreatheatbroodeduponthem。Allabroadburnedthefiercewhitelightofthesun,inwhichnotonlytheearthseemedtoparchandthirst,buttheveryairwithered,andwasfaintandthintothetroubledrespiration。TheirtrainwasfullofpeoplewhohadcomelongjourneysfrombroilingcitiesoftheWest,andwhoweredustyandashenandreekingintheslumbersatwhichsomeofthemstillvainlycaught。Oneveryonelayanawfullanguor。Hereandtherestirredafan,likethebrokenwingofadyingbird;nowandthenaswelteringyoungmothershiftedherhotbabyfromonearmtoanother; aftereverystationthedesperateconductorswungthroughthelongaisleandpunchedtheticket,whicheachpassengerseemedtoyieldhimwithatacitmalediction;asufferingchildhungabouttheemptytank,whichcouldonlygaspoutacinderydroportwoofice-water。Thewindbuffetedfaintlyatthewindows;whenthedoorwasopened,theclatteroftherailsstruckthroughandthroughthecarlikeademoniacyell。 Yetwhentheyarrivedatthestationbytheferry-side,theyseemedtohaveentereditsstiflingdarknessfromfreshandvigorousatmosphere,socloseanddeadandminedwiththecarbonicbreathofthelocomotiveswastheairoftheplace。Thethinoldwoodenwallsthatshutouttheglareofthesuntransmittedanintensifiedwarmth;theroofseemedtohoverlowerandlower,andinitscoal-smoked,rafteryhollowtogenerateaheatdeadlierthanthatpoureduponitfromtheskies。 Inaconvenientplaceinthestationhungathermometer,beforewhicheverypassenger,ongoingaboardtheferry-boat,pausedasatashrine,andmutelypaidhisdevotions。Atthealtarofthisfetichourfriendsalsopaused,andsawthatthemercurywasaboveninety,andexultingwiththepridethatsavagestakeinthecruelmightoftheiridols,bowedtheirsoulstothegreatgodHeat。 Ontheboattheyfoundaplacewherethebreathoftheseastruckcoolacrosstheirfaces,andmadethemforgetthethermometerforthebrieftimeofthetransit。Butpresentlytheydrewnearthatstrange,irregularrowofwoodenbuildingsandjuttingpierswhichskirtstheriverontheNewYorkaide,andbeforetheboat’smotionceasedtheairgrewthickandwarmagain,andtaintedwiththefoulnessofthestreetonwhichthebuildingsfront。Uponthistheboat’spassengersissued,passingupthroughagangway,ononesideofwhichathrongofreturn- passengerswaspentbyagateofironbarn,likeaherdofwildanimals。 Theywerestreamingwithperspiration,and,accordingtotheirdifferenttemperaments,hadfacesofdeepcrimsonordeadlypallor。 “Nowthequestionis,mydear,“saidBasilwhen,freeofthepress,theylingeredforamomentintheshadeoutside,“whetherwehadbetterwalkuptoBroadway,atanimmediatesacrificeoffibre,andgetastagethere,ortakeoneofthesecarshere,andbelandedalittlenearer,withhalftheexertion。Bythisrouteweshallhavesightsendsmellswhichtheothercan’tofferus,butwhicheverwetakeweshallbesorry。“ “ThenIsaytakethis,“decidedIsabel。“Iwanttobesorryupontheeasiestpossibleterms,thisweather。“ Theyhailedthefirstcarthatpassed,andgotintoit。Wellforthembothifshecouldhaveexercisedthisphilosophywithregardtothewholeday’sbusiness,orifshecouldhavegivenupherplansforit,withthesameresignationshehadpracticedinregardtothedayboat!Itseemstomeaproofofthesmalladvanceourracehasmadeintruewisdom,thatwefinditsohardtogiveupdoinganythingwehavemeanttodo。Itmattersverylittlewhethertheaffairisoneofenjoymentorofbusiness,wefeelthesamebitterneedofpursuingittotheend。Themerefactofintentiongivesitaflavorofduty,anddutiolatry,asonemaycallthedevotion,haspassedsodeeplyintoourlifethatwehavescarcelyasenseanymoreofthesweetnessofevenaneglectedpleasure。 Wewillnottastethefine,guiltyraptureofadeliberatedereliction; thegentlesinofomissionisallbutblottedfromthecalendarofourcrimes。IfIhadbeenColumbus,Ishouldhavethoughttwicebeforesettingsail,whenIwasquitereadytodoso;andasforPlymouthRock,Ishouldhavesternlyresistedtheblandishmentsofthosetwinsirens,StarvationandCold,whobeckonedthePuritansshoreward,andassoonaseverIcameinsightoftheirgraniteperchshouldhaveturnedbacktoEngland。Butitisnowtoolatetorepairtheseerrors,andso,ononeofthehottestdaysoflastyear,beholdmyobduratebridalpair,inaTenthorTwentiethAvenuehorse-car,settingforthuponthefulfillmentofaseriesofintentions,anyofwhichhadwiselierbeenleftunaccomplished。IsabelhadsaidtheywouldcalluponcertainpeopleinFiftiethStreet,andthenshopslowlydown,ice-creamingandstagingandvariouslycoolingandcalmingbytheway,untiltheyreachedtheticket- officeonBroadway,whencetheycouldindefinitelybetakethemselvestothesteamboatanhourortwobeforeherdeparture。Shefeltthattheyhadyieldedsufficientlytocircumstancesandconditionsalreadyonthisjourney,andshewasresolvedthatthepresenthalf-dayinNewYorkshouldbethehalf-dayofheroriginaldesign。 Itwasnotthemostadvisablething,asIhaveallowed,butitwasinevitable,anditaffordedthemaspectaclewhichisbynomeanswantinginsublimity,andwhichiscertainlyunique,——thespectacleofthatgreatcityonahotday,defiantoftheelements,andprosperingonwitheveryformoflabor,andataterriblecostoflife。Themancarryingthehodtothetopofthewallsthatranklygrowandgrowasfromhislife’sblood,willonlylaydownhisloadwhenhefeelsthemortalglareofthesunblazeinuponheartandbrain;theplethoricmillionaireforwhomhetoilswillplotandplaninhisofficetillheswoonsatthedesk;thetremblingbeastmuststaggerforwardwhiletheflame-facedtormentorontheboxhasstrengthtolashhimon;inallthosevastpalacesofcommercethereareceaselesssaleandpurchase,packingandunpacking,liftingupandlayingdown,arrivinganddepartingloads;inthousandsofshopsistheunsparedandunsparingwearinessofselling;inthestreet,filledbythehurryandsufferingoftensofthousands,isthewearinessofbuying。 Theirafternoon’sexperiencewassomethingthatBasilandIsabelcould,whenitwaspast,lookupononlyasakindofvision,magnificentattimes,andatothertimesfullofindignityandpain。Theyseemedtohavedreamedofalonghorse-carpilgrimagethroughthatsqualidstreetbytheriver-side,wherepresentlytheycametoamarket,openingupontheviewhideousvistasofcarnage,andthenintoawideavenue,withprocessionsofcarsliketheirowncomingandgoingupanddownthecentreofafoolishanduselessbreadth,whichmadeeventhetallbuildings(risinggauntlyupamongtheolderhousesofoneortwostories)oneitherhandlooklow,andletinthesuntobakethedustthatthehotbreathsofwindcaughtupandgentswirlingintotheshabbyshops。Heretheydreamedoftheeternaldemolitionandconstructionofthecity,andfartheronofvacantlotsfullofgraniteboulders,clamberedoverbygoats。Intheirdreamtheyhadfellow-passengers,whosesufferingsmadethemodiousandwhomtheyweregladtoleavebehindwhentheyalightedfromthecar,andrunningoutoftheblazeoftheavenue,quenchedthemselvesintheshadeofthecross-street。Alittlestripofshadowlayalongtherowofbrown-stonefronts,buttherewereintervalswherethevacantlotscastnoshadow。Withgreatbestowalofthoughttheystudiedhopelesslyhowtoavoidthesespacesasiftheyhadbeendifficulttorrentsorvastexpansesofdesertsand;theycreptslowlyalongtilltheycametosuchaplace,anddashedswiftlyacrossit,andthen,fainterthanbefore,movedon。Theyseemednowandthentostandatdoors,andtobetoldthatpeoplewereoutandagainthattheywerein;andtheyhadasenseofcooldarkparlors,andtheairyrustlingoflight-muslinedladies,ofchatandoffansandice-water,andthentheycameforthagain;andevermore “Thedayincreasedfromheattoheat“ Atlasttheywereawareofanendoftheirvisits,andofapurposetogodowntownagain,andofseekingthenearestcarbyendlessblocksofbrown-stonefronts,whichwiththeireternalbrownstoneflightsofsteps,andtheirhandsome,intolerableuniformity,oppressedthemlikeaprocessionofhousestryingtopassagivenpointandnevergettingby。 Uponthesestreetstherewas,seldomasoultobeseen,sothatwhentheirringingatadoorhadevokedanswer,ithadstartledthemwithavague,sadsurprise。Inthedistanceoneitherhandtheycouldseecarsandcartsandwagonstoilingupanddowntheavenues,andonthenextintersectingpavementsometimesalaborerwithhisjacketslungacrosshisshoulder,oradogthathadplainlymadeuphismindtogomad。Uptothetimeoftheirgettingintooneofthosephantasmalcarsforthereturndown-townwardstheyhadkeptupashowoftalkintheirwretcheddream;theyhadspokenofotherhotdaysthattheyhadknownelsewhere; andtheyhadwonderedthatthetragicalcharacterofheathadbeensolittlerecognized。TheysaidthatthedailyNewYorkmurdermightevenatthatmomentbesomewheretakingplace;andthatnomurderofthewholehomicidalyearcouldhavesuchpropercircumstance;theymorbidlywonderedwhatthatday’smurderwouldbe,andinwhatswarmingtenement-