第27章

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“Ido,“Ireplied。“Yes,Ido。“ “Good!“ Thebellofthemonasterystrucktwohastybeats——thenbecamesilent,sothatonlythesadechoofitsvoiceremainedreverberatingoverthecemetery。Oncemoremyinterlocutordrewouthiscigarette-case,silentlyofferedittomyself,andlightedandpuffedindustriouslyatanothercigarette。Ashedidsohishands,assmallandbrownastheclawsofabird,shookalittle,andhishead,bentdown,lookedlikeanEasteregginplush。 Stillsmoking,helookedmeintheeyeswithaself-diffidentfrown,andmuttered: “Onlythroughthelabourofmandoestheearthattaindevelopment。Andonlybyfamiliarisinghimselfwith,andremembering,thepastcanmanobtainsupportinhisworkonearth。“ Inspeaking,theLieutenantloweredhisarm;whereuponontohiswristthereslippedthebroadgoldenbraceletadornedwithamedallion,andtheregazedatmethencetheminiatureofafair-hairedwoman:andsincethehandbelowitwasfreckled,anditsflexiblefingerswereswollenoutofshape,andhadlosttheirsymmetry,thewoman’sfine-drawnfacelookedthemorefulloflife,and,clearlypickedout,couldbeseentobesmilingasweetandslightlyimperioussmile。 “Yourwifeoryourdaughter?“Iqueried。 “MyGod!MyGod!“was,withasubduedsigh,theonlyresponsevouchsafed。ThentheLieutenantraisedhisarm,andthebraceletslidbacktoitsrestingplaceunderhiscuff。 Overthetownthecolumnsofcurlingsmokeweregrowingredder,andtheclatteringwindowsblushingtoatintofpinkthatrecalledtomymemorythelividcheeksofVirubov’s“niece,“ofthewomaninwhom,likeheruncle,therewasnothingthatcouldprovokeoneto“takeliberties。“ Next,therescaledthecemeterywallandstealthilystretchedthemselvesontheground,sothattheylookednotunlikethefar-flungshadowsofthecemetery’scrosses,afileofdark,tatteredfiguresofbeggars,whileonthefurthersideoftheslowlydarkeninggreeneryacantordrawledinsluggish,carelessaccents: “E-e-ternalme-e——“ “Eternalmemoryofwhat?“exclaimedLieutenantKhorvatwithanangryshrugofhisshoulders。“Suppose,inhisday,amanhasbeenthebestcucumber-salterormushroom-picklerinagiventown。Orsupposehehasbeenthebestcobblerthere,orthatoncehesaidsomethingwhichthestreetwhereinhedweltcanstillremember。WouldnotTHATmanbeamanwhoserecordshouldbepreserved,andmadeaccessibletomyrecollection?“ AndagaintheLieutenant’sfacewreatheditselfinsolidringsofpungenttobaccosmoke。 Blowingsoftlyforamoment,thewindbentthelongstemsofgrassinthedirectionofthedecliningsun,anddiedaway。Allthatremainedaudibleamidthestillnesswasthepeevishvoicesofwomensaying: “Totheleft,Isay。“ “Oh,whatistobedone,Tanechka?“ Expellingafreshcloudoftobaccosmokeincylindricalform,theoldmanmuttered: “Itwouldseemthatthosewomenhaveforgottentheprecisespotwheretheirrelativeorfriendhappenstolieburied。“ Asahawkflewoverthesun-reddenedbelfry-cross,thebird’sshadowglidedoveramemorialstonenearthespotwhereweweresitting,glancedoffthecornerofthestone,andappearedanewbeyondit。Andinthewatchingofthisshadow,Isomehowfoundapleasantdiversion。 WentontheLieutenant: “Isaythatagraveyardoughttoevincethevictoryoflife,thetriumphofintellectandoflabour,ratherthanthepowerofdeath。However,imaginehowthingswouldworkoutundermyscheme。UnderittherecordofwhichIhavespokenwouldconstituteahistoryofatown’slifewhich,ifanything,wouldincreasemen’srespectfortheirfellows。Yes,suchahistoryasTHATiswhatacemeteryoughttobe。Otherwisetheplaceisuseless。Similarlywillthepastproveuselessifitcangiveusnothing。Yetissuchahistoryevercompiled?Ifitis,howcanonesaythateventsarebroughtaboutby,forsooth,’servantsofGod’?“ Pointingtothetombswithagestureasthoughhewereswimming,hepausedforamomentortwo。 “Youareagoodman,“Isaid,“andamanwhomusthavelivedagoodandinterestinglife。“ Hedidnotlookatme,butansweredquietlyandthoughtfully: “Atleastamanoughttobehisfellows’friend,seeingthattothemheisbeholdenforeverythingthathepossessesandforeverythingthathecontains。Imyselfhavelived——“ Here,withacontractionofhisbrows,hefelltogazingabouthim,asthoughhewereseekingthenecessaryword;until,seemingtofailtofindit,hecontinuedgravely: “Menneedtobebroughtclosertogether,untillifeshallhavebecomebetteradjusted。Neverforgetthosewhoaredeparted,foranythingandeverythinginthelifeofa’servantofGod’ mayproveinstructiveandofprofoundsignificance。“ Onthewhitesidesofthememorial-stones,thesettingsunwascastingwarmluridreflections,untilthestoneworklookedasthoughithadbeensplashedwithhotblood。Moreover,everythingaroundusseemedcuriouslytohaveswelledandgrownlargerandsofterandlesscoldofoutline;thewholescene,thoughasmotionlessasever,appearedtohavetakenonasortofbright-redhumidity,anddepositedthathumidityinpurple,scintillating,quiveringdewontheturf’svariousspikesandtufts。Gradually,also,theshadowsweredeepeningandlengthening,whileonthefurthersideofthecemeterywallacowlowedatintervals,inagrossanddrunkenfashion,andapartyoffowlscackledwhatseemedtobecursesinresponse,andasawgratedandscreeched。 SuddenlytheLieutenantburstintoapealofsubduedlaughter,andcontinuedtodosountilhisshouldersshook。Atlengthhesaidthroughtheparoxysms,as,givingmeapush,hecockedhishatboyishly: “Imustconfessthat,that——thattheviewwhichIfirsttookofyouwasratheratragicone。Yousee,whenIsawamanlyingproneonthegrassIsaidtomyself:’H’m!Whatisthat?’NextI sawayoungfellowroamingaboutthecemeterywithafrownsettledonhisface,andhisbreechesbulging;andagainIsaidtomyself——“ “Abookislyinginmybreechespocket,“Iinterposed。 “Ah!ThenIunderstand。Yes,Imadeamistake,butavery,welcomeone。However,asIsay,whenIfirstsawyou,Isaidtomyself:’Thereisamanlyingnearthattomb。Perhapshehasabullet,awound,inhistemple?’And,asyouknow——“ Hestoppedtowinkatmewithanotheroutburstofsoft,good-humouredlaughter。Thenhecontinued。 “Nevertheless,theschemeofwhichIhavetoldyoucannotreallybecalledascheme,sinceitismerelyafancyofmyown。YetI SHOULDliketoseelifelivedinbetterfashion。“ Hesighedandpaused,forevidentlyhewasbecominglostinthought。 “Unfortunately,“hecontinuedatlast,“thelatterisadesirewhichIhaveconceivedtoolate。IfonlyIhaddonesofifteenyearsago,whenIwasfillingthepostofInspectoroftheprisonatUsman——“ Hisleftarmstretcheditselfout,andoncemorethereslidontohiswristthebracelet。Foramomenthetoucheditsgoldwitharapid,butcareful,delicate,movement——thenherestoredthetrinkettoitsretreat,rosesuddenly,lookedabouthimforasecondortwowithafrown,andsaidindry,brisktonesashegavehisiron-greymoustacheanenergetictwist: “NowImustbegoing。“ ForawhileIaccompaniedhimonhisway,forIhadakeendesiretohearhimsaysomethingmoreinthatpleasant,powerfulbassofhis;butthoughhesteppedpastthegravestoneswithstridesascarefulandregularasthoseofasoldieronparade,hefailedagaintobreaksilence。 Justaswepassedthechapelofthemonasterytherefloatedforthintothefaireveningstillness,fromthebars,ofawindow,whileyetnotreallystirringthatstillness,ahumofgruff,lazy,peevishejaculations。Apparentlytheywereutteredbytwopersonswhowereengagedinadispute,sinceoneofthemmuttered: “Whathaveyoudone?Whathaveyoudone?“ Andtheotherrespondedcarelessly: “Holdyourtongue,now!Prayholdyourtongue!“ ONARIVERSTEAMER Thewateroftheriverwassmooth,anddullsilveroftint。 Also,sobarelyperceptiblewasthecurrentthatitseemedtobealmoststagnantunderthemistofthenoontideheat,andonlybythechangesintheaspectofthebankscouldonerealisehowquietlyandevenlytheriverwascarryingonitssurfacetheoldyellow-hulledsteamerwiththewhite-rimmedfunnel,andalsotheclumsybargewhichwasbeingtowedinherwake。 Dreamilydidthefloatsofthepaddle-wheelsslapthewater。 Undertheplanksofthedecktheenginestoiledwithoutceasing。