第61章

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“Imaytellyou,“atlengththecrook-backedoldwomanremarkedassheattemptedtostraightenherself,“thatthoughmyhusbandwasnotwithoutenemies,healsohadaparticularfriendnamedAndrei,andthatwhenfailingstrengthwasbeginningtomakelifedifficultforusinouroldhomeontheDon,andfolktooktorevilingandgirdingatmyhusband,Andreicametousoneday,andsaid:’Yakov,letnotyourhandsfailyou,fortheearthislarge,andinallpartshasbeengiventomenfortheiruse。Iffolkbecruel,theyaresothroughstupidityandprejudice,andmustnotbejudgedforbeingso。Liveyourownlife。Lettheirsbetheirs,andyoursyours,sothat,dwellinginpeace,whileyieldingtonone,youshallintimeovercomethemall。’“ “ThatiswhatVasiltoousedtosay。Heusedtosay:’Lettheirsbetheirs,andoursours。’“ “Aye,neveragoodworddies,but,wheresoeveritbeuttered,fliesthencethroughtheworldlikeaswallow。“ Ufimcorroboratedthiswithanod。 “Trueindeed!“heremarked。“ThoughalsoithasbeensaidthatagoodwordisChrist’s,andabadwordthepriest’s。“ Oneoftheoldwomenshookherheadvigorouslyatthis,andcroaked: “Thebadnessliesnotinanywordofapriest,butinwhatyouyourselfhavejustsaid。Youaregreyheaded,Ufim,yetoftenyouspeakwithoutthought。“ PresentlyUfim’swifereappeared,and,wavingherhandsasthoughshewerebrandishingasieve,begantoventrenewedvolleysofvirulentabuse。 “MyGod,“shecried,“whatsortofamanisthat?Why,amanwhoneitherspeaksnorlistens,butforeverkeepsbayingatthemoonlikeadog!“ “NOWshe’sstarted!“Ufimdrawled。 Westwardtherewerearising,andsoaringskyward,cloudsofsuchasimilaritytobluesmokeandblood-redflamethatthesteppeseemedalmosttobeindangerofcatchingfirethence。Meanwhileasofteveningbreezewascaressingtheexpanseasawhole,andcausingthegraintobenddrowsilyearthwardasgolden-redripplesskimmeditssurface。Onlyintheeasternquarterwhencenight’sblack,sultryshadowwasstealthilycreepinginourdirectionhaddarknessyetdescended。 Atintervalstherecameventedfromthewindowabovemyheadthehotodourofadeadbody;and,wheneverthathappened,thedog’sgreynostrilsandmuzzlewouldquiver,anditseyeswouldblinkpitifullyasitgazedaloft。Glancingattheheavens,Ufimremarkedwithconviction: “Therewillbenoraintonight。“ “DoyoukeepsuchathingasaPsalterhere?“Iinquired。 “Suchathingasawhat?“ “AsaPsalter——abook?“ Noanswerfollowed。 Fasterandfasterthesouthernnightwentondescending,andwipingthelandcleanofheat,asthoughthatheathadbeendust。 UponmetherecameafeelingthatIshouldliketogoandburymyselfinsomesweet-smellinghay,andsleepthereuntilsunrise。 “MaybePanekhasoneofthosethings?“hazardedUfimafteralongpause。“AtanyratehehasdealingswiththeMolokans。“ Afterthat,thecompanyheldfurtherconverseinwhispers。Thenallsavethemorerotundoftheoldwomenlefttheforecourt,whileitsremainingoccupantsaidtomewithasigh: “Youmaycomeandlookathimifyouwish。“ Smallandgentlelookedthewoman’smeeklyloweredheadas,foldingherhandsacrossherbreast,sheaddedinawhisper: “OhpurestMotherofGod!OhThouofspotlesschastity!“ Incontrasttoherexpression,thatonthefaceofthedeadmanwasstemand,asitwere,fraughtwithimportancewherethickgreyeyebrowslaypartedoveralargenose,andthelattercurveddownwardstowardsamoustachewhichdividedintrospective,partiallyclosedeyesfromamouththatwassethalf-open。 Indeed,itwasasthoughthemanwereponderingsomethingofannoyance,sothatpresentlyhewouldmakeshifttodeliverhimselfofafinalandurgentinjunction。Thebluesmokeofameagrecandlequiveredmeanwhile,overhishead,thoughthewickdiffusedsofeeblealightthatthedeathblursundertheeyesandinthecheekfurrowslayuneffaced,andthedarkhandsandwrists,disposed,lumplike,onthefrontofthegreyish-blueshroud,seemedtohavehadtheirfingerstwistedinamannerwhichevendeathhadfailedtorectify。Andeverandanon,streamingfromdoortowindow,cameadraughtvariouslyfraughtwiththeodoursofwormwood,mint,andcorruption。 Presentlytheoldwoman’swhisperinggrewmoreanimatedandintelligible,whileconstantly,amidthewheezedmutterings,sheetlightningcuttheblacksquareofthewindowspacewithmenacingflashes,andseemed,withtheirblueglare,asitshotthroughthetomblikehut,tocausethecandle’sflickeringflametoundergoatemporaryextinction,atemporarywithdrawal,andthegreybristlesonthedeadman’sfacetogleamlikethescalesofafish,andhisfeaturestogatherthemselvesintoagrimfrown。Meanwhile,likeastreamofcold,bitterwaterdrippinguponmybreast,theoldwoman’swhisperedsoliloquymaintaineditsuninterruptedflow。 Atlengththererecurred,somehow,tomymindthewordswhich,impressivethoughtheybe,nevercanassuagesorrow——thewords: “Weepnotforme,Martha,norgazeintothetomb,for,lo,Iamrisen!“ Nay,andneverwouldTHISmanriseagain…… PresentlythebonyoldwomanreturnedwithareportthatnowhereamongthehutscouldaPsalterbefound,butonlyabookofanotherkind。Woulditdo? TheotherbookturnedouttobeagrammaroftheChurchSlavonicdialect,withthefirstpagestornout,andbeginningwiththewords,“Drug,drugi,druzhe。“[“Afriend,ofafriend,O friend。“] “What,then,arewetodo?“vexedlyaskedthesmallerofthedameswhenIhadexplainedtoherthatagrammarcouldworknobenefittoacorpse。Assheputthequery,hersmall,childlikefacequiveredwithdisappointment,andhereyesswelledandoverflowedwithtears。 “Mymanhaslivedhislife,“shesaidwithasob,“andnowhecannotevenbegivenproperburial!“ And,similarly,whennextIofferedtoreciteoverherhusbandeachandeveryprayerandpsalmthatIcouldcontrivetorecalltomyrecollection,onconditionthatallpresentshouldmeanwhileleavethehut(forIfeltthat,sincethetaskwouldbeonenoveltome,theattendanceofauditorsmighthindermefrommusteringmyentirestockofpetitions),shesodisbelievedme,orfailedtounderstandme,thatforlongenoughshecouldonlystandtotteringinthedoorwayas,withtwitchingnose,shedrewhersleeveacrossherworn,diminutivefeatures。 Neverthelessshedid,atlast,takeherdeparture。 Lowoverthesteppe,strayflashesofsummerlightningstillgleamedagainstthejetblackskyastheyfloodedthehutwiththeirluridshimmer;andeachtimethatthedarknessofthesultrynightsweptbackintotheroom,thecandleflickered,andthecorpse’spronefigureseemedtoopenitshalf-closedeyesandglanceattheshadowswhichpalpitatedonitsbreast,anddancedoverthewhitewallsandceiling。 SimilarlydidIglancefromtimetotimeatHIM,yetglancewithaguardedeye,andwithafeelinginmethatwhenacorpseispresentanythingmayhappen;untilfinallyIralliedconsciencetomyaid,andrecitedundermybreath: “PardonThouallwhohavesinned,whethertheybemen,orwhetherthey,beingnotmen,doyetstandhigherthanthebeastsofthefield。“ However,theonlyresultoftherecitationwastobringtomymindathoughtdirectlyatvariancewiththeimportofthewords,thethoughtthat“itisnotsinthatishardandbittertoensue,butrighteousness。“ “Sinswilfulandofignorance,“Icontinued。“Sinsknownandunknown。Sinscommittedthroughimprudenceandevilexample。Sinscommittedthroughforwardnessandsloth。“ “ThoughtoYOU,brother,“mentallyIaddedtothecorpse,“noneofthis,ofcourse,applies。“ Again,glancingatthebluestars,wheretheyhungglitteringinthefathomlessobscurityofthesky,Ireflected: “Whointhishouseislookingatthemsavemyself?“ Presently,withapatteringofclawsoverthebeatenclayofthefloor,thereenteredthedog。Onceortwiceitpacedthelengthoftheroom。Then,withasniffatmylegs,andagrumbletoitself,itdepartedasithadcome。Perhapsthecreaturefelttoooldtobayadirgetoitsmasterafterthemannerofitskind。Inanycase,asitvanishedthroughthedoorway,theshadows——soI