第9章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3383更新时间:18/12/27 08:56:22
“Youlefthim?“ “Myhorsebolted。“ “Iknow。Sodidmine。“ Helaughedathismastermirthlessly。 “Isaymyhorsebolted,“saidthemanwhooncehadasilver-studdedbridle。 “Cowardsboth,“saidthelittleman。 Theothergnawedhisknucklethroughsomemeditativemoments,withhiseyeonhisinferior。 “Don’tcallmeacoward,“hesaidatlength。 “Youareacowardlikemyself。“ “Acowardpossibly。Thereisalimitbeyondwhicheverymanmustfear。 ThatIhavelearntatlast。Butnotlikeyourself。Thatiswherethedifferencecomesin。“ “Inevercouldhavedreamtyouwouldhavelefthim。Hesavedyourlifetwominutesbefore……Whyareyouourlord?“ Themastergnawedhisknucklesagain,andhiscountenancewasdark。 “Nomancallsmeacoward,“hesaid。“No。Abrokenswordisbetterthannone……Onespavinedwhitehorsecannotbeexpectedtocarrytwomenafourdays’journey。Ihatewhitehorses,butthistimeitcannotbehelped。Youbegintounderstandme?……Iperceivethatyouareminded,onthestrengthofwhatyouhaveseenandfancy,totaintmyreputation。Itismenofyoursortwhounmakekings。 Besideswhich——Ineverlikedyou。“ “Mylord!“saidthelittleman。 “No,“saidthemaster。“NO!“ Hestoodupsharplyasthelittlemanmoved。Foraminuteperhapstheyfacedoneanother。Overheadthespiders’ballswentdriving。 Therewasaquickmovementamongthepebbles;arunningoffeet,acryofdespair,agaspandablow…… Towardsnightfallthewindfell。Thesunsetinacalmserenity,andthemanwhohadoncepossessedthesilverbridlecameatlastverycautiouslyandbyaneasyslopeoutoftheravineagain;butnowheledthewhitehorsethatoncebelongedtothelittleman。 Hewouldhavegonebacktohishorsetogethissilver-mountedbridleagain,buthefearednightandaquickeningbreezemightstillfindhiminthevalley,andbesideshedislikedgreatlytothinkhemightdiscoverhishorseallswathedincobwebsandperhapsunpleasantlyeaten。 Andashethoughtofthosecobwebsandofallthedangershehadbeenthrough,andthemannerinwhichhehadbeenpreservedthatday,hishandsoughtalittlereliquarythathungabouthisneck,andheclaspeditforamomentwithheartfeltgratitude。Ashedidsohiseyeswentacrossthevalley。 “Iwashotwithpassion,“hesaid,“andnowshehasmetherreward。 Theyalso,nodoubt——“ Andbehold!Farawayoutofthewoodedslopesacrossthevalley,butintheclearnessofthesunsetdistinctandunmistakable,hesawalittlespireofsmoke。 Atthathisexpressionofsereneresignationchangedtoanamazedanger。Smoke?Heturnedtheheadofthewhitehorseabout,andhesitated。Andashedidsoalittlerustleofairwentthroughthegrassabouthim。Farawayuponsomereedsswayedatatteredsheetofgrey。Helookedatthecobwebs;helookedatthesmoke。 “Perhaps,afterall,itisnotthem,“hesaidatlast。 Butheknewbetter。 Afterhehadstaredatthesmokeforsometime,hemountedthewhitehorse。 Asherode,hepickedhiswayamidststrandedmassesofweb。Forsomereasonthereweremanydeadspidersontheground,andthosethatlivedfeastedguiltilyontheirfellows。Atthesoundofhishorse’shoofstheyfled。 Theirtimehadpassed。Fromthegroundwithouteitherawindtocarrythemorawindingsheetready,thesethings,foralltheirpoison,coulddohimlittleevil。Heflickedwithhisbeltatthosehefanciedcametoonear。Once,whereanumberrantogetheroverabareplace,hewasmindedtodismountandtramplethemwithhisboots,butthisimpulseheovercame。Everandagainheturnedinhissaddle,andlookedbackatthesmoke。 “Spiders,“hemutteredoverandoveragain。“Spiders!Well,well…… ThenexttimeImustspinaweb。“ Hesitsnotadozenyardsaway。IfIglanceovermyshoulderIcanseehim。AndifIcatchhiseye——andusuallyIcatchhiseye—— itmeetsmewithanexpression。 Itismainlyanimploringlook——andyetwithsuspicioninit。 Confoundhissuspicion!IfIwantedtotellonhimIshouldhavetoldlongago。Idon’ttellandIdon’ttell,andheoughttofeelathisease。Asifanythingsogrossandfatashecouldfeelatease!WhowouldbelievemeifIdidtell? PooroldPyecraft!Great,uneasyjellyofsubstance!ThefattestclubmaninLondon。 Hesitsatoneofthelittleclubtablesinthehugebaybythefire,stuffing。Whatishestuffing?Iglancejudiciouslyandcatchhimbitingataroundofhotbutteredtea-cake,withhiseyesonme。 Confoundhim!——withhiseyesonme! Thatsettlesit,Pyecraft!SinceyouWILLbeabject,sinceyouWILL behaveasthoughIwasnotamanofhonour,here,rightunderyourembeddedeyes,Iwritethethingdown——theplaintruthaboutPyecraft。 ThemanIhelped,themanIshielded,andwhohasrequitedmebymakingmyclubunendurable,absolutelyunendurable,withhisliquidappeal,withtheperpetual“don’ttell“ofhislooks。 And,besides,whydoeshekeeponeternallyeating? Well,heregoesforthetruth,thewholetruth,andnothingbutthetruth! Pyecraft。ImadetheacquaintanceofPyecraftinthisverysmoking- room。Iwasayoung,nervousnewmember,andhesawit。Iwassittingallalone,wishingIknewmoreofthemembers,andsuddenlyhecame,agreatrollingfrontofchinsandabdomina,towardsme,andgruntedandsatdowninachairclosebymeandwheezedforaspace,andscrapedforaspacewithamatchandlitacigar,andthenaddressedme。Iforgetwhathesaid——somethingaboutthematchesnotlightingproperly,andafterwardsashetalkedhekeptstoppingthewaitersonebyoneastheywentby,andtellingthemaboutthematchesinthatthin,flutyvoicehehas。But,anyhow,itwasinsomesuchwaywebeganourtalking。 Hetalkedaboutvariousthingsandcameroundtogames。Andthencetomyfigureandcomplexion。“YOUoughttobeagoodcricketer,“ hesaid。IsupposeIamslender,slendertowhatsomepeoplewouldcalllean,andIsupposeIamratherdark,still——IamnotashamedofhavingaHindugreat-grandmother,but,forallthat,Idon’twantcasualstrangerstoseethroughmeataglancetoHER。SothatIwassetagainstPyecraftfromthebeginning。 Butheonlytalkedaboutmeinordertogettohimself。 “Iexpect,“hesaid,“youtakenomoreexercisethanIdo,andprobablyyoueatnoless。“(Likeallexcessivelyobesepeoplehefanciedheatenothing。)“Yet,“——andhesmiledanobliquesmile—— “wediffer。“ Andthenhebegantotalkabouthisfatnessandhisfatness; allhedidforhisfatnessandallhewasgoingtodoforhisfatness; whatpeoplehadadvisedhimtodoforhisfatnessandwhathehadheardofpeopledoingforfatnesssimilartohis。“Apriori,“hesaid,“onewouldthinkaquestionofnutritioncouldbeansweredbydietaryandaquestionofassimilationbydrugs。“Itwasstifling。Itwasdumplingtalk。Itmademefeelswelledtohearhim。 Onestandsthatsortofthingonceinawayataclub,butatimecamewhenIfanciedIwasstandingtoomuch。Hetooktomealtogethertooconspicuously。Icouldnevergointothesmoking-roombuthewouldcomewallowingtowardsme,andsometimeshecameandgormandisedroundandaboutmewhileIhadmylunch。Heseemedattimesalmosttobeclingingtome。Hewasabore,butnotsofearfulaboreastobelimitedtome;andfromthefirsttherewassomethinginhismanner——almostasthoughheknew,almostasthoughhepenetratedtothefactthatIMIGHT——thattherewasaremote,exceptionalchanceinmethatnooneelsepresented。 “I’dgiveanythingtogetitdown,“hewouldsay——“anything,“ andpeeratmeoverhisvastcheeksandpant。 PooroldPyecraft!Hehasjustgonged,nodoubttoorderanotherbutteredtea-cake! Hecametotheactualthingoneday。“OurPharmacopoeia,“hesaid,“ourWesternPharmacopoeia,isanythingbutthelastwordofmedicalscience。IntheEast,I’vebeentold——“ Hestoppedandstaredatme。Itwaslikebeingatanaquarium。