第13章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:4732更新时间:18/12/27 08:56:22
hehadtoldmeto“shutit,“onlyundersudden,excessiveprovocation,andwith,Iamcertain,asubsequentrepentance;hewas,Iknew,quitegladtobeseenwalkingaboutthevillagewithme。Induecourse,heacceptedtheproposalofapipeandwhiskyinmyroomsreadilyenough,andthere,scentingbysomehappyinstinctthattherewastroubleoftheheartinthis,andknowingthatconfidencesbegetconfidences,Ipliedhimwithmuchofinterestandsuggestionfrommyrealandfictitiouspast。Anditwasafterthethirdwhiskyofthethirdvisitofthatsort,ifIrememberrightly,thataproposofsomeartlessexpansionofalittleaffairthathadtouchedandleftmeinmyteens,thathedidatlast,ofhisownfreewillandmotion,breaktheice。“Itwaslikethatwithme,“hesaid,“overthereatAldington。It’sjustthatthat’ssorum。FirstIdidn’tcareabitanditwasallher,andafterwards,whenitwastoolate,itwas,inamannerofspeaking,allme。“ Iforboretojumpuponthisallusion,andsohepresentlythrewoutanother,andinalittlewhilehewasmakingitasplainasdaylightthattheonethinghewantedtotalkaboutnowwasthisFairylandadventurehehadsattightuponforsolong。Yousee,I’ddonethetrickwithhim,andfrombeingjustanotherhalf-incredulous,would-befacetiousstranger,Ihad,byallmywealthofshamelessself-exposure,becomethepossibleconfidant。Hehadbeenbittenbythedesiretoshowthathe,too,hadlivedandfeltmanythings,andthefeverwasuponhim。 Hewascertainlyconfoundedlyallusiveatfirst,andmyeagernesstoclearhimupwithafewprecisequestionswasonlyequalledandcontrolledbymyanxietynottogettothissortofthingtoosoon。 Butinanothermeetingorsothebasisofconfidencewascomplete; andfromfirsttolastIthinkIgotmostoftheitemsandaspects—— indeed,IgotquiteanumberoftimesoveralmosteverythingthatMr。Skelmersdale,withhisverylimitedpowersofnarration,willeverbeabletotell。AndsoIcometothestoryofhisadventure,andIpieceitalltogetheragain。Whetheritreallyhappened,whetherheimagineditordreamtit,orfelluponitinsomestrangehallucinatorytrance,Idonotprofesstosay。ButthatheinventeditIwillnotforonemomententertain。Themansimplyandhonestlybelievesthethinghappenedashesaysithappened;heistransparentlyincapableofanyliesoelaborateandsustained,andinthebeliefofthesimple,yetoftenkeenlypenetrating,rusticmindsabouthimIfindaverystrongconfirmationofhissincerity。Hebelieves—— andnobodycanproduceanypositivefacttofalsifyhisbelief。 Asforme,withthismuchofendorsement,Itransmithisstory—— Iamalittleoldnowtojustifyorexplain。 HesayshewenttosleeponAldingtonKnollaboutteno’clockonenight——itwasquitepossiblyMidsummernight,thoughhehasneverthoughtofthedate,andhecannotbesurewithinaweekorso—— anditwasafinenightandwindless,witharisingmoon。IhavebeenatthepainstovisitthisKnollthricesincehisstorygrewupundermypersuasions,andonceIwentthereinthetwilightsummermoonriseonwhatwas,perhaps,asimilarnighttothatofhisadventure。 Jupiterwasgreatandsplendidabovethemoon,andinthenorthandnorthwesttheskywasgreenandvividlybrightoverthesunkensun。TheKnollstandsoutbareandbleakunderthesky,butsurroundedatalittledistancebydarkthickets,andasIwentuptowardsittherewasamightystartingandscamperingofghostlyorquiteinvisiblerabbits。JustoverthecrownoftheKnoll,butnowhereelse,wasamultitudinousthintrumpetingofmidges。TheKnollis,Ibelieve,anartificialmound,thetumulusofsomegreatprehistoricchieftain,andsurelynomaneverchoseamorespaciousprospectforasepulchre。 EastwardoneseesalongthehillstoHythe,andthenceacrosstheChanneltowhere,thirtymilesandmoreperhaps,away,thegreatwhitelightsbyGrisNezandBoulognewinkandpassandshine。 WestwardliesthewholetumbledvalleyoftheWeald,visibleasfarasHindheadandLeithHill,andthevalleyoftheStouropenstheDownsinthenorthtointerminablehillsbeyondWye。AllRomneyMarshliessouthwardatone’sfeet,DymchurchandRomneyandLydd,Hastingsanditshillareinthemiddledistance,andthehillsmultiplyvaguelyfarbeyondwhereEastbournerollsuptoBeachyHead。 AndoutuponallthisitwasthatSkelmersdalewandered,beingtroubledinhisearlierloveaffair,andashesays,“notcaringWHEREhewent。“ Andtherehesatdowntothinkitover,andso,sulkingandgrieving,wasovertakenbysleep。Andsohefellintothefairies’power。 ThequarrelthathadupsethimwassometrivialmatterenoughbetweenhimselfandthegirlatClaptonHilltowhomhewasengaged。 Shewasafarmer’sdaughter,saidSkelmersdale,and“veryrespectable,“ andnodoubtanexcellentmatchforhim;butbothgirlandloverwereveryyoungandwithjustthatmutualjealousy,thatintolerantlykeenedgeofcriticism,thatirrationalhungerforabeautifulperfection,thatlifeandwisdomdopresentlyandmostmercifullydull。WhattheprecisematterofquarrelwasIhavenoidea。Shemayhavesaidshelikedmeningaiterswhenhehadn’tanygaiterson,orhemayhavesaidhelikedherbetterinadifferentsortofhat,buthoweveritbegan,itgotbyaseriesofclumsystagestobitternessandtears。Shenodoubtgottearfulandsmeary,andhegrewdustyanddrooping,andshepartedwithinvidiouscomparisons,gravedoubtswhethersheeverhadREALLYcaredforhim,andaclearcertaintyshewouldnevercareagain。AndwiththissortofthinguponhismindhecameoutuponAldingtonKnollgrieving,andpresently,afteralonginterval,perhaps,quiteinexplicably,fellasleep。 Hewoketofindhimselfonasofterturfthaneverhehadsleptonbefore,andundertheshadeofverydarktreesthatcompletelyhidthesky。Always,indeed,inFairylandtheskyishidden,itseems。 Exceptforonenightwhenthefairiesweredancing,Mr。Skelmersdale,duringallhistimewiththem,neversawastar。AndofthatnightIamindoubtwhetherhewasinFairylandproperoroutwheretheringsandrushesare,inthoselowmeadowsneartherailwaylineatSmeeth。 Butitwaslightunderthesetreesforallthat,andontheleavesandamidsttheturfshoneamultitudeofglow-worms,verybrightandfine。Mr。Skelmersdale’sfirstimpressionwasthathewasSMALL,andthenextthatquiteanumberofpeoplestillsmallerwerestandingallabouthim。Forsomereason,hesays,hewasneithersurprisednorfrightened,butsatupquitedeliberatelyandrubbedthesleepoutofhiseyes。AndthereallabouthimstoodthesmilingelveswhohadcaughthimsleepingundertheirprivilegesandhadbroughthimintoFairyland。 WhattheseelveswerelikeIhavefailedtogather,sovagueandimperfectishisvocabulary,andsounobservantofallminordetaildoesheseemtohavebeen。Theywereclothedinsomethingverylightandbeautiful,thatwasneitherwool,norsilk,norleaves,northepetalsofflowers。Theystoodallabouthimashesatandwaked,anddownthegladetowardshim,downaglow-wormavenueandfrontedbyastar,cameatoncethatFairyLadywhoisthechiefpersonageofhismemoryandtale。OfherIgatheredmore。Shewasclothedinfilmygreen,andaboutherlittlewaistwasabroadsilvergirdle。Herhairwavedbackfromherforeheadoneitherside;therewerecurlsnottoowaywardandyetastray,andonherbrowwasalittletiara,setwithasinglestar。Hersleevesweresomesortofopensleevesthatgavelittleglimpsesofherarms;herthroat,Ithink,wasalittledisplayed,becausehespeaksofthebeautyofherneckandchin。Therewasanecklaceofcoralaboutherwhitethroat,andinherbreastacoral-colouredflower。Shehadthesoftlinesofalittlechildinherchinandcheeksandthroat。Andhereyes,Igather,wereofakindledbrown,verysoftandstraightandsweetunderherlevelbrows。YouseebytheseparticularshowgreatlythisladymusthaveloomedinMr。Skelmersdale’spicture。Certainthingshetriedtoexpressandcouldnotexpress;“thewayshemoved,“ hesaidseveraltimes;andIfancyasortofdemurejoyousnessradiatedfromthisLady。 Anditwasinthecompanyofthisdelightfulperson,astheguestandchosencompanionofthisdelightfulperson,thatMr。SkelmersdalesetouttobetakenintotheintimaciesofFairyland。Shewelcomedhimgladlyandalittlewarmly——Isuspectapressureofhishandinbothofhersandalitfacetohis。Afterall,tenyearsagoyoungSkelmersdalemayhavebeenaverycomelyyouth。Andonceshetookhisarm,andonce,Ithink,sheledhimbythehandadownthegladethattheglow-wormslit。 JusthowthingschancedandhappenedthereisnotellingfromMr。Skelmersdale’sdisarticulatedskeletonofdescription。Hegiveslittleunsatisfactoryglimpsesofstrangecornersanddoings,ofplaceswherethereweremanyfairiestogether,of“toadstoolthingsthatshonepink,“offairyfood,ofwhichhecouldonlysay“youshouldhavetastedit!“andoffairymusic,“likealittlemusicalbox,“ thatcameoutofnoddingflowers。Therewasagreatopenplacewherefairiesrodeandracedon“things,“butwhatMr。Skelmersdalemeantby“theseherethingstheyrode,“thereisnotelling。Larvae,perhaps,orcrickets,orthelittlebeetlesthateludeussoabundantly。 Therewasaplacewherewatersplashedandgiganticking-cupsgrew,andthereinthehottertimesthefairiesbathedtogether。Thereweregamesbeingplayedanddancingandmuchelvishlove-making,too,Ithink,amongthemoss-branchthickets。TherecanbenodoubtthattheFairyLadymadelovetoMr。Skelmersdale,andnodoubteitherthatthisyoungmansethimselftoresisther。Atimecame,indeed,whenshesatonabankbesidehim,inaquiet,secludedplace“allsmellingofvi’lets,“andtalkedtohimoflove。 “Whenhervoicewentlowandshewhispered,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“andlaid’er’andonmy’and,youknow,andcameclosewithasoft,warmfriendlywayshe’ad,itwasasmuchasIcoulddotokeepmy’ead。“ Itseemshekepthisheadtoacertainlimitedunfortunateextent。 Hesaw“’owthewindwasblowing,“hesays,andso,sittingthereinaplaceallsmellingofviolets,withthetouchofthislovelyFairyLadyabouthim,Mr。Skelmersdalebrokeittohergently—— thathewasengaged! Shehadtoldhimshelovedhimdearly,thathewasasweethumanladforher,andwhateverhewouldaskofherheshouldhave——evenhisheart’sdesire。 AndMr。Skelmersdale,who,Ifancy,triedhardtoavoidlookingatherlittlelipsastheyjustdroppedapartandcametogether,leduptothemoreintimatequestionbysayinghewouldlikeenoughcapitaltostartalittleshop。He’djustliketofeel,hesaid,hehadmoneyenoughtodothat。Iimaginealittlesurpriseinthosebrowneyeshetalkedabout,butsheseemedsympatheticforallthat,andsheaskedhimmanyquestionsaboutthelittleshop,“laughinglike“