第14章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3593更新时间:18/12/27 08:56:22
allthetime。Sohegottothecompletestatementofhisaffiancedposition,andtoldherallaboutMillie。 “All?“saidI。 “Everything,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“justwhoshewas,andwhereshelived,andeverythingabouther。IsortoffeltI’adtoallthetime,Idid。“ “’Whateveryouwantyoushallhave,’saidtheFairyLady。’That’sasgoodasdone。YouSHALLfeelyouhavethemoneyjustasyouwish。 Andnow,youknow——YOUMUSTKISSME。’“ AndMr。Skelmersdalepretendednottohearthelatterpartofherremark,andsaidshewasverykind。Thathereallydidn’tdeservesheshouldbesokind。And—— TheFairyLadysuddenlycamequiteclosetohimandwhispered,“Kissme!“ “And,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“likeafool,Idid。“ Therearekissesandkisses,Iamtold,andthismusthavebeenquitetheothersortfromMillie’sresonantsignalsofregard。Therewassomethingmagicinthatkiss;assuredlyitmarkedaturningpoint。 Atanyrate,thisisoneofthepassagesthathethoughtsufficientlyimportanttodescribemostatlength。Ihavetriedtogetitright,Ihavetriedtodisentangleitfromthehintsandgesturesthroughwhichitcametome,butIhavenodoubtthatitwasalldifferentfrommytellingandfarfinerandsweeter,inthesoftfilteredlightandthesubtlystirringsilencesofthefairyglades。TheFairyLadyaskedhimmoreaboutMillie,andwassheverylovely,andsoon—— agreatmanytimes。AstoMillie’sloveliness,Iconceivehimansweringthatshewas“allright。“Andthen,oronsomesuchoccasion,theFairyLadytoldhimshehadfalleninlovewithhimashesleptinthemoonlight,andsohehadbeenbroughtintoFairyland,andshehadthought,notknowingofMillie,thatperhapshemightchancetoloveher。“Butnowyouknowyoucan’t,“shesaid,“soyoumuststopwithmejustalittlewhile,andthenyoumustgobacktoMillie。“Shetoldhimthat,andyouknowSkelmersdalewasalreadyinlovewithher,butthepureinertiaofhismindkepthiminthewayhewasgoing。Iimaginehimsittinginasortofstupefactionamidstalltheseglowingbeautifulthings,answeringabouthisMillieandthelittleshopheprojectedandtheneedofahorseandcart……Andthatabsurdstateofaffairsmusthavegoneonfordaysanddays。Iseethislittlelady,hoveringabouthimandtryingtoamusehim,toodaintytounderstandhiscomplexityandtootendertolethimgo。Andhe,youknow,hypnotisedasitwerebyhisearthlyposition,wenthiswaywithherhitherandthither,blindtoeverythinginFairylandbutthiswonderfulintimacythathadcometohim。Itishard,itisimpossible,togiveinprinttheeffectofherradiantsweetnessshiningthroughthejungleofpoorSkelmersdale’sroughandbrokensentences。Tome,atleast,sheshoneclearamidstthemuddleofhisstorylikeaglow-worminatangleofweeds。 Theremusthavebeenmanydaysofthingswhileallthiswashappening—— andonce,Isay,theydancedunderthemoonlightinthefairyringsthatstudthemeadowsnearSmeeth——butatlastitallcametoanend。 Sheledhimintoagreatcavernousplace,litbyarednightlightsortofthing,wheretherewerecofferspiledoncoffers,andcupsandgoldenboxes,andagreatheapofwhatcertainlyseemedtoallMr。Skelmersdale’ssenses——coinedgold。Therewerelittlegnomesamidstthiswealth,whosalutedherathercoming,andstoodaside。 Andsuddenlysheturnedonhimtherewithbrightlyshiningeyes。 “Andnow,“shesaid,“youhavebeenkindtostaywithmesolong,anditistimeIletyougo。YoumustgobacktoyourMillie。YoumustgobacktoyourMillie,andhere——justasIpromisedyou——theywillgiveyougold。“ “Shechokedlike,“saidMr。Skelmersdale。“Atthat,Ihadasortoffeeling——“(hetouchedhisbreastbone)“asthoughIwasfaintinghere。Ifeltpale,youknow,andshivering,andeventhen——I’adn’tathingtosay。“ Hepaused。“Yes,“Isaid。 Thescenewasbeyondhisdescribing。ButIknowthatshekissedhimgood-bye。 “Andyousaidnothing?“ “Nothing,“hesaid。“Istoodlikeastuffedcalf。Shejustlookedbackonce,youknow,andstoodsmilinglikeandcrying——Icouldseetheshineofhereyes——andthenshewasgone,andtherewasalltheselittlefellowsbustlingaboutme,stuffingmy’andsandmypocketsandthebackofmycollarandeverywherewithgold。“ Andthenitwas,whentheFairyLadyhadvanished,thatMr。Skelmersdalereallyunderstoodandknew。Hesuddenlybeganpluckingoutthegoldtheywerethrustinguponhim,andshoutingoutatthemtopreventtheirgivinghimmore。“’Idon’tWANTyergold,’Isaid。’I’aven’tdoneyet。I’mnotgoing。IwanttospeaktothatFairyLadyagain。’ Istartedofftogoafterherandtheyheldmeback。Yes,stucktheirlittle’andsagainstmymiddleandshovedmeback。Theykeptgivingmemoreandmoregolduntilitwasrunningalldownmytrouserlegsanddroppingoutofmy’ands。’Idon’tWANTyergold,’ Isaystothem,’IwantjusttospeaktotheFairyLadyagain。’“ “Anddidyou?“ “Itcametoatussle。“ “Beforeyousawher?“ “Ididn’tseeher。WhenIgotoutfromthemshewasn’tanywheretobeseen。“ Soheraninsearchofheroutofthisred-litcave,downalonggrotto,seekingher,andthencehecameoutinagreatanddesolateplaceathwartwhichaswarmofwill-o’-the-wispswereflyingtoandfro。 Andabouthimelvesweredancinginderision,andthelittlegnomescameoutofthecaveafterhim,carryinggoldinhandfulsandcastingitafterhim,shouting,“Fairyloveandfairygold!Fairyloveandfairygold!“ Andwhenheheardthesewords,cameagreatfearthatitwasallover,andhelifteduphisvoiceandcalledtoherbyhername,andsuddenlysethimselftorundowntheslopefromthemouthofthecavern,throughaplaceofthornsandbriers,callingafterherveryloudlyandoften。Theelvesdancedabouthimunheeded,pinchinghimandprickinghim,andthewill-o’-the-wispscircledroundhimanddashedintohisface,andthegnomespursuedhimshoutingandpeltinghimwithfairygold。Asheranwithallthisstrangeroutabouthimanddistractinghim,suddenlyhewasknee-deepinaswamp,andsuddenlyhewasamidstthicktwistedroots,andhecaughthisfootinoneandstumbledandfell…… Hefellandherolledover,andinthatinstanthefoundhimselfsprawlinguponAldingtonKnoll,alllonelyunderthestars。 Hesatupsharplyatonce,hesays,andfoundhewasverystiffandcold,andhisclothesweredampwithdew。Thefirstpallorofdawnandachillywindwerecominguptogether。Hecouldhavebelievedthewholethingastrangelyvividdreamuntilhethrusthishandintohissidepocketandfounditstuffedwithashes。 Thenheknewforcertainitwasfairygoldtheyhadgivenhim。 Hecouldfeelalltheirpinchesandpricksstill,thoughtherewasneverabruiseuponhim。Andinthatmanner,andsosuddenly,Mr。SkelmersdalecameoutofFairylandbackintothisworldofmen。 EventhenhefanciedthethingwasbutthematterofanightuntilhereturnedtotheshopatAldingtonCorneranddiscoveredamidsttheirastonishmentthathehadbeenawaythreeweeks。 “Lor’!thetroubleI’ad!“saidMr。Skelmersdale。 “How?“ “Explaining。Isupposeyou’veneverhadanythinglikethattoexplain。“ “Never,“Isaid,andheexpatiatedforatimeonthebehaviourofthispersonandthat。Onenameheavoidedforaspace。 “AndMillie?“saidIatlast。 “Ididn’tseemtocareabitforseeingMillie,“hesaid。 “Iexpectsheseemedchanged?“ “Everyonewaschanged。Changedforgood。Everyoneseemedbig,youknow,andcoarse。Andtheirvoicesseemedloud。Why,thesun,whenitroseinthemorning,fairhitmeintheeye!“ “AndMillie?“ “Ididn’twanttoseeMillie。“ “Andwhenyoudid?“ “IcameupagainstherSunday,comingoutofchurch。’Whereyoubeen?’ shesaid,andIsawtherewasarow。_I_didn’tcareiftherewas。 Iseemedtoforgetaboutherevenwhileshewastherea-talkingtome。Shewasjustnothing。Icouldn’tmakeoutwhateverI’adseenin’erever,orwhattherecould’avebeen。Sometimeswhenshewasn’tabout,Ididgetbackalittle,butneverwhenshewasthere。 Thenitwasalwaystheothercameupandblottedherout…… Anyow,itdidn’tbreakherheart。“ “Married?“Iasked。 “Married’ercousin,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,andreflectedonthepatternofthetableclothforaspace。