Whenhespokeagainitwasclearthathisformersweethearthadcleanvanishedfromhismind,andthatthetalkhadbroughtbacktheFairyLadytriumphantinhisheart。Hetalkedofher——soonhewaslettingouttheoddestthings,queerlovesecretsitwouldbetreacherytorepeat。Ithink,indeed,thatwasthequeerestthinginthewholeaffair,tohearthatneatlittlegrocermanafterhisstorywasdone,withaglassofwhiskybesidehimandacigarbetweenhisfingers,witnessing,withsorrowstill,thoughnow,indeed,withatime-bluntedanguish,oftheinappeasablehungeroftheheartthatpresentlycameuponhim。“Icouldn’teat,“hesaid,“Icouldn’tsleep。Imademistakesinordersandgotmixedwithchange。Thereshewasdayandnight,drawingmeanddrawingme。Oh,Iwantedher。Lord!howIwantedher!Iwasupthere,mosteveningsIwasupthereontheKnoll,oftenevenwhenitrained。IusedtowalkovertheKnollandrounditandroundit,callingforthemtoletmein。Shouting。NearblubberingIwasattimes。DaftIwasandmiserable。Ikeptonsayingitwasallamistake。AndeverySundayafternoonIwentupthere,wetandfine,thoughIknewaswellasyoudoitwasn’tnogoodbyday。AndI’vetriedtogotosleepthere。“
Hestoppedsharplyanddecidedtodrinksomewhisky。
“I’vetriedtogotosleepthere,“hesaid,andIcouldswearhislipstrembled。“I’vetriedtogotosleepthere,oftenandoften。And,youknow,Icouldn’t,sir——never。I’vethoughtifIcouldgotosleepthere,theremightbesomething。ButI’vesatupthereandlaidupthere,andIcouldn’t——notforthinkingandlonging。It’sthelonging……I’vetried——“
Heblew,drankuptherestofhiswhiskyspasmodically,stoodupsuddenlyandbuttonedhisjacket,staringcloselyandcriticallyatthecheapoleographsbesidethemantelmeanwhile。Thelittleblacknotebookinwhichherecordedtheordersofhisdailyroundprojectedstifflyfromhisbreastpocket。Whenallthebuttonswerequitedone,hepattedhischestandturnedonmesuddenly。“Well,“
hesaid,“Imustbegoing。“
Therewassomethinginhiseyesandmannerthatwastoodifficultforhimtoexpressinwords。“Onegetstalking,“hesaidatlastatthedoor,andsmiledwanly,andsovanishedfrommyeyes。
AndthatisthetaleofMr。SkelmersdaleinFairylandjustashetoldittome。
ThesceneamidstwhichClaytontoldhislaststorycomesbackveryvividlytomymind。Therehesat,forthegreaterpartofthetime,inthecorneroftheauthenticsettlebythespaciousopenfire,andSandersonsatbesidehimsmokingtheBroseleyclaythatborehisname。
TherewasEvans,andthatmarvelamongactors,Wish,whoisalsoamodestman。WehadallcomedowntotheMermaidClubthatSaturdaymorning,exceptClayton,whohadsleptthereovernight——whichindeedgavehimtheopeningofhisstory。Wehadgolfeduntilgolfingwasinvisible;wehaddined,andwewereinthatmoodoftranquilkindlinesswhenmenwillsufferastory。WhenClaytonbegantotellone,wenaturallysupposedhewaslying。Itmaybethatindeedhewaslying——ofthatthereaderwillspeedilybeabletojudgeaswellasI。
Hebegan,itistrue,withanairofmatter-of-factanecdote,butthatwethoughtwasonlytheincurableartificeoftheman。
“Isay!“heremarked,afteralongconsiderationoftheupwardrainofsparksfromthelogthatSandersonhadthumped,“youknowIwasaloneherelastnight?“
“Exceptforthedomestics,“saidWish。
“Whosleepintheotherwing,“saidClayton。“Yes。Well——“Hepulledathiscigarforsomelittletimeasthoughhestillhesitatedabouthisconfidence。Thenhesaid,quitequietly,“Icaughtaghost!“
“Caughtaghost,didyou?“saidSanderson。“Whereisit?“
AndEvans,whoadmiresClaytonimmenselyandhasbeenfourweeksinAmerica,shouted,“CAUGHTaghost,didyou,Clayton?I’mgladofit!Tellusallaboutitrightnow。“
Claytonsaidhewouldinaminute,andaskedhimtoshutthedoor。
Helookedapologeticallyatme。“There’snoeavesdroppingofcourse,butwedon’twanttoupsetourveryexcellentservicewithanyrumoursofghostsintheplace。There’stoomuchshadowandoakpanellingtotriflewiththat。Andthis,youknow,wasn’taregularghost。
Idon’tthinkitwillcomeagain——ever。“
“Youmeantosayyoudidn’tkeepit?“saidSanderson。
“Ihadn’ttheheartto,“saidClayton。
AndSandersonsaidhewassurprised。
Welaughed,andClaytonlookedaggrieved。“Iknow,“hesaid,withtheflickerofasmile,“butthefactisitreallyWASaghost,andI’massureofitasIamthatIamtalkingtoyounow。I’mnotjoking。ImeanwhatIsay。“
Sandersondrewdeeplyathispipe,withonereddisheyeonClayton,andthenemittedathinjetofsmokemoreeloquentthanmanywords。
Claytonignoredthecomment。“Itisthestrangestthingthathaseverhappenedinmylife。Youknow,Ineverbelievedinghostsoranythingofthesort,before,ever;andthen,youknow,Ibagoneinacorner;andthewholebusinessisinmyhands。“
Hemeditatedstillmoreprofoundly,andproducedandbegantopierceasecondcigarwithacuriouslittlestabberheaffected。
“Youtalkedtoit?“askedWish。
“Forthespace,probably,ofanhour。“
“Chatty?“Isaid,joiningthepartyofthesceptics。
“Thepoordevilwasintrouble,“saidClayton,bowedoverhiscigar-endandwiththeveryfaintestnoteofreproof。
“Sobbing?“someoneasked。
Claytonheavedarealisticsighatthememory。“GoodLord!“hesaid;
“yes。“Andthen,“Poorfellow!yes。“
“Wheredidyoustrikeit?“askedEvans,inhisbestAmericanaccent。
“Ineverrealised,“saidClayton,ignoringhim,“thepoorsortofthingaghostmightbe,“andhehungusupagainforatime,whilehesoughtformatchesinhispocketandlitandwarmedtohiscigar。
“Itookanadvantage,“hereflectedatlast。
Wewerenoneofusinahurry。“Acharacter,“hesaid,“remainsjustthesamecharacterforallthatit’sbeendisembodied。That’sathingwetoooftenforget。Peoplewithacertainstrengthorfixityofpurposemayhaveghostsofacertainstrengthandfixityofpurpose——mosthauntingghosts,youknow,mustbeasone-idea’dasmonomaniacsandasobstinateasmulestocomebackagainandagain。
Thispoorcreaturewasn’t。“Hesuddenlylookedupratherqueerly,andhiseyewentroundtheroom。“Isayit,“hesaid,“inallkindliness,butthatistheplaintruthofthecase。Evenatthefirstglancehestruckmeasweak。“
Hepunctuatedwiththehelpofhiscigar。
“Icameuponhim,youknow,inthelongpassage。HisbackwastowardsmeandIsawhimfirst。RightoffIknewhimforaghost。Hewastransparentandwhitish;cleanthroughhischestIcouldseetheglimmerofthelittlewindowattheend。Andnotonlyhisphysiquebuthisattitudestruckmeasbeingweak。Helooked,youknow,asthoughhedidn’tknowintheslightestwhateverhemeanttodo。Onehandwasonthepanellingandtheotherflutteredtohismouth。Like——SO!“
“Whatsortofphysique?“saidSanderson。
“Lean。Youknowthatsortofyoungman’sneckthathastwogreatflutingsdowntheback,hereandhere——so!Andalittle,meanishheadwithscrubbyhair——Andratherbadears。Shouldersbad,narrowerthanthehips;turn-downcollar,ready-madeshortjacket,trousersbaggyandalittlefrayedattheheels。That’showhetookme。
Icameveryquietlyupthestaircase。Ididnotcarryalight,youknow——thecandlesareonthelandingtableandthereisthatlamp——
andIwasinmylistslippers,andIsawhimasIcameup。Istoppeddeadatthat——takinghimin。Iwasn’tabitafraid。Ithinkthatinmostoftheseaffairsoneisnevernearlysoafraidorexcitedasoneimaginesonewouldbe。Iwassurprisedandinterested。
Ithought,’GoodLord!Here’saghostatlast!AndIhaven’tbelievedforamomentinghostsduringthelastfive-and-twentyyears。’“
“Um,“saidWish。
“IsupposeIwasn’tonthelandingamomentbeforehefoundoutI
wasthere。Heturnedonmesharply,andIsawthefaceofanimmatureyoungman,aweaknose,ascrubbylittlemoustache,afeeblechin。
Soforaninstantwestood——helookingoverhisshoulderatmeandregardedoneanother。Thenheseemedtorememberhishighcalling。
Heturnedround,drewhimselfup,projectedhisface,raisedhisarms,spreadhishandsinapprovedghostfashion——cametowardsme。
Ashedidsohislittlejawdropped,andheemittedafaint,drawn-out’Boo。’No,itwasn’t——notabitdreadful。I’ddined。I’dhadabottleofchampagne,andbeingallalone,perhapstwoorthree——perhapsevenfourorfive——whiskies,soIwasassolidasrocksandnomorefrightenedthanifI’dbeenassailedbyafrog。’Boo!’Isaid。
’Nonsense。Youdon’tbelongtoTHISplace。Whatareyoudoinghere?’
“Icouldseehimwince。’Boo-oo,’hesaid。
“’Boo——behanged!Areyouamember?’Isaid;andjusttoshowIdidn’tcareapinforhimIsteppedthroughacornerofhimandmadetolightmycandle。’Areyouamember?’Irepeated,lookingathimsideways。
“Hemovedalittlesoastostandclearofme,andhisbearingbecamecrestfallen。’No,’hesaid,inanswertothepersistentinterrogationofmyeye;’I’mnotamember——I’maghost。’
“’Well,thatdoesn’tgiveyoutherunoftheMermaidClub。Isthereanyoneyouwanttosee,oranythingofthatsort?’anddoingitassteadilyaspossibleforfearthatheshouldmistakethecarelessnessofwhiskyforthedistractionoffear,Igotmycandlealight。