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类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3516更新时间:18/12/27 08:56:22
AndatthatMr。Besselreturnedwithredoubledearnestnesstotheroomwheretheseancewasgoingon,andsosoonashehadthrusthimselfwithinsightoftheplacehesawoneofthemenwhostoodaboutthemediumlookingathiswatchasifhemeantthattheseanceshouldpresentlyend。Atthatagreatnumberoftheshadowswhohadbeenstrivingturnedawaywithgesturesofdespair。ButthethoughtthattheseancewasalmostoveronlymadeMr。Besselthemoreearnest,andhestruggledsostoutlywithhiswillagainsttheothersthatpresentlyhegainedthewoman’sbrain。Itchancedthatjustatthatmomentitglowedverybrightly,andinthatinstantshewrotethemessagethatDoctorWilsonPagetpreserved。AndthentheothershadowsandthecloudofevilspiritsabouthimhadthrustMr。Besselawayfromher,andforalltherestoftheseancehecouldregainhernomore。 Sohewentbackandwatchedthroughthelonghoursatthebottomoftheshaftwheretheevilspiritlayinthestolenbodyithadmaimed,writhingandcursing,andweepingandgroaning,andlearningthelessonofpain。Andtowardsdawnthethinghehadwaitedforhappened,thebrainglowedbrightlyandtheevilspiritcameout,andMr。Besselenteredthebodyhehadfearedheshouldneverenteragain。Ashedidso,thesilence——thebroodingsilence——ended; heheardthetumultoftrafficandthevoicesofpeopleoverhead,andthatstrangeworldthatistheshadowofourworld——thedarkandsilentshadowsofineffectualdesireandtheshadowsoflostmen——vanishedcleanaway。 Helaythereforthespaceofaboutthreehoursbeforehewasfound。 Andinspiteofthepainandsufferingofhiswounds,andofthedimdampplaceinwhichhelay;inspiteofthetears——wrungfromhimbyhisphysicaldistress——hisheartwasfullofgladnesstoknowthathewasneverthelessbackoncemoreinthekindlyworldofmen。 “Youcan’tbeTOOcarefulWHOyoumarry,“saidMr。Brisher,andpulledthoughtfullywithafat-wristedhandatthelankmoustachethathideshiswantofchin。 “That’swhy——“Iventured。 “Yes,“saidMr。Brisher,withasolemnlightinhisbleary,blue-greyeyes,movinghisheadexpressivelyandbreathingalcoholINTIMATELY atme。“There’slotsas’ave’adatryatme——manyasIcouldnameinthistown——butnone’avedoneit——none。“ Isurveyedtheflushedcountenance,theequatorialexpansion,themasterlycarelessnessofhisattire,andheavedasightothinkthatbyreasonoftheunworthinessofwomenhemustneedsbethelastofhisrace。 “IwasasmartyoungchapwhenIwasyounger,“saidMr。Brisher。 “I’admyworkcutout。ButIwasverycareful——very。AndIgotthrough……“ Heleantoverthetaproomtableandthoughtvisiblyonthesubjectofmytrustworthiness。Iwasrelievedatlastbyhisconfidence。 “Iwasengagedonce,“hesaidatlast,withareminiscenteyeontheshuv-a’pennyboard。 “Sonearasthat?“ Helookedatme。“Sonearasthat。Factis——“Helookedabouthim,broughthisfaceclosetomine,loweredhisvoice,andfencedoffanunsympatheticworldwithagrimyhand。“Ifsheain’tdeadormarriedtosomeoneelseoranything——I’mengagedstill。Now。“Heconfirmedthisstatementwithnodsandfacialcontortions。“STILL,“hesaid,endingthepantomime,andbrokeintoarecklesssmileatmysurprise。 “ME!“ “Runaway,“heexplainedfurther,withcoruscatingeyebrows。 “Come’ome。 “Thatain’tall。 “You’d’ardlybelieveit,“hesaid,“butIfoundatreasure。Foundaregulartreasure。“ Ifanciedthiswasirony,anddidnot,perhaps,greetitwithpropersurprise。“Yes,“hesaid,“Ifoundatreasure。Andcome’ome。ItellyouIcouldsurpriseyouwiththingsthathashappenedtome。“ Andforsometimehewascontenttorepeatthathehadfoundatreasure——andleftit。 Imadenovulgarclamourforastory,butIbecameattentivetoMr。 Brisher’sbodilyneeds,andpresentlyIledhimbacktothedesertedlady。 “Shewasanicegirl,“hesaid——alittlesadly,Ithought。“AND respectable。“ Heraisedhiseyebrowsandtightenedhismouthtoexpressextremerespectability——beyondthelikesofuselderlymen。 “Itwasalongwayfrom’ere。Essex,infact。NearColchester。 ItwaswhenIwasupinLondon——inthebuildin’trade。Iwasasmartyoungchapthen,Icantellyou。Slim。’Adbestclo’es’sgoodasanybody。’At——SILK’at,mindyou。“Mr。Brisher’shandshotabovehisheadtowardstheinfinitetoindicateitsilkhatofthehighest。 “Umbrella——niceumbrellawitha’orn’andle。Savin’s。VerycarefulIwas……“ Hewaspensiveforalittlewhile,thinking,aswemustallcometothinksoonerorlater,ofthevanishedbrightnessofyouth。 Butherefrained,asonemaydointaprooms,fromtheobviousmoral。 “Igottoknow’erthroughachapwhatwasengagedto’ersister。 ShewasstoppinginLondonforabitwithanauntthat’ada’aman’beefshop。Thisauntwasveryparticular——theywasallveryparticularpeople,all’erpeoplewas——andwouldn’tlet’ersistergooutwiththisfellerexcept’erothersister,MYgirlthatis,wentwiththem。So’ebroughtmeintoit,sortoftoeasethecrowding。 WeusedtogowalksinBatterseaParkofaSundayafternoon。Meinmytopper,and’imin’is;andthegirl’s——well——stylish。Therewasn’tmanyinBatterseaPark’adthelarfofus。Shewasn’twhatyou’dcallpretty,butanicergirlInevermet。_I_liked’erfromthestart,and,well——thoughIsayitwhoshouldn’t——shelikedme。 Youknow’owitis,Idessay?“ IpretendedIdid。 “Andwhenthischapmarried’ersister——’imandmewasgreatfriends——whatmust’edobutarstmedowntoColchester,closebywhereShelived。NaturallyIwasintrojucedto’erpeople,andwell,verysoon,herandmewasengaged。“ Herepeated“engaged。“ “Shelivedat’omewith’erfatherandmother,quitethelady,inaverynicelittle’ousewithagarden——andremarkablerespectablepeopletheywas。Richyoumightcall’ema’most。Theyownedtheirown’ouse——gotitoutoftheBuildingSociety,andcheapbecausethechapwhohaditbeforewasaburglarandinprison——andthey’adabitoffree’oldland,andsomecottagesandmoney’nvested——allniceandtight:theywaswhatyou’dcallsnugandwarm。Itellyou,IwasOn。Furnituretoo。Why!They’adapianner。Jane——’ernamewasJane——usedtoplayitSundays,andverynicesheplayedtoo。 Therewasn’t’ardlya’imtooninthebooksheCOULDN’Tplay…… “Many’stheevenin’we’vemetandsung’imsthere,meand’erandthefamily。 “’Erfatherwasquitealeadin’maninchapel。Youshouldha’seenhimSundays,interruptin’theministerandgivin’out’ims。Hehadgoldspectacles,Iremember,andusedtolookover’ematyouwhilehesanghearty——hewasalwaysgreatonsinging’eartytotheLord—— andwhenHEgotouto’toon’arfthepeoplewentafter’im——always。 ’Ewasthatsortofman。Andtowalkbe’ind’imin’isniceblackclo’es——’is’atwasabrimmer——madeoneregularproudtobeengagedtosuchafather-in-law。AndwhenthesummercameIwentdownthereandstoppedafortnight。 “Now,youknowtherewasasortofItch,“saidMr。Brisher。“Wewantedtomarry,meandJanedid,andgetthingssettled。But’EsaidI’adtogetaproperpositionfirst。ConsequentlytherewasaItch。 Consequently,whenIwentdownthere,IwasanxioustoshowthatIwasagoodusefulsortofchaplike。ShowIcoulddoprettynearlyeverythinglike。See?“ Imadeasympatheticnoise。 “Anddownatthebottomoftheirgardenwasabitofwildpartlike。 SoIsaysto’im,’Whydon’tyou’avearockery’ere?’Isays。 ’It’udlooknice。’ “’Toomuchexpense,’hesays。 “’Notapenny,’saysI。’I’madabatrockeries。Lemmemakeyouone。’ Yousee,I’d’elpedmybrothermakearockeryinthebeergardenbe’ind’istap,soIknew’owtodoittorights。’Lemmemakeyouone,’Isays。’It’s’olidays,butI’mthatsortofchap,I’atedoingnothing,’Isays。’I’llmakeyouonetorights。’Andthelongandtheshortofitwas,hesaidImight。 “Andthat’s’owIcomeonthetreasure。“ “Whattreasure?“Iasked。 “Why!“saidMr。Brisher,“thetreasureI’mtellingyouabout,what’sthereasonwhyInevermarried。“