第42章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:4651更新时间:18/12/27 08:56:22
Atfirsttherewereotherfugitives,butwedidnotminglewiththem。 Someescapednorthward,somewerecaughtinthetorrentofpeasantrythatsweptalongthemainroads;manygavethemselvesintothehandsofthesoldieryandweresentnorthward。Manyofthemenwereimpressed。Butwekeptawayfromthesethings;wehadbroughtnomoneytobribeapassagenorth,andIfearedformyladyatthehandsoftheseconscriptcrowds。WehadlandedatSalerno,andwehadbeenturnedbackfromCava,andwehadtriedtocrosstowardsTarantobyapassoverMountAlburno,butwehadbeendrivenbackforwantoffood,andsowehadcomedownamongthemarshesbyPaestum,wherethosegreattemplesstandalone。IhadsomevagueideathatbyPaestumitmightbepossibletofindaboatorsomething,andtakeoncemoretosea。Andthereitwasthebattleovertookus。 “Asortofsoul-blindnesshadme。PlainlyIcouldseethatwewerebeinghemmedin;thatthegreatnetofthatgiantWarfarehadusinitstoils。Manytimeswehadseentheleviesthathadcomedownfromthenorthgoingtoandfro,andhadcomeupontheminthedistanceamidstthemountainsmakingwaysfortheammunitionandpreparingthemountingoftheguns。Oncewefanciedtheyhadfiredatus,takingusforspies——atanyrateashothadgoneshudderingoverus。 Severaltimeswehadhiddeninwoodsfromhoveringaeroplanes。 “Butallthesethingsdonotmatternow,thesenightsofflightandpain……WewereinanopenplacenearthosegreattemplesatPaestum,atlast,onablankstonyplacedottedwithspikybushes,emptyanddesolateandsoflatthatagroveofeucalyptusfarawayshowedtothefeetofitsstems。HowIcanseeit!Myladywassittingdownunderabush,restingalittle,forshewasveryweakandweary,andIwasstandingupwatchingtoseeifIcouldtellthedistanceofthefiringthatcameandwent。Theywerestill,youknow,fightingfarfromeachother,withthoseterriblenewweaponsthathadneverbeforebeenused:gunsthatwouldcarrybeyondsight,andaeroplanesthatwoulddo——WhatTHEYwoulddonomancouldforetell。 “Iknewthatwewerebetweenthetwoarmies,andthattheydrewtogether。Iknewwewereindanger,andthatwecouldnotstopthereandrest! “Thoughallthesethingswereinmymind,theywereinthebackground。 Theyseemedtobeaffairsbeyondourconcern。Chiefly,Iwasthinkingofmylady。Anachingdistressfilledme。Forthefirsttimeshehadownedherselfbeatenandhadfallena-weeping。BehindmeIcouldhearhersobbing,butIwouldnotturnroundtoherbecauseIknewshehadneedofweeping,andhadheldherselfsofarandsolongforme。Itwaswell,Ithought,thatshewouldweepandrestandthenwewouldtoilonagain,forIhadnoinklingofthethingthathungsonear。EvennowIcanseeherasshesatthere,herlovelyhairuponhershoulder,canmarkagainthedeepeninghollowofhercheek。 “’Ifwehadparted,’shesaid,“ifIhadletyougo。’ “’No,’saidI。’Evennow,Idonotrepent。Iwillnotrepent; Imademychoice,andIwillholdontotheend。“ “Andthen—— “Overheadintheskysomethingflashedandburst,andallaboutusIheardthebulletsmakinganoiselikeahandfulofpeassuddenlythrown。Theychippedthestonesaboutus,andwhirledfragmentsfromthebricksandpassed……“ Heputhishandtohismouth,andthenmoistenedhislips。 “AttheflashIhadturnedabout…… “Youknow——shestoodup—— “Shestoodup;youknow,andmovedasteptowardsme—— “Asthoughshewantedtoreachme—— “Andshehadbeenshotthroughtheheart。“ Hestoppedandstaredatme。IfeltallthatfoolishincapacityanEnglishmanfeelsonsuchoccasions。Imethiseyesforamoment,andthenstaredoutofthewindow。Foralongspacewekeptsilence。 WhenatlastIlookedathimhewassittingbackinhiscorner,hisarmsfolded,andhisteethgnawingathisknuckles。 Hebithisnailsuddenly,andstaredatit。 “Icarriedher,“hesaid,“towardsthetemples,inmyarms——asthoughitmattered。Idon’tknowwhy。Theyseemedasortofsanctuary,youknow,theyhadlastedsolong,Isuppose。 “Shemusthavediedalmostinstantly。Only——Italkedtoher——alltheway。“ Silenceagain。 “Ihaveseenthosetemples,“Isaidabruptly,andindeedhehadbroughtthosestill,sunlitarcadesofwornsandstoneveryvividlybeforeme。 “Itwasthebrownone,thebigbrownone。Isatdownonafallenpillarandheldherinmyarms……Silentafterthefirstbabblewasover。 Andafteralittlewhilethelizardscameoutandranaboutagain,asthoughnothingunusualwasgoingon,asthoughnothinghadchanged……Itwastremendouslystillthere,thesunhigh,andtheshadowsstill;eventheshadowsoftheweedsupontheentablaturewerestill——inspiteofthethuddingandbangingthatwentallaboutthesky。 “Iseemtorememberthattheaeroplanescameupoutofthesouth,andthatthebattlewentawaytothewest。Oneaeroplanewasstruck,andoversetandfell。Irememberthat——thoughitdidn’tinterestmeintheleast。Itdidn’tseemtosignify。Itwaslikeawoundedgull,youknow——flappingforatimeinthewater。Icouldseeitdowntheaisleofthetemple——ablackthinginthebrightbluewater。 “Threeorfourtimesshellsburstaboutthebeach,andthenthatceased。Eachtimethathappenedallthelizardsscuttledinandhidforaspace。Thatwasallthemischiefdone,exceptthatonceastraybulletgashedthestonehardby——madejustafreshbrightsurface。 “Astheshadowsgrewlonger,thestillnessseemedgreater。 “Thecuriousthing,“heremarked,withthemannerofamanwhomakesatrivialconversation,“isthatIdidn’tTHINK——Ididn’tthinkatall。Isatwithherinmyarmsamidstthestones——inasortoflethargy——stagnant。 “AndIdon’trememberwakingup。Idon’trememberdressingthatday。 IknowIfoundmyselfinmyoffice,withmylettersallslitopeninfrontofme,andhowIwasstruckbytheabsurdityofbeingthere,seeingthatinrealityIwassitting,stunned,inthatPaestumtemplewithadeadwomaninmyarms。Ireadmyletterslikeamachine。 Ihaveforgottenwhattheywereabout。“ Hestopped,andtherewasalongsilence。 SuddenlyIperceivedthatwewererunningdowntheinclinefromChalkFarmtoEuston。Istartedatthispassingoftime。Iturnedonhimwithabrutalquestion,withthetoneofNowornever。 “Anddidyoudreamagain?“ “Yes。“ Heseemedtoforcehimselftofinish。Hisvoicewasverylow。 “Oncemore,andasitwereonlyforafewinstants。Iseemedtohavesuddenlyawakenedoutofagreatapathy,tohaverisenintoasittingposition,andthebodylaythereonthestonesbesideme。Agauntbody。Nother,youknow。Sosoon——itwasnother…… “Imayhaveheardvoices。Idonotknow。OnlyIknewclearlythatmenwerecomingintothesolitudeandthatthatwasalastoutrage。 “Istoodupandwalkedthroughthetemple,andthentherecameintosight——firstonemanwithayellowface,dressedinauniformofdirtywhite,trimmedwithblue,andthenseveral,climbingtothecrestoftheoldwallofthevanishedcity,andcrouchingthere。Theywerelittlebrightfiguresinthesunlight,andtheretheyhung,weaponinhand,peeringcautiouslybeforethem。 “AndfurtherawayIsawothersandthenmoreatanotherpointinthewall。Itwasalonglaxlineofmeninopenorder。 “PresentlythemanIhadfirstseenstoodupandshoutedacommand,andhismencametumblingdownthewallandintothehighweedstowardsthetemple。Hescrambleddownwiththemandledthem。 Hecamefacingtowardsme,andwhenhesawmehestopped。 “AtfirstIhadwatchedthesemenwithamerecuriosity,butwhenIhadseentheymeanttocometothetempleIwasmovedtoforbidthem。Ishoutedtotheofficer。 “’Youmustnotcomehere,’Icried,’_I_amhere。Iamherewithmydead。’ “Hestared,andthenshoutedaquestionbacktomeinsomeunknowntongue。 “IrepeatedwhatIhadsaid。 “Heshoutedagain,andIfoldedmyarmsandstoodstill。Presentlyhespoketohismenandcameforward。Hecarriedadrawnsword。 “Isignedtohimtokeepaway,buthecontinuedtoadvance。Itoldhimagainverypatientlyandclearly:’Youmustnotcomehere。 TheseareoldtemplesandIamherewithmydead。’ “PresentlyhewassocloseIcouldseehisfaceclearly。Itwasanarrowface,withdullgreyeyes,andablackmoustache。Hehadascaronhisupperlip,andhewasdirtyandunshaven。Hekeptshoutingunintelligiblethings,questionsperhaps,atme。 “Iknownowthathewasafraidofme,butatthetimethatdidnotoccurtome。AsItriedtoexplaintohimheinterruptedmeinimperioustones,biddingme,Isuppose,standaside。 “Hemadetogopastme,AndIcaughtholdofhim。 “Isawhisfacechangeatmygrip。 “’Youfool,’Icried。’Don’tyouknow?Sheisdead!’ “Hestartedback。Helookedatmewithcrueleyes。Isawasortofexultantresolveleapintothem——delight。Then,suddenly,withascowl,heswepthisswordback——SO——andthrust。“ Hestoppedabruptly。Ibecameawareofachangeintherhythmofthetrain。Thebrakesliftedtheirvoicesandthecarriagejarredandjerked。Thispresentworldinsisteduponitself,becameclamorous。Isawthroughthesteamywindowhugeelectriclightsglaringdownfromtallmastsuponafog,sawrowsofstationaryemptycarriagespassingby,andthenasignal-box,hoistingitsconstellationofgreenandredintothemurkyLondontwilightmarchedafterthem。Ilookedagainathisdrawnfeatures。 “Heranmethroughtheheart。Itwaswithasortofastonishment—— nofear,nopain——butjustamazement,thatIfeltitpierceme,feltthesworddrivehomeintomybody。Itdidn’thurt,youknow。 Itdidn’thurtatall。“ Theyellowplatformlightscameintothefieldofview,passingfirstrapidly,thenslowly,andatlaststoppingwithajerk。 Dimshapesofmenpassedtoandfrowithout。 “Euston!“criedavoice。 “Doyoumean——?“ “Therewasnopain,nostingorsmart。Amazementandthendarknesssweepingovereverything。Thehot,brutalfacebeforeme,thefaceofthemanwhohadkilledme,seemedtorecede。Itsweptoutofexistence——“ “Euston!“clamouredthevoicesoutside;“Euston!“ Thecarriagedooropened,admittingafloodofsound,andaporterstoodregardingus。Thesoundsofdoorsslamming,andthehoof-clatterofcab-horses,andbehindthesethingsthefeaturelessremoteroaroftheLondoncobble-stones,cametomyears。Atruckloadoflightedlampsblazedalongtheplatform。 “Adarkness,afloodofdarknessthatopenedandspreadandblottedoutallthings。“ “Anyluggage,sir?“saidtheporter。 “Andthatwastheend?“Iasked。 Heseemedtohesitate。Then,almostinaudibly,heanswered,“No。“ “Youmean?“ “Icouldn’tgettoher。ShewasthereontheothersideoftheTemple—— Andthen——“ “Yes,“Iinsisted。“Yes?“ “Nightmares,“hecried;“nightmaresindeed!MyGod!Greatbirdsthatfoughtandtore。“ End