第2章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:3889更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
Aksyó;nofdidnotreply,butonlylookeddowncast。 Thenhiswifesaid,’ItwasnotfornothingIdreamtyourhairhadturnedgrey。Youremember?Youshouldnothavestartedthatday。’Andpassingherfingersthroughhishair,shesaid:’Vá;nyadearest,tellyourwifethetruth;wasitnotyouwhodidit?’ ’Soyou,too,suspectme!’saidAksyó;nof,andhidinghisfaceinhishands,hebegantoweep。Thenasoldiercametosaythatthewifeandchildrenmustgoaway;andAksyó;nofsaidgood-byetohisfamilyforthelasttime。 Whentheyweregone,Aksyó;nofrecalledwhathadbeensaid,andwhenherememberedthathiswifealsohadsuspectedhim,hesaidtohimself,’ItseemsthatonlyGodcanknowthetruth,itistoHimalonewemustappeal,andfromHimaloneexpectmercy。’ AndAksyó;nofwrotenomorepetitions;gaveupallhope,andonlyprayedtoGod。 Aksyó;nofwascondemnedtobefloggedandsenttothemines。Sohewasfloggedwithaknout,andwhenthewoundsmadebytheknoutwerehealed,hewasdriventoSiberiawithotherconvicts。 Fortwenty-sixyearsAksyó;noflivedasaconvictinSiberia。 Hishairturnedwhiteassnowandhisbeardgrewlong,thin,andgrey。Allhismirthwent;hestooped;hewalkedslowly,spokelittle,andneverlaughed,butheoftenprayed。 InprisonAksyó;noflearnttomakeboots,andearnedalittlemoney,withwhichheboughtTheLivesoftheSaints。Hereadthisbookwhentherewaslightenoughintheprison;andonSundaysintheprison-churchhereadthelessonsandsanginthechoir;forhisvoicewasstillgood。 TheprisonauthoritieslikedAksyó;nofforhismeekness,andhisfellow-prisonersrespectedhim:theycalledhim’Grandfather,’ and’TheSaint。’Whentheywantedtopetitiontheprisonauthoritiesaboutanything,theyalwaysmadeAksyó;noftheirspokesman,andwhentherewerequarrelsamongtheprisonerstheycametohimtoputthingsright,andtojudgethematter。 NonewsreachedAksyó;noffromhishome,andhedidnotevenknowifhiswifeandchildrenwerestillalive。 Onedayafreshgangofconvictscametotheprison。Intheeveningtheoldprisonerscollectedroundthenewonesandaskedthemwhattownsorvillagestheycamefrom,andwhattheyweresentencedfor。AmongtherestAksyó;nofsatdownnearthenew-comers,andlistenedwithdowncastairtowhatwassaid。 Oneofthenewconvicts,atall,strongmanofsixty,withaclosely-croppedgreybeard,wastellingtheotherswhathehadbeenarrestedfor。 ’Well,friends,’hesaid,’Ionlytookahorsethatwastiedtoasledge,andIwasarrestedandaccusedofstealing。IsaidIhadonlytakenittogethomequicker,andhadthenletitgo;besides,thedriverwasapersonalfriendofmine。SoIsaid,“It’sallright。““No,“saidthey,“youstoleit。“ButhoworwhereIstoleittheycouldnotsay。Ioncereallydidsomethingwrong,andoughtbyrightstohavecomeherelongago,butthattimeIwasnotfoundout。NowIhavebeensentherefornothingatall…… Eh,butit’sliesI’mtellingyou;I’vebeentoSiberiabefore,butIdidnotstaylong。’ ’Whereareyoufrom?’askedsomeone。 ’FromVladí;mir。Myfamilyareofthattown。MynameisMaká;r,andtheyalsocallmeSemyó;nitch。’ Aksyó;nofraisedhisheadandsaid:’Tellme,Semyó;nitch,doyouknowanythingofthemerchantsAksyó;nof,ofVladí;mir? Aretheystillalive?’ ’Knowthem?OfcourseIdo。TheAksyó;nofsarerich,thoughtheirfatherisinSiberia:asinnerlikeourselves,itseems!Asforyou,Gran’dad,howdidyoucomehere?’ Aksyó;nofdidnotliketospeakofhismisfortune。Heonlysighed,andsaid,’FormysinsIhavebeeninprisonthesetwenty-sixyears。’ ’Whatsins?’askedMaká;rSemyó;nitch。 ButAksyó;nofonlysaid,’Well,well——Imusthavedeservedit!’ Hewouldhavesaidnomore,buthiscompanionstoldthenew-comerhowAksyó;nofcametobeinSiberia:howsomeonehadkilledamerchantandhadputaknifeamongAksyó;nof’sthings,andAksyó;nofhadbeenunjustlycondemned。 WhenMaká;rSemyó;nitchheardthis,helookedatAksyó;nof,slappedhisownknee,andexclaimed,’Wellthisiswonderful! Reallywonderful!Buthowoldyou’vegrown,Gran’dad!’ Theothersaskedhimwhyhewassosurprised,andwherehehadseenAksyó;nofbefore;butMaká;rSemyó;nitchdidnotreply。 Heonlysaid:’It’swonderfulthatweshouldmeethere,lads!’ ThesewordsmadeAksyó;nofwonderwhetherthismanknewwhohadkilledthemerchant;sohesaid’Perhaps,Semyó;nitch,youhaveheardofthataffairormaybeyou’veseenmebefore?’ ’HowcouldIhelphearing?Theworld’sfullofrumours。Butit’slongago,andI’veforgottenwhatIheard。’ ’Perhapsyouheardwhokilledthemerchant?’askedAksyó;nof。 Maká;rSemyó;nitchlaughed,andreplied,’Itmusthavebeenhiminwhosebagtheknifewasfound!Ifsomeoneelsehidtheknifethere,“He’snotathieftillhe’scaught,“asthesayingis。 Howcouldanyoneputaknifeintoyourbagwhileitwasunderyourhead?Itwouldsurelyhavewokeyouup?’ WhenAksyó;nofheardthesewords,hefeltsurethiswasthemanwhohadkilledthemerchant。Heroseandwentaway。AllthatnightAksyó;noflayawake。 Hefeltterriblyunhappy,andallsortsofimagesroseinhismind。 Therewastheimageofhiswifeasshewaswhenhepartedfromhertogotothefair。Hesawherasifshewerepresent;herfaceandhereyesrosebeforehim;heheardherspeakandlaugh。Thenhesawhischildren,quitelittle,astheywereatthattime:onewithalittlecloakon,anotherathismother’sbreast。 Andthenherememberedhimselfasheusedtobe——youngandmerry。 Herememberedhowhesatplayingtheguitarintheporchoftheinnwherehewasarrested,andhowfreefromcarehehadbeen。Hesaw,inhismind,theplacewherehewasflogged,theexecutioner,andthepeoplestandingaround;thechains,theconvicts,allthetwenty-sixyearsofhisprisonlife,andhisprematureoldage。Thethoughtofitallmadehimsowretchedthathewasreadytokillhimself。 ’Andit’sallthatvillain’sdoing!’thoughtAksyó;nof。AndhisangerwassogreatagainstMaká;rSemyó;nitchthathelongedforvengeance,evenifhehimselfshouldperishforit。Hekeptrepeatingprayersallnight,butcouldgetnopeace。DuringthedayhedidnotgonearMaká;rSemyó;nitch,norevenlookathim。 Afortnightpassedinthisway。Aksyó;nofcouldnotsleepatnights,andwassomiserablethathedidnotknowwhattodo。 Onenightashewaswalkingabouttheprisonhenoticedsomeearththatcamerollingoutfromunderoneoftheshelvesonwhichtheprisonersslept。Hestoppedtoseewhatitwas。SuddenlyMaká;rSemyó;nitchcreptoutfromundertheshelf,andlookedupatAksyó;nofwithfrightenedface。Aksyó;noftriedtopasswithoutlookingathim,butMaká;rseizedhishandandtoldhimthathehaddugaholeunderthewall,gettingridoftheearthbyputtingitintohishigh-boots,andemptyingitouteverydayontheroadwhentheprisonersweredriventotheirwork。 ’Justyoukeepquiet,oldman,andyoushallgetouttoo。Ifyoublabthey’llflogthelifeoutofme,butIwillkillyoufirst。’ Aksyó;noftrembledwithangerashelookedathisenemy。Hedrewhishandaway,saying,’Ihavenowishtoescape,andyouhavenoneedtokillme;youkilledmelongago!Astotellingofyou——Imaydosoornot,asGodshalldirect。’ Nextday,whentheconvictswereledouttowork,theconvoysoldiersnoticedthatoneorotheroftheprisonersemptiedsomeearthoutofhisboots。Theprisonwassearched,andthetunnelfound。 TheGovernorcameandquestionedalltheprisonerstofindoutwhohaddugthehole。Theyalldeniedanyknowledgeofit。 Thosewhoknew,wouldnotbetrayMaká;rSemyó;nitch,knowinghewouldbefloggedalmosttodeath。AtlasttheGovernorturnedtoAksyó;nof,whomheknewtobeajustman,andsaid: ’Youareatruthfuloldman;tellme,beforeGod,whodugthehole?’ Maká;rSemyó;nitchstoodasifhewerequiteunconcerned,lookingattheGovernorandnotsomuchasglancingatAksyó;nof。 Aksyó;nof’slipsandhandstrembled,andforalongtimehecouldnotutteraword。Hethought,’WhyshouldIscreenhimwhoruinedmylife?LethimpayforwhatIhavesuffered。ButifItell,theywillprobablyflogthelifeoutofhimandmaybeIsuspecthimwrongly。And,afterall,whatgoodwoulditbetome?’ ’Well,oldman,’repeatedtheGovernor,’tellusthetruth:whohasbeendiggingunderthewall?’ Aksyó;nofglancedatMaká;rSemyó;nitch,andsaid’Icannotsay,yourhonour。ItisnotGod’swillthatIshouldtell!Dowhatyoulikewithme;Iaminyourhands。’