第16章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:4453更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
’ButIstilldidnotknowall。IdidnotknowWhatmenliveby。AndIlivedon,waitingtillGodshouldrevealtomethelastlesson。Inthesixthyearcamethegirl-twinswiththewoman;andI recognizedthegirls,andheardhowtheyhadbeenkeptalive。Havingheardthestory,Ithought,“Theirmotherbesoughtmeforthechildren’ssake,andIbelievedherwhenshesaidthatchildrencannotlivewithoutfatherormother;butastrangerhasnursedthem,andhasbroughtthemup。“Andwhenthewomanshowedherloveforthechildrenthatwerenotherown,andweptoverthem,IsawinherthelivingGod,andunderstoodWhatmenliveby。AndIknewthatGodhadrevealedtomethelastlesson,andhadforgivenmysin。AndthenI smiledforthethirdtime。’ Andtheangel’sbodywasbared,andhewasclothedinlightsothateyecouldnotlookonhim;andhisvoicegrewlouder,asthoughitcamenotfromhimbutfromheavenabove。Andtheangelsaid: ’Ihavelearntthatallmenlivenotbycareforthemselves,butbylove。 ’Itwasnotgiventothemothertoknowwhatherchildrenneededfortheirlife。Norwasitgiventotherichmantoknowwhathehimselfneeded。Norisitgiventoanymantoknowwhether,wheneveningcomes,hewillneedbootsforhisbodyorslippersforhiscorpse。 ’IremainedalivewhenIwasaman,notbycareofmyself,butbecauselovewaspresentinapasser-by,andbecauseheandhiswifepitiedandlovedme。Theorphansremainedalive,notbecauseoftheirmother’scare,butbecausetherewasloveintheheartofawomanastrangertothem,whopitiedandlovedthem。Andallmenlivenotbythethoughttheyspendontheirownwelfare,butbecauseloveexistsinman。 ’IknewbeforethatGodgavelifetomenanddesiresthattheyshouldlive;nowIunderstoodmorethanthat。 ’IunderstoodthatGoddoesnotwishmentoliveapart,andthereforehedoesnotrevealtothemwhateachoneneedsforhimself;buthewishesthemtoliveunited,andthereforerevealstoeachofthemwhatisnecessaryforall。 ’Ihavenowunderstoodthatthoughitseemstomenthattheylivebycareforthemselves,intruthitislovealonebywhichtheylive。Hewhohaslove,isinGod,andGodisinhim,forGodislove。’ AndtheangelsangpraisetoGod,sothatthehuttrembledathisvoice。 Theroofopened,andacolumnoffirerosefromearthtoheaven。Simonandhiswifeandchildrenfelltotheground。Wingsappearedupontheangel’sshoulders,andheroseintotheheavens。 AndwhenSimoncametohimselfthehutstoodasbefore,andtherewasnooneinitbuthisownfamily。 asparkneglectedburnsthehouseASPARKNEGLECTEDBURNSTHEHOUSE ’ThencamePeter,andsaidtohim,Lord,howoftshallmybrothersinagainstme,andIforgivehim?untilseventimes?Jesussaithuntohim,Isaynotuntothee,Untilseventimes;but,Untilseventytimesseven。Thereforeisthekingdomofheavenlikeneduntoacertainking,whichwouldmakeareckoningwithhisservants。 Andwhenhehadbeguntoreckon,onewasbroughtuntohim,whichowedhimtenthousandtalents。Butforasmuchashehadnotwherewithtopay,hislordcommandedhimtobesold,andhiswife,andchildren,andallthathehad,andpaymenttobemade。Theservantthereforefelldownandworshippedhim,saying,Lord,havepatiencewithme,andIwillpaytheeall。Andthelordofthatservant,beingmovedwithcompassion,releasedhim,andforgavehimthedebt。Butthatservantwentout,andfoundoneofhisfellow-servants,whichowedhimahundredpence:andhelaidholdonhim,andtookhimbythethroatsaying,Paywhatthouowest。Sohisfellow-servantfelldownandbesoughthim,saying,Havepatiencewithme,andIwillpaythee。Andhewouldnot:butwentandcasthimintoprison,tillheshouldpaythatwhichwasdue。Sowhenhisfellow-servantssawwhatwasdone,theywereexceedingsorry,andcameandtolduntotheirlordallthatwasdone。Thenhislordcalledhimuntohim,andsaithtohim,Thouwickedservant,I forgavetheeallthatdebt,becausethoubesoughtestme:shouldestnotthoualsohavehadmercyonthyfellow-servant,evenasIhadmercyonthee?Andhislordwaswroth,anddeliveredhimtothetormentors,tillheshouldpayallthatwasdue。SoshallalsomyheavenlyFatherdountoyou,ifyeforgivenoteveryonehisbrotherfromyourhearts。’——Matt。xviii。21-35。 THEREoncelivedinavillageapeasantnamedIvá;nStcherbakó;f。 Hewascomfortablyoff,intheprimeoflife,thebestworkerinthevillage,andhadthreesonsallabletowork。Theeldestwasmarried,thesecondabouttomarry,andthethirdwasabigladwhocouldmindthehorsesandwasalreadybeginningtoplough。 Ivan’swifewasanableandthriftywoman,andtheywerefortunateinhavingaquiet,hard-workingdaughter-in-law。TherewasnothingtopreventIvá;nandhisfamilyfromlivinghappily。 Theyhadonlyoneidlemouthtofeed;thatwasIvá;n’soldfather,whosufferedfromasthmaandhadbeenlyingillonthetopofthebrickovenforsevenyears。Ivá;nhadallheneeded:threehorsesandacolt,acowwithacalf,andfifteensheep。Thewomenmadealltheclothingforthefamily,besideshelpinginthefields,andthementilledtheland。Theyalwayshadgrainenoughoftheirowntolastoverbeyondthenextharvestandsoldenoughoatstopaythetaxesandmeettheirotherneeds。SoIvá;nandhischildrenmighthavelivedquitecomfortablyhaditnotbeenforafeudbetweenhimandhisnext-doorneighbour,LimpingGabriel,thesonofGordé;yIvá;nof。 AslongasoldGordé;ywasaliveandIvá;n’sfatherwasstillabletomanagethehousehold,thepeasantslivedasneighboursshould。Ifthewomenofeitherhousehappenedtowantasieveoratub,orthemenrequiredasack,orifacart-wheelgotbrokenandcouldnotbemendedatonce,theyusedtosendtotheotherhouse,andhelpedeachotherinneighbourlyfashion。 Whenacalfstrayedintotheneighbour’sthrashing-groundtheywouldjustdriveitout,andonlysay,’Don’tletitgetinagain;ourgrainislyingthere。’Andsuchthingsaslockingupthebarnsandouthouses,hidingthingsfromoneanother,orbackbitingwereneverthoughtofinthosedays。 Thatwasinthefathers’time。Whenthesonscametobeattheheadofthefamilies,everythingchanged。 Itallbeganaboutatrifle。 Ivá;n’sdaughter-in-lawhadahenthatbeganlayingratherearlyintheseason,andshestartedcollectingitseggsforEaster。 Everydayshewenttothecart-shed,andfoundanegginthecart; butonedaythehen,probablyfrightenedbythechildren,flewacrossthefenceintotheneighbour’syardandlaiditseggthere。 Thewomanheardthecackling,butsaidtoherself:’Ihavenotimenow;ImusttidyupforSunday。I’llfetchtheegglateron。’ Intheeveningshewenttothecart,butfoundnoeggthere。 Shewentandaskedhermother-in-lawandbrother-in-lawwhethertheyhadtakentheegg。’No,’theyhadnot;butheryoungestbrother-in-law,Tará;s,said:’YourBiddylaiditseggintheneighbour’syard。Itwasthereshewascackling,andsheflewbackacrossthefencefromthere。’ Thewomanwentandlookedatthehen。Thereshewasontheperchwiththeotherbirds,hereyesjustclosingreadytogotosleep。Thewomanwishedshecouldhaveaskedthehenandgotananswerfromher。 Thenshewenttotheneighbour’s,andGabriel’smothercameouttomeether。 ’Whatdoyouwant,youngwoman?’ ’Why,Granny,yousee,myhenflewacrossthismorning。Didshenotlayanegghere?’ ’Weneversawanythingofit。TheLordbethanked,ourownhensstartedlayinglongago。Wecollectourowneggsandhavenoneedofotherpeople’s!Andwedon’tgolookingforeggsinotherpeople’syards,lass!’ Theyoungwomanwasoffended,andsaidmorethansheshouldhavedone。 Herneighbouransweredbackwithinterest,andthewomenbeganabusingeachother。Ivan’swife,whohadbeentofetchwater,happeningtopassjustthen,joinedintoo。 Gabriel’swiferushedout,andbeganreproachingtheyoungwomanwiththingsthathadreallyhappenedandwithotherthingsthatneverhadhappenedatall。Thenageneraluproarcommenced,allshoutingatonce,tryingtogetouttwowordsatatime,andnotchoicewordseither。 ’You’rethis!’and’You’rethat!’’You’reathief!’and’You’reaslut!’ and’You’restarvingyouroldfather-in-lawtodeath!’and’You’reagood-for-nothing!’andsoon。 ’Andyou’vemadeaholeinthesieveIlentyou,youjade!Andit’souryokeyou’recarryingyourpailson——youjustgivebackouryoke!’ Thentheycaughtholdoftheyoke,andspiltthewater,snatchedoffoneanother’sshawls,andbeganfighting。Gabriel,returningfromthefields,stoppedtotakehiswife’spart。OutrushedIvá;nandhissonandjoinedinwiththerest。Ivá;nwasastrongfellow,hescatteredthewholelotofthem,andpulledahandfulofhairoutofGabriel’sbeard。Peoplecametoseewhatwasthematter,andthefighterswereseparatedwithdifficulty。 Thatwashowitallbegan。 Gabrielwrappedthehairtornfromhisbeardinapaper,andwenttotheDistrictCourttohavethelawofIvá;n。’Ididn’tgrowmybeard,’saidhe,’forpockmarkedIvá;ntopullitout!’Andhiswifewentbraggingtotheneighbours,sayingthey’dhaveIvá;ncondemnedandsenttoSiberia。Andsothefeudgrew。 Theoldman,fromwherehelayonthetopoftheoven,triedfromtheveryfirsttopersuadethemtomakepeace,buttheywouldnotlisten。Hetoldthem,’It’sastupidthingyouareafter,children,pickingquarrelsaboutsuchapaltrymatter。Justthink! Thewholethingbeganaboutanegg。Thechildrenmayhavetakenit——well,whatmatter?What’sthevalueofoneegg?Godsendsenoughforall!Andsupposeyourneighbourdidsayanunkindword——putitright;showherhowtosayabetterone!Iftherehasbeenafight——well,suchthingswillhappen;we’reallsinners,butmakeitup,andlettherebeanendofit!Ifyounurseyourangeritwillbeworseforyouyourselves。’ Buttheyoungerfolkwouldnotlistentotheoldman。Theythoughthiswordsweremeresenselessdotage。Ivá;nwouldnothumblehimselfbeforehisneighbour。 ’Ineverpulledhisbeard,’hesaid,’hepulledthehairouthimself。 Buthissonhasburstallthefasteningsonmyshirt,andtornit…… Lookatit!’