第19章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:3155更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
Heaskedtohavehimbroughtnearer。Ivá;ncamecloser。 ’WhatdidItellyou,Ivá;n?’begantheoldman’Whohasburntdownthevillage?’ ’Itwashe,father!’Ivá;nanswered。’Icaughthimintheact。 Isawhimshovethefirebrandintothethatch。Imighthavepulledawaytheburningstrawandstampeditout,andthennothingwouldhavehappened。’ ’Ivá;n,’saidtheoldman,’Iamdying,andyouinyourturnwillhavetofacedeath。Whoseisthesin?’ Ivá;ngazedathisfatherinsilence,unabletoutteraword。 ’Now,beforeGod,saywhoseisthesin?WhatdidItellyou?’ OnlythenIvá;ncametohissensesandunderstooditall。Hesniffedandsaid,’Mine,father!’Andhefellonhiskneesbeforehisfather,saying,’Forgiveme,father;IamguiltybeforeyouandbeforeGod。’ Theoldmanmovedhishands,changedthecandlefromhisrighthandtohisleft,andtriedtolifthisrighthandtohisforeheadtocrosshimself,butcouldnotdoit,andstopped。 ’PraisetheLord!PraisetheLord!’saidhe,andagainheturnedhiseyestowardshisson。 ’Ivá;n!Isay,Ivá;n!’ ’What,father?’ ’Whatmustyoudonow?’ Ivá;nwasweeping。 ’Idon’tknowhowwearetolivenow,father!’hesaid。 Theoldmanclosedhiseyes,movedhislipsasiftogatherstrength,andopeninghiseyesagain,said:’You’llmanage。IfyouobeyGod’swill,you’llmanage!’Hepaused,thensmiled,andsaid: ’Mind,Ivá;n!Don’ttellwhostartedthefire!Hideanotherman’ssin,andGodwillforgivetwoofyours!’Andtheoldmantookthecandleinbothhandsand,foldingthemonhisbreast,sighed,stretchedout,anddied。 Ivá;ndidnotsayanythingagainstGabriel,andnooneknewwhathadcausedthefire。 AndIvan’sangeragainstGabrielpassedaway,andGabrielwonderedthatIvá;ndidnottellanybody。AtfirstGabrielfeltafraid,butafterawhilehegotusedtoit。Themenleftoffquarrelling,andthentheirfamiliesleftoffalso。Whilerebuildingtheirhuts,bothfamilieslivedinonehouse;andwhenthevillagewasrebuiltandtheymighthavemovedfartherapart,Ivá;nandGabrielbuiltnexttoeachother,andremainedneighboursasbefore。 Theylivedasgoodneighboursshould。Ivá;nStcherbakó;frememberedhisoldfather’scommandtoobeyGod’slaw,andquenchafireatthefirstspark;andifanyonedoeshimaninjuryhenowtriesnottorevengehimself,butrathertosetmattersrightagain;andifanyonegiveshimabadword,insteadofgivingaworseinreturn,hetriestoteachtheothernottouseevilwords; andsoheteacheshiswomenfolkandchildren。AndIvá;nStcherbakó;fhasgotonhisfeetagain,andnowlivesbettereventhanhedidbefore。 ’Thewomansaithuntohim,Sir,Iperceivethatthouartaprophet。 Ourfathersworshippedinthismountain;andyesay,thatinJerusalemistheplacewheremenoughttoworship。Jesussaithuntoher,Woman,believeme,thehourcomethwhenneitherinthismountain,norinJerusalem,shallyeworshiptheFather…… Butthehourcometh,andnowis,whenthetrueworshippersshallworshiptheFatherinspiritandtruth:forsuchdoththeFatherseektobehisworshippers。’——Johniv。19-21,23。 THEREwereoncetwooldmenwhodecidedtogoonapilgrimagetoworshipGodatJerusalem。Oneofthemwasawell-to-dopeasantnamedEfí;mTará;sitchShevé;lef。Theother,ElishaBó;drof,wasnotsowelloff。 Efí;mwasastaidman,seriousandfirm。Heneitherdranknorsmokednortooksnuff,andhadneverusedbadlanguageinhislife。 HehadtwiceservedasvillageElder,andwhenheleftofficehisaccountswereingoodorder。Hehadalargefamily:twosonsandamarriedgrandson,alllivingwithhim。Hewashale,long-beardedanderect,anditwasonlywhenhewaspastsixtythatalittlegreybegantoshowitselfinhisbeard。 Elishawasneitherrichnorpoor。Hehadformerlygoneoutcarpentering,butnowthathewasgrowingoldhestayedathomeandkeptbees。Oneofhissonshadgoneawaytofindwork,theotherwaslivingathome。Elishawasakindlyandcheerfuloldman。Itistruehedranksometimes,andhetooksnuff,andwasfondofsinging,buthewasapeaceableman,andlivedongoodtermswithhisfamilyandwithhisneighbours。Hewasshortanddark,withacurlybeard,and,likehispatronsaintElisha,hewasquitebald-headed。 ThetwooldmenhadtakenavowlongsinceandhadarrangedtogoonapilgrimagetoJerusalemtogether:butEfí;mcouldneversparethetime;healwayshadsomuchbusinessonhand;assoonasonethingwasfinishedhestartedanother。Firsthehadtoarrangehisgrandson’smarriage;thentowaitforhisyoungestson’sreturnfromthearmy,andafterthathebeganbuildinganewhut。 Oneholidaythetwooldmenmetoutsidethehutand,sittingdownonsometimber,begantotalk。 ’Well,’askedElisha,’whenarewetofulfilourvow?’ Efí;mmadeawryface。 ’Wemustwait,’hesaid。’Thisyearhasturnedoutahardoneforme。 Istartedbuildingthishutthinkingitwouldcostmesomethingoverahundredroubles,butnowit’sgettingonforthreehundredandit’sstillnotfinished。Weshallhavetowaittinthesummer。Insummer,Godwilling,wewillgowithoutfail。’ ’Itseemstomeweoughtnottoputitoff,butshouldgoatonce,’ saidElisha。’Springisthebesttime。’ ’Thetime’srightenough,butwhataboutmybuilding?HowcanIleavethat?’ ’Asifyouhadnoonetoleaveincharge!Yoursoncanlookafterit。’ ’Buthow?Myeldestsonisnottrustworthy——hesometimestakesaglasstoomuch。’ ’Ah,neighbour,whenwediethey’llgetonwithoutus。Letyoursonbeginnowtogetsomeexperience。’ ’That’strueenough,butsomehowwhenonebeginsathingonelikestoseeitdone。’ ’Eh,friend,wecannevergetthroughallwehavetodo。Theotherdaythewomen-folkathomewerewashingandhousecleaningforEaster。Heresomethingneededdoing,theresomethingelse,andtheycouldnotgeteverythingdone。Somyeldestdaughter-in-law,who’sasensiblewoman,says:’Wemaybethankfultheholidaycomeswithoutwaitingforus,orhoweverhardweworkedweshouldneverbereadyforit。’ Efí;mbecamethoughtful。 ’I’vespentalotofmoneyonthisbuilding,’hesaid’andonecan’tstartonthejourneywithemptypockets。Weshallwantahundredroublesapiece——andit’snosmallsum。’ Elishalaughed。 ’Now,come,come,oldfriend!’hesaid,’youhavetentimesasmuchasI,andyetyoutalkaboutmoney。Onlysaywhenwearetostart,andthoughIhavenothingnowIshallhaveenoughbythen。’ Efí;malsosmiled。 ’Dearme,Ididnotknowyouweresorich!’saidhe。’Why,wherewillyougetitfrom?’ ’Icanscrapesometogetherathome,andifthat’snotenough,I’llsellhalfascoreofhivestomyneighbour。He’slongbeenwantingtobuythem。’ ’Iftheyswarmwellthisyear,you’llregretit。’ ’Regretit!NotI,neighbour!Ineverregrettedanythinginmylife,exceptmysins。There’snothingmorepreciousthanthesoul。’ ’That’sso;stillit’snotrighttoneglectthingsathome。’ ’Butwhatifoursoulsareneglected?That’sworse。Wetookthevow,soletusgo!Now,seriously,letusgo!’