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类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:4181更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
Elishajerkedupthesackbehindhisshoulderandpullingthestrapsoffhisarms,putitonthefloor。Thenhelifteditontothebench,anduntiedthestrings。Havingopenedthesack,hetookoutaloafofbread,and,cuttingoffapiecewithhisknife,handedittotheman。Themanwouldnottakeit,butpointedtothelittleboyandtoalittlegirlcrouchingbehindtheoven,asiftosay: ’Giveittothem。’ Elishahelditouttotheboy。Whentheboysmeltbread,hestretchedouthisarms,andseizingtheslicewithbothhislittlehands,bitintoitsothathisnosedisappearedinthechunk。Thelittlegirlcameoutfrombehindtheovenandfixedhereyesonthebread。 Elishagaveheralsoaslice。Thenhecutoffanotherpieceandgaveittotheoldwoman,andshetoobeganmunchingit。 ’Ifonlysomewatercouldbebrought,’shesaid,’theirmouthsareparched。 Itriedtofetchsomewateryesterday——orwasitto-day——Ican’tremember,butIfelldownandcouldgonofurther,andthepailhasremainedthere,unlesssomeonehastakenit。’ Elishaaskedwherethewellwas。Theoldwomantoldhim。Elishawentout,foundthepail,broughtsomewater,andgavethepeopleadrink。Thechildrenandtheoldwomanatesomemorebreadwiththewater,butthemanwouldnoteat。 ’Icannoteat,’hesaid。 Allthistimetheyoungerwomandidnotshowanyconsciousness,butcontinuedtotossfromsidetoside。PresentlyElishawenttothevillageshopandboughtsomemillet,salt,flour,andoil。Hefoundanaxe,choppedsomewood,andmadeafire。Thelittlegirlcameandhelpedhim。Thenheboiledsomesoup,andgavethestarvingpeopleameal。 Themanatealittle,theoldwomanhadsometoo,andthelittlegirlandboylickedthebowlclean,andthencurledupandfellfastasleepinoneanother’sarms。 ThemanandtheoldwomanthenbegantellingElishahowtheyhadsunktotheirpresentstate。 ’Wewerepoorenoughbefore?’saidthey,’butwhenthecropsfailed,whatwegatheredhardlylastedusthroughtheautumn。Wehadnothingleftbythetimewintercame,andhadtobegfromtheneighboursandfromanyonewecould。Atfirsttheygave,thentheybegantorefuse。Somewouldhavebeengladenoughtohelpus,buthadnothingtogive。Andwewereashamedofasking:wewereindebtallround,andowedmoney,andflour,andbread。’ ’Iwenttolookforwork,’themansaid,’butcouldfindnone。Everywherepeoplewereofferingtoworkmerelyfortheirownkeep。 Onedayyou’dgetashortjob,andthenyoumightspendtwodayslookingforwork。Thentheoldwomanandthegirlwentbegging,furtheraway。Buttheygotverylittle;breadwassoscarce。 Stillwescrapedfoodtogethersomehow,andhopedtostrugglethroughtillnextharvest,buttowardsspringpeopleceasedtogiveanything。Andthenthisillnessseizedus。Thingsbecameworseandworse。Onedaywemighthavesomethingtoeat,andthennothingfortwodays。Webeganeatinggrass。Whetheritwasthegrass,orwhat,mademywifeill,Idon’tknow。Shecouldnotkeeponherlegs,andIhadnostrengthleft,andtherewasnothingtohelpustorecovery。’ ’Istruggledonaloneforawhile,’saidtheoldwoman,’butatlastIbrokedowntooforwantoffood,andgrewquiteweak。Thegirlalsogrewweakandtimid。Itoldhertogototheneighbours——shewouldnotleavethehut,butcreptintoacornerandsatthere。 Thedaybeforeyesterdayaneighbourlookedin,butseeingthatwewereillandhungrysheturnedawayandleftus。Herhusbandhashadtogoaway,andshehasnothingforherownlittleonestoeat。Andsowelay,waitingfordeath。’ Havingheardtheirstory,Elishagaveupthethoughtofovertakinghiscomradethatday,andremainedwiththemallnight。Inthemorninghegotupandbegandoingthehousework,justasifitwerehisownhome。Hekneadedthebreadwiththeoldwoman’shelp,andlitthefire。Thenhewentwiththelittlegirltotheneighbourstogetthemostnecessarythings,fortherewasnothinginthehut:everythinghadbeensoldforbread——cookingutensils,clothing,andall。SoElishabeganreplacingwhatwasnecessary,makingsomethingshimself,andbuyingsome。Heremainedthereoneday,thenanother,andthenathird。Thelittleboypickedupstrengthand,wheneverElishasatdown,creptalongthebenchandnestleduptohim。Thelittlegirlbrightenedupandhelpedinallthework,runningafterElishaandcalling,’Daddy,daddy。’ Theoldwomangrewstronger,andmanagedtogoouttoseeaneighbour。 Themantooimproved,andwasabletogetabout,holdingontothewall。Onlythewifecouldnotgetup,butevensheregainedconsciousnessonthethirdday,andaskedforfood。 ’Well,’thoughtElisha,’Ineverexpectedtowastesomuchtimeontheway。NowImustbegettingon。’ Thefourthdaywasthefeastdayafterthesummerfast,andElishathought: ’Iwillstayandbreakthefastwiththesepeople。I’llgoandbuythemsomething,andkeepthefeastwiththem,andto-morroweveningIwillstart。’ SoElishawentintothevillage,boughtmilk,wheat-flouranddripping,andhelpedtheoldwomantoboilandbakeforthemorrow。 OnthefeastdayElishawenttochurch,andthenbrokethefastwithhisfriendsatthehut。Thatdaythewifegotup,andmanagedtomoveaboutabit。Thehusbandhadshavedandputonacleanshirt,whichtheoldwomanhadwashedforhim;andhewenttobegformercyofarichpeasantinthevillagetowhomhisploughlandandmeadowweremortgaged。Hewenttobegtherichpeasanttogranthimtheuseofthemeadowandfieldtillaftertheharvest;butintheeveninghecamebackverysad,andbegantoweep。Therichpeasanthadshownnomercy,buthadsaid:’Bringmethemoney。’ Elishaagaingrewthoughtful。’Howaretheytolivenow?’thoughthetohimself。’Otherpeoplewillgohaymaking,buttherewillbenothingforthesetomow,theirgrasslandismortgaged。Theryewillripen。Otherswillreap(andwhatafinecropmother-earthisgivingthisyear),buttheyhavenothingtolookforwardto。Theirthreeacresarepledgedtotherichpeasant。WhenIamgone,they’lldriftbackintothestateIfoundthemin。’ Elishawasintwominds,butfinallydecidednottoleavethatevening,buttowaituntilthemorrow。Hewentoutintotheyardtosleep。Hesaidhisprayers,andlaydown;buthecouldnotsleep。Ontheonehandhefeltheoughttobegoing,forhehadspenttoomuchtimeandmoneyasitwas;ontheotherhandhefeltsorryforthepeople。 ’Thereseemstobenoendtoit,hesaid。’FirstIonlymeanttobringthemalittlewaterandgivethemeachasliceofbread:andjustseewhereithaslandedme。It’sacaseofredeemingthemeadowandthecornfield。AndwhenIhavedonethat,Ishallhavetobuyacowforthem,andahorseforthemantocarthissheaves。 Anicecoilyou’vegotyourselfinto,brotherElisha!You’veslippedyourcablesandlostyourreckoning!’ Elishagotup,liftedhiscoatwhichhehadbeenusingforapillow,unfoldedit,gotouthissnuff-boxandtookapinch,thinkingthatitmightperhapsclearhisthoughts。 Butno!Hethoughtandthought,andcametonoconclusion。Heoughttobegoing;andyetpityheldhimback。Hedidnotknowwhattodo。Herefoldedhiscoatandputitunderhisheadagain。Helaythusforalongtime,tillthecockshadalreadycrowedonce:thenhewasquitedrowsy。Andsuddenlyitseemedasifsomeonehadrousedhim。Hesawthathewasdressedforthejourney,withthesackonhisbackandthestaffinhishand,andthegatestoodajarsothathecouldjustsqueezethrough。Hewasabouttopassout,whenhissackcaughtagainstthefenceononeside: hetriedtofreeit,butthenhisleg-bandcaughtontheothersideandcameundone。Hepulledatthesack,andsawthatithadnotcaughtonthefence,butthatthelittlegirlwasholdingitandcrying,’Bread,daddy,bread!’ Helookedathisfoot,andtherewasthetinyboyholdinghimbytheleg-band,whilethemasterofthehutandtheoldwomanwerelookingathimthroughthewindow。 Elishaawoke,andsaidtohimselfinanaudiblevoice: ’To-morrowIwillredeemtheircornfield,andwillbuythemahorse,andflourtolasttilltheharvest,andacowforthelittleones; orelsewhileIgotoseektheLordbeyondthesea,ImayloseHiminmyself。’ ThenElishafellasleep,andslepttillmorning。Heawokeearly,andgoingtotherichpeasant,redeemedboththecornfieldandthemeadowland。Heboughtascythe(forthatalsohadbeensold)andbroughtitbackwithhim。Thenhesentthemantomow,andhimselfwentintothevillage。Heheardthattherewasahorseandcartforsaleatthepublic-house,andhestruckabargainwiththeowner,andboughtthem。Thenheboughtasackofflour,putitinthecart,andwenttoseeaboutacow。Ashewasgoingalongheovertooktwowomentalkingastheywent。ThoughtheyspaketheLittle-Russiandialect,heunderstoodwhattheyweresaying。 ’Atfirst,itseems,theydidnotknowhim;theythoughthewasjustanordinaryman。Hecameintoaskforadrinkofwater,andthenheremained。Justthinkofthethingshehasboughtforthem! Whytheysayheboughtahorseandcartforthematthepublican’s,onlythismorning!Therearenotmanysuchmenintheworld。 It’sworthwhilegoingtohavealookathim。’ Elishaheardandunderstoodthathewasbeingpraised,andhedidnotgotobuythecow,butreturnedtotheinn,paidforthehorse,harnessedit,droveuptothehut,andgotout。Thepeopleinthehutwereastonishedwhentheysawthehorse。Theythoughtitmightbeforthem,butdarednotask。Themancameouttoopenthegate。 ’Wheredidyougetahorsefrom,grandfather,’heasked。 ’Why,Iboughtit,’saidElisha。’Itwasgoingcheap。Goandcutsomegrassandputitinthemangerforittoeatduringthenight。 Andtakeinthesack。’