第22章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:3973更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
Themanunharnessedthehorse,andcarriedthesackintothebarn。Thenhemowedsomegrassandputitinthemanger。 Everybodylaydowntosleep。Elishawentoutsideandlaybytheroadside。 Thateveninghetookhisbagoutwithhim。Wheneveryonewasasleep,hegotup,packedandfastenedhisbag,wrappedthelinenbandsroundhislegs,putonhisshoesandcoat,andsetofftofollowEfí;m。 WhenElishahadwalkedrathermorethanthreemilesitbegantogrowlight。Hesatdownunderatree,openedhisbag,countedhismoney,andfoundhehadonlyseventeenroublesandtwentykopeksleft。 ’Well,’thoughthe,’itisnousetryingtocrosstheseawiththis。 IfIbegmywayitmaybeworsethannotgoingatall。FriendEfí;mwillgettoJerusalemwithoutme,andwillplaceacandleattheshrinesinmyname。Asforme,I’mafraidIshallneverfulfilmyvowinthislife。ImustbethankfulitwasmadetoamercifulMaster,andtoonewhopardonssinners。’ Elisharose,jerkedhisbagwelluponhisshoulders,andturnedback。 Notwishingtoberecognizedbyanyone,hemadeacircuittoavoidthevillage,andwalkedbrisklyhomeward。Comingfromhomethewayhadseemeddifficulttohim,andhehadfoundithardtokeepupwithEfí;m,butnowonhisreturnjourney,Godhelpedhimtogetoverthegroundsothathehardlyfeltfatigue。 Walkingseemedlikechild’splay。Hewentalongswinginghisstaff,anddidhisfortytofiftymilesaday。 WhenElishareachedhometheharvestwasover。Hisfamilyweredelightedtoseehimagain,andallwantedtoknowwhathadhappened:Whyandhowhehadbeenleftbehind?AndwhyhehadreturnedwithoutreachingJerusalem?ButElishadidnottellthem。 ’ItwasnotGod’swillthatIshouldgetthere,’saidhe。’Ilostmymoneyontheway,andlaggedbehindmycompanion。Forgiveme,fortheLord’ssake!’ Elishagavehisoldwifewhatmoneyhehadleft。Thenhequestionedthemabouthomeaffairs。Everythingwasgoingonwell;alltheworkhadbeendone,nothingneglected,andallwerelivinginpeaceandconcord。 Efí;m’sfamilyheardofhisreturnthesameday,andcamefornewsoftheiroldman;andtothemElishagavethesameanswers。 ’Efí;misafastwalker。WepartedthreedaysbeforeSt。Peter’sday,andImeanttocatchhimupagain,butallsortsofthingshappened。Ilostmymoney,andhadnomeanstogetanyfurther,soIturnedback。’ Thefolkswereastonishedthatsosensibleamanshouldhaveactedsofoolishly:shouldhavestartedandnotgottohisdestination,andshouldhavesquanderedallhismoney。Theywonderedatitforawhile,andthenforgotallaboutit,andElishaforgotittoo。Hesettoworkagainonhishomestead。Withhisson’shelphecutwoodforfuelforthewinter。Heandthewomenthreshedthecorn。 Thenhemendedthethatchontheouthouses,putthebeesundercover,andhandedovertohisneighbourthetenhiveshehadsoldhiminspring,andalltheswarmsthathadcomefromthem。Hiswifetriednottotellhowmanyswarmstherehadbeenfromthesehives,butElishaknewwellenoughfromwhichtherehadbeenswarmsandfromwhichnot。Andinsteadoften,hehandedoverseventeenswarmstohisneighbour。Havinggoteverythingreadyforthewinter,Elishasenthissonawaytofindwork,whilehehimselftooktoplattingshoesofbark,andhollowingoutlogsforhives。 AllthatdaywhileElishastoppedbehindinthehutwiththesickpeople,Efí;mwaitedforhim。Heonlywentonalittlewaybeforehesatdown。Hewaitedandwaited,hadanap,wokeupagain,andagainsatwaiting;buthiscomradedidnotcome。Hegazedtillhiseyesached。Thesunwasalreadysinkingbehindatree,andstillnoElishawastobeseen。 ’Perhapshehaspassedme,’thoughtEfí;m,’orperhapssomeonegavehimaliftandhedrovebywhileIslept,anddidnotseeme。 Buthowcouldhehelpseeingme?Onecanseesofarhereinthesteppe。 ShallIgoback?Supposeheisoninfront,weshallthenmisseachothercompletelyanditwillbestillworse。Ihadbettergoon,andweshallbesuretomeetwhereweputupforthenight。’ Hecametoavillage,andtoldthewatchman,ifanoldmanofacertaindescriptioncamealong,tobringhimtothehutwhereEfí;mstopped。ButElishadidnotturnupthatnight。Efí;mwenton,askingallhemetwhethertheyhadnotseenalittle,bald-headed,oldman?Noonehadseensuchatraveller。Efí;mwondered,butwentonalone,saying: ’WeshallbesuretomeetinOdessa,oronboardtheship,’andhedidnottroublemoreaboutit。 Ontheway,hecameacrossapilgrimwearingapriest’scoat,withlonghairandaskull-capsuchaspriestswear。ThispilgrimhadbeentoMountAthos,andwasnowgoingtoJerusalemforthesecondtime。Theybothstoppedatthesameplaceonenight,and,havingmet,theytravelledontogether。 TheygotsafelytoOdessa,andtherehadtowaitthreedaysforaship。 Manypilgrimsfrommanydifferentpartswereinthesamecase。AgainEfí;maskedaboutElisha,butnoonehadseenhim。 Efí;mgothimselfaforeignpassport,whichcosthimfiveroubles。 HepaidfortyroublesforareturntickettoJerusalem,andboughtasupplyofbreadandherringsforthevoyage。 ThepilgrimbeganexplainingtoEfí;mhowhemightgetontotheshipwithoutpayinghisfare;butEfí;mwouldnotlisten。’No,I camepreparedtopay,andIshallpay,’saidhe。 Theshipwasfreighted,andthepilgrimswentonboard,Efí;mandhisnewcomradeamongthem。Theanchorswereweighed,andtheshipputouttosea。 Alldaytheysailedsmoothly,buttowardsnightawindarose,raincameon,andthevesseltossedaboutandshippedwater。Thepeoplewerefrightened:thewomenwailedandscreamed,andsomeoftheweakermenranabouttheshiplookingforshelter。 Efí;mtoowasfrightened,buthewouldnotshowit,andremainedattheplaceondeckwherehehadsettleddownwhenfirsthecameonboard,besidesomeoldmenfromTambó;f。Theretheysatsilent,allnightandallnextday,holdingontotheirsacks。Onthethirddayitgrewcalm,andonthefifthdaytheyanchoredatConstantinople。 SomeofthepilgrimswentonshoretovisittheChurchofSt。Sophia,nowheldbytheTurks。Efí;mremainedontheship,andonlyboughtsomewhitebread。Theylaytherefortwenty-fourhours,andthenputtoseaagain。AtSmyrnatheystoppedagain;andatAlexandria;butatlasttheyarrivedsafelyatJaffa,whereallthepilgrimshadtodisembark。FromtherestillitwasmorethanfortymilesbyroadtoJerusalem。Whendisembarkingthepeoplewereagainmuchfrightened。Theshipwashigh,andthepeopleweredroppedintoboats,whichrockedsomuchthatitwaseasytomissthemandfallintothewater。Acoupleofmendidgetawetting,butatlastallweresafelylanded。 Theywentononfoot,andatnoononthethirddayreachedJerusalem。 Theystoppedoutsidethetown,attheRussianinn,wheretheirpassportswereindorsed。Then,afterdinner,Efí;mvisitedtheHolyPlaceswithhiscompanion,thepilgrim。ItwasnotthetimewhentheycouldbeadmittedtotheHolySepulchre,buttheywenttothePatriarchate。Allthepilgrimsassembledthere。Thewomenwereseparatedfromthemen,whowerealltoldtositinacircle,barefoot。Thenamonkcameinwithatoweltowashtheirfeet。Hewashed,wiped,andthenkissedtheirfeet,anddidthistoeveryoneinthecircle。Efí;m’sfeetwerewashedandkissed,withtherest。Hestoodthroughvespersandmatins,prayed,placedcandlesattheshrines,handedinbookletsinscribedwithhisparents,names,thattheymightbementionedinthechurchprayers。 HereatthePatriarchatefoodandwineweregiventhem。 NextmorningtheywenttothecellofMaryofEgypt,whereshehadliveddoingpenance。Heretootheyplacedcandlesandhadprayersread。FromtheretheywenttoAbraham’sMonastery,andsawtheplacewhereAbrahamintendedtoslayhissonasanofferingtoGod。ThentheyvisitedthespotwhereChristappearedtoMaryMagdalene,andtheChurchofJames,theLord’sbrother。ThepilgrimshowedEfí;malltheseplaces,andtoldhimhowmuchmoneytogiveateachplace。Atmid-daytheyreturnedtotheinnandhaddinner。Astheywerepreparingtoliedownandrest,thepilgrimcriedout,andbegantosearchhisclothes,feelingthemallover。 ’Mypursehasbeenstolen,thereweretwenty-threeroublesinit,’saidhe,’twoten-roublenotesandtherestinchange。’ Hesighedandlamentedagreatdeal,butastherewasnohelpforit,theylaydowntosleep。 AsEfí;mlaythere,hewasassailedbytemptation。 ’Noonehasstolenanymoneyfromthispilgrim,’thoughthe,’Idonotbelievehehadany。Hegavenoneawayanywhere,thoughhemademegive,andevenborrowedaroubleofme。’ Thisthoughthadnosoonercrossedhismind,thanEfí;mrebukedhimself,saying:’WhatrighthaveItojudgeaman?Itisasin。I willthinknomoreaboutit。’Butassoonashisthoughtsbegantowander,theyturnedagaintothepilgrim:howinterestedheseemedtobeinmoney,andhowunlikelyitsoundedwhenhedeclaredthathispursehadbeenstolen。 ’Heneverhadanymoney,’thoughtEfí;m。’It’sallaninvention。’