第23章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:4296更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
Towardseveningtheygotup,andwenttomidnightMassatthegreatChurchoftheResurrection,wheretheLord’sSepulchreis。 ThepilgrimkeptclosetoEfí;mandwentwithhimeverywhere。 TheycametotheChurch;agreatmanypilgrimswerethere;someRussiansandsomeofothernationalities:Greeks,Armenians,Turks,andSyrians。Efí;menteredtheHolyGateswiththecrowd。A monkledthempasttheTurkishsentinels,totheplacewheretheSaviourwastakendownfromthecrossandanointed,andwherecandleswereburninginninegreatcandlesticks。Themonkshowedandexplainedeverything。Efí;mofferedacandlethere。ThenthemonkledEfí;mtotheright,upthestepstoGolgotha,totheplacewherethecrosshadstood。Efí;mprayedthere。Thentheyshowedhimthecleftwherethegroundhadbeenrentasundertoitsnethermostdepths;thentheplacewhereChrist’shandsandfeetwerenailedtothecross;thenAdam’stomb,wherethebloodofChristhaddrippedontoAdam’sbones。ThentheyshowedhimthestoneonwhichChristsatwhenthecrownofthornswasplacedonHishead;thentheposttowhichChristwasboundwhenHewasscourged。ThenEfí;msawthestonewithtwoholesforChrist’sfeet。Theyweregoingtoshowhimsomethingelse,buttherewasastirinthecrowd,andthepeopleallhurriedtothechurchoftheLord’sSepulchreitself。TheLatinMasshadjustfinishedthere,andtheRussianMasswasbeginning。AndEfí;mwentwiththecrowdtothetombcutintherock。 Hetriedtogetridofthepilgrim,againstwhomhewasstillsinninginhismind,butthepilgrimwouldnotleavehim,butwentwithhimtotheMassattheHolySepulchre。Theytriedtogettothefront,butweretoolate。Therewassuchacrowdthatitwasimpossibletomoveeitherbackwardsorforwards。Efí;mstoodlookinginfrontofhim,praying,andeverynowandthenfeelingforhispurse。Hewasintwominds:sometimeshethoughtthatthepilgrimwasdeceivinghim,andthenagainhethoughtthatifthepilgrimspokethetruthandhispursehadreallybeenstolen,thesamethingmighthappentohimself。 Efí;mstoodtheregazingintothelittlechapelinwhichwastheHolySepulchreitselfwiththirty-sixlampsburningaboveit。Ashestoodlookingoverthepeople’sheads,hesawsomethingthatsurprisedhim。Justbeneaththelampsinwhichthesacredfireburnsandinfrontofeveryone,Efí;msawanoldmaninagreycoat,whosebald,shiningheadwasjustlikeElishaBó;drof。 ’Itislikehim,’thoughtEfí;m,’butitcannotbeElisha。Hecouldnothavegotaheadofme。Theshipbeforeoursstartedaweeksooner。Hecouldnothavecaughtthat;andhewasnotonours,forIsaweverypilgrimonboard。’ HardlyhadEfí;mthoughtthis,whenthelittleoldmanbegantopray,andbowedthreetimes:onceforwardstoGod,thenonceoneachside——tothebrethren。Andasheturnedhisheadtotheright,Efí;mrecognizedhim。ItwasElishaBó;drofhimselfwithhisdark,curlybeardturninggreyatthecheeks,withhisbrows,hiseyesandnose,andhisexpressionofface。Yes,itwashe! Efí;mwasverypleasedtohavefoundhiscomradeagain,andwonderedhowElishahadgotaheadofhim。 ’Welldone,Elisha!’thoughthe。’Seehowhehaspushedahead。Hemusthavecomeacrosssomeonewhoshowedhimtheway。 Whenwegetout,Iwillfindhim,getridofthisfellowintheskull-cap,andkeeptoElisha。Perhapshewillshowmehowtogettothefrontalso。’ Efí;mkeptlookingout,soasnottolosesightofElisha。ButwhentheMasswasover,thecrowdbegantosway,pushingforwardtokissthetomb,andpushedEfí;maside。Hewasagainseizedwithfearlesthispurseshouldbestolen。Pressingitwithhishand,hebeganelbowingthroughthecrowd,anxiousonlytogetout。Whenhereachedtheopen,hewentaboutforalongtimesearchingforElishabothoutsideandintheChurchitself。InthecellsoftheChurchhesawmanypeopleofallkinds,eating,anddrinkingwine,andreadingandsleepingthere。ButElishawasnowheretobeseen。SoEfí;mreturnedtotheinnwithouthavingfoundhiscomrade。Thateveningthepilgrimintheskull-capdidnotturnup。 Hehadgoneoffwithoutrepayingtherouble,andEfí;mwasleftalone。 ThenextdayEfí;mwenttotheHolySepulchreagain,withanoldmanfromTambó;f,whomhehadmetontheship。Hetriedtogettothefront,butwasagainpressedback;sohestoodbyapillarandprayed。Helookedbeforehim,andthereintheforemostplaceunderthelamps,closetotheverySepulchreoftheLord,stoodElisha,withhisarmsspreadoutlikeapriestatthealtar,andwithhisbaldheadallshining。 ’Well,now,’thoughtEfí;m,’Iwon’tlosehim!’ Hepushedforwardtothefront,butwhenhegotthere,therewasnoElisha:hehadevidentlygoneaway。 AgainonthethirddayEfí;mlooked,andsawattheSepulchre,intheholiestplace,Elishastandinginthesightofallmen,hisarmsoutspread,andhiseyesgazingupwardsasifhesawsomethingabove。 Andhisbaldheadwasallshining。 ’Well,thistime,’thoughtEfí;m,’heshallnotescapeme!Iwillgoandstandatthedoor,thenwecan’tmissoneanother!’ Efí;mwentoutandstoodbythedoortillpastnoon。Everyonehadpassedout,butstillElishadidnotappear。 Efí;mremainedsixweeksinJerusalem,andwenteverywhere:toBethlehem,andtoBethany,andtotheJordan。HehadanewshirtsealedattheHolySepulchreforhisburial,andhetookabottleofwaterfromtheJordan,andsomeholyearth,andboughtcandlesthathadbeenlitatthesacredflame。Ineightplacesheinscribednamestobeprayedfor,andhespentallhismoney,exceptjustenoughtogethomewith。Thenhestartedhomeward。HewalkedtoJaffa,sailedthencetoOdessa,andwalkedhomefromthereonfoot。 Efí;mtravelledthesameroadhehadcomeby;andashedrewnearerhomehisformeranxietyreturnedastohowaffairsweregettingoninhisabsence。’Muchwaterflowsawayinayear,’theproverbsays。Ittakesalifetimetobuildupahomestead,butnotlongtoruinit,thoughthe。Andhewonderedhowhissonhadmanagedwithouthim,whatsortofspringtheywerehaving,howthecattlehadwintered,andwhetherthecottagewaswellfinished。WhenEfí;mcametothedistrictwherehehadpartedfromElishathesummerbefore,hecouldhardlybelievethatthepeoplelivingtherewerethesame。Theyearbeforetheyhadbeenstarving,butnowtheywerelivingincomfort。Theharvesthadbeengood,andthepeoplehadrecoveredandhadforgottentheirformermisery。 OneeveningEfí;mreachedtheveryplacewhereElishahadremainedbehind;andasheenteredthevillage,alittlegirlinawhitesmockranoutofahut。 Daddy,daddy,cometoourhouse!’ Efí;mmeanttopasson,butthelittlegirlwouldnotlethim。 Shetookholdofhiscoat,laughing,andpulledhimtowardsthehut,whereawomanwithasmallboycameoutintotheporchandbeckonedtohim。 ’Comein,grandfather,’shesaid。’Havesupperandspendthenightwithus。’ SoEfí;mwentin。 ’ImayaswellaskaboutElisha,’hethought。’Ifancythisistheveryhuthewenttoforadrinkofwater。’ Thewomanhelpedhimoffwiththebaghecarried,andgavehimwatertowashhisface。Thenshemadehimsitdowntotable,andsetmilk,curd-cakesandporridgebeforehim。Efí;mthankedher,andpraisedherforherkindnesstoapilgrim。Thewomanshookherhead。 ’Wehavegoodreasontowelcomepilgrims,’shesaid。’Itwasapilgrimwhoshoweduswhatlifeis。WewerelivingforgetfulofGod,andGodpunishedusalmosttodeath。Wereachedsuchapasslastsummer,thatwealllayillandhelplesswithnothingtoeat。Andweshouldhavedied,butthatGodsentanoldmantohelpus——justsuchaoneasyou。Hecameinonedaytoaskforadrinkofwater,sawthestatewewerein,tookpityonus,andremainedwithus。Hegaveusfoodanddrink,andsetusonourfeetagain;andheredeemedourland,andboughtacartandhorseandgavethemtous。’ Heretheoldwomanenteringthehut,interruptedtheyoungeroneandsaid: ’Wedon’tknowwhetheritwasaman,oranangelfromGod。Helovedusall,pitiedusall,andwentawaywithouttellingushisname,sothatwedon’tevenknowwhomtoprayfor。Icanseeitallbeforemenow!ThereIlaywaitingfordeath,whenincomesabald-headedoldman。Hewasnotanythingmuchtolookat,andheaskedforadrinkofwater。I,sinnerthatIam,thoughttomyself:“Whatdoeshecomeprowlingaboutherefor?“Andjustthinkwhathedid!Assoonashesawus,heletdownhisbag,onthisveryspot,anduntiedit。’ Herethelittlegirljoinedin。 ’No,Granny,’saidshe,’firstheputitdownhereinthemiddleofthehut,andthenhelifteditontothebench。’ Andtheybegandiscussingandrecallingallhehadsaidanddone,wherehesatandslept,andwhathehadsaidtoeachofthem。 Atnightthepeasanthimselfcamehomeonhishorse,andhetoobegantotellaboutElishaandhowhehadlivedwiththem。 ’Hadhenotcomeweshouldallhavediedinoursins。Weweredyingindespair,murmuringagainstGodandman。Buthesetusonourfeetagain;andthroughhimwelearnedtoknowGod,andtobelievethatthereisgoodinman。MaytheLordblesshim!Weusedtolivelikeanimals;hemadehumanbeingsofus。 AftergivingEfí;mfoodanddrink,theyshowedhimwherehewastosleep;andlaydowntosleepthemselves。 ButthoughEfí;mlaydown,hecouldnotsleep。HecouldnotgetElishaoutofhismind,butrememberedhowhehadseenhimthreetimesatJerusalem,standingintheforemostplace。 ’Sothatishowhegotaheadofme,’thoughtEfí;m。’GodmayormaynothaveacceptedmypilgrimagebutHehascertainlyacceptedhis!’ NextmorningEfí;mbadefarewelltothepeople,whoputsomepattiesinhissackbeforetheywenttotheirwork,andhecontinuedhisjourney。