第24章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:3630更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
Efí;mhadbeenawayjustayear,anditwasspringagainwhenhereachedhomeoneevening。Hissonwasnotathome,buthadgonetothepublic-houseandwhenhecameback,hehadhadadroptoomuch。Efí;mbeganquestioninghim。Everythingshowedthattheyoungfellowhadbeenunsteadyduringhisfather’sabsence。 Themoneyhadallbeenwronglyspent,andtheworkhadbeenneglected。Thefatherbegantoupbraidtheson;andthesonansweredrudely。 ’Whydidn’tyoustayandlookafterityourself?’hesaid。’Yougooff,takingthemoneywithyouandnowyoudemanditofme!’ Theoldmangrewangry,andstruckhisson。 InthemorningEfí;mwenttothevillageEldertocomplainofhisson’sconduct。AshewaspassingElisha’shouse,hisfriend’swifegreetedhimfromtheporch。 ’Howdoyoudo,neighbour,’shesaid。’Howdoyoudo,dearfriend?DidyougettoJerusalemsafely?’ Efí;mstopped。 ’Yes,thankGod,’hesaid。’Ihavebeenthere。Ilostsightofyouroldman,butIhearhegothomesafely。’ Theoldwomanwasfondoftalking: ’Yes,neighbour,hehascomeback,’saidshe。’He’sbeenbackalongtime。SoonafterAssumption,Ithinkitwas,hereturned。AndweweregladtheLordhadsenthimbacktous!Weweredullwithouthim。Wecan’texpectmuchworkfromhimanymore,hisyearsforworkarepast;butstillheistheheadofthehouseholdandit’smorecheerfulwhenhe’sathome。Andhowgladourladwas!Hesaid,“It’slikebeingwithoutsunlight,whenfather’saway!“ Itwasdullwithouthim,dearfriend。We’refondofhim,andtakegoodcareofhim。’ ’Isheathomenow?’ ’Heis,dearfriend。Heiswithhisbees。Heishivingtheswarms。Hesaystheyareswarmingwellthisyear。TheLordhasgivensuchstrengthtothebeesthatmyhusbanddoesn’trememberthelike。 “TheLordisnotrewardingusaccordingtooursins,“hesays。Comein,dearneighbour,hewillbesogladtoseeyouagain。’ Efí;mpassedthroughthepassageintotheyardandtotheapiary,toseeElisha。TherewasElishainhisgreycoat,withoutanyface-netorgloves,standing,underthebirchtrees,lookingupwards,hisarmsstretchedoutandhisbaldheadshining,asEfí;mhadseenhimattheHolySepulchreinJerusalem:andabovehimthesunlightshonethroughthebirchesastheflamesoffirehaddoneintheholyplace,andthegoldenbeesflewroundhisheadlikeahalo,anddidnotstinghim。 Efí;mstopped。Theoldwomancalledtoherhusband。 ’Here’syourfriendcome,’shecried。 Elishalookedroundwithapleasedface,andcametowardsEfí;m,gentlypickingbeesoutofhisownbeard。 ’Goodday,neighbour,good-day,dearfriend。Didyougettheresafely?’ ’Myfeetwalkedthere,andIhavebroughtyousomewaterfromtheriverJordan。Youmustcometomyhouseforit。ButwhethertheLordacceptedmyefforts……’ ’WelltheLordbethanked!MayChristblessyou!’saidElisha。 Efí;mwassilentforawhile,andthenadded: ’Myfeethavebeenthere,butwhethermysoul,oranother’s,hasbeentheremoretruly……’ ’That’sGod’sbusiness,neighbour,God’sbusiness,’interruptedElisha。 ’OnmyreturnjourneyIstoppedatthehutwhereyouremainedbehind。 Elishawasalarmed,andsaidhurriedly: ’God’sbusiness,neighbour,God’sbusiness!Comeintothecottage,I’llgiveyousomeofourhoney。’AndElishachangedtheconversation,andtalkedofhomeaffairs。 Efí;msighed,anddidnotspeaktoElishaofthepeopleinthehut,norofhowhehadseenhiminJerusalem。Buthenowunderstoodthatthebestwaytokeepone’svowstoGodandtodoHiswill,isforeachmanwhilehelivestoshowloveanddogoodtoothers。 whereloveis,godisWHERELOVEIS,GODIS INacertaintowntherelivedacobbler,MartinAvdé;itehbyname。 Hehadatinyroominabasement,theonewindowofwhichlookedoutontothestreet。Throughitonecouldonlyseethefeetofthosewhopassedby,butMartinrecognizedthepeoplebytheirboots。Hehadlivedlongintheplaceandhadmanyacquaintances。 Therewashardlyapairofbootsintheneighbourhoodthathadnotbeenonceortwicethroughhishands,soheoftensawhisownhandiworkthroughthewindow。Somehehadre-soled,somepatched,somestitchedup,andtosomehehadevenputfreshuppers。 Hehadplentytodo,forheworkedwell,usedgoodmaterial,didnotchargetoomuch,andcouldbereliedon。Ifhecoulddoajobbythedayrequired,heundertookit;ifnot,hetoldthetruthandgavenofalsepromises;sohewaswellknownandnevershortofwork。 Martinhadalwaysbeenagoodman;butinhisoldagehebegantothinkmoreabouthissoulandtodrawnearertoGod。Whilehestillworkedforamaster,beforehesetuponhisownaccount,hiswifehaddied,leavinghimwithathree-yearoldson。Noneofhiselderchildrenhadlived,theyhadalldiedininfancy。AtfirstMartinthoughtofsendinghislittlesontohissister’sinthecountry,butthenhefeltsorrytopartwiththeboy,thinking:’ItwouldbehardformylittleKapitó;ntohavetogrowupinastrangefamily; I willkeephimwithme。’ Martinlefthismasterandwentintolodgingswithhislittleson。Buthehadnoluckwithhischildren。Nosoonerhadtheboyreachedanagewhenhecouldhelphisfatherandbeasupportaswellasajoytohim,thanhefellilland,afterbeinglaidupforaweekwithaburningfever,died。Martinburiedhisson,andgavewaytodespairsogreatandoverwhelmingthathemurmuredagainstGod。Inhissorrowheprayedagainandagainthathetoomightdie,reproachingGodforhavingtakenthesonheloved,hisonlysonwhilehe,oldashewas,remainedalive。AfterthatMartinleftoffgoingtochurch。 OnedayanoldmanfromMartin’snativevillagewhohadbeenapilgrimforthelasteightyears,calledinonhiswayfromTró;itsaMonastery。Martinopenedhishearttohim,andtoldhimofhissorrow。 ’Inolongerevenwishtolive,holyman,’hesaid。’AllIaskofGodisthatIsoonmaydie。Iamnowquitewithouthopeintheworld。’ Theoldmanreplied:’Youhavenorighttosaysuchthings,Martin。 WecannotjudgeGod’sways。Notourreasoning,butGod’swill,decides。IfGodwilledthatyoursonshoulddieandyoushouldlive,itmustbebestso。Astoyourdespair——thatcomesbecauseyouwishtoliveforyourownhappiness。’ ’Whatelseshouldonelivefor?’askedMartin。 ’ForGod,Martin,’saidtheoldman。’Hegivesyoulife,andyoumustliveforHim。WhenyouhavelearnttoliveforHim,youwillgrievenomore,andallwillseemeasytoyou。’ Martinwassilentawhile,andthenasked:’ButhowisonetoliveforGod?’ Theoldmananswered:’HowonemayliveforGodhasbeenshownusbyChrist。Canyouread?ThenbuytheGospels,andreadthem:thereyouwillseehowGodwouldhaveyoulive。Youhaveitallthere。’ ThesewordssankdeepintoMartin’sheart,andthatsamedayhewentandboughthimselfaTestamentinlargeprint,andbegantoread。 Atfirsthemeantonlytoreadonholidays,buthavingoncebegunhefounditmadehisheartsolightthathereadeveryday。 Sometimeshewassoabsorbedinhisreadingthattheoilinhislampburntoutbeforehecouldtearhimselfawayfromthebook。 Hecontinuedtoreadeverynight,andthemorehereadthemoreclearlyheunderstoodwhatGodrequiredofhim,andhowhemightliveforGod。Andhisheartgrewlighterandlighter。Before,whenhewenttobedheusedtoliewithaheavyheart,moaningashethoughtofhislittleKapitó;n;butnowheonlyrepeatedagainandagain:’GlorytoThee,glorytoThee,OLord!Thywillbedone!’ FromthattimeMartin’swholelifechanged。Formerly,onholidaysheusedtogoandhaveteaatthepublichouse,anddidnotevenrefuseaglassortwoofvó;dka。Sometimes,afterhavinghadadropwithafriend,heleftthepublichousenotdrunk,butrathermerry,andwouldsayfoolishthings:shoutataman,orabusehim。 Now,allthatsortofthingpassedawayfromhim。Hislifebecamepeacefulandjoyful。Hesatdowntohisworkinthemorning,andwhenhehadfinishedhisday’sworkhetookthelampdownfromthewall,stooditonthetable,fetchedhisbookfromtheshelf,openedit,andsatdowntoread。Themorehereadthebetterheunderstood,andtheclearerandhappierhefeltinhismind。 IthappenedoncethatMartinsatuplate,absorbedinhisbook。HewasreadingLuke’sGospel;andinthesixthchapterhecameupontheverses: