第25章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:4144更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
’Tohimthatsmiteththeeontheonecheekofferalsotheother;andfromhimthattakethawaythyclokewithholdnotthycoatalso。Givetoeverymanthataskeththee;andofhimthattakethawaythygoodsaskthemnotagain。Andasyewouldthatmenshoulddotoyou,doyealsotothemlikewise。’ HealsoreadtheverseswhereourLordsays: ’Andwhycallyeme,Lord,Lord,anddonotthethingswhichIsay? Whosoevercomethtome,andhearethmysayings,anddoeththem,Iwillshewyoutowhomheislike:Heislikeamanwhichbuiltanhouse,anddiggeddeep,andlaidthefoundationonarock: andwhenthefloodarose,thestreambeatvehementlyuponthathouse,andcouldnotshakeit:foritwasfoundeduponarock。Buthethathearethanddoethnot,islikeamanthatwithoutafoundationbuiltanhouseupontheearth,againstwhichthestreamdidbeatvehemently,andimmediatelyitfell;andtheruinofthathousewasgreat。’ WhenMartinreadthesewordshissoulwasgladwithinhim。Hetookoffhisspectaclesandlaidthemonthebook,andleaninghiselbowsonthetableponderedoverwhathehadread。Hetriedhisownlifebythestandardofthosewords,askinghimself: ’Ismyhousebuiltontherock,oronsand?Ifitstandsontherock,itiswell。Itseemseasyenoughwhileonesitsherealone,andonethinksonehasdoneallthatGodcommands;butassoonasIceasetobeonmyguard,Isinagain。StillIwillpersevere。Itbringssuchjoy。Helpme,OLord!’ Hethoughtallthis,andwasabouttogotobed,butwaslothtoleavehisbook。Sohewentonreadingtheseventhchapter——aboutthecenturion,thewidow’sson,andtheanswertoJohn’sdisciples——andhecametothepartwherearichPhariseeinvitedtheLordtohishouse;andhereadhowthewomanwhowasasinner,anointedhisfeetandwashedthemwithhertears,andhowhejustifiedher。Comingtotheforty-fourthverse,heread: ’Andturningtothewoman,hesaiduntoSimon,Seestthouthiswoman? Ienteredintothinehousethougavestmenowaterformyfeet:butshehathwettedmyfeetwithhertears,andwipedthemwithherhair。Thougavestmenokiss;butshe,sincethetimeI camein,hathnotceasedtokissmyfeet。Myheadwithoilthoudidstnotanoint:butshehathanointedmyfeetwithointment。’ Hereadtheseversesandthought:’Hegavenowaterforhisfeet,gavenokiss,hisheadwithoilhedidnotanoint……’AndMartintookoffhisspectaclesoncemore,laidthemonhisbook,andpondered。 ’Hemusthavebeenlikeme,thatPharisee。Hetoothoughtonlyofhimself——howtogetacupoftea,howtokeepwarmandcomfortable;neverathoughtofhisguest。Hetookcareofhimself,butforhisguesthecarednothingatall。Yetwhowastheguest?TheLordhimself!Ifhecametome,shouldIbehavelikethat?’ ThenMartinlaidhisheaduponbothhisarmsand,beforehewasawareofit,hefellasleep。 ’Martin!’hesuddenlyheardavoice,asifsomeonehadbreathedthewordabovehisear。 Hestartedfromhissleep。’Who’sthere?’heasked。 Heturnedroundandlookedatthedoor;noonewasthere。Hecalledagain。Thenheheardquitedistinctly:’Martin,Martin!Lookoutintothestreetto-morrow,forIshallcome。’ Martinrousedhimself,rosefromhischairandrubbedhiseyes,butdidnotknowwhetherhehadheardthesewordsinadreamorawake。Heputoutthelampandlaydowntosleep。 Nextmorningherosebeforedaylight,andaftersayinghisprayershelitthefireandpreparedhiscabbagesoupandbuckwheatporridge。Thenhelitthesamová;r,putonhisapron,andsatdownbythewindowtohiswork。AshesatworkingMartinthoughtoverwhathadhappenedthenightbefore。Attimesitseemedtohimlikeadream,andattimeshethoughtthathehadreallyheardthevoice。’Suchthingshavehappenedbeforenow,’thoughthe。 Sohesatbythewindow,lookingoutintothestreetmorethanheworked,andwheneveranyonepassedinunfamiliarbootshewouldstoopandlookup,soastoseenotthefeetonlybutthefaceofthepasser-byaswell。Ahouse-porterpassedinnewfeltboots;thenawater-carrier。PresentlyanoldsoldierofNicholas’ reigncamenearthewindowspadeinhand。Martinknewhimbyhisboots,whichwereshabbyoldfeltones,goloshedwithleather。 TheoldmanwascalledStepá;niteh:aneighbouringtradesmankepthiminhishouseforcharity,andhisdutywastohelpthehouse-porter。 HebegantoclearawaythesnowbeforeMartin’swindow。Martinglancedathimandthenwentonwithhiswork。 ’Imustbegrowingcrazywithage,’saidMartin,laughingathisfancy。 ’Stepá;nitchcomestoclearawaythesnow,andImustneedsimagineit’sChristcomingtovisitme。OlddotardthatIam!’ Yetafterhehadmadeadozenstitcheshefeltdrawntolookoutofthewindowagain。HesawthatStepá;nitchhadleanedhisspadeagainstthewall,andwaseitherrestinghimselfortryingtogetwarm。Themanwasoldandbrokendown,andhadevidentlynotenoughstrengtheventoclearawaythesnow。 ’WhatifIcalledhiminandgavehimsometea?’thoughtMartin。’Thesamová;risjustontheboil。’ Hestuckhisawlinitsplace,androse;andputtingthesamová;ronthetable,madetea。Thenhetappedthewindowwithhisfingers。Stepá;nitchturnedandcametothewindow。Martinbeckonedtohimtocomein,andwenthimselftoopenthedoor。 ’Comein,’hesaid,’andwarmyourselfabit。I’msureyoumustbecold。’ ’MayGodblessyou!’Stepá;nitchanswered。’Mybonesdoachetobesure。’Hecamein,firstshakingoffthesnow,andlestheshouldleavemarksonthefloorhebeganwipinghisfeet;butashedidsohetotteredandnearlyfell。 ’Don’ttroubletowipeyourfeet,’saidMartin’I’llwipeupthefloor——it’sallintheday’swork。Come,friend,sitdownandhavesometea。’ Fillingtwotumblers,hepassedonetohisvisitor,andpouringhisownoutintothesaucer,begantoblowonit。 Stepá;nitehemptiedhisglass,and,turningitupsidedown,puttheremainsofhispieceofsugaronthetop。Hebegantoexpresshisthanks,butitwasplainthathewouldbegladofsomemore。 ’Haveanotherglass,’saidMartin,refillingthevisitor’stumblerandhisown。ButwhilehedrankhisteaMartinkeptlookingoutintothestreet。 ’Areyouexpectinganyone?’askedthevisitor。 ’AmIexpectinganyone?Well,now,I’mashamedtotellyou。Itisn’tthatIreallyexpectanyone;butIheardsomethinglastnightwhichIcan’tgetoutofmymindWhetheritwasavision,oronlyafancy,Ican’ttell。Yousee,friend,lastnightIwasreadingtheGospel,aboutChristtheLord,howhesuffered,andhowhewalkedonearth。Youhaveheardtellofit,Idaresay。’ ’Ihaveheardtellofit,’answeredStepá;nitch;’butI’manignorantmanandnotabletoread。’ ’Well,yousee,Iwasreadingofhowhewalkedonearth。Icametothatpart,youknow,wherehewenttoaPhariseewhodidnotreceivehimwell。Well,friend,asIreadaboutit,IthoughtnowthatmandidnotreceiveChristtheLordwithproperhonour。 Supposesuchathingcouldhappentosuchamanasmyself,Ithought,whatwouldInotdotoreceivehim!Butthatmangavehimnoreceptionatall。Well,friend,asIwasthinkingofthis,Ibegantodoze,andasIdozedIheardsomeonecallmebyname。Igotup,andthoughtIheardsomeonewhispering,“Expectme;Iwillcometo-morrow。“Thishappenedtwiceover。Andtotellyouthetruth,itsanksointomymindthat,thoughIamashamedofitmyself,Ikeeponexpectinghim,thedearLord!’ Stepá;nitchshookhisheadinsilence,finishedhistumblerandlaiditonitsside;butMartinstooditupagainandrefilleditforhim。 ’Heredrinkanotherglass,blessyou!AndIwasthinkingtoo,howhewalkedonearthanddespisednoone,butwentmostlyamongcommonfolk。Hewentwithplainpeople,andchosehisdisciplesfromamongthelikesofus,fromworkmenlikeus,sinnersthatweare。“Hewhoraiseshimself,“hesaid,“shallbehumbledandhewhohumbleshimselfshallberaised。““YoucallmeLord,“hesaid,“andIwillwashyourfeet。““Hewhowouldbefirst,“hesaid,“lethimbetheservantofall;because,“hesaid,“blessedarethepoor,thehumble,themeek,andthemerciful。“’ Stepá;nitchforgothistea。Hewasanoldmaneasilymovedtotears,andashesatandlistenedthetearsrandownhischeeks。 ’Come,drinksomemore,’saidMartin。ButStepá;nitchcrossedhimself,thankedhim,movedawayhistumbler,androse。 ’Thankyou,MartinAvdé;itch,’hesaid,’youhavegivenmefoodandcomfortbothforsoulandbody。’ ’You’reverywelcome。Comeagainanothertime。Iamgladtohaveaguest,’ saidMartin。 Stepá;nitchwentaway;andMartinpouredoutthelastoftheteaanddrankitup。Thenheputawaytheteathingsandsatdowntohiswork,stitchingthebackseamofaboot。Andashestitchedhekeptlookingoutofthewindow,waitingforChrist,andthinkingabouthimandhisdoings。AndhisheadwasfullofChrist’ssayings。 Twosoldierswentby:oneinGovernmentbootstheotherinbootsofhisown;thenthemasterofaneighbouringhouse,inshininggoloshes;thenabakercarryingabasket。Allthesepassedon。Thenawomancameupinworstedstockingsandpeasant-madeshoes。Shepassedthewindow,butstoppedbythewall。Martinglancedupatherthroughthewindow,andsawthatshewasastranger,poorlydressed,andwithababyinherarms。Shestoppedbythewallwithherbacktothewind,tryingtowrapthebabyupthoughshehadhardlyanythingtowrapitin。Thewomanhadonlysummerclotheson,andeventheywereshabbyandworn。