第52章

类别:其他 作者:Jane Addams字数:3218更新时间:18/12/27 08:59:40
’Thiscannotbe;itisstilladream!thoughtEsarhaddon,andmadealastefforttoawake。’SurelyIamnotLailie,northeass,butEsarhaddon!’ Hecriedout,andatthesameinstantliftedhisheadoutofthefont……Theoldmanwasstandingbyhim,pouringoverhisheadthelastdropsfromthepitcher。 ’Oh,howterriblyIhavesuffered!Andforhowlong!’saidEsarhaddon。 ’Long?’repliedtheoldman,’youhaveonlydippedyourheadunderwaterandlifteditagain;see,thewaterisnotyetalloutofthepitcher。Doyounowunderstand?’ Esarhaddondidnotreply,butonlylookedattheoldmanwithterror。 ’Doyounowunderstand,’continuedtheoldman,’thatLailieisyou,andthewarriorsyouputtodeathwereyoualso?Andnotthewarriorsonly,buttheanimalswhichyouslewwhenhuntingandateatyourfeastswerealsoyou。YouthoughtlifedweltinyoualonebutIhavedrawnasidetheveilofdelusion,andhaveletyouseethatbydoingeviltoothersyouhavedoneittoyourselfalso。 Lifeisoneinthemall,andyoursisbutaportionofthissamecommonlife。Andonlyinthatonepartoflifethatisyours,canyoumakelifebetterorworse——increasingordecreasingit。Youcanonlyimprovelifeinyourselfbydestroyingthebarriersthatdivideyourlifefromthatofothers,andbyconsideringothersasyourself,andlovingthem。Bysodoingyouincreaseyourshareoflife。 Youinjureyourlifewhenyouthinkofitastheonlylife,andtrytoaddtoitswelfareattheexpenseofotherlives。Bysodoingyouonlylessenit。Todestroythelifethatdwellsinothersisbeyondyourpower。Thelifeofthoseyouhaveslainhasvanishedfromyoureyes,butisnotdestroyed。Youthoughttolengthenyourownlifeandtoshortentheirs,butyoucannotdothis。Lifeknowsneithertimenorspace。Thelifeofamoment,andthelifeofathousandyears:yourlifeandthelifeofallthevisibleandinvisiblebeingsintheworld,areequal。Todestroylife,ortoalterit,isimpossible;forlifeistheonethingthatexists。Allelse,butseemstoustobe。’ Havingsaidthistheoldmanvanished。 NextmorningKingEsarhaddongaveordersthatLailieandalltheprisonersshouldbesetatlibertyandthattheexecutionsshouldcease。 OnthethirddayhecalledhissonAssur-bani-pal,andgavethekingdomoverintohishands;andhehimselfwentintothedeserttothinkoverallhehadlearnt。Afterwardshewentaboutasawandererthroughthetownsandvillages,preachingtothepeoplethatalllifeisone,andthatwhenmenwishtoharmothers,theyreallydoeviltothemselves。 1903。 work,deathandsicknessWORK,DEATHANDSICKNESS ALEGEND。 THISisalegendcurrentamongtheSouthAmericanIndians。 God,saythey,atfirstmademensothattheyhadnoneedtowork:theyneededneitherhouses,norclothes,norfood,andtheyalllivedtilltheywereahundred,anddidnotknowwhatillnesswas。 When,aftersometime,Godlookedtoseehowpeoplewereliving,hesawthatinsteadofbeinghappyintheirlife,theyhadquarrelledwithoneanother,and,eachcaringforhimself,hadbroughtmatterstosuchapassthatfarfromenjoyinglife,theycursedit。 ThenGodsaidtohimself:’Thiscomesoftheirlivingseparately,eachforhimself。’Andtochangethisstateofthings,Godsoarrangedmattersthatitbecameimpossibleforpeopletolivewithoutworking。Toavoidsufferingfromcoldandhunger,theywerenowobligedtobuilddwellings,andtodigtheground,andtogrowandgatherfruitsandgrain。 ’Workwillbringthemtogether,’thoughtGod。 ’Theycannotmaketheirtools,prepareandtransporttheirtimber,buildtheirhouses,sowandgathertheirharvests,spinandweave,andmaketheirclothes,eachonealonebyhimself。’ ’Itwillmakethemunderstandthatthemoreheartilytheyworktogether,themoretheywillhaveandthebettertheywilllive;andthiswillunitethem。’ Timepassedon,andagainGodcametoseehowmenwereliving,andwhethertheywerenowhappy。 Buthefoundthemlivingworsethanbefore。Theyworkedtogether(thattheycouldnothelpdoing),butnotalltogether,beingbrokenupintolittlegroups。Andeachgrouptriedtosnatchworkfromothergroups,andtheyhinderedoneanother,wastingtimeandstrengthintheirstruggles,sothatthingswentillwiththemall。 Havingseenthatthis,too,wasnotwell,Goddecidedsoastoarrangethingsthatmanshouldnotknowthetimeofhisdeath,butmightdieatanymoment;andheannouncedthistothem。 ’Knowingthateachofthemmaydieatanymoment,’thoughtGod,’theywillnot,bygraspingatgainsthatmaylastsoshortatime,spoilthehoursoflifeallottedtothem。’ Butitturnedoutotherwise。WhenGodreturnedtoseehowpeoplewereliving,hesawthattheirlifewasasbadasever。 Thosewhowerestrongest,availingthemselvesofthefactthatmenmightdieatanytime,subduedthosewhowereweaker,killingsomeandthreateningotherswithdeath。Anditcameaboutthatthestrongestandtheirdescendantsdidnowork,andsufferedfromthewearinessofidleness,whilethosewhowereweakerhadtoworkbeyondtheirstrength,andsufferedfromlackofrest。 Eachsetofmenfearedandhatedtheother。Andthelifeofmanbecameyetmoreunhappy。 Havingseenallthis,God,tomendmatters,decidedtomakeuseofonelastmeans;hesentallkindsofsicknessamongmen。Godthoughtthatwhenallmenwereexposedtosicknesstheywouldunderstandthatthosewhoarewellshouldhavepityonthosewhoaresick,andshouldhelpthem,thatwhentheythemselvesfallillthosewhoarewellmightinturnhelpthem。 AndagainGodwentaway,butwhenHecamebacktoseehowmenlivednowthattheyweresubjecttosicknesses,hesawthattheirlifewasworseeventhanbefore。TheverysicknessthatinGod’spurposeshouldhaveunitedmen,haddividedthemmorethanever。Thosemenwhowerestrongenoughtomakeotherswork,forcedthemalsotowaitonthemintimesofsickness;buttheydidnot,intheirturn,lookafterotherswhowereill。Andthosewhowereforcedtoworkforothersandtolookafterthemwhensick,weresowornwithworkthattheyhadnotimetolookaftertheirownsick,butleftthemwithoutattendance。Thatthesightofsickfolkmightnotdisturbthepleasuresofthewealthy,houseswerearrangedinwhichthesepoorpeoplesufferedanddied,farfromthosewhosesympathymighthavecheeredthem,andinthearmsofhiredpeoplewhonursedthemwithoutcompassion,orevenwithdisgust。Moreover,peopleconsideredmanyoftheillnessesinfectious,and,fearingtocatchthem,notonlyavoidedthesick,butevenseparatedthemselvesfromthosewhoattendedthesick。 ThenGodsaidtoHimself:’Ifeventhismeanswillnotbringmentounderstandwhereintheirhappinesslies,letthembetaughtbysuffering。’AndGodleftmentothemselves。 And,lefttothemselves,menlivedlongbeforetheyunderstoodthattheyalloughtto,andmightbe,happy。Onlyintheverylatesttimeshaveafewofthembeguntounderstandthatworkoughtnottobeabugbeartosomeandlikegalley-slaveryforothers,butshouldbeacommonandhappyoccupation,unitingallmen。Theyhavebeguntounderstandthatwithdeathconstantlythreateningeachofus,theonlyreasonablebusinessofeverymanistospendtheyears,months,hours,andminutes,allottedhim——inunityandlove。Theyhavebeguntounderstandthatsickness,farfromdividingmen,should,onthecontrary,giveopportunityforlovingunionwithoneanother。