第14章

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Onrising,thedoctor,surethatnoonehadcrossedthethresholdofhishousesincehere-enteredit,proceeded(butnotwithoutextremetrepidation)toverifyhisfacts。Hewashimselfignorantofanydifferenceinthebank-notesandalsoofthemisplacementofthePandectvolumes。Thesomnambulistwasright。ThedoctorrangforLaBougival。 “TellUrsulatocomeandspeaktome,“hesaid,seatinghimselfinthecenterofhislibrary。 Thegirlcame;sheranuptohimandkissedhim。Thedoctortookheronhisknee,whereshesatcontentedly,minglinghersoftfaircurlswiththewhitehairofheroldfriend。 “Doyouwantsomething,godfather?“ “Yes;butpromiseme,onyoursalvation,toanswerfrankly,withoutevasion,thequestionsthatIshallputtoyou。“ Ursulacoloredtothetemples。 “Oh!I’llasknothingthatyoucannotspeakof,“hesaid,noticinghowthebashfulnessofyounglovecloudedthehithertochildlikepurityofthegirl’sblueeyes。 “Askme,godfather。“ “Whatthoughtwasinyourmindwhenyouendedyourprayerslastevening,andwhattimewasitwhenyousaidthem。“ “Itwasaquarter-pastorhalf-pastnine。“ “Well,repeatyourlastprayer。“ Thegirlfanciedthathervoicemightconveyherfaithtothesceptic; sheslidfromhiskneeandkneltdown,claspingherhandsfervently;abrilliantlightilluminedherfaceassheturneditontheoldmanandsaid:—— “WhatIaskedofGodlastnightIaskedagainthismorning,andI shallaskittillhevouchsafestograntit。“ Thensherepeatedherprayerwithnewandstillmorepowerfulexpression。Tohergreatastonishmenthergodfathertookthelastwordsfromhermouthandfinishedtheprayer。 “Good,Ursula,“saidthedoctor,takingheragainonhisknee。“Whenyoulaidyourheadonthepillowandwenttosleepdidyouthinktoyourself,’Thatdeargodfather;IwonderwhoisplayingbackgammonwithhiminParis’?“ Ursulasprangupasifthelasttrumpethadsoundedinherears。Shegaveacryofterror;hereyes,wideopen,gazedattheoldmanwithawfulfixity。 “Whoareyou,godfather?Fromwhomdoyougetsuchpower?“sheasked,imaginingthatinhisdesiretodenyGodhehadmadesomecompactwiththedevil。 “Whatseedsdidyouplantyesterdayinthegarden?“ “Mignonette,sweet-peas,balsams——“ “Andthelastwerelarkspur?“ Shefellonherknees。 “Donotterrifyme!“sheexclaimed。“Ohyoumusthavebeenhere——youwerehere,wereyounot?“ “AmInotalwayswithyou?“repliedthedoctor,evadingherquestion,tosavethestrainontheyounggirl’smind。“Letusgotoyourroom。“ “Yourlegsaretrembling,“shesaid。 “Yes,Iamconfounded,asitwere。“ “CanitbethatyoubelieveinGod?“shecried,withartlessjoy,lettingfallthetearsthatgatheredinhereyes。 TheoldmanlookedroundthesimplebutdaintylittleroomhehadgiventohisUrsula。Onthefloorwasaplaingreencarpet,veryinexpensive,whichsheherselfkeptexquisitelyclean;thewallswerehungwithagraypaperstrewnwithrosesandgreenleaves;atthewindows,whichlookedtothecourt,werecalicocurtainsedgedwithabandofsomepinkmaterial;betweenthewindowsandbeneathatallmirrorwasapier-tabletoppedwithmarble,onwhichstoodaSevresvaseinwhichsheputhernosegays;oppositethechimneywasalittlebureau-deskofcharmingmarquetry。Thebed,ofchintz,withchintzcurtainslinedwithpink,wasoneofthoseduchessbedssocommonintheeighteenthcentury,whichhadatuftofcarvedfeathersatthetopofeachofthefourposts,whichwereflutedonthesides。Anoldclock,inclosedinasortofmonumentmadeoftortoise-shellinlaidwitharabesquesofivory,decoratedthemantelpiece,themarbleshelfofwhich,withthecandlesticksandthemirrorinaframepaintedincameoonagrayground,presentedaremarkableharmonyofcolor,tone,andstyle。Alargewardrobe,thedoorsofwhichwereinlaidwithlandscapesindifferentwoods(somehavingagreentintwhicharenolongertobefoundforsale)contained,nodoubt,herlinenandherdresses。Theairoftheroomwasredolentofheaven。Theprecisearrangementofeverythingshowedasenseoforder,afeelingforharmony,whichwouldcertainlyhaveinfluencedanyone,evenaMinoret-Levrault。ItwasplainthatthethingsaboutherweredeartoUrsula,andthatshelovedaroomwhichcontained,asitwere,herchildhoodandthewholeofhergirlishlife。 Lookingtheroomwelloverthathemightseemtohaveareasonforhisvisit,thedoctorsawatoncehowthewindowslookedintothoseofMadamedePortenduere。DuringthenighthehadmeditatedastothecourseheoughttopursuewithUrsulaabouthisdiscoveryofthisdawningpassion。Toquestionhernowwouldcommithimtosomecourse。 Hemusteitherapproveordisapproveofherlove;ineithercasehispositionwouldbeafalseone。Hethereforeresolvedtowatchandexamineintothestateofthingsbetweenthetwoyoungpeople,andlearnwhetheritwerehisdutytochecktheinclinationbeforeitwasirresistible。Nonebutanoldmancouldhaveshownsuchdeliberatewisdom。Stillpantingfromthediscoveryofthetruthofthesemagneticfacts,heturnedaboutandlookedatallthevariouslittlethingsaroundtheroom;hewishedtoexaminethealmanacwhichwashangingatacornerofthechimney-piece。 “Theseuglythingsaretooheavyforyourlittlehands,“hesaid,takingupthemarblecandlestickswhichwerepartlycoveredwithleather。 Heweighedtheminhishand;thenhelookedatthealmanacandtookit,saying,“Thisisuglytoo。Whydoyoukeepsuchacommonthinginyourprettyroom?“ “Oh,pleaseletmehaveit,godfather。“ “No,no,youshallhaveanotherto-morrow。“ Sosayinghecarriedoffthispossibleproof,shuthimselfupinhisstudy,lookedforSaintSavinienandfound,asthesomnambulisthadtoldhim,alittlereddotatthe19thofOctober;healsosawanotherbeforehisownsaint’sday,SaintDenis,andathirdbeforeSaintJohn,theabbe’spatron。Thislittledot,nolargerthanapin’shead,hadbeenseenbythesleepingwomaninspiteofdistanceandotherobstacles!Theoldmanthoughttilleveningoftheseevents,moremomentousforhimthanforothers。Hewasforcedtoyieldtoevidence。 Astrongwall,asitwere,crumbledwithinhim;forhislifehadrestedontwobases,——indifferenceinmattersofreligionandafirmdisbeliefinmagnetism。Whenitwasprovedtohimthatthesenses—— facultiespurelyphysical,organs,theeffectsofwhichcouldbeexplained——attainedtosomeoftheattributesoftheinfinite,magnetismupset,oratleastitseemedtohimtoupset,thepowerfulargumentsofSpinoza。Thefiniteandtheinfinite,twoincompatibleelementsaccordingtothatremarkableman,werehereunited,theoneintheother。Nomatterwhatpowerhegavetothedivisibilityandmobilityofmatterhecouldnothelprecognizingthatitpossessedqualitiesthatwerealmostdivine。 Hewastoooldnowtoconnectthosephenomenatoasystem,andcomparethemwiththoseofsleep,ofvision,oflight。Hiswholescientificbelief,basedontheassertionsoftheschoolofLockeandCondillac,wasinruins。Seeinghishollowideasinpieces,hisscepticismstaggered。ThustheadvantageinthisstrugglebetweentheCatholicchildandtheVoltaireanoldmanwasonUrsula’sside。Inthedismantledfortress,abovetheseruins,shonealight;fromthecenteroftheseashesissuedthepathofprayer!Nevertheless,theobstinateoldscientistfoughthisdoubts。Thoughstrucktotheheart,hewouldnotdecide,hestruggledonagainstGod。 Buthewasnolongerthesameman;hismindshoweditsvacillation。Hebecameunnaturallydreamy;hereadPascal,andBossuet’ssublime“HistoryofSpecies“;hereadBonald,hereadSaint-Augustine;hedeterminedalsotoreadtheworksofSwedenborg,andthelateSaint- Martin,whichthemysteriousstrangerhadmentionedtohim。Theedificewithinhimwascrackingonallsides;itneededbutonemoreshake,andthen,hisheartbeingripeforGod,hewasdestinedtofallintothecelestialvineyardasfallthefruits。Oftenofanevening,whenplayingwiththeabbe,hisgoddaughtersittingby,hewouldputquestionsbearingonhisopinionswhichseemedsingulartothepriest,whowasignorantoftheinwardworkingsbywhichGodwasremakingthatfineconscience。 “Doyoubelieveinapparitions?“askedthescepticofthepastor,stoppingshortinthegame。 “Cardan,agreatphilosopherofthesixteenthcenturysaidhehadseensome,“repliedtheabbe。 “Iknowallthosethatscholarshavediscussed,forIhavejustrereadPlotinus。IamquestioningyouasaCatholicmight,andIaskifyouthinkthatdeadmencanreturntotheliving。“ “Jesusreappearedtohisdisciplesafterhisdeath,“saidtheabbe。 “TheChurchoughttohavefaithintheapparitionsoftheSavior。Asformiracles,theyarenotlacking,“hecontinued,smiling。“ShallI tellyouthelast?Ittookplaceintheeighteenthcentury。“ “Pooh!“saidthedoctor。 “Yes,theblessedMarie-AlphonseofLigouri,beingveryfarfromRome,knewofthedeathofthePopeattheverymomenttheHolyFatherexpired;therewerenumerouswitnessesofthismiracle。Thesaintedbishopbeinginecstasy,heardthelastwordsofthesovereignpontiffandrepeatedthematthetimetothoseabouthim。Thecourierwhobroughttheannouncementofthedeathdidnotarrivetillthirtyhourslater。“