第18章

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“Myheirswouldbedelightedtoseemeinvestmypropertyinrealestateormortgages;theyimagineitwouldbesaferthere。Iknowexactlywhattheyaresaying;perhapsyoucomefromthem。Letmetellyou,mygoodsir,thatmydispositionofmypropertyisirrevocablymade。MyheirswillhavethecapitalIbroughtherewithme;Iwishthemtoknowthat,andtoletmealone。IfanyoneofthemattemptstointerferewithwhatIthinkpropertodoforthatyounggirl(pointingtoUrsula)Ishallcomebackfromtheotherworldandtormenthim。So,MonsieurSaviniendePortenduerewillstayinprisoniftheycountonmetogethimout。IshallnotsellmypropertyintheFunds。“ HearingthislastfragmentofthesentenceUrsulaexperiencedthefirstandonlypainwhichsofarhadevertouchedher。Shelaidherheadagainsttheblindtosteadyherself。 “GoodGod,whatisthematterwithher?“thoughttheolddoctor。“Shehasnocolor;suchanemotionafterdinnermightkillher。“ Hewenttoherwithopenarms,andshefellintothemalmostfainting。 “Adieu,Monsieur,“hesaidtothenotary,“pleaseleaveus。“ HecarriedhischildtoanimmenseLouisXV。sofawhichwasinhisstudy,lookedforaphialofhartshornamonghisremedies,andmadeherinhaleit。 “Takemyplace,“saidthedoctortoBongrand,whowasterrified;“I mustbealonewithher。“ Thejusticeofpeaceaccompaniedthenotarytothegate,askinghim,butwithoutshowinganyeagerness,whatwasthematterwithUrsula。 “Idon’tknow,“repliedDionis。“Shewasstandingbythepagoda,listeningtous,andjustasheruncle(so-called)refusedtolendsomemoneyatmyrequesttoyoungdePortenduerewhoisinprisonfordebt,——forhehasnothad,likeMonsieurduRouvre,aMonsieurBongrandtodefendhim,——sheturnedpaleandstaggered。Canshelovehim?Isthereanythingbetweenthem?“ “Atfifteenyearsofage?pooh!“repliedBongrand。 “ShewasborninFebruary,1813;she’llbesixteeninfourmonths。“ “Idon’tbelievesheeversawhim,“saidthejudge。“No,itisonlyanervousattack。“ “Attackoftheheart,morelikely,“saidthenotary。 Dioniswasdelightedwiththisdiscovery,whichwouldpreventthemarriage“inextremis“whichtheydreaded,——theonlysuremeansbywhichthedoctorcoulddefraudhisrelatives。Bongrand,ontheotherhand,sawaprivatecastleofhisowndemolished;hehadlongthoughtofmarryinghissontoUrsula。 “Ifthepoorgirllovesthatyouthitwillbeamisfortuneforher,“ repliedBongrandafterapause。“MadamedePortenduereisaBretonandinfatuatedwithhernobleblood。“ “Luckily——ImeanforthehonorofthePortendueres,“repliedthenotary,onthepointofbetrayinghimself。 LetusdothefaithfulanduprightBongrandthejusticetosaythatbeforehere-enteredthesalonhehadabandoned,notwithoutdeepregretforhisson,thehopehehadcherishedofsomedaycallingUrsulahisdaughter。Hemeanttogivehissonsixthousandfrancsayearthedayhewasappointedsubstitute,andifthedoctorwouldgiveUrsulaahundredthousandfrancswhatapearlofahomethepairwouldmake!HisEugenewassoloyalandcharmingafellow!PerhapshehadpraisedhisEugenetoooften,andthathadmadethedoctordistrustful。 “Ishallhavetocomedowntothemayor’sdaughter,“hethought。“ButUrsulawithoutanymoneyisworthmorethanMademoiselleLevrault- Cremierewithamillion。However,thethingtobedoneistomanoeuvrethemarriagewiththislittlePortenduere——ifshereallyloveshim。“ Thedoctor,afterclosingthedoortothelibraryandthattothegarden,tookhisgoddaughtertothewindowwhichopenedupontheriver。 “Whatailsyou,mychild?“hesaid。“Yourlifeismylife。Withoutyoursmileswhatwouldbecomeofme?“ “Savinieninprison!“shesaid。 Withthesewordsashoweroftearsfellfromhereyesandshebegantosob。 “Saved!“thoughtthedoctor,whowasholdingherpulsewithgreatanxiety。“Alas!shehasallthesensitivenessofmypoorwife,“hethought,fetchingastethoscopewhichheputtoUrsula’sheart,applyinghiseartoit。“Ah,that’sallright,“hesaidtohimself。“I didnotknow,mydarling,thatyoulovedanyoneasyet,“headded,lookingather;“butthinkoutloudtomeasyouthinktoyourself; tellmeallthathaspassedbetweenyou。“ “Idonotlovehim,godfather;wehaveneverspokentoeachother,“ sheanswered,sobbing。“Buttohearthatheisinprison,andtoknowthatyou——harshly——refusedtogethimout——you,sogood!“ “Ursula,mydearlittlegoodangel,ifyoudonotlovehimwhydidyouputthatlittlereddotagainstSaintSavinien’sdayjustasyouputonebeforethatofSaintDenis?Come,tellmeeverythingaboutyourlittlelove-affair。“ Ursulablushed,swallowedafewtears,andforamomenttherewassilencebetweenthem。 “Surelyyouarenotafraidofyourfather,yourfriend,mother,doctor,andgodfather,whoseheartisnowmoretenderthaniteverhasbeen。“ “No,no,deargodfather,“shesaid。“Iwillopenmyhearttoyou。LastMay,MonsieurSaviniencametoseehismother。UntilthenIhadnevertakennoticeofhim。WhenhelefthometoliveinParisIwasachild,andIdidnotseeanydifferencebetweenhimand——allofyou——exceptperhapsthatIlovedyou,andneverthoughtoflovinganyoneelse。 MonsieurSaviniencamebythemail-postthenightbeforehismother’sfete-day;butwedidnotknowit。Atseventhenextmorning,afterI hadsaidmyprayers,IopenedthewindowtoairmyroomandIsawthewindowsinMonsieurSavinien’sroomopen;andMonsieurSavinienwasthere,inadressinggown,arranginghisbeard;inallhismovementstherewassuchgrace——Imean,heseemedtomesocharming。Hecombedhisblackmoustacheandthelittletuftonhischin,andIsawhiswhitethroat——soround!——mustItellyouall?InoticedthathisthroatandfaceandthatbeautifulblackhairwereallsodifferentfromyourswhenIwatchyouarrangingyourbeard。Therecame——Idon’tknowhow——asortofglowintomyheart,andupintomythroat,myhead;itcamesoviolentlythatIsatdown——Icouldn’tstand,I trembledso。ButIlongedtoseehimagain,andpresentlyIgotup;hesawmethen,and,justforplay,hesentmeakissfromthetipsofhisfingersand——“ “And?“ “Andthen,“shecontinued,“Ihidmyself——Iwasashamed,buthappy—— whyshouldIbeashamedofbeinghappy?Thatfeeling——itdazzledmysoulandgaveitsomepower,butIdon’tknowwhat——itcameagaineachtimeIsawwithinmethesameyoungface。Ilovedthisfeeling,violentasitwas。Goingtomass,someunconquerablepowermademelookatMonsieurSavinienwithhismotheronhisarm;hiswalk,hisclothes,eventhetapofhisbootsonthepavement,seemedtomesocharming。Theleastlittlethingabouthim——hishandwiththedelicateglove——actedlikeaspelluponme;andyetIhadstrengthenoughnottothinkofhimduringmass。WhentheservicewasoverIstayedinthechurchtoletMadamedePortendueregofirst,andthenIwalkedbehindhim。Icouldn’ttellyouhowtheselittlethingsexcitedme。WhenI reachedhome,Iturnedroundtofastentheirongate——“ “WherewasLaBougival?“askedthedoctor。 “Oh,Ilethergotothekitchen,“saidUrsulasimply。“ThenIsawMonsieurSavinienstandingquitestillandlookingatme。Oh! godfather,Iwassoproud,forIthoughtIsawalookinhiseyesofsurpriseandadmiration——Idon’tknowwhatIwouldnotdotomakehimlookatmeagainlikethat。ItseemedtomeIoughttothinkofnothingforevermorebutpleasinghim。ThatglanceisnowthebestrewardIhaveforanygoodIdo。FromthatmomentIhavethoughtofhimincessantly,inspiteofmyself。MonsieurSavinienwentbacktoParisthatevening,andIhavenotseenhimsince。Thestreetseemsempty;hetookmyheartawaywithhim——buthedoesnotknowit。“ “Isthatall?“askedtheoldman。 “All,deargodfather,“shesaid,withasighofregretthattherewasnotmoretotell。 “Mylittlegirl,“saidthedoctor,puttingheronhisknee;“youarenearlysixteenandyourwomanhoodisbeginning。Youarenowbetweenyourblessedchildhood,whichisending,andtheemotionsoflove,whichwillmakeyourlifeatumultuousone;foryouhaveanervoussystemofexquisitesensibility。Whathashappenedtoyou,mychild,islove,“saidtheoldmanwithanexpressionofdeepestsadness,—— “loveinitsholysimplicity;loveasitoughttobe;involuntary,sudden,cominglikeathiefwhotakesall——yes,all!Iexpectedit。I havestudiedwomen;manyneedproofsandmiraclesofaffectionbeforeloveconquersthem;butothersthereare,undertheinfluenceofsympathiesexplainableto-daybymagneticfluids,whoarepossessedbyitinaninstant。ToyouIcannowtellall——assoonasIsawthecharmingwomanwhosenameyoubear,IfeltthatIshouldloveherforever,solelyandfaithfully,withoutknowingwhetherourcharactersorpersonssuitedeachother。Isthereasecond-sightinlove?WhatanswercanIgivetothat,Iwhohaveseensomanyunionsformedundercelestialauspicesonlytoberupturedlater,givingrisetohatredsthatarewell-nigheternal,torepugnancesthatareunconquerable。Thesensessometimesharmonizewhileideasareatvariance;andsomepersonslivemorebytheirmindsthanbytheirbodies。Thecontraryisalsotrue;oftenmindsagreeandpersonsdisplease。Thesephenomena,thevaryingandsecretcauseofmanysorrows,showthewisdomoflawswhichgiveparentssupremepoweroverthemarriagesoftheirchildren;