第26章

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Sittingattheendofthepiano,hiselbowrestingonthecoverandhisheadonhislefthand,SavinienadmiredUrsula,whoseeyes,fixedonthepanelingofthewallbeyondhim,seemedtobequestioninganotherworld。Manyamanwouldhavefallendeeplyinloveforalessreason。Genuinefeelingshaveamagnetismoftheirown,andUrsulawaswillingtoshowhersoul,asacoquetteherdressestobeadmired。 Savinienenteredthatdelightfulkingdom,ledbythispureheart,which,tointerpretitsfeelings,borrowedthepoweroftheonlyartthatspeakstothoughtbythought,withoutthehelpofwords,orcolor,orform。Candor,opennessofhearthavethesamepoweroveramanthatchildhoodhas;thesamecharm,thesameirresistibleseductions。Ursulawasnevermorehonestandcandidthanatthismoment,whenshewasbornagainintoanewlife。 TheabbecametotearSavinienfromhisdream,requestinghimtotakeafourthhandatwhist。Ursulawentonplaying;theheirsdeparted,allexceptDesire,whowasresolvedtofindouttheintentionsofhisuncleandtheviscountandUrsula。 “Youhaveasmuchtalentassoul,mademoiselle,“hesaid,whentheyounggirlclosedthepianoandsatdownbesidehergodfather。“Whoisyourmaster?“ “AGerman,livingclosetotheRueDauphineonthequaiConti,“saidthedoctor。“IfhehadnotgivenUrsulaalessoneverydayduringherstayinParishewouldhavebeenhereto-day。“ “Heisnotonlyagreatmusician,“saidUrsula,“butamanofadorablesimplicityofnature。“ “Thoselessonsmustcostagreatdeal,“remarkedDesire。 Theplayerssmiledironically。Whenthegamewasoverthedoctor,whohadhithertoseemedanxiousandpensive,turnedtoSavinienwiththeairofamanwhofulfillsaduty。 “Monsieur,“hesaid,“Iamgratefulforthefeelingwhichleadsyoutomakemethisearlyvisit;butyourmotherattributesunworthyandunderhandmotivestowhatIhavedone,andIshouldgivehertherighttocallthemtrueifIdidnotrequestyoutorefrainfromcominghere,inspiteofthehonoryourvisitsaretome,andthepleasureI shouldotherwisefeelincultivatingyoursociety。TellyourmotherthatifIdonotbegher,inmyniece’snameandmyown,todousthehonorofdiningherenextSundayitisbecauseIamverycertainthatshewouldfindherselfindisposedonthatday。“ Theoldmanheldouthishandtotheyoungviscount,whopresseditrespectfully,saying:—— “Youarequiteright,monsieur。“ Hethenwithdrew;butnotwithoutabowtoUrsula,inwhichtherewasmoreofsadnessthandisappointment。 Desireleftthehouseatthesametime;buthefounditimpossibletoexchangeevenawordwiththeyoungnobleman,whorushedintohisownhouseprecipitately。 ThisrupturebetweenthePortendueresandDoctorMinoretgavetalkamongtheheirsforaweek;theydidhomagetothegeniusofDionis,andregardedtheirinheritanceasrescued。 So,inanagewhenranksareleveled,whenthemaniaforequalityputseverybodyononefootingandthreatenstodestroyallbulwarks,evenmilitarysubordination,——thatlastrefugeofpowerinFrance,wherepassionshavenownootherobstaclestoovercomethanpersonalantipathies,ordifferencesoffortune,——theobstinacyofanold- fashionedBretonwomanandthedignityofDoctorMinoretcreatedabarrierbetweentheselovers,whichwastoend,assuchobstaclesoftendo,notindestroyingbutinstrengtheninglove。Toanardentmanawoman’svalueisthatwhichshecostshim;Savinienforesawastruggle,greatefforts,manyuncertainties,andalreadytheyounggirlwasrendereddearertohim;hewasresolvedtowinher。Perhapsourfeelingsobeythelawsofnatureastothelastingnessofhercreations;toalonglifealongchildhood。 Thenextmorning,whentheywoke,UrsulaandSavinienhadthesamethought。Anintimateunderstandingofthiskindwouldcreateloveifitwerenotalreadyitsmostpreciousproof。WhentheyounggirlpartedhercurtainsjustfarenoughtolethereyestakeinSavinien’swindow,shesawthefaceofherloverabovethefasteningofhis。Whenonereflectsontheimmenseservicesthatwindowsrendertoloversitseemsnaturalandrightthatataxshouldbeleviedonthem。Havingthusprotestedagainsthergodfather’sharshness,Ursuladroppedthecurtainandopenedherwindowtoclosetheouterblinds,throughwhichshecouldcontinuetoseewithoutbeingseenherself。Sevenoreighttimesduringthedayshewentuptoherroom,alwaystofindtheyoungviscountwriting,tearingupwhathehadwritten,andthenwritingagain——toher,nodoubt! ThenextmorningwhenshewokeLaBougivalgaveherthefollowingletter:—— ToMademoiselleUrsula: Mademoiselle,——Idonotconcealfrommyselfthedistrustayoungmaninspireswhenhehasplacedhimselfinthepositionfromwhichyourgodfather’skindnessreleasedme。IknowthatImustinfuturegivegreaterguaranteesofgoodconductthanothermen; therefore,mademoiselle,itiswithdeephumilitythatIplacemyselfatyourfeetandaskyoutoconsidermylove。Thisdeclarationisnotdictatedbypassion;itcomesfromaninwardcertaintywhichinvolvesthewholeoflife。Afoolishinfatuationformyyoungaunt,MadamedeKergarouet,wasthecauseofmygoingtoprison;willyounotregardasaproofofmysincerelovethetotaldisappearanceofthosewishes,ofthatimage,noweffacedfrommyheartbyyours?NosoonerdidIseeyou,asleepandsoengaginginyourchildlikeslumberatBouron,thanyouoccupiedmysoulasaqueentakespossessionofherempire。Iwillhavenootherwifethanyou。YouhaveeveryqualificationIdesireinherwhoistobearmyname。Theeducationyouhavereceivedandthedignityofyourownmind,placeyouonthelevelofthehighestpositions。ButIdoubtmyselftoomuchtodaredescribeyoutoyourself;Icanonlyloveyou。AfterlisteningtoyouyesterdayI recalledcertainwordswhichseemasthoughwrittenforyou; suffermetotranscribethem:—— “Madetodrawallheartsandcharmalleyes,gentleandintelligent,spiritualyetabletoreason,courteousasthoughshehadpassedherlifeatcourt,simpleasthehermitwhohadneverknowntheworld,thefireofhersoulistemperedinhereyesbysacredmodesty。“ Ifeelthevalueofthenoblesoulrevealedinyoubymany,eventhemosttrifling,things。Thisitiswhichgivesmethecouragetoaskyou,providedyoulovenooneelse,toletmeprovetoyoubymyconductandmydevotionthatIamnotunworthyofyou。Itconcernsmyverylife;youcannotdoubtthatallmypowerswillbeemployed,notonlyintryingtopleaseyou,butindeservingyouresteem,whichismoreprecioustomethananyotheruponearth。 Withthishope,Ursula——ifyouwillsuffermesotocallyouinmyheart——Nemourswillbetomeaparadise,thehardesttaskswillbringmejoysderivedthroughyou,aslifeitselfisderivedfromGod。TellmethatImaycallmyselfYourSavinien。 Ursulakissedtheletter;then,havingre-readitandclaspeditwithpassionatemotions,shedressedherselfeagerlytocarryittoheruncle。 “Ah,myGod!Inearlyforgottosaymyprayers!“sheexclaimed,turningbacktokneelonherprie-Dieu。 Afewmomentslatershewentdowntothegarden,whereshefoundhergodfatherandmadehimreadtheletter。TheybothsatdownonabenchunderthearchofclimbingplantsoppositetotheChinesepagoda。 Ursulaawaitedtheoldman’swords,andtheoldmanreflectedlong,toolongfortheimpatientyounggirl。Atlast,theresultoftheirsecretinterviewappearedinthefollowinganswer,partofwhichthedoctorundoubtedlydictated。 ToMonsieurleVicomteSaviniendePortenduere: Monsieur,——Icannotbeotherwisethangreatlyhonoredbytheletterinwhichyouoffermeyourhand;but,atmyage,andaccordingtotherulesofmyeducation,Ihavefeltboundtocommunicateittomygodfather,whoisallIhave,andwhomIloveasafatherandalsoasafriend。Imustnowtellyouthepainfulobjectionswhichhehasmadetome,andwhichmustbetoyoumyanswer。