第34章

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reflectioncamelater。Now,ifyouhavethoroughlypossessedyourselfofthisman’snatureandbodilypresenceyouwillunderstandthemightyeffectproducedonhimbyathought。Remorseismorethanathought;itcomesfromafeelingwhichcannomorebehiddenthanlove;likelove,ithasitsowntyranny。But,justasMinorethadcommittedthecrimeagainstUrsulawithouttheslightestreflection,sohenowblindlylongedtodriveherfromNemourswhenhefelthimselfdisturbedbythesightofthatwrongedinnocence。Being,inasense,imbecile,heneverthoughtoftheconsequences;hewentfromdangertodanger,drivenbyaselfishinstinct,likeawildanimalwhichdoesnotforeseethehuntsman’sskill,andreliesonitsownrapidityorstrength。Beforelongtherichbourgeois,whostillmetinDionis’ssalon,noticedagreatchangeinthemannersandbehaviorofthemanwhohadhithertobeensofreeofcare。 “Idon’tknowwhathascometoMinoret,heisallNOHOW,“saidhiswife,fromwhomhewasresolvedtohidehisdaringdeed。 Everybodyexplainedhisconditionasbeing,neithermorenorless,ennui(infactthethoughtnowexpressedonhisfacedidresembleennui),caused,theysaid,bythesuddencessationofbusinessandthechangefromanactivelifetooneofwell-to-doleisure。 WhileMinoretwasthinkingonlyofdestroyingUrsula’slifeinNemours,LaBougivalneverletadaygobywithouttorturingherfosterchildwithsomeallusiontothefortunesheoughttohavehad,orwithoutcomparinghermiserablelotwiththeprospectsthedoctorhadpromised,andofwhichhehadoftenspokentoher,LaBougival。 “ItisnotformyselfIspeak,“shesaid,“butisitlikelythatmonsieur,goodandkindashewas,wouldhavediedwithoutleavingmethemeresttrifle?——“ “AmInothere?“repliedUrsula,forbiddingLaBougivaltosayanotherwordonthesubject。 Shecouldnotenduretosoilthedearandtendermemoriesthatsurroundedthatnoblehead——asketchofwhichinblackandwhitehunginherlittlesalon——withthoughtsofselfishinterest。ToherfreshandbeautifulimaginationthatsketchsufficedtomakeherSEEhergodfather,onwhomherthoughtscontinuallydwelt,allthemorebecausesurroundedwiththethingshelovedandused,——hislargeduchess-sofa,thefurniturefromhisstudy,hisbackgammon-table,andthepianohehadchosenforher。Thetwooldfriendswhostillremainedtoher,theAbbeChaperonandMonsieurBongrand,theonlyvisitorswhomshereceived,were,inthemidstoftheseinanimateobjectsrepresentativeofthepast,liketwolivingmemoriesofherformerlifetowhichsheattachedherpresentbythelovehergodfatherhadblessed。 Afterawhilethesadnessofherthoughts,softeninggradually,gavetonetothegeneraltenorofherlifeandunitedallitspartsinanindefinableharmony,expressedbytheexquisiteneatness,theexactsymmetryofherroom,thefewflowerssentbySavinien,thedaintynothingsofayounggirl’slife,thetranquillitywhichherquiethabitsdiffusedabouther,givingpeaceandcomposuretothelittlehome。Afterbreakfastandaftermassshecontinuedherstudiesandpracticed;thenshetookherembroideryandsatatthewindowlookingonthestreet。Atfouro’clockSavinien,returningfromawalk(whichhetookinallweathers),findingthewindowopen,wouldsitupontheoutercasingandtalkwithherforhalfanhour。IntheeveningtheabbeandMonsieurBongrandcametoseeher,butsheneverallowedSavinientoaccompanythem。NeitherdidsheacceptMadamedePortenduere’sproposition,whichSavinienhadinducedhismothertomake,thatsheshouldvisitthere。 UrsulaandLaBougivallived,moreover,withthestrictesteconomy; theydidnotspend,countingeverything,morethansixtyfrancsamonth。Theoldnursewasindefatigable;shewashedandironed;cookedonlytwiceaweek,——mistressandmaideatingtheirfoodcoldonotherdays;forUrsulawasdeterminedtosavethesevenhundredfrancsstilldueonthepurchaseofthehouse。Thisrigidconduct,togetherwithhermodestyandherresignationtoalifeofpovertyaftertheenjoymentofluxuryandthefondindulgenceofallherwishes,deeplyimpressedcertainpersons。Ursulawontherespectofothers,andnovoicewasraisedagainsther。Eventheheirs,oncesatisfied,didherjustice。Savinienadmiredthestrengthofcharacterofsoyoungagirl。FromtimetotimeMadamedePortenduere,whentheymetinchurch,wouldaddressafewkindwordstoher,andtwicesheinsistedonhercomingtodinnerandfetchedherherself。Ifallthiswasnothappinessitwasatleasttranquillity。ButabenefitwhichcametoUrsulathroughthelegalcareandabilityofBongrandstartedthesmoulderingpersecutionwhichuptothistimehadlaidinMinoret’sbreastasadumbdesire。 Assoonasthelegalsettlementofthedoctor’sestatewasfinished,thejusticeofpeace,urgedbyUrsula,tookthecauseofthePortendueresinhandandpromisedhertogetthemoutoftheirtrouble。Indealingwiththeoldlady,whoseoppositiontoUrsula’shappinessmadehimfurious,hedidnotallowhertobeignorantofthefactthathisdevotiontoherservicewassolelytogivepleasuretoMademoiselleMirouet。HechoseoneofhisformerclerkstoactforthePortendueresatFontainebleau,andhimselfputinamotionforastayofproceedings。HeintendedtoprofitbytheintervalwhichmustelapsebetweenthestoppageofthepresentsuitandsomenewsteponthepartofMassintorenewtheleaseatsixthousandfrancs,getapremiumfromthepresenttenantsandthepaymentinfulloftherentofthecurrentyear。 Atthistime,whenthesemattershadtobediscussed,theformerwhist-partieswereagainorganizedinMadamedePortenduere’ssalon,betweenhimself,theabbe,Savinien,andUrsula,whomtheabbeandheescortedthereandbackeveryevening。InJune,Bongrandsucceededinquashingtheproceedings;whereuponthenewleasewassigned;heobtainedapremiumofthirty-twothousandfrancsfromthefarmerandarentofsixthousandayearforeighteenyears。TheeveningofthedayonwhichthiswasfinallysettledhewenttoseeZelie,whomheknewtobepuzzledastohowtoinvesthermoney,andproposedtosellherthefarmatBordieresfortwohundredandtwentythousandfrancs。 “I’dbuyitatonce,“saidMinoret,“ifIweresurethePortenduereswouldgoandlivesomewhereelse。“ “Why?“saidthejusticeofpeace。 “WewanttogetridofthenoblesinNemours。“ “IdidheartheoldladysaythatifshecouldsettleheraffairssheshouldgoandliveinBrittany,asshewouldnothavemeansenoughlefttoliveher。Sheisthinkingofsellingherhouse。“ “Well,sellittome,“saidMinoret。 “Toyou?“saidZelie。“Youtalkasifyouweremasterofeverything。 WhatdoyouwantwithtwohousesinNemours?“ “IfIdon’tsettlethismatterofthefarmwithyouto-night,“saidBongrand,“ourleasewillgetknown,Massinwillputinafreshclaim,andIshalllosethischanceofliquidationwhichIamanxioustomake。Soifyoudon’ttakemyofferIshallgoatoncetoMelun,wheresomefarmersIknowarereadytobuythefarmwiththeireyesshut。“ “Whydidyoucometous,then?“saidZelie。 “Becauseyoucanpaymeincash,andmyotherclientswouldmakemewaitsometimeforthemoney。Idon’twantdifficulties。“ “GetHERoutofNemoursandI’llpayit,“exclaimedMinoret。 “YouunderstandthatIcannotanswerforMadamedePortenduere’sactions,“saidBongrand。“IcanonlyrepeatwhatIheardhersay,butIfeelcertaintheywillnotremaininNemours。“ Onthisassurance,enforcedbyanudgefromZelie,Minoretagreedtothepurchase,andfurnishedthefundstopayoffthemortgageduetothedoctor’sestate。ThedeedofsalewasimmediatelydrawnupbyDionis。TowardstheendofJuneBongrandbroughtthebalanceofthepurchasemoneytoMadamedePortenduere,advisinghertoinvestitintheFunds,where,joinedtoSavinien’stenthousand,itwouldgiveher,atfivepercent,anincomeofsixthousandfrancs。Thus,sofarfromlosingherresources,theoldladyactuallygainedbythetransaction。ButshedidnotleaveNemours。Minoretthoughthehadbeentricked,——asthoughBongrandhadhadanideathatUrsula’spresencewasintolerabletohim;andhefeltakeenresentmentwhichembitteredhishatredtohisvictim。Thenbeganasecretdramawhichwasterribleinitseffects,——thestruggleoftwodeterminations;onewhichimpelledMinorettodrivehisvictimfromNemours,theotherwhichgaveUrsulathestrengthtobearpersecution,thecauseofwhichwasforacertainlengthoftimeundiscoverable。Thesituationwasastrangeandevenunnaturalone,andyetitwasleduptobyalltheprecedingevents,whichservedasaprefacetowhatwasnowtooccur。 MadameMinoret,towhomherhusbandhadgivenahandsomesilverservicecostingtwentythousandfrancs,gaveamagnificentdinnereverySunday,thedayonwhichherson,thedeputyprocureur,camefromFontainebleau,bringingwithhimcertainofhisfriends。OntheseoccasionsZeliesenttoParisfordelicacies——obligingDionisthenotarytoemulateherdisplay。Goupil,whomtheMinoretsendeavoredtoignoreasaquestionablepersonwhomighttarnishtheirsplendor,wasnotinviteduntiltheendofJuly。Theclerk,whowasfullyawareofthisintendedneglect,wasforcedtoberespectfultoDesire,who,sincehisentranceintooffice,hadassumedahaughtyanddignifiedair,eveninhisownfamily。 “YoumusthaveforgottenEsther,“Goupilsaidtohim,“asyouaresomuchinlovewithMademoiselleMirouet。“ “Inthefirstplace,Estherisdead,monsieur;andinthenextIhavenevereventhoughtofUrsula,“saidthenewmagistrate。 “Why,whatdidyoutellme,papaMinoret?“criedGoupil,insolently。 Minoret,caughtinaliebyamanwhomhefeared,wouldhavelostcountenanceifithadnotbeenforaprojectinhishead,whichwas,infact,thereasonwhyGoupilwasinvitedtodinner,——MinorethavingrememberedthepropositiontheclerkhadoncemadetopreventthemarriagebetweenSavinienandUrsula。Forallanswer,heledGoupilhurriedlytotheendofthegarden。 “You’llsoonbetwenty-eightyearsold,mygoodfellow,“saidhe,“andIdon’tseethatyouareontheroadtofortune。Iwishyouwell,forafterallyouwereoncemyson’scompanion。Listentome。IfyoucanpersuadethatlittleMirouet,whopossessesinherownrightfortythousandfrancs,tomarryyou,Iwillgiveyou,astrueasmynameisMinoret,themeanstobuyanotary’spracticeatOrleans。“ “No,“saidGoupil,“that’stoofaroutoftheway;butMontargis——“ “No,“saidMinoret;“Sens。“