第43章

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Theabbedeparted;presentlyheturnedbacktolookatMinoret。Themanwasholdinghisheadinhishandsasifittroubledhim;hewas,infact,partlycrazy。Inthefirstplace,hehadkeptthethreecertificatesbecausehedidnotknowwhattodowiththem。Hedarednotdrawthemoneyhimselfforfearitshouldbenoticed;hedidnotwishtosellthem,andwasstilltryingtofindsomewayoftransferringthecertificates。Inthishorriblestateofuncertaintyhebethoughthimofacknowledgingalltohiswifeandgettingheradvice。Zelie,whoalwaysmanagedaffairsforhimsowell,shecouldgethimoutofhistroubles。Thethree-per-centFundswerenowsellingateighty。Restitution!why,thatmeant,witharrearages,givingupamillion!Giveupamillion,whentherewasnoonewhocouldknowthathehadtakenit!—— SoMinoretcontinuedthroughSeptemberandapartofOctoberirresoluteandapreytohistorturingthoughts。Tothegreatsurpriseofthelittletownhegrewthinandhaggard。 AnalarmingcircumstancehastenedtheconfessionwhichMinoretwasinclinedtomaketoZelie;theswordofDamoclesbegantomoveabovetheirheads。TowardsthemiddleofOctoberMonsieurandMadameMinoretreceivedfromtheirsonDesirethefollowingletter:—— MydearMother,——IfIhavenotbeentoseeyousincevacation,itispartlybecauseIhavebeenondutyduringtheabsenceofmychief,butalsobecauseIknewthatMonsieurdePortenduerewaswaitingmyarrivalatNemours,topickaquarrelwithme。Tired,perhaps,ofseeinghisvengeanceonourfamilydelayed,theviscountcametoFontainebleau,wherehehadappointedoneofhisParisianfriendstomeethim,havingalreadyobtainedthehelpoftheVicomtedeSoulangescommandingthetroopofcavalryhereingarrison。 Hecalleduponme,verypolitely,accompaniedbythetwogentlemen,andtoldmethatmyfatherwasundoubtedlytheinstigatorofthemalignantpersecutionsagainstUrsulaMirouet,hisfuturewife;hegavemeproofs,andtoldmeofGoupil’sconfessionbeforewitnesses。Healsotoldmeofmyfather’sconduct,firstinrefusingtopayGoupilthepriceagreedonforhiswickedinvention,andnext,outoffearofGoupil’smalignity,goingsecuritytoMonsieurDionisforthepriceofhispracticewhichGoupilistohave。 Theviscount,notbeingabletofightamansixty-sevenyearsofage,andbeingdeterminedtohavesatisfactionfortheinsultsofferedtoUrsula,demandeditformallyofme。Hisdetermination,havingbeenwell-weighedandconsidered,couldnotbeshaken。IfI refused,hewasresolvedtomeetmeinsocietybeforepersonswhoseesteemIvalue,andinsultmeopenly。InFrance,acowardisunanimouslyscorned。Besides,themotivesfordemandingreparationshouldbeexplainedbyhonorablemen。Hesaidhewassorrytoresorttosuchextremities。Hissecondsdeclareditwouldbewiserinmetoarrangeameetingintheusualmanneramongmenofhonor,sothatUrsulaMirouetmightnotbeknownasthecauseofthequarrel;toavoidallscandalitwasbettertomakeajourneytothenearestfrontier。Inshort,mysecondsmethisyesterday,andtheyunanimouslyagreedthatIowedhimreparation。Aweekfromto-dayIleaveforGenevawithmytwofriends。MonsieurdePortenduere,MonsieurdeSoulanges,andMonsieurdeTrailleswillmeetmethere。 Thepreliminariesoftheduelaresettled;weshallfightwithpistols;eachfiresthreetimes,andafterthat,nomatterwhathappens,theaffairterminates。Tokeepthisdegradingmatterfrompublicknowledge(forIfinditimpossibletojustifymyfather’sconduct)Idonotgotoseeyounow,becauseIdreadtheviolenceoftheemotiontowhichyouwouldyieldandwhichwouldnotbeseemly。IfIamtomakemywayintheworldImustconformtotherulesofsociety。Ifthesonofaviscounthasadozenreasonsforfightingaduelthesonofapostmasterhasahundred。IshallpassthenightinNemoursonmywaytoGeneva,andIwillbidyougood-bythen。 AfterthereadingofthisletterascenetookplacebetweenZelieandMinoretwhichendedinthelatterconfessingthetheftandrelatingallthecircumstancesandthestrangescenesconnectedwithit,evenUrsula’sdreams。ThemillionfascinatedZeliequiteasmuchasitdidMinoret。 “Youstayquietlyhere,“Zeliesaidtoherhusband,withouttheslightestremonstranceagainsthisfolly。“I’llmanagethewholething。We’llkeepthemoney,andDesireshallnotfightaduel。“ MadameMinoretputonherbonnetandshawlandcarriedherson’slettertoUrsula,whomshefoundalone,asitwasaboutmidday。InspiteofherassuranceZeliewasdiscomfitedbythecoldlookwhichtheyounggirlgaveher。Butshetookherselftotaskforhercowardiceandassumedaneasyair。 “Here,MademoiselleMirouet,domethekindnesstoreadthatandtellmewhatyouthinkofit,“shecried,givingUrsulaherson’sletter。 Ursulawentthroughvariousconflictingemotionsasshereadtheletter,whichshowedherhowtrulyshewaslovedandwhatcareSavinientookofthehonorofthewomanwhowastobehiswife;butshehadtoomuchcharityandtruereligiontobewillingtobethecauseofdeathorsufferingtohermostcruelenemy。 “Ipromise,madame,topreventtheduel;youmayfeelperfectlyeasy,——butImustrequestyoutoleavemethisletter。“ “Mydearlittleangel,canwenotcometosomebetterarrangement。 MonsieurMinoretandIhaveacquiredpropertyaboutRouvre,——areallyregalcastle,whichgivesusforty-eightthousandfrancsayear;weshallgiveDesiretwenty-fourthousandayearwhichwehaveintheFunds;inall,seventythousandfrancsayear。Youwilladmitthattherearenotmanybettermatchesthanhe。Youareanambitiousgirl,——andquiterighttoo,“addedZelie,seeingUrsula’squickgestureofdenial;“IhavethereforecometoaskyourhandforDesire。Youwillbearyourgodfather’sname,andthatwillhonorit。Desire,asyoumusthaveseen,isahandsomefellow;heisverymuchthoughtofatFontainebleau,andhewillsoonbeprocureurduroihimself。YouareacoaxinggirlandcaneasilypersuadehimtoliveinParis。Wewillgiveyouafinehousethere;youwillshine;youwillplayadistinguishedpart;for,withseventythousandfrancsayearandthesalaryofanoffice,youandDesirecanenterthehighestsociety。 Consultyourfriends;you’llseewhattheytellyou。“ “Ineedonlyconsultmyheart,madame。“ “Ta,ta,ta!nowdon’ttalktomeaboutthatlittlelady-killerSavinien。You’dpaytoohighapriceforhisname,andforthatlittlemoustachecurledupatthepointsliketwohooks,andhisblackhair。 Howdoyouexpecttomanageonseventhousandfrancsayear,withamanwhomadetwohundredthousandfrancsofdebtintwoyears?Besides——thoughthisisathingyoudon’tknowyet——allmenarealike;andwithoutflatteringmyselftoomuch,ImaysaythatmyDesireistheequalofaking’sson。“ “Youforget,madame,thedangeryoursonisinatthismoment;whichcan,perhaps,beavertedonlybyMonsieurdePortenduere’sdesiretopleaseme。Ifheknewthatyouhadmademetheseunworthyproposalsthatdangermightnotbeescaped。Besides,letmetellyou,madame,thatIshallbefarhappierinthemoderatecircumstancestowhichyoualludethanIshouldbeintheopulencewithwhichyouaretryingtodazzleme。Forreasonshithertounknown,butwhichwillyetbemadeknown,MonsieurMinoret,bypersecutingmeinanodiousmanner,strengthenedtheaffectionthatexistsbetweenMonsieurdePortenduereandmyself——whichIcannowadmitbecausehismotherhasblessedit。I willalsotellyouthatthisaffection,sanctionedandlegitimate,islifeitselftome。Nodestiny,howeverbrilliant,howeverlofty,couldmakemechange。Ilovewithoutthepossibilityofchanging。ItwouldthereforebeacrimeifImarriedamantowhomIcouldtakenothingbutasoulthatisSavinien’s。But,madame,sinceyouforcemetobeexplicit,ImusttellyouthatevenifIdidnotloveMonsieurdePortenduereIcouldnotbringmyselftobearthetroublesandjoysoflifeinthecompanyofyourson。IfMonsieurSavinienmadedebts,youhaveoftenpaidthoseofyourson。Ourcharactershaveneitherthesimilaritiesnorthedifferenceswhichenabletwopersonstolivetogetherwithoutbitterness。PerhapsIshouldnothavetowardshimtheforbearanceawifeowestoherhusband;Ishouldthenbeatrialtohim。PrayceasetothinkofanallianceofwhichIcountmyselfquiteunworthy,andwhichIfellIcandeclinewithoutpaintoyou;forwiththegreatadvantagesyounametome,youcannotfailtofindsomegirlofbetterstation,morewealth,andmorebeautythanmine。“ “Willyousweartome,“saidZelie,“topreventtheseyoungmenfromtakingthatjourneyandfightingthatduel?“ “Itwillbe,Iforesee,thegreatestsacrificethatMonsieurdePortenduerecanmaketome,butIshalltellhimthatmybridalcrownmusthavenoblooduponit。“ “Well,Ithankyou,cousin,andIcanonlyhopeyouwillbehappy。“ “AndI,madame,sincerelywishthatyoumayrealizeallyourexpectationsforthefutureofyourson。“ Thesewordsstruckachilltotheheartofthemother,whosuddenlyrememberedthepredictionsofUrsula’slastdream;shestoodstill,hersmalleyesfixedonUrsula’sface,sowhite,sopure,sobeautifulinhermourningdress,forUrsulahadrisentootohastenherso- calledcousin’sdeparture。 “Doyoubelieveindreams?“saidZelie。 “Isufferfromthemtoomuchnottodoso。“ “Butifyoudo——“beganZelie。 “Adieu,madame,“exclaimedUrsula,bowingtoMadameMinoretassheheardtheabbe’senteringstep。 ThepriestwassurprisedtofindMadameMinoretwithUrsula。Theuneasinessdepictedonthethinandwrinkledfaceoftheformerpostmistressinducedhimtotakenoteofthetwowomen。 “Doyoubelieveinspirits?“Zelieaskedhim。 “Whatdoyoubelievein?“heanswered,smiling。