第9章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:3530更新时间:18/12/27 09:07:25
Well,thereisgoldinthedust,whichisafineconsolation,since-well,Ican’thelpit;nightormorning,Idomydarndest,andifIcannotchargeformerit,Imuste’enchargefortoil,ofwhichIhaveplentyandplentymoreaheadbeforethiscupisdrained;sweatandhyssoparetheingredients。 WeareclearingfromCarruthers’Roadtothepigfence,twenty-eightpowerfulnativeswithCatholicmedalsabouttheirnecks,allswipinginlikeTrojans;longmaythesportcontinue! Theinvoicetohand。Erethisgoesout,Ihopetoseeyourexpressive,butsurelynotbenignantcountenance!Adieu,O cullerofoffensiveexpressions-’anda’-tobeaposytoyouraindearMay!’-Fannyseemsalittlerevivedagainafterherspasmofwork。Ourbooksandfurniturekeepslowlydraininguptheroad,inasadstateofscattermentanddisrepair;IwishthedevilhadhadK。byhisredbeardbeforehehadpackedmylibrary。Oddleavesandsheetsandboards-athingtomakeabibliomaniacshedtears-arefishedoutofoddcorners。ButIamnobibliomaniac,praiseHeaven,andIbearup,andrejoicewhenIfindanythingsafe。 However,Iworkedfivehoursonthebrute,andfinishedmyLetterallthesame,andcouldn’tsleeplastnightbyconsequence。Haven’thadabadnightsinceIdon’tknowwhen;dreamedalarge,handsomeman(aNewOrleansplanter) hadinsultedmywife,and,dowhatIpleased,Icouldnotmakehimfightme;andwoketofinditwastheeleventhanniversaryofmymarriage。Aletterusuallytakesmefromaweektothreedays;butI’msometimestwodaysonapage-I wasoncethree-andthenmyfriendskickme。C’EST-Y-BETE! Iwishlettersofthatcharmingqualitycouldbesotimedastoarrivewhenafellowwasn’tworkingatthetruckinquestion;but,ofcourse,thatcan’tbe。Didnotgodownlastnight。Itshoweredallafternoon,andpouredheavyandloudallnight。 Youshouldhaveseenourtwenty-fivepopes(theSamoanphraseforaCatholic,layorcleric)squattingwhentheday’sworkwasdoneonthegroundoutsidetheverandah,andpouringintheraysofforty-eighteyesthroughthebackandthefrontdoorofthedining-room,whileHenryandIandthebosspopesignedthecontract。Thesecondboss(anoldman)woreakilt(asusual)andaBalmoralbonnetwithalittletartanedgingandthetailspulledoff。Itoldhimthathatbelongtomycountry-Sekotia;andhesaid,yes,thatwastheplacethathebelongedtorightenough。AndthenallthePapistslaughedtillthewoodsrang;hewasslashingawaywithacutlassashespoke。 Thepictureshavedecidedlynotcome;theymayprobablyarriveSunday。 SIR,-Toyou,underyourportrait,whichis,inexpression,yourtrue,breathingself,anduptonowsaddensme;intime,andsoon,Ishallbegladtohaveitthere;itisstillonlyareminderofyourabsence。Fannyweptwhenweunpackedit,andyouknowhowlittlesheisgiventothatmood;IwasscarceRomanmyself,butthatdoesnotcount-Iliftupmyvoicesoreadily。Thesearegoodcomplimentstotheartist。 Iwriteinthemidstofawreckofbooks,whichhavejustcomeup,andhaveforoncedefiedmylabourstogetstraight。 Thewholefloorisfilledwiththem,and(what’sworse)mostoftheshelvesforbye;andwheretheyaretogoto,andwhatistobecomeofthelibrarian,Godknows。Itishotto- night,andhasbeenairlessallday,andIamoutofsorts,andmyworksticks,thedevilflyawaywithitandme。WehadanalarmofwarsincelastIwrotemyscreedstoyou,anditblewover,andistoblowonagain,andtherumourgoestheyaretobeginbykillingallthewhites。Ihavenobeliefinthis,andshouldbeinfinitelysorryifitcametopass-IdonotmeanforUS,thatwereotiose-butforthepoor,deludedschoolboys,whoshouldhopetogainbysuchastep。 Nodiarythistime。Why?youask。IhaveonlysentoutfourLetters,andtwochaptersoftheWRECKER。Yes,buttogettheseIhavewritten132pp。,66,000wordsinthirtydays; 2200wordsaday;thelaboursofanelephant。Godknowswhatit’slike,anddon’taskme,butnobodyshallsayIhavesparedpains。Ithoughtforsometimeitwouldn’tcomeatall。Iwasdaysanddaysoverthefirstletterofthelot- daysanddayswritinganddeletingandmakingnoheadwaywhatever,tillIthoughtIshouldhavegonebust;butitcameatlastafterafashion,andtherestwentathoughtmoreeasily,thoughIamnotsofondastofancyanybetter。 YouropinionastothelettersasawholeissodamnatorythatIputthemby。Butthereisa’hellofawantof’moneythisyear。AndtheseGilbertIslandpapers,beingthemostinterestinginmatter,andformingacompactwhole,andbeingwellillustrated,Ididthinkofasapossibleresource。 ItwouldbecalledSIXMONTHSINMELANESIA,TWOISLANDKINGS,-MONARCHIES,GILBERTISLANDKINGS,-MONARCHIES,andIdaresayI’llthinkofabetteryet-andwoulddividethus:- Iwishyoutowatchtheseclosely,judgingthemasawhole,andtreatingthemasIhaveaskedyou,andfavourmewithyourdamnatoryadvice。Ilookupatyourportrait,anditfrownsuponme。Youseemtoviewmewithreproach。Theexpressionisexcellent;Fannyweptwhenshesawit,andyouknowsheisnotgiventothemeltingmood。Sheseemsreallybetter;Ihaveatouchoffeveragain,Ifancyoverwork,andto-day,whenIhaveovertakenmyletters,Ishallblowonmypipe。TellMrs。S。IhavebeenplayingLECHANTD’AMOUR lately,andhavearrangedit,afterawfultrouble,ratherprettilyfortwopipes;anditbroughtherbeforemewithaneffectscarceshortofhallucination。Icouldhearhervoiceineverynote;yetIhadforgottheairentirely,andbegantopipeitfromnotesassomethingnew,whenIwasbroughtupwitharoundturnbythisreminiscence。Wearenowverymuchinstalled;thedining-roomisdone,andlookslovely。Soonweshallbegintophotographandsendyouourcircumstances。 Myroomisstillahowlingwilderness。Isleeponaplatforminawindow,andstrikemymosquitobarandrollupmybedclotheseverymorning,sothatthebedbecomesbydayadivan。Agreatpartofthefloorisknee-deepinbooks,yetnearlyalltheshelvesarefilled,alas!Itisaplacetomakeapigrecoil,yetherearemyinterminablelaboursbegundailybylamp-light,andsometimesnotyetdonewhenthelamphasoncemoretobelighted。Theeffectofpicturesinthisplaceissurprising。Theygivegreatpleasure。 Awordmore。Ihadmybreakfastthismorningat4。30!Mynewcookhasbeatenmeand(asLloydsays)revengedallthecooksintheworld。IhavebeenhuntingthemtogivemebreakfastearlysinceIwastwenty;andnowherecomesMr。 Ratke,andIhavetopleadformercy。Icannotstand4。30;I amamerefeveredwreck;itisnowhalf-pasteight,andIcannomore,andfourhoursdividemefromlunch,thedeviltaketheman!Yesterdayitwasabout5。30,whichIcanstand;daybefore5,whichisbadenough;to-day,Igiveout。ItislikeaLondonseason,andasIdonottakeasiestaonceinamonth,andthenonlyfiveminutes,Iambeingworntothebones,andlookagedandanxious。 WehaveRiderHaggard’sbrotherhereasaLandCommissioner; anicekindofafellow;indeed,allthethreeLandCommissionersareveryagreeable。 MYDEARCOLVIN,-YoursfromLochinverhasjustcome。YouaskmeifIameverhomesickfortheHighlandsandtheIsles。 ConceivethatforthelastmonthIhavebeenlivingtherebetween1786and1850,inmygrandfather’sdiariesandletters。IHADtotakearest;nousetalking;soIputinamonthovermyLIVESOFTHESTEVENSONSwithgreatpleasureandprofitandsomeadvance;onechapterandapartdrafted。ThewholepromiseswellChapterI。DomesticAnnals。ChapterII。 TheNorthernLights。ChapterIII。TheBellRock。ChapterIV。AFamilyofBoys。Chap。V。TheGrandfather。VI。AlanStevenson。VII。ThomasStevenson。Mymaterialsformygreat-grandfatherarealmostnull;formygrandfathercopiousandexcellent。Name,apuzzle。ASCOTTISHFAMILY,AFAMILY OFENGINEERS,NORTHERNLIGHTS,THEENGINEERSOFTHENORTHERN LIGHTS:AFAMILYHISTORY。Advise;butitwilltakelong。 Now,imagineifIhavebeenhomesickforBarraheadandIslandGlass,andKirkwall,andCapeWrath,andtheWellsofthePentlandFirth;Icouldhavewept。 Nowforpolitics。Iammuchlessalarmed;IbelievetheMALO