第20章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:5626更新时间:18/12/27 09:07:25
Itsoundedverypeaceful,sweetandstrangeinthedark;andIfoundthiswasapartoftheroutineofmyrebel’snight,anditwasdone(hesaid)togivegooddreams。Byalittlebeforesix,TaylorandIwereinthesaddleagainfasting。 MyridingbootsweresowetIcouldnotgetthemon,soI mustridebarefoot。Themorningwasfairbuttheroadsverymuddy,theweedssoakedusnearlytothewaist,Salewastwicespiltatthefences,andwegottoApiaabedraggledenoughpair。Allthewayalongthecoast,thepate(smallwoodendrum)wasbeatinginthevillagesandthepeoplecrowdingtothechurchesintheirfineclothes。Thencethroughthemangroveswamp,amongtheblackmudandthegreenmangroves,andtheblackandscarletcrabs,toMulinuu,tothedoctor’s,whereIhadanerrand,andsototheinntobreakfastaboutnine。AfterbreakfastIrodehome。Conceivesuchanouting,rememberthepallidbrutethatlivedinSkerryvorelikeaweevilinabiscuit,andreceivetheintelligencethatIwasratherthebetterformyjourney。 Twentymilesride,sixteenfencestaken,tenofthemilesinadrenchingrain,sevenofthemfastingandinthemorningchill,andsixstrickenhours’politicaldiscussionsbyaninterpreter;tosaynothingofsleepinginanativehouse,atwhichmanyofourexcellentliteratiwouldlookaskanceofitself。 Youaretounderstand:ifItakeallthisbother,itisnotonlyfromasenseofduty,oraloveofmeddling-damnthephrase,takeyourchoice-butfromagreataffectionforMataafa。Heisabeautiful,sweetoldfellow,andheandI grewquitefulsomeonSaturdaynightaboutoursentiments。I hadamessengerfromhimto-daywithaflannelundershirtwhichIhadleftbehindlikeagibberingidiot;andperpetratedinreplyanotherbabooletter。Itrainsagainto-daywithoutmercy;blessed,welcomerains,makingupforthepaucityofthelatewetseason;andwhentheshowersslacken,Icanhearmystreamroaringinthehollow,andtellmyselfthatthecacaosaredrinkingdeep。IamdesperatelyhuntedtofinishmySamoabookbeforethemailgoes;thislastchapterisequallydelicateandnecessary。Theprayersofthecongregationarerequested。Eheu!anditwillbeendedbeforethisletterleavesandprintedintheStatesereyoucanreadthisscribble。Thefirstdinnergonghassounded;JEVOUSSALUE,MONSIEURETCHERCONFRERE。TOFA,SOIFUA!Sleep!longlife!asourSamoansalutationoffarewellruns。 FRIDAY,MAY13TH。 Well,thelastchapter,byfarthemostdifficultandungrateful,iswellunderway,IhavebeenfromsixtosevenhoursuponitdailysinceIlastwrote;andthatisallI havedoneforbyeworkingatSamoanratherhard,andgoingdownonWednesdayeveningtotheclub。Imakesomeprogressnowatthelanguage;IamteachingBelle,whichclearsandexercisesmyself。IamparticularlytakenwiththeFINESSE ofthepronouns。Thepronounsarealldualandpluralandthefirstperson,bothinthedualandplural,hasaspecialexclusiveandinclusiveform。Youcanconceivewhatfineeffectsofprecisionanddistinctioncanbereachedincertaincases。TakeRuth,i。VV。8to13,andimaginehowthosepronounscomein;itisexquisitelyelegant,andmakesthemouthoftheLITTERATEURtowater。Iamgoingtoexercitatemypupiloverthoseversesto-dayforpronounpractice。 TUESDAY。 Yesterdaycameyours。Well,well,ifthedearspreferaweek,why,I’llgivethemtendays,buttherealdocument,fromwhichIhavescarcelyvaried,ranforonenight。I thinkyouseemscarcelyfairtoWiltshire,whohadsurely,underhisbeast-ignorantways,rightnoblequalities。AndI thinkperhapsyouscarcedojusticetothefactthatthisisaplaceofrealismAOUTRANCE;nothingextenuatedorcoloured。Lookedatso,isitnot,withallitstragicfeatures,wonderfullyidyllic,withgreatbeautyofsceneandcircumstance?Andwillyoupleasetoobservethatalmostallthatisuglyisinthewhites?I’llapologiseforPapaRandalifyoulike;butifItoldyouthewholetruth-forI didextenuatethere!-andheseemedtomeessentialasafigure,andessentialasapawninthegame,Wiltshire’sdisgustforhimbeingoneofthesmall,efficientmotivesinthestory。NowitwouldhavetakenafairishdosetodisgustWiltshire-Again,theideaofpublishingtheBeachsubstantivelyisdropped-atonce,bothonaccountofexpostulation,andbecauseitmeasuredshorterthanIhadexpected。Anditwasonlytakenup,whentheproposedvolume,BEACHDEMAR,peteredout。Itpeteredoutthus:thechiefoftheshortstoriesgotsuckedintoSOPHIASCARLET- andSophiaisabookIammuchtakenwith,andmeantogetto,assoonas-butnotbefore-IhavedoneDAVIDBALFOUR andTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。SoyouseeyouareliketohearnomoreofthePacificorthenineteenthcenturyforawhile。 THEYOUNGCHEVALIERisastoryofsentimentandpassion,whichImeantowritealittledifferentlyfromwhatIhavebeendoing-ifIcanhitthekey;rathermoreofasentimentaltremolotoit。ItmaythushelptopreparemeforSOPHIA,whichistocontainthreeladies,andakindofaloveaffairbetweentheheroineandadyingplanterwhoisapoet!largeordersforR。L。S。 OtheGermantabooisquiteover;nosoulattemptstosupporttheC。J。orthePresident,theyarepasthope;thewhiteshavejustrefusedtheirtaxes-Imeanthecouncilhasrefusedtocallforthem,andifthecouncilconsented,nobodywouldpay;’tisafarce,andthecurtainisgoingtofallbriefly。ConsequentlyinmyHistory,Isayaslittleasmaybeofthetwodwindlingstars。Poordevils!Ilikedtheone,andtheotherhasalittlewife,nowlyingin!TherewasnomanbornwithsolittleanimosityasI。WhenIheardtheC。J。wasinlowspiritsandneverlefthishouse,I couldscarcerefrainfromgoingtohim。 ItwasafinefeelingtohavefinishedtheHistory;thereoughttobeafuturestatetorewardthatgrind!It’snotliterature,youknow;onlyjournalism,andpedanticjournalism。Ihadbuttheonedesire,togetthethingasrightasmightbe,andavoidfalseconcords-evenifthat! Anditwasmorethantherewastimefor。However,thereitis:done。AndifSamoaturnsupagainmybookhastobecountedwith,beingtheonlynarrativeextant。MiltonandI- ifyoukindlyexcusethejuxtaposition-harnessedourselvestostrangewaggons,andIatleastwillbefoundtohaveploddedverysoberlywithmyload。Thereisnotevenagoodsentenceinit,butperhaps-Idon’tknow-itmaybefoundanhonest,clearvolume。 WEDNESDAY。 Nevergotawordsetdown,andcontinuesonThursday19thMay,hisownmarriagedayaseverwas。News;yes。TheC。J。 cameuptocallonus!Afterfivemonths’cessationonmyside,andadecidedlypainfulinterchangeofletters,Icouldnotgodown-couldnot-toseehim。Mythreeladiesreceivedhim,however;hewasveryagreeableasusual,butrefusedwine,beer,water,lemonade,chocolateandatlastacigarette。Thenmywifeaskedhim,’Soyourefusetobreakbread?’andhewavedhishandsamiablyinanswer。Allmythreeladiesreceivedthesameimpressionthathehadseriousmattersinhismind:nowwehearheisquitecock-a-hoopsincethemailcame,andgoingaboutasbeforehistroublesdarkened。Butwhatdidhewantwithme?’Tisthoughthehadreceivedadespatch-andthathemisreadsit(sowefullybelieve)totheeffectthattheyaretohavewarshipsatcommandandcanmaketheirlittlewarafterall。Ifitbeso,andtheydoit,itwillbethemeanestwantonslaughterofpoormenforthesalariesoftwowhitefailures。Butwhatwashiserrandwithme?PerhapstowarnmethatunlessI behavehenowhopestobeabletopackmeoffintheCURACOA whenshecomes。 IhavecelebratedmyholidayfromSAMOAbyaplungeatthebeginningofTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。Iamafraidmytouchisalittlebroadinalovestory;Ican’tmeanonethingandwriteanother。Asforwomen,Iamnomoreinanyfearofthem;Icandoasortallright;agemakesmelessafraidofapetticoat,butIamalittleinfearofgrossness。 However,thisDavidBalfour’sloveaffair,that’sallright- mightbereadouttoamothers’meeting-oradaughters’ meeting。Thedifficultyinaloveyarn,whichdwellsatallonlove,isthedwellingononestring;itismanifold,I grant,buttherootfactisthereunchanged,andthesentimentbeingveryintense,andalreadyverymuchhandledinletters,positivelycallsforalittlepawingandgracing。 Withawriterofmyprosaicliteralnessandpertinencyofpointofview,thisallshovestowardgrossness-positivelyeventowardsthefarmoredamnableCLOSENESS。Thishaskeptmeoffthesentimenthitherto,andnowIamtotry:Lord!OfcourseMeredithcandoit,andsocouldShakespeare;butwithallmyromance,Iamarealistandaprosaist,andamostfanaticalloverofplainphysicalsensationsplainlyandexpresslyrendered;hencemyperils。TodoloveinthesamespiritasIdid(forinstance)D。Balfour’sfatigueintheheather;mydearsir,thereweregrossness-readymade!Andhence,howtosugar?However,IhavenearlydonewithMarie- Madeleine,andamingoodhopesofMarie-Salome,therealheroine;theotherisonlyaprologuialheroinetointroducethehero。 FRIDAY。 Anyway,thefirstprologuialepisodeisdone,andFannylikesit。Thereareonlyfourcharacters;FrancisBlairofBalmile(JacobiteLordGladsmuir)myhero;theMasterofBallantrae; Paradon,awine-sellerofAvignon;Marie-Madeleinehiswife。 ThesetwolastIamnowdonewith,andIthinktheyaresuccessful,andIhopeIhaveBalmileonhisfeet;andthestyleseemstobefound。Itisalittlechargedandviolent; sinsonthesideofviolence;butIthinkwillcarrythetale。Ithinkitisagoodideasotointroducemyhero,beingmadelovetobyanepisodicwoman。Thisqueertale-I meanqueerforme-hastakenagreatholduponme。WherethedevilshallIgonext?ThisissimplythetaleofaCOUP DETETEofayoungmanandayoungwoman;withanearly,perhapsawholly,tragicsequel,whichIdesiretomakethinkablerightthrough,andsensible;tomakethereader,asfarasIshallbeable,eatanddrinkandbreatheit。Marie- SalomedesSaintes-Mariesis,Ithink,theheroine’sname; shehasgottoBEyet:SURSUMCORDA!SohastheyoungChevalier,whomIhavenotyettouched,andwhocomesnextinorder。Characters:Balmile,orLordGladsmuir,COMMEVOUS VOULEZ;PrinceCharlie;EarlMarischal;MasterofBallantrae; andaspy,andDr。ArchieCampbell,andafewnondescripts; then,ofwomen,Marie-SalomeandFloraBlair;sevenattheoutside;reallyfourfulllengths,andIsupposeahalf-dozenepisodicprofiles。HowImustboreyouwiththeseineptitudes!Havepatience。Iamgoingtobed;itis(ofallhours)eleven。Ihavebeenforcedin(sinceIbegantowritetoyou)toblattertoFannyonthesubjectofmyheroine,therebeingtwoCRUCESastoherlifeandhistory: howcameshealone?andhowfardidshegowiththeChevalier?ThesecondmustansweritselfwhenIgetnearenoughtosee。Thefirstisaback-breaker。YetIknowtherearemanyreasonswhyaFILLEDEFAMINE,romantic,adventurous,ambitious,innocentoftheworld,mightrunfromherhomeinthesedays;mightshenothavebeenthreatenedwithaconvent?mighttherenotbesomeHuguenotbusinessmixedin?HereamI,farfrombooks;ifyoucanhelpmewithasuggestion,IshallsayGodblessyou。Shehastobenewrunawayfromastrictfamily,well-justifiedinherownwildbuthonesteyes,andmeetingthesethreemen,CharlesEdward,Marischal,andBalmile,throughtheaccidentofafireataninn。Shemustnotrunfromamarriage,Ithink;itwouldbringherinthewrongframeofmind。OnceIcangether,SOLA,onthehighway,allwerewellwithmynarrative。 Perpend。Andhelpifyoucan。 Lafaele,long(Ihope)familiartoyou,hasthisdayreceivedthevisitofhisSONfromTonga;andtheSONprovestobeaverypretty,attractiveyoungdaughter!Igavealltheboyskavainhonourofherarrival;alongwithalean,side- whiskeredTongan,dimlysupposedtobeLafaele’sstep-father; andtheyhavebeenhavingagoodtime;intheendofmyverandah,IhearSimi,mypresentincapablesteward,talkingTonganwiththenondescriptpapa。Simi,ourout-doorboy,burstasuccessionofblood-vesselsoverourwork,andIhadtomakeapositionforthewreckofoneofthenoblestfiguresofamanIeversaw。IbelieveImayhavementionedtheotherdayhowIhadtoputmyhorsetothetrot,thecanterand(atlast)thegalloptorunhimdown。InaphotographIhopetosendyou(perhapswiththis)youwillseeSimistandingintheverandahinprofile。Asasteward,oneofhischiefpointsistobreakcrystal;heisgreatonfracture-whatdoIsay?-explosion!Hecleansaglass,andtheshardsscatterlikeacomet’sbowels。 N。B-IfIshouldbyanychancebedeported,thefirstoftheruleshungupforthatoccasionistocommunicatewithyoubytelegraph-Mind,Idonotfearit,butitIS possible。 MONDAY25TH。 Wehavehadadevilofamorningofupsetandbustle;thebronzecandlestickFaaumahasreturnedtothefamily,intimetotakeherpositionofstepmamma,anditisprettytoseehowthechildisatonceathome,andallherterrorsended。