第28章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:5401更新时间:18/12/27 09:07:25
1。SLIP3。DaviewouldbeATTRACTEDintoasimilardialect,asheislater-e。g。,withDoig,chapterXIX。ThisistrulyScottish。 4,TOLIGHTLY;correct;’tolightly’isagoodregularScotsverb。 15。SeeAllanRamsay’sworks。 15,16。Ay,andthatisoneofthepigmentswithwhichIamtryingtodrawthecharacterofPrestongrange。’Tisamostcuriousthingtorenderthatkind,insignificantmask。Tomakeanythingpreciseistoriskmyeffect。Andtillthedayhedied,DAVIEwasneversureofwhatP。wasafter。Notonlyso;veryoftenP。didn’tknowhimself。TherewasanelementofmerelikingforDavie;therewasanelementofbeingdetermined,incaseofaccidents,tokeepwellwithhim。HehopedhisBarbarawouldbringhimtoherfeet,besides,andmakehimmanageable。ThatwaswhyhesenthimtoHopeParkwiththem。ButDaviecannotKNOW;IgiveyoutheinsideofDavie,andmymethodcondemnsmetogiveonlytheoutsidebothofPrestongrangeandhispolicy- I’llgivemymindtothetechnicalities。Yettometheyseemapartofthestory,whichishistorical,afterall- IthinktheywantedAlantoescape。Butwhenorwheretosayso?Iwilltry- 20,DEAN。I’lltryandmakethatplainer。 CHAP……,Ifearithastogowithoutblows。IfIcouldgetthepair-No,can’tbe。 Allright,willabridge。 I’dhavetoputanotetoeveryword;andhewhocan’treadScotscanNEVERenjoyTodLapraik。 Quiteright。ICANmakethisplainer,andwill。 Iknow,butIhavetohurryhere;thisisthebrokenbackofmystory;somebusinessbrieflytransacted,I amleapingforBarbara’sapron-strings。 SLIP57。Quiterightagain;Ishallmakeitplain。 CHAP。XX。Ishallmakeallthesepointsclear。AboutLadyPrestongrange(notLADYGrant,onlyMISSGrant,mydear,thoughLADYPrestongrange,quoththedominie)Iamtakenwithyourideaofherdeath,andhaveagoodmindtosubstituteafeaturelessaunt。 SLIP78。Idon’tseehowtolessenthiseffect。Thereisreallynotmuchsaidofit;andIknowCatrionadidit。ButI’lltry- 89。Iknow。Thisisanoldpuzzleofmine。YouseeC。’sdialectisnotwhollyabedofroses。IfonlyIknewtheGaelic。Well,I’lltryforanotherexpression。 THEEND。Ishalltrytoworkitover。JameswasatDunkirkorderingpost-horsesforhisownretreat。Catrionadidhavehersuspicionsarousedbytheletter,and,carelessgentleman,Itoldyouso-orshedidatleast-Yes,thebloodmoney,Iambotheredabouttheportmanteau;itisthepresenceofCatrionathatbothersme;therapeofthepockmantieishistoric…… Tome,Iown,itseemsintheproofaveryprettypieceofworkmanship。DavidhimselfIrefusetodiscuss;heIS。TheLordAdvocateIthinkastrongsketchofaverydifficultcharacter,JamesMore,sufficient;andthetwogirlsverypleasingcreatures。ButOdearme,IcamenearlosingmyhearttoBarbara!IamnotquitesoconstantasDavid,andevenhe-well,hedidn’tknowit,anyway!TODLAPRAIKisapieceoflivingScots:ifIhadneverwritanythingbutthatandTHRAWNJANET,stillI’dhavebeenawriter。ThedefectsofD。B。areinherent,Ifear。Butonthewhole,Iamfarindeedfrombeingdispleasedwiththetailie。TheywantmoreAlan?Well,theycan’tgetit。 Ifoundmyfamemuchgrownonthisreturntocivilisation。 DIGITOMONSTRARIisanewexperience;peoplealllookedatmeinthestreetsinSydney;anditwasveryqueer。Here,ofcourse,IamonlythewhitechiefintheGreatHousetothenatives;andtothewhites,eitheranallyorafoe。Itisamuchhealthierstateofmatters。IfIlivedinanatmosphereofadulation,Ishouldendbykickingagainstthepricks。O mybeautifulforest,Omybeautifulshining,windyhouse,whatajoyitwastobeholdthemagain!Nochancetotakemyselftooseriouslyhere。 Thedifficultyoftheendisthemassofmattertobeattendedto,andthesmalltimelefttotransactitin。I meanfromAlan’sdangerofarrest。ButIhavejustseenmywayout,Idobelieve。 EASTERSUNDAY。 Ihavenowgotasfarasslip28,andfinishedthechapterofthelawtechnicalities。Well,theseseemedtomealwaysoftheessenceofthestory,whichisthestoryofaCAUSE CELEBRE;moreover,theyarethejustificationofmyinventions;ifthesemenwentsofar(grantingDaviesprungonthem)wouldtheynothavegonesomuchfurther?ButofcourseIknewtheywereadifficulty;determinedtocarrythemthroughinaconversation;approachedthis(itseems) withcowardlyanxiety;andfilleditwithgabble,sir,gabble。Ihaveleftallmyfacts,buthaveremoved42lines。 IshouldnotwonderbutwhatI’llendbyre-writingit。Itisnotthetechnicalitiesthatshockedyou,itwasmybadart。ItisverystrangethatX。shouldbesogoodachapterandIX。andXI。souncompromisinglybad。ItlooksasifXI。 alsowouldhavetobere-formed。IfX。hadnotcheeredmeup,Ishouldbeindolefuldumps,butX。isaliveanyway,andlifeisallinall。 THURSDAY,APRIL5TH。 Well,there’snodisguisepossible;Fannyisnotwell,andwearemiserablyanxious。 FRIDAY,7TH。 Iamthankfultosaythenewmedicinerelievedheratonce。 Acrapehasbeenremovedfromthedayforallofus。Tomakethingsbetter,themorningisah!suchamorningasyouhaveneverseen;heavenuponearthforsweetness,freshness,depthupondepthofunimaginablecolour,andahugesilencebrokenatthismomentonlybythefar-awaymurmurofthePacificandtherichpipingofasinglebird。Youcan’tconceivewhatareliefthisis;itseemsanewworld。ShehassuchextraordinaryrecuperativepowerthatIdohopeforthebest。 Iamastiredasmancanbe。Thisisagreattrialtoafamily,andIthankGoditseemsasifourswasgoingtobearitwell。AndO!ifitonlyletsup,itwillbebutapleasantmemory。Weareallseedy,barLloyd:Fanny,asperabove;selfnearlyextinct;Belle,utterlyoverworkedandbadtoothache;Cook,downwithabadfoot;Butler,prostratewithabadleg。Eh,whatafaim’ly! SUNDAY。 Greyheaven,rainingtorrentsofrain;occasionalthunderandlightning。Everythingtodispirit;butmyinvalidsarereallyonthemend。Therainroarslikethesea;inthesoundofitthereisastrangeandominoussuggestionofanapproachingtramp;somethingnamelessandmeasurelessseemstodrawnear,andstrikesmecold,andyetiswelcome。Iliequietinbedto-day,andthinkoftheuniversewithagooddealofequanimity。Ihave,atthismoment,buttheoneobjectiontoit;theFRACASwithwhichitproceeds。Idonotlovenoise;Iamlikemygrandfatherinthat;andsomanyyearsinthesestillislandshasingrainedthesentimentperhaps。Herearenotrains,onlymenpacingbarefoot。Nocartsorcarriages;atworsttherattleofahorse’sshoesamongtherocks。Beautifulsilence;andsosoonasthisrobustiousraintakesoff,Iamtodrinkofitagainbyoceanfuls。 APRIL16TH。 Severalpagesofthisletterdestroyedasbeneathscorn;thewailingsofacrushedworm;matterinwhichneitheryounorI cantakestock。Fannyisdistinctlybetter,Ibelieveallrightnow;Itooammending,thoughIhavesufferedfromcrushedwormery,whichisnotgoodforthebody,anddamnationtothesoul。Ifeelto-nightabaselessanxietytowritealovelypoemAPROPOSDESBOTTESDEMAGRANDMERE。I seeIamidiotic。I’lltrythepoem。 17TH。 Thepoemdidnotgetbeyondploversandlovers。Iamstill,however,harassedbytheunauthenticMuse;ifIcaredtoencourageher-butIhavenotthetime,andanywayweareatthevernalequinox。Itisfunnyenough,butmypotteringversesareusuallymade(liketheGod-giftedorganvoice’s) attheautumnal;andthisseemstoholdattheAntipodes。 ThereisheresomeoddsecretofNature。Icannotspeakofpolitics;wewaitandwonder。Itseems(thisispartlyaguess)Idewon’ttaketheC。J。ship,unlesstheislandsaredisarmed;andthatEnglandhesitatesandholdsoff。Bymyownidea,stronglycorroboratedbySirGeorge,Iamwritingnomoreletters。ButIhaveputasmanyironsinagainstthisfollyofthedisarmingasIcouldmanage。Itdidnotreachmyearstillnearlytoolate。Whatarisktotake! Whatanexpensetoincur!Andforhowpooragain!Apartfromthetreacheryofit。Mydearfellow,politicsisavileandabunglingbusiness。Iusedtothinkmeanlyoftheplumber;buthowheshinesbesidethepolitician! THURSDAY。 Ageneral,steadyadvance;Fannyreallyquitechipperandjolly-selfontherapidmend,andwithmyeyeonFORESTS thataretofall-andmyfingerontheaxe,whichwantsstoning。 SATURDAY,22。 Stillallforthebest;butIamhavingaheart-breakingtimeoverDAVID。Ihavenearlyallcorrected。ButhavetoconsiderTHEHEATHERONFIRE,THEWOODBYSILVERMILLS,andthelastchapter。Theyallseemtomeoffcolour;andIamnotfittobetterthemyet。Noproofhasbeensentofthetitle,contents,ordedication。 MYDEARCOLVIN,-To-dayearlyIsentdowntoMaben(SecretaryofState)anoffertobringuppeoplefromMalie,keeptheminmyhouse,andbringthemdowndaybydayforsolongasthenegotiationshouldlast。Ihaveafavourableanswersofar。ThisIwouldnothavetried,hadnotoldSirGeorgeGreyputmeonmymettle;’Neverdespair,’washisword;and’Iamoneofthefewpeoplewhohavelivedlongenoughtoseehowtruethatis。’Well,thereuponIplungedin;andthethingmaydomegreatharm,butyetIdonotthinkso-forIthinkjealousywillpreventthetrialbeingmade。Andatanyrateitisanotherchanceforthisdistractedarchipelagoofchildren,satuponbyacliqueoffools。If,bythegiftofGod,Icando-Iamallowedtotrytodo-andsucceed:butno,theprospectistoobrighttobeentertained。 To-daywehadaridedowntoTanugamanono,andthenbythenewwoodpaths。Oneledustoabeautifulclearing,withfournativehouses;taro,yams,andthelike,excellentlyplanted,andoldFolau-’theSamoanJew’-sittingandwhistlingthereinhisnew-foundandwell-deservedwell- being。ItwasagoodsighttoseeaSamoanthusbeforetheworld。Furtherup,onourwayhome,wesawtheworldclear,andthewidedieoftheshadowlyingbroad;wecamebutalittlefurther,andfoundinthebordersofthebushaBanyan。Itmusthavebeen150feetinheight;thetrunk,anditsacolytes,occupiedagreatspace;abovethat,inthepeaksofthebranches,quiteaforestoffernsandorchidswereset;andoverallagainthehugespreadoftheboughsroseagainstthebrightwest,andsenttheirshadowmilestotheeastward。Ihavenotoftenseenanythingmoresatisfyingthanthisvastvegetable。 SUNDAY。 Aheavenlydayagain!theworldalldeadsilence,savewhen,fromfardownbelowusinthewoods,comesupthecrepitationofthelittlewoodendrumthatbeatstochurch。Scarcealeafstirs;onlynowandagainagreat,coolgushofairthatmakesmypapersfly,andisgone-TheKingofSamoahasrefusedmyintercessionbetweenhimandMataafa;andIdonotdenythisisagoodriddancetomeofadifficultbusiness,inwhichImightverywellhavefailed。Whatelseistobedoneforthesesillyfolks? MAY12TH。 AndthisiswhereIhadgotto,beforethemailarriveswith,Imustsay,arealgentlemanlyletterfromyourself。Sir,thatisthesortofletterIwant!Now,I’llmakemylittleproposal。IwillacceptCHILD’SPLAYandPAN’SPIPES。ThenI wantPASTORAL,THEMANSE,THEISLET,leavingoutifyoulikealltheprefacialmatterandbeginningatI。ThentheportraitofRobertHunter,beginning’Whetherhewasoriginallybigorlittle,’andending’fearlessandgentle。’ SomuchforMEM。ANDPORTRAITS。BEGGARS,sectionsI。andII。,RANDOMMEMORIESII。,andLANTERNBEARERS;I’magreeable。 Thesearemyselections。Idon’tknowaboutPULVISETUMBRA either,butmustleavethattoyou。Butjustwhatyouplease。 AboutDAVIEIelaboratelywrotelasttime,butstillDAVIEisnotdone;IamgrindingsinglyatTHEEBBTIDE,aswenowcalltheFARALLONE;themostofitwillgothismail。Aboutthefollowing,lettherebenomistake:IwillnotwritetheabstractofKIDNAPPED;writeitwhowill,Iwillnot。 Boccacciomusthavebeenacleverfellowtowritebothargumentandstory;Iamnot,ETJEMERECUSE。 WecallitTHEEBBTIDE:ATRIOANDQUARTETTE;butthatsecondarynameyoumaystrikeoutifitseemsdulltoyou。 Thebook,however,fallsintwohalves,whenthefourthcharacterappears。Iamonp。82ifyouwanttoknow,andexpecttofinishonIsuppose110orso;butitgoesslowly,asyoumayjudgefromthefactthatthisthreeweekspast,I haveonlystruggledfromp。58top。82:twenty-fourpages,ETENCOREsuretoberewritten,intwenty-onedays。Thisisnoprize-taker;notmuchWaverleyNovelsaboutthis!