第30章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:5675更新时间:18/12/27 09:07:25
Yesterday,Sunday,theRev。Dr。Browne,secretarytotheWesleyanMission,andthemanwhomadethewarintheWesternIslandsandwastriedforhislifeinFiji,cameup,andwehadalong,importanttalkaboutSamoa。O,ifIcouldonlytalktothehomemen!Butwhatwoulditmatter?noneofthemknow,noneofthemcare。IfwecouldonlyhaveMacgregorherewithhisschooner,youwouldhearofnomoretroublesinSamoa。Thatiswhatwewant;amanthatknowsandlikesthenatives,QUIPAYEDESAPERSONNE,ANDisnotafraidofhangingwhennecessary。Wedon’twantblandSwedishhumbugs,andfussy,fosteringGermanbarons。Thatwaythemaelstromlies,andweshallsoonbeinit。 Ihaveto-daywritten103and104,allperfectlywrong,andshallhavetorewritethem。Thistaleisdevilish,andChapterXI。theworstofthelot。ThetruthisofcoursethatIamwhollyworkedout;butit’snearlydone,andshallgosomehowaccordingtopromise。Igoagainstallmygods,andsayitisNOTWORTHWHILEtomassacreyourselfoverthelastfewpagesofarancidyarn,thatthereviewerswillquitejustlyteartobits。AsforD。B。,nohope,Ifear,thismail,butwe’llseewhattheafternoondoesforme。 Well,it’sdone。Thosetragic16pp。areatlastfinished,andIhaveputawaythirty-twopagesofchips,andhavespentthirteendaysaboutasnearlyinHellasamancouldexpecttolivethrough。It’sdone,andofcourseitain’tworthwhile,andwhocares?Thereitis,andaboutasgrimataleaswaseverwritten,andasgrimy,andashateful。 J。L。HUISH,BORN1856,ATHACKNEY,LONDON,AccidentallykilleduponthisIsland,10thSeptember,1889。 Iamexultingtodonothing。Itpourswithrainfromthewestward,veryunusualkindofweather;Iwasstandingoutonthelittleverandahinfrontofmyroomthismorning,andtherewentthroughmeorovermeawaveofextraordinaryandapparentlybaselessemotion。Iliterallystaggered。Andthentheexplanationcame,andIknewIhadfoundaframeofmindandbodythatbelongedtoScotland,andparticularlytotheneighbourhoodofCallander。Veryoddtheseidentitiesofsensation,andtheworldofconnotationsimplied;highlandhuts,andpeatsmoke,andthebrown,swirlingrivers,andwetclothes,andwhiskey,andtheromanceofthepast,andthatindescribablebiteofthewholethingataman’sheart,whichis-orratherliesatthebottomof-astory。 Idon’tknowifyouareaBarbeyd’Aurevilly-an。Iam。I haveagreatdelightinhisNormanstories。DoyouknowtheCHEVALIERDESTOUCHESandL’ENSORCELEE?Theyareadmirable,theyreekofthesoilandthepast。ButIwasratherthinkingjustnowofLERIDEAUCRAMOISI,anditsadorablesettingofthestoppedcoach,thedarkstreet,thehome-goingintheinnyard,andtheredblindilluminated。Withoutdoubt,THEREwasanidentityofsensation;oneofthoseconjunctionsinlifethathadfilledBarbeyfulltothebrim,andpermanentlybenthismemory。 IwonderexceedinglyifIhavedoneanythingatallgood;andwhocantellme?andwhyshouldIwishtoknow?Insolittleawhile,I,andtheEnglishlanguage,andthebonesofmydescendants,willhaveceasedtobeamemory!Andyet-andyet-onewouldliketoleaveanimageforafewyearsuponmen’sminds-forfun。Thisisaverydarkframeofmind,consequentonoverworkandtheconclusionoftheexcruciatingEBBTIDE。Adieu。 WhatdoyousupposeshouldbedonewithTHEEBBTIDE?Itwouldmakeavolumeof200pp。;ontheotherhand,Imightlikelyhavesomemorestoriessoon:THEOWL,DEATHINTHE POT,THESLEEPERAWAKENED;allthesearepossible。THEOWL mightbehalfaslong;THESLEEPERAWAKENED,ditto;DEATHIN THEPOTadealshorter,Ibelieve。Thenthere’stheGO- BETWEEN,whichisnotimpossiblealtogether。THEOWL,THE SLEEPERAWAKENED,andtheGO-BETWEENendreasonablywell; DEATHINTHEPOTisanungodlymassacre。O,well,THEOWL onlyendswellinsofarassomeloverscometogether,andnobodyiskilledatthemoment,butyouknowtheyarealldoomed,theyareChouanfellows。 FRIDAY,9TH。 Well,themailisin;noBlue-book,depressingletterfromC。;along,amusingramblefrommymother;vastmassesofRomeike;theyAREgoingtowarnow;andwhatwillthatleadto?andwhathasdriven,themtoitbutthepersistentmisconductofthesetwoofficials?IknowIoughttorewritetheendofthisbluidyEBBTIDE:well,Ican’t。CESTPLUS FORTQUEMOI;ithastogothewayitis,andbejownedtoit!FromwhatImakeoutofthereviews,IthinkitwouldbebetternottorepublishTHEEBBTIDE:butkeepitforothertales,iftheyshouldturnup。VeryamusinghowthereviewspickoutonestoryanddamntherestIanditisalwaysadifferentone。BesureyousendmethearticlefromLE TEMPS。 SATURDAY,17TH。 SinceIwrotethislast,Ihavewrittenawholechapterofmygrandfather,andreaditto-night;itwasonthewholemuchappreciated,andIkindofhopeitain’tbadmyself。’Tisathirdwriting,butitwantsafourth。Bynextmail,I believeImightsendyou3chapters。ThatistosayFAMILY ANNALS,THESERVICEOFTHENORTHERNLIGHTS,andTHEBUILDING OFTHEBELLROCK。Possiblyeven4-AHOUSEFULOFBOYS。I couldfinishmygrandfatherveryeasynow;myfatherandUncleAlanstoptheway。Iproposetocallthebook: NORTHERNLIGHTS:MEMOIRSOFAFAMILYofENGINEERS。Itellyou,itisgoingtobeagoodbook。MyideainsendingMs。 wouldbetogetitsetup;twoproofstome,onetoProfessorSwan,Ardchapel,Helensburgh-markitprivateandconfidential-onetoyourself;andcomeonwithcriticisms! ButI’llhavetosee。Thetotalplanofthebookisthis- i。DomesticAnnals。 ii。TheServiceoftheNorthernLights。 iii。TheBuildingoftheBellRock。 iv。AHousefulofBoys(or,’TheFamilyinBaxter’sPlace)。 v。EducationofanEngineer。 vi。TheGrandfather。 vii。AlanStevenson。 viii。ThomasStevenson。 TherewillbeanIntroduction’TheSurnameofStevenson’ whichhasprovedamightyqueersubjectofinquiry。But,Lord!ifIwereamonglibraries。 SUNDAY,18TH。 Ishallputinthisenvelopetheendoftheever-to-be- execratedEBBTIDE,orStevenson’sBloomingError。Also,apaperapartforDAVIDBALFOUR。Theslipsmustgoinanotherenclosure,Isuspect,owingtotheirbeastlybulk。Anyway,therearetwopiecesofworkoffmymind,andthoughIcouldwishIhadrewrittenalittlemoreofDAVID,yetitwasplainlytobeseenitwasimpossible。Allthepointsindicatedbyyouhavebeenbroughtout;buttorewritetheend,inmypresentstateofover-exhaustionandfiction- phobia,wouldhavebeenmadness;andIletitgoasitstood。 Mygrandfatherisgoodenoughforme,thesedays。Idonotworkanyless;onthewhole,ifanything,alittlemore。Butitisdifferent。 Theslipsgotoyouinfourpackets;Ihopetheyarewhattheyshouldbe,butdonotthinkso。Iamatapitchofdiscontentwithfictioninallitsform-ormyforms-thatpreventsmebeingabletobeeveninterested。Ihavehadtostopalldrink;smokingIamtryingtostopalso。Itannoysmedreadfully:andyetifItakeaglassofclaret,-Ihaveaheadachethenextday!O,andagoodheadachetoo;noneofyourtrifles。 Well,sir,here’stoyou,andfarewell-Yoursever。 MYDEARCOLVIN-Yesterdaymorning,afteradayofabsolutetemperance,IawoketotheworstheadacheIhadhadyet。 Accordingly,temperancewassaidfarewellto,quinineinstituted,andIbelievemypainsaresoontobeover。Wewait,withakindofsighingimpatience,forwartobedeclared,ortoblowfinallyoff,livinginthemeanwhileinakindofchildren’shouroffirelightandshadowandpreposteroustales;thekingseenatnightgallopingupourroaduponunknownerrandsandcoveringhisfaceashepassesourcook;Mataafadailysurrounded(whenheawakes)withfresh’whiteman’sboxes’(query,ammunition?)andprofessingtobequiteignorantofwheretheycomefrom;marchesofbodiesofmenacrosstheisland;concealmentofdittointhebush;thecomingonandoffofdifferentchiefs;andsuchamassofravelmentandrag-tagasthedevilhimselfcouldnotunwind。 WEDNESDAY,28THJUNE。 Yesterdayitrainedwithbutlittleintermission,butIwasjealousofnews。GrahamandIgotintothesaddleabout1 o’clockandoffdowntotown。Intown,therewasnothingbutrumoursgoing;inthenightdrumshadbeenbeat,themenhadruntoarmsonMulinuufromasfarasVaiala,andthealarmprovedfalse。TherewerenosignsofanygatheringinApiaproper,andtheSecretaryofStatehadnonewstogive。I believedhim,too,forwearebritherScots。ThenthetemptationcameuponmestrongtogoontothefordandseetheMataafavillages,whereweheardtherewasmoreafoot。 Offwerode。WhenwecametoVaimusu,thehouseswereveryfullofmen,butallseeminglyunarmed。ImmediatelybeyondisthatriveroverwhichwepassedinourscamperwithLadyJersey;itwasallsolitary。Threehundredyardsbeyondisasecondford;andthere-Icamefacetofacewithwar。UnderthetreesonthefurtherbanksatapicketofsevenmenwithWinchesters;theirfacesbright,theireyesardent。Aswecameup,theydidnotspeakormove;onlytheireyesfollowedus。Thehorsesdrank,andwepassedtheford。’Talofa!’I said,andthecommandantofthepicketsaid’Talofa’;andthen,whenwewerealmostby,rememberedhimselfandaskedwhereweweregoing。’ToFaamuina,’Isaid,andwerodeon。 Everyhousebythewaysidewascrowdedwitharmedmen。TherewastheEuropeanhouseofaChinamanontheright-handside: aflagoftruceflyingoverthegate-indeedwesawthreeoftheseinwhatlittlewaywepenetratedintoMataafa’slines- alltheforeignerstryingtoprotecttheirgoods;andtheChinaman’sverandahoverflowedwithmenandgirlsandWinchesters。Bythewaywemetapartyofabouttenoradozenmarchingwiththeirgunsandcartridge-belts,andthecheerfulalacrityandbrightnessoftheirlookssetmyheadturningwithenvyandsympathy。ArrivedatVaiusu,thehousesabouttheMALAE(villagegreen)werethrongedwithmen,allarmed。Ontheoutsideofthecouncil-house(whichwasallfullwithin)therestoodanorator;hehadhisbackturnedtohisaudience,andseemedtoaddresstheworldatlarge;allthetimeweweretherehisstrongvoicecontinuedunabated,andIheardsnatchesofpoliticalwisdomrisingandfalling。 ThehouseofFaamuinastandsonaknollintheMALAE。 Thitherwemounted,aboyranoutandtookourhorses,andwewentin。Faamuinawastherehimself,hiswifePelepa,threeotherchiefs,andsomeattendants;andhereagainwasthisexultingspectacleasofpeopleontheirmarriageday。 Faamuina(whenIlastsawhim)wasanelderly,limpinggentleman,withmuchofthedebilityofage;itwasabright- eyedboythatgreetedme;theladywasnolessexcited;allhadcartridge-belts。Westayedbutalittlewhiletosmokeasului;Iwouldnothavekavamade,asIthoughtmyescapadewasalreadydangerous(perhapsevenblameworthy)enough。Onthewayback,weweremuchgreeted,andoncomingtotheford,thecommandantcameandaskedmeifthereweremanyontheotherside。’Verymany,’saidI;notthatIknew,butI wouldnotleadthemontheice。’Thatiswell!’saidhe,andthelittlepicketlaughedaloudaswesplashedintotheriver。WereturnedtoApia,throughApia,andouttowindwardasfarasVaiala,wherethewordwentthatthemenoftheVaimaugahadassembled。Wemettwoboyscarryingpigs,andsawsixyoungmenbusycookinginacook-house;butnosignofanassembly;noarms,noblackenedfaces。I forgot!AsweturnedtoleaveFaamuina’s,thereranforwardamanwithhisfaceblackened,andthebackofhislava-lavagirdedupsoastoshowhistattooedhipsnaked;heleapedbeforeus,cutawonderfulcaper,andflunghisknifehighintheair,andcaughtit。Itwasstrangelysavageandfantasticandhigh-spirited。Ihaveseenachilddoingthesameanticslongbeforeinadance,sothatitisplainlyanACCEPTEDSOLEMNITY。Ishouldsaythatforweeksthechildrenhavebeenplayingwithspears。UpbytheplantationItookashortcut,whichshallneverberepeated,throughgrassandweedsoverthehorses’headsandamongrollingstones;I thoughtweshouldhaveleftahorsethere,butfortunefavouredus。Sohome,alittlebeforesix,inadashingsquallofrain,toabowlofkavaanddinner。Buttheimpressiononourmindswasextraordinary;thesightofthatpicketattheford,andthoseardent,happyfaceswhirlsinmyhead;theoldaboriginalawokeinbothofusandknickeredlikeastallion。 ItisdreadfultothinkthatImustsitaparthereanddonothing;IdonotknowifIcanstanditout。Butyousee,I maybeofusetothesepoorpeople,ifIkeepquiet,andifI threwmyselfin,Ishouldhaveabadjobofittosavemyself。There;Ihavewrittenthistoyou;anditisstillbut7。30intheday,andthesunonlyaboutonehourup;canIgobacktomyoldgrandpapa,andmensittingwithWinchestersinmymind’seye?No;warisahugeENTRAINEMENT;thereisnoothertemptationtobecomparedtoit,notone。Wewereallwet,wehadbeenaboutfivehoursinthesaddle,mostlyridinghard;andwecamehomelikeschoolboys,withsuchalightnessofspirits,andIamsuresuchabrightnessofeye,asyoucouldhavelitacandleat! THURSDAY29TH。