第36章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:5812更新时间:18/12/27 09:07:25
MYDEARCOLVIN,-Ihavetothankyouthistimeforaverygoodletter,andwillannounceforthefuture,thoughI cannotnowbegintoputinpractice,goodintentionsforourcorrespondence。Iwilltrytoreturntotheoldsystemandwritefromtimetotimeduringthemonth;buttrulyyoudidnotmuchencouragemetocontinue!However,thatisallby- past。Idonotknowthatthereismuchinyourletterthatcallsforanswer。YourquestionsaboutST。IVESwerepracticallyansweredinmylast;sowereyourwailsabouttheedition,AMATEUREMIGRANT,etc。BytheendoftheyearST。 I。willbepracticallyfinished,whateveritbeworth,andthatIknownot。WhenshallIreceiveproofsoftheMAGNUM OPUS?orshallIreceivethematall? ThereturnoftheAmanuensisfeeblylightensmyheart。YoucanseetheheavyweatherIwasmakingofitwithmyunaidedpen。ThelastmonthhasbeenparticularlycheerylargelyowingtothepresenceofourgoodfriendstheCURACOAS。Sheisreallyamodelship,charmingofficersandcharmingseamen。Theygaveaballlastmonth,whichwasveryracketyandjoyousandnaval…… Onthefollowingday,aboutoneo’clock,threehorsemenmighthavebeenobservedapproachingVailima,whograduallyresolvedthemselvesintotwopettyofficersandanativeguide。Drawinghimselfupandsaluting,thespokesman(acorporalofMarines)addressedmethus。’MeandmyshipmatesinwitesMr。andMrs。Stevens,Mrs。Strong,Mr。Austin,andMr。Balfourtoaballtobegivento-nightintheself-same’all。’Itwasofcourseimpossibletorefuse,thoughI contentedmyselfwithputtinginaverybriefappearance。 Oneglancewassufficient;theballwentofflikearocketfromthestart。IhadonlytimetowatchBellecareeringaroundwithagallantbluejacketofexactlyherownheight- thestandardoftheBritishnavy-anexcellentdancerandconspicuouslyfullofsmall-talk-andtoheararemarkfromabeach-comber,’It’sanicesightthissomeway,toseetheofficersdancinglikethiswiththemen,butItellyou,sir,thesearethementhat’llfighttogether!’ Itellyou,Colvin,theacquaintanceofthemen-andboys- makesmefeelpatriotic。EelesinparticularisamanwhomI respect。Iamhalfinamindtogivehimaletterofintroductiontoyouwhenhegoeshome。Incaseyoufeelinclinedtomakealittleofhim,givehimadinner,askHenryJamestocometomeethim,etc-youmightletmeknow。Idon’tknowthathewouldshowhisbest,butheisaremarkablyfinefellow,ineverydepartmentoflife。 Wehaveothervisitorsinport。ACountFesteticsdeSolna,anAustrianofficer,averypleasant,simple,boyishcreature,withhisyoungwife,daughterofanAmericanmillionaire;heisafriendofourownCaptainWurmbrand,anditisagreatpityWurmbrandisaway。 GladyousawandlikedLysaght。Hehasleftinourhouseamostcheerfulandpleasingmemory,asagood,pleasant,briskfellowwithgoodhealthandbrains,andwhoenjoyshimselfandmakesotherpeoplehappy。Iamgladhegaveyouagoodreportofoursurroundingsandwayoflife;butIknewhewould,forIbelievehehadaglorioustime-andgaveone。 IamonfairtermswiththetwoTreatyofficials,thoughallsuchintimaciesareprecarious;withtheconsuls,Ineednotsay,mypositionisdeplorable。ThePresident(HerrEmilSchmidt)isaratherdreamyman,whomIlike。Lloyd,GrahamandIgotobreakfastwithhimto-morrow;thenextdaythewholepartyofuslunchontheCURACOAandgointheeveningtoaBIERABENDatDr。Funk’s。Wearegettingupapaper- chaseforthefollowingweekwithsomeoftheyoungGermanclerks,andhaveinviewasortofchild’spartyforgrown-uppersonswithkissinggames,etc。,hereatVailima。Suchisthegaysceneinwhichwemove。NowIhavedonesomething,thoughnotasmuchasIwanted,togiveyouanideaofhowwearegettingon,andIamkeenlyconsciousthatthereareotherletterstodobeforethemailgoes-Yoursever,R。L。STEVENSON。 MYDEARCOLVIN,-Thisistoinformyou,sir,thatonSundaylast(andthisisTuesday)Iattainedmyidealhere,andwehadapaperchaseinVailelePlantation,about15miles,I takeit,fromus;anditwasallthatcouldbewished。Itisreallybetterfunthanfollowingthehounds,sinceyouhavetobeyourownhound,andapreciousbadhoundIwas,followingeveryfalsescentonthewholecoursetothebitterend;butIcamein3rdatthelastonmylittleJack,whostucktoitgallantly,andawokethepraisesofsomediscriminatingpersons。(5+7+2。5=14。5miles;yes,thatisthecount。)Wehadquitetheoldsensationsofexhilaration,discovery,anappealtoasavageinstinct;andIfeltmyselfabout17again,apleasantexperience。 However,itwasontheSabbathDay,andIamnowapariahamongtheEnglish,asifIneededanyincrementofunpopularity。Imustnotgoagain;itgivessomuchunnecessarytribulationtopoorpeople,and,sure,wedon’twanttomaketribulation。Ihavebeenforbiddentowork,andhavebeeninsteaddoingmytwoorthreehoursintheplantationeverymorning。Ionlywishsomebodywouldpayme10poundsadayfortakingcareofcacao,andIcouldleaveliteraturetoothers。Certainly,ifIhaveplentyofexercise,andnowork,Ifeelmuchbetter;butthereisBilesthebutcher!himwehavealwayswithus。 Idonotmuchlikenovels,Ibegintothink,butIamenjoyingexceedinglyOrme’sHISTORYOFHINDOSTAN,alovelybookinitsway,inlargequarto,withaquantityofmaps,andwritteninaverylivelyandsolideighteenthcenturyway,neverpicturesqueexceptbyaccidentandfromakindofconviction,andafinesenseoforder。NohistorianIhaveeverreadissominute;yethenevergivesyouawordaboutthepeople;hisinterestisentirelylimitedintheconcatenationofevents,intowhichhegoeswithalucid,almostsuperhuman,andwhollyghostlygusto。’Bytheghostofamathematician’thebookmightbeannounced。Averybrave,honestbook。 Yourlettertohand。 Factis,Idon’tlikethepicter。O,it’sagoodpicture,butifyouASKme,youknow,Ibelieve,stoutlybelieve,thatmankind,includingyou,aregoingmad,Iamnotinthemidstwiththeotherfrenzydancers,soIdon’tcatchitwholly; andwhenyoushowmeathing-andaskme,don’tyouknow- Well,well!GladtogetsogoodanaccountoftheAMATEUR EMIGRANT。Talkingofwhich,IamstrongformakingavolumeoutofselectionsfromtheSouthSealetters;IreadoveragaintheKingofApemama,anditisgoodinspiteofyourteeth,andarealcuriosity,athingthatcanneverbeseenagain,andthegroupisannexedandTembinokadead。I wonder,couldn’tyousendouttometheFIRSTfiveButaritarilettersandtheLowArchipelagoones(bothofwhichIhavelostormislaid)andIcanchopoutaperfectlyfairvolumeofwhatIwishtobepreserved。Itcankeepforthelastoftheseries。 TRAVELSANDEXCURSIONS,vol。II。ShoulditnotincludeapaperonS。F。fromtheMAG。OFART?TheA。E。,theNewPacificcapital,theOldditto。SILVER。SQUAT。ThiswouldgiveallmyworksontheStates;andthoughitain’tverygood,it’snotsoverybad。TRAVELSANDEXCURSIONS,vol。 III。,tobetheseresuscitatedletters-MISCELLANIES,vol。 II-COMMEVOUSVOUDREZ,CHERMONSIEUR! MONDAY,Aug。13TH Ihaveasuddencalltogoupthecoastandmusthurryupwithmyinformation。Therehassuddenlycometoournavalcommanderstheneedofaction,they’reawayupthecoastbombardingtheAtuarebels。AllmorningonSaturdaythesoundofthebombardmentofLotuanu’ukeptusuneasy。To-dayagainthebiggunshavebeensoundingfurtheralongthecoast。 To-morrowmorningearlyIamoffupthecoastmyself。 Thereforeyoumustallowmetobreakoffherewithoutfurtherceremony-Yoursever,ROBERTLOUISSTEVENSON。 MYDEARCOLVIN,-Thismustbeaverymeaslyletter。IhavebeentryinghardtogetalongwithST。IVES。IshouldnowlayitasideforayearandIdaresayIshouldmakesomethingofitafterall。Insteadofthat,Ihavetokickagainstthepricks,andbreakmyself,andspoilthebook,iftherewereanythingtospoil,whichIamfarfromsaying。I’massickofthethingaseveranyonecanbe;it’sarudderlesshulk; it’sapagoda,andyoucanjustfeel-orIcanfeel-thatitmighthavebeenapleasantstory,ifithadbeenonlyblessedatbaptism。 Ourpoliticshavegoneonfairlywell,buttheresultisstilldoubtful。 SEPT。10TH。 IknowIhavesomethingelsetosaytoyou,butunfortunatelyIawokethismorningwithcollywobbles,andhadtotakeasmalldoseoflaudanumwiththeusualconsequencesofdrythroat,intoxicatedlegs,partialmadnessandtotalimbecility;andforthelifeofmeIcannotrememberwhatitis。Ihavelikewisemislaidyourletteramongsttheaccumulationsonmytable,notthattherewasanythinginit。 AltogetherIaminapoorstate。IforgottotellBaxterthatthedummyhadturnedupandisafine,personable- lookingvolumeandverygoodreading。Pleasecommunicatethistohim。 IhavejustrememberedanincidentthatIreallymustnotletpass。Youhaveheardagreatdealmorethanyouwantedaboutourpoliticalprisoners。Well,oneday,aboutafortnightago,thelastofthemwassetfree-OldPoe,whomIthinkI musthavementionedtoyou,thefather-in-lawofmycook,wasonethatIhadhadagreatdealoftroublewith。Ihadtakenthedoctortoseehim,gothimoutonsickleave,andwhenhewasputbackagaingavebailforhim。Imustnotforgetthatmywiferanawaywithhimoutoftheprisononthedoctor’sordersandwiththecomplicityofourfriendthegaoler,whoreallyandtrulygotthesackfortheexploit。Assoonashewasfinallyliberated,Poecalledameetingofhisfellow- prisoners。AllSundaytheyweredebatingwhattheyweretodo,andonMondaymorningIgotanobscurehintfromTalolothatImustexpectvisitorsduringthedaywhowerecomingtoconsultme。TheseconsultationsIamnowverywellusedto,andseeingfirst,thatIgenerallydon’tknowwhattoadvise,andsecondthattheysometimesdon’ttakemyadvice-thoughinsomenotablecasestheyhavetakenit,generallytomyownwonderwithprettygoodresults-Iamnotveryfondofthesecalls。Theyministertoasenseofdignity,butnotpeaceofmind,andconsumeinterminabletimealwaysinthemorningtoo,whenIcan’taffordit。However,thiswastobeanewsortofconsultation。UpcamePoeandsomeeightotherchiefs,squattedinabigcirclearoundtheolddining-roomfloor,nowthesmoking-room。Andthefamily,beingrepresentedbyLloyd,Graham,Belle,Austinandmyself,proceededtoexchangethenecessarycourtesies。Thentheirtalkingmanbegan。Hesaidthattheyhadbeeninprison,thatIhadalwaystakenaninterestinthem,thattheyhadnowbeensetatlibertywithoutcondition,whereassomeoftheotherchiefswhohadbeenliberatedbeforethemwerestillunderbondtoworkupontheroads,andthatthishadsetthemconsideringwhattheymightdototestifytheirgratitude。Theyhadthereforeagreedtoworkuponmyroadasafreegift。Theywentontoexplainthatitwasonlytobeonmyroad,onthebranchthatjoinsmyhousewiththepublicway。 NowIwasverymuchgratifiedatthiscompliment,although(tooneusedtonatives)itseemedratherahollowone。ItmeantonlythatIshouldhavetolayoutagooddealofmoneyontoolsandfoodandtogivewagesundertheguiseofpresentstosomeworkmenwhoweremostofthemoldandinill-health。ConceivehowmuchIwassurprisedandtouchedwhenIheardthewholeschemeexplainedtome。Theyweretoreturntotheirprovinces,andcollecttheirfamilies;someoftheyoungmenweretoliveinApiawithaboat,andplyupanddownthecoasttoA’anaandA’tua(ourownTuamasagabeingquitedrainedofresources)inordertosupplytheworkingsquadwithfood。Toolstheydidaskfor,butitwasespeciallymentionedthatIwastomakenopresents。Inshort,thewholeofthislittle’presentation’tomehadbeenplannedwithagooddealmoreconsiderationthangoesusuallywithanativecampaign。 (Isatontheoppositesideofthecircletothetalkingman。 Hisfacewasquitecalmandhigh-bredashewentthroughtheusualSamoanexpressionsofpolitenessandcompliment,butwhenhecameontotheobjectoftheirvisit,ontheirloveandgratitudetoTusitala,howhisnamewasalwaysintheirprayers,andhisgoodnesstothemwhentheyhadnootherfriend,wastheirmostcherishedmemory,hewarmeduptoreal,burning,genuinefeeling。IhadneverseentheSamoanmaskofreservelaidasidebefore,andittouchedmemorethananythingelse。A。M。) Thismorningaseverwas,brightandearlyupcamethewholegangofthem,alotofsturdy,common-lookingladstheyseemedtobeforthemostpart,andfelltoonmynewroad。 OldPoewasinthehighestofgoodspirits,andlookedbetterinhealththanhehasdoneanytimeintwoyears,beingpositivelyrejuvenatedbythesuccessofhisscheme。Hejestedasheservedoutthenewtools,andIamsorrytosaydamnedtheGovernmentuphillanddowndale,probablywithaviewtoshowoffhispositionasafriendofthefamilybeforehiswork-boys。Now,whetherornottheirimpulsewilllastthemthroughtheroaddoesnotmattertomeonehair。 Itisthefactthattheyhaveattemptedit,thattheyhavevolunteeredandarenowreallytryingtoexecuteathingthatwasneverbeforeheardofinSamoa。Thinkofit!Itisroad-making-themostfruitfulcause(aftertaxes)ofallrebellionsinSamoa,athingtowhichtheycouldnotbewiledwithmoneynordrivenbypunishment。ItdoesgivemeasenseofhavingdonesomethinginSamoaafterall。 Nowthere’sonelongstoryforyouabout’myblacks。’-Yoursever,ROBERT