第32章

类别:其他 作者:Henry David Thoreau字数:5777更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:02
Orelse,departingdream,andshadowyformOfmidnightvision,gatheringupthyskirts; Bynightstar-veiling,andbydayDarkeningthelightandblottingoutthesun; Gothoumyincenseupwardfromthishearth,Andaskthegodstopardonthisclearflame。 Hardgreenwoodjustcut,thoughIusedbutlittleofthat,answeredmypurposebetterthananyother。IsometimesleftagoodfirewhenIwenttotakeawalkinawinterafternoon;andwhenI returned,threeorfourhoursafterward,itwouldbestillaliveandglowing。MyhousewasnotemptythoughIwasgone。ItwasasifI hadleftacheerfulhousekeeperbehind。ItwasIandFirethatlivedthere;andcommonlymyhousekeeperprovedtrustworthy。Oneday,however,asIwassplittingwood,IthoughtthatIwouldjustlookinatthewindowandseeifthehousewasnotonfire;itwastheonlytimeIremembertohavebeenparticularlyanxiousonthisscore;soIlookedandsawthatasparkhadcaughtmybed,andI wentinandextinguisheditwhenithadburnedaplaceasbigasmyhand。Butmyhouseoccupiedsosunnyandshelteredaposition,anditsroofwassolow,thatIcouldaffordtoletthefiregooutinthemiddleofalmostanywinterday。 Themolesnestedinmycellar,nibblingeverythirdpotato,andmakingasnugbedeventhereofsomehairleftafterplasteringandofbrownpaper;foreventhewildestanimalslovecomfortandwarmthaswellasman,andtheysurvivethewinteronlybecausetheyaresocarefultosecurethem。SomeofmyfriendsspokeasifIwascomingtothewoodsonpurposetofreezemyself。Theanimalmerelymakesabed,whichhewarmswithhisbody,inashelteredplace;butman,havingdiscoveredfire,boxesupsomeairinaspaciousapartment,andwarmsthat,insteadofrobbinghimself,makesthathisbed,inwhichhecanmoveaboutdivestedofmorecumbrousclothing,maintainakindofsummerinthemidstofwinter,andbymeansofwindowsevenadmitthelight,andwithalamplengthenouttheday。Thushegoesasteportwobeyondinstinct,andsavesalittletimeforthefinearts。Though,whenIhadbeenexposedtotherudestblastsalongtime,mywholebodybegantogrowtorpid,whenIreachedthegenialatmosphereofmyhouseIsoonrecoveredmyfacultiesandprolongedmylife。Butthemostluxuriouslyhousedhaslittletoboastofinthisrespect,norneedwetroubleourselvestospeculatehowthehumanracemaybeatlastdestroyed。Itwouldbeeasytocuttheirthreadsanytimewithalittlesharperblastfromthenorth。WegoondatingfromColdFridaysandGreatSnows;butalittlecolderFriday,orgreatersnowwouldputaperiodtoman’sexistenceontheglobe。 ThenextwinterIusedasmallcooking-stoveforeconomy,sinceIdidnotowntheforest;butitdidnotkeepfiresowellastheopenfireplace。Cookingwasthen,forthemostpart,nolongerapoetic,butmerelyachemicprocess。Itwillsoonbeforgotten,inthesedaysofstoves,thatweusedtoroastpotatoesintheashes,aftertheIndianfashion。Thestovenotonlytookuproomandscentedthehouse,butitconcealedthefire,andIfeltasifIhadlostacompanion。Youcanalwaysseeafaceinthefire。Thelaborer,lookingintoitatevening,purifieshisthoughtsofthedrossandearthinesswhichtheyhaveaccumulatedduringtheday。 ButIcouldnolongersitandlookintothefire,andthepertinentwordsofapoetrecurredtomewithnewforce—— “Never,brightflame,maybedeniedtomeThydear,lifeimaging,closesympathy。 Whatbutmyhopesshotupwarde’ersobright? Whatbutmyfortunessunksolowinnight? Whyartthoubanishedfromourhearthandhall,Thouwhoartwelcomedandbelovedbyall? WasthyexistencethentoofancifulForourlife’scommonlight,whoaresodull? DidthybrightgleammysteriousconverseholdWithourcongenialsouls?secretstoobold? Well,wearesafeandstrong,fornowwesitBesideahearthwherenodimshadowsflit,Wherenothingcheersnorsaddens,butafireWarmsfeetandhands——nordoestomoreaspire; BywhosecompactutilitarianheapThepresentmaysitdownandgotosleep,Norfeartheghostswhofromthedimpastwalked,Andwithusbytheunequallightoftheoldwoodfiretalked。“ FormerInhabitantsandWinterVisitorsIweatheredsomemerrysnow-storms,andspentsomecheerfulwintereveningsbymyfireside,whilethesnowwhirledwildlywithout,andeventhehootingoftheowlwashushed。FormanyweeksImetnooneinmywalksbutthosewhocameoccasionallytocutwoodandsledittothevillage。Theelements,however,abettedmeinmakingapaththroughthedeepestsnowinthewoods,forwhenIhadoncegonethroughthewindblewtheoakleavesintomytracks,wheretheylodged,andbyabsorbingtheraysofthesunmeltedthesnow,andsonotonlymadeamybedformyfeet,butinthenighttheirdarklinewasmyguide。ForhumansocietyIwasobligedtoconjureuptheformeroccupantsofthesewoods。Withinthememoryofmanyofmytownsmentheroadnearwhichmyhousestandsresoundedwiththelaughandgossipofinhabitants,andthewoodswhichborderitwerenotchedanddottedhereandtherewiththeirlittlegardensanddwellings,thoughitwasthenmuchmoreshutinbytheforestthannow。Insomeplaces,withinmyownremembrance,thepineswouldscrapebothsidesofachaiseatonce,andwomenandchildrenwhowerecompelledtogothiswaytoLincolnaloneandonfootdiditwithfear,andoftenranagoodpartofthedistance。Thoughmainlybutahumbleroutetoneighboringvillages,orforthewoodman’steam,itonceamusedthetravellermorethannowbyitsvariety,andlingeredlongerinhismemory。Wherenowfirmopenfieldsstretchfromthevillagetothewoods,itthenranthroughamapleswamponafoundationoflogs,theremnantsofwhich,doubtless,stillunderliethepresentdustyhighway,fromtheStratton,nowtheAlms-HouseFarm,toBrister’sHill。 Eastofmybean-field,acrosstheroad,livedCatoIngraham,slaveofDuncanIngraham,Esquire,gentleman,ofConcordvillage,whobuilthisslaveahouse,andgavehimpermissiontoliveinWaldenWoods;——Cato,notUticensis,butConcordiensis。SomesaythathewasaGuineaNegro。Thereareafewwhorememberhislittlepatchamongthewalnuts,whichheletgrowuptillheshouldbeoldandneedthem;butayoungerandwhiterspeculatorgotthematlast。 Hetoo,however,occupiesanequallynarrowhouseatpresent。 Cato’shalf-obliteratedcellar-holestillremains,thoughknowntofew,beingconcealedfromthetravellerbyafringeofpines。Itisnowfilledwiththesmoothsumach(Rhusglabra),andoneoftheearliestspeciesofgoldenrod(Solidagostricta)growsthereluxuriantly。 Here,bytheverycornerofmyfield,stillnearertotown,Zilpha,acoloredwoman,hadherlittlehouse,whereshespunlinenforthetownsfolk,makingtheWaldenWoodsringwithhershrillsinging,forshehadaloudandnotablevoice。Atlength,inthewarof1812,herdwellingwassetonfirebyEnglishsoldiers,prisonersonparole,whenshewasaway,andhercatanddogandhenswereallburneduptogether。Sheledahardlife,andsomewhatinhumane。Oneoldfrequenterofthesewoodsremembers,thatashepassedherhouseonenoonheheardhermutteringtoherselfoverhergurglingpot——“Yeareallbones,bones!“Ihaveseenbricksamidtheoakcopsethere。 Downtheroad,ontherighthand,onBrister’sHill,livedBristerFreeman,“ahandyNegro,“slaveofSquireCummingsonce—— therewheregrowstilltheappletreeswhichBristerplantedandtended;largeoldtreesnow,buttheirfruitstillwildandciderishtomytaste。NotlongsinceIreadhisepitaphintheoldLincolnburying-ground,alittleononeside,neartheunmarkedgravesofsomeBritishgrenadierswhofellintheretreatfromConcord—— whereheisstyled“SippioBrister“——ScipioAfricanushehadsometitletobecalled——“amanofcolor,“asifhewerediscolored。 Italsotoldme,withstaringemphasis,whenhedied;whichwasbutanindirectwayofinformingmethatheeverlived。WithhimdweltFenda,hishospitablewife,whotoldfortunes,yetpleasantly—— large,round,andblack,blackerthananyofthechildrenofnight,suchaduskyorbasneverroseonConcordbeforeorsince。 Fartherdownthehill,ontheleft,ontheoldroadinthewoods,aremarksofsomehomesteadoftheStrattonfamily;whoseorchardoncecoveredalltheslopeofBrister’sHill,butwaslongsincekilledoutbypitchpines,exceptingafewstumps,whoseoldrootsfurnishstillthewildstocksofmanyathriftyvillagetree。 Neareryettotown,youcometoBreed’slocation,ontheothersideoftheway,justontheedgeofthewood;groundfamousforthepranksofademonnotdistinctlynamedinoldmythology,whohasactedaprominentandastoundingpartinourNewEnglandlife,anddeserves,asmuchasanymythologicalcharacter,tohavehisbiographywrittenoneday;whofirstcomesintheguiseofafriendorhiredman,andthenrobsandmurdersthewholefamily—— New-EnglandRum。Buthistorymustnotyettellthetragediesenactedhere;lettimeinterveneinsomemeasuretoassuageandlendanazuretinttothem。Herethemostindistinctanddubioustraditionsaysthatonceatavernstood;thewellthesame,whichtemperedthetraveller’sbeverageandrefreshedhissteed。Herethenmensalutedoneanother,andheardandtoldthenews,andwenttheirwaysagain。 Breed’shutwasstandingonlyadozenyearsago,thoughithadlongbeenunoccupied。Itwasaboutthesizeofmine。Itwassetonfirebymischievousboys,oneElectionnight,ifIdonotmistake。 Ilivedontheedgeofthevillagethen,andhadjustlostmyselfoverDavenant’s“Gondibert,“thatwinterthatIlaboredwithalethargy——which,bytheway,Ineverknewwhethertoregardasafamilycomplaint,havinganunclewhogoestosleepshavinghimself,andisobligedtosproutpotatoesinacellarSundays,inordertokeepawakeandkeeptheSabbath,orastheconsequenceofmyattempttoreadChalmers’collectionofEnglishpoetrywithoutskipping。ItfairlyovercamemyNervii。Ihadjustsunkmyheadonthiswhenthebellsrungfire,andinhothastetheenginesrolledthatway,ledbyastragglingtroopofmenandboys,andIamongtheforemost,forIhadleapedthebrook。Wethoughtitwasfarsouthoverthewoods——wewhohadruntofiresbefore——barn,shop,ordwelling-house,oralltogether。“It’sBaker’sbarn,“criedone。“ItistheCodmanplace,“affirmedanother。Andthenfreshsparkswentupabovethewood,asiftherooffellin,andweallshouted“Concordtotherescue!“Wagonsshotpastwithfuriousspeedandcrushingloads,bearing,perchance,amongtherest,theagentoftheInsuranceCompany,whowasboundtogohoweverfar;andeverandanontheenginebelltinkledbehind,moreslowandsure;andrearmostofall,asitwasafterwardwhispered,cametheywhosetthefireandgavethealarm。Thuswekeptonliketrueidealists,rejectingtheevidenceofoursenses,untilataturnintheroadweheardthecracklingandactuallyfelttheheatofthefirefromoverthewall,andrealized,alas!thatwewerethere。Theverynearnessofthefirebutcooledourardor。Atfirstwethoughttothrowafrog-pondontoit;butconcludedtoletitburn,itwassofargoneandsoworthless。Sowestoodroundourengine,jostledoneanother,expressedoursentimentsthroughspeaking-trumpets,orinlowertonereferredtothegreatconflagrationswhichtheworldhaswitnessed,includingBascom’sshop,and,betweenourselves,wethoughtthat,werewethereinseasonwithour“tub,“andafullfrog-pondby,wecouldturnthatthreatenedlastanduniversaloneintoanotherflood。Wefinallyretreatedwithoutdoinganymischief——returnedtosleepand“Gondibert。“Butasfor“Gondibert,“Iwouldexceptthatpassageintheprefaceaboutwitbeingthesoul’spowder—— “butmostofmankindarestrangerstowit,asIndiansaretopowder。“ ItchancedthatIwalkedthatwayacrossthefieldsthefollowingnight,aboutthesamehour,andhearingalowmoaningatthisspot,Idrewnearinthedark,anddiscoveredtheonlysurvivorofthefamilythatIknow,theheirofbothitsvirtuesanditsvices,whoalonewasinterestedinthisburning,lyingonhisstomachandlookingoverthecellarwallatthestillsmoulderingcindersbeneath,mutteringtohimself,asishiswont。Hehadbeenworkingfaroffintherivermeadowsallday,andhadimprovedthefirstmomentsthathecouldcallhisowntovisitthehomeofhisfathersandhisyouth。Hegazedintothecellarfromallsidesandpointsofviewbyturns,alwayslyingdowntoit,asiftherewassometreasure,whichheremembered,concealedbetweenthestones,wheretherewasabsolutelynothingbutaheapofbricksandashes。 Thehousebeinggone,helookedatwhattherewasleft。Hewassoothedbythesympathywhichmymerepresence,implied,andshowedme,aswellasthedarknesspermitted,wherethewellwascoveredup;which,thankHeaven,couldneverbeburned;andhegropedlongaboutthewalltofindthewell-sweepwhichhisfatherhadcutandmounted,feelingfortheironhookorstaplebywhichaburdenhadbeenfastenedtotheheavyend——allthathecouldnowclingto—— toconvincemethatitwasnocommon“rider。“Ifeltit,andstillremarkitalmostdailyinmywalks,forbyithangsthehistoryofafamily。 Oncemore,ontheleft,whereareseenthewellandlilacbushesbythewall,inthenowopenfield,livedNuttingandLeGrosse。 ButtoreturntowardLincoln。